Find a purpose.
Your life is worth living.
You're still alive, do something with these wasted days.
"If everybody married someone from a different race, the in one generation there would be no prejudice."
You're my survival, you're my living proof
that love is alive,
& not dead.
I'm gonna close my mouth now,
You don't need more noise in your life.
I miss you more than you know, but I know time makes you move on.
Sometimes it seems that I don't have the skills to recollect
the twists & turns of plot
that turned us from lovers to friends.
Just know that you're still in my heart.
I will sing my song for you until you look me in the face.
Press your lips against my own so I know the way you taste.
& I will sing my song for you until the bombs wipe out the clouds,
I will stand against the ruins
& I will scream your name out loud.
Sleep with your head against the sky tonight.
I can't count how many times you've made me cry.
I marvel at the way your hair glows in the night
& I will always think of you as
someone that I love.
"The journey of a thousand leagues begins with a single step.
So we must never neglect any work of peace within our reach, no matter how small."
It's not that we don't care, we just know that the fight ain't fair.
so we keep on waiting, waiting on the world to change.
Missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you've seen them last
or the amount of time since you've talked.
It's about that very moment when you're doing something,
& you wish,
You wish that they were right there
with you.
You stood in my doorway with nothing to say
besides some comment on the weather....
Well excuse me, I guess I mistaken you for somebody else
somebody who gave a damn
someone a little more like myself.
& your thoughtless words are
breaking my heart.
When I was young,
I knew everything.
"I have learned not to worry about love
but to honor it's coming with all of my heart."
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love, & to be loved in return."
The truth is, I always think of you.
Hoping that you will think of me, smiling.
You sit here & you smile at me
& I wonder,
Have you ever smiled like that at anyone else?
I miss my friend.
The one my heart & soul confided in
The one I felt safest with
the one who knew just what to say to make me laugh again
& let the light back in.
Forgiveness will be the thing that gets us by.
I know that to have something like this broken
is hard to fix.
It was 3a.m. when you woke me up
Then we jumped in the car & drove as far as we could go.
Just to get away.
We talked about our lives until the sun came up
& now I'm thinking about how I wish I could go back.
Just for one more day.
One more day with you.
If you'll be my star, I'll be your sky.
You can hide underneath me & come out at night.
When I turn jet black, you can show off your light.
I live to let you shine.
I look at you & I'm home.
Please, I don't want that to go away.
I don't want to forget.
To you, my friend,
I send my best regards.
I hope that all is well & good in Neverland.
It's been one month since goodbyes rang out
& echoed long across the distance time had carved.
It seems there's nothing left to do
since you've gone & left me here in the street.
When I say out loud,
"I want to get out of this."
I wonder is there anything I'm going to miss.
& won't you think I'm pretty
when I'm standing top the bright lit city?
I'll take your hand & pick you up
& keep you there so you can see
As long as you're alive & care
I promise that I will take you there
& we'll drink & dance the night away.
I can't look into your eyes anymore because I finally know the truth.
I want to walk away but something's still there
& it won't let me go.
You aren't good for me, so why can't I realize that?
It's hard to explain how I am getting by on so little from you.
I'll ask you, "what in the world should we do?"
This light is green our break is through.
Are we not trying or trying too hard?
Well, you know I never want to miss,
I hold on tight & reminisce.
But it's bittersweet to me.
I opened up the music box.
I wish you would have changed the locks
to keep me from replaying
all these feelings that I've been saving.
Sing me a song, tell me about the things you're dealing with lately.
I don't understand how you could sing me lies,
let them linger inside of me
& give me reason to stay with you
just so I can run away faster than ever before.
I'm counting down all the hours I've spent here drowning in all your lies, dear.
I wish that I could have been warned.
Come away with me & we'll see
if I was right on that night that
a future was made.
As the spring in it's bloom,
the summer stars & the moon
Come & dance with me, my love
& we will be one.
We go together, I promise forever
everyday together
I live with you.
As the leaves & the trees, the oceans celebrate you & me.
We will live to see many days & we will dream
We will dream.
If I could touch you again with my fingers so gently...
If I could feel you breathing in time next to me...
But the silence surrounds me, flashing memories of you riding with the moon that night.
I never had the chance to say goodbye....
Lost forever, lost to another world.
Gone forever, but remembered in our thoughts.
If I could open the heaven's above I'd be with you...
If I could hold you again in my arms I would tell you
I love you...
Those days of warm rains come rushing back to me
Miles of endless summer night air
Secret moments, shared in the heat of the afternoon
Out of the stillness, soft spoken words.
Rest your head & I will be watching from the doorway
As you drift into a perfect, peaceful sleep.
& morning will come in all it's simple glory
& you will find the light
& I will be there standing in your shadow
Knowing that you once were mine
All mine.
My baby.
Everytime the full moon is out
& everytime the sun paints the sky
He'll be all that's on your mind.
Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back.
Do not expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart.
But if it does not, be content that it grew in yours.
Go for someone who makes you smile because it only takes a smile to make a dark day seem bright.
We came here together, most of us unprepared
we were all worried, we were all a little scared.
There were times we felt alone,
times we felt sad.
But it took times like those to realize what we had.
They say we're too young
But maybe they're too old
to remember.
Memory builds a pathway that goes winding through the heart & keeps friends together,
even though they're far apart.
My Blank Canvas.
It's been too long, I know.
School took over my life, & I've been sick on & off for the past month.
To say that my life has been hectic would be an understatement.
Well, I'm singing this song as loud as I can
as I drive too fast with my best friend.
I don't wonder if you're wondering where I am
'Cause I don't care if I ever see you again.
Oh, and nothing's clear at all
& your thoughts, they have become so hard to find
with a question mark always slumped at the end of these awkward lines.
All the simple words we loved
to speak are no longer audible.
I never thought that with you and I this would ever be possible.
Just like you can see the smallest speck of dust
in a ray of sunshine pouring from my window,
I can still see who you used to be.
You're not dead to me.
Making plans to change the world while the world was changing us...
it was good love.
You used to laugh under the covers
-- maybe not so often now --
but the way I used to laugh wtih you was loud & hard.
& these cold winter nights without you next to me
it feels like twenty below,
frost bite on my heart
This pain & suffering are feelings that you don't know.
The night sky is black & I'm awake, lying on the ground
the grass beneath my feet is hard & cold, just like I've come to be.
The stars are gone behind the clouds, & I can't see a thing
so I'll just keep my eyes closed, just like me
because I can't seem to open up.
The longer I lay here,
I know it's harder to get up without you.
When you speak, it's like fire
the sparks leap from your mouth
& all your talk of such burdens
no, it won't bring me and my friends down.
In the morning,
when you rise up from the ashes of your cigarette butts
and from the coals that have been there too long
ease down the road where you feel like you belong
following directions that you heard in a song
ease down the road where your sun shines strong
guided down, guided down by the lighthouse song.
& if the sky filled up with clouds of doom
& the whole world was ending soon
well, I couldn't get scared
cause I'd have my rainbow
& I'd see her shining right through.
In the light of the sun, is there anyone?
& I'm here, wondering where the sun has gone
driving through a midwest storm
asking why there's no one home.
Look out, they're coming after us
They're only going to tell you the bad things that I've done
even if the things that they say aren't true they've won
& I'm left dying in the sun.
Do you remember that night in the back of your daddy's car,
strumming the chords of your pubic guitar.
The way that you tasted like a movie star;
the way the windshield reflected the sunrise,
the way the light tattooed your thighs.
I like to touch your tattoos in complete
darkness, when I can't see them. I'm sure of
where they are, know by heart the neat
lines of lightning pulsing just above
your nipple, can find, as if by instinct, the blue
swirls of water on your shoulder where a serpent
twists, facing a dragon. When I pull you
to me, taking you until we're spent
& quiet on the sheets, I love to kiss
the pictures in your skin. They'll last until
you're seared to ashes; whatever persists
or turns to pain between us, they will still
be there. Such permanence is terrifying.
So I touch them in the dark; but touch them, trying.
A thousand miles seems pretty far
but they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
& we'll just laugh along
because we know that none of them have felt this way
You have beautiful, beautiful eyes, so bright & alive & enchanting.
I want to be with you all of the time
it's hopeless, but I have to try.
I thought about telling you this, in the quiet of the car
with only the rain drumming overhead.
But there are some things you don't have to say.
Some things are just understood.
You're beautiful.
Every little piece, love, don't you know?
You're really gonna be someone, ask anyone.
When you find everything you've looked for,
I hope your life leads you back to my door.
But if it don't, stay beautiful.
Please don't let this turn into something it's not.
I can only give you everything I've got.
I can't be sorry as you think I should.
But I still love you more than anyone could.
Myabe I could have loved you better.
Maybe you should have loved me more.
Maybe our hearts were next in line.
Maybe everything breaks sometimes.
When it all comes down to a sunrise on the east side
will you be there on carry home the remains of my wasted youth?
Words are spoken when the sun goes down.
People find comfort in the soft, disappearing glow.
Some words are spoken from will & some from force.
But either way, the sun will go down.
& tomorrow it'll come back again,
turning what happened yesterday
into remnants of the past.
Don't know how much time has passed.
All I know is that it feels like forever
but no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
sitting all alone in your head.
Because for her, being without him
was the same as forgetting how to laugh.
It was that unimaginable.
Well, I've been thinking about the phone lines
& the street signs
& the remind me every couple of miles
that you're a hundred twisted miles of highway away from here.
& I'm hating feeling father from you.
& I know that your heart feels that way too.
I knew it then,
there wasn't any time left to think back to old memories.
There wasn't any time to think about a boy
who charmed & disapointed me.
there was only what was stretched out ahead.
years of new summers,
& a promise
with all the time in the world left,
to start again.
Love is but a song to sing
fear's the way we die.
You can make the mountains sing
or make angels cry.
& the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day
until the feeling went away.
& the sky was falling on the clouds that were dropping
& the rain forgot how to bring salvation
The dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.
I'll dream of the past & wish that I was there
I am burning the letters of days gone by
I'm sorry, but I'm scared that my heart
will regret all the things that I've done.
No one can ever duplicate the trials of my life
nor the person they have created me to be.
Forgiveness will be the thing that gets us by.
I know to have something like this broken is hard to fix.
When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone
When you're sure you've had enough of this life, hang on.
Don't let yourself go,
'cause everybody cries & everybody hurts sometimes.
... Because we don't know [when we will die], we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well.
Yet everything happens only a certain number of times,
& a very small number, really.
How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood,
some afternoon that's so deeply a part of your being that you can't even conceive of your life without it?
Perhaps four or five times more.
Perhaps not even that.
How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty.
& yet it all seems limitless.
Hello, darkness, my old
friend...
I've come to talk to you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left it's seeds while I was sleeping...
& the vision
That was planted in my brain
Still remains...
Within the sounds of silence.
In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone
Beneath the halo of a streetlamp
I turned my collar to the cold & damp
When my eyes were stabbed
By the flash of a neon light
That split the night.
& touched the sound of silence.
& in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never share
& no one dared
Disturb the sound of silence....
"Fools," said I, "you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows.
"Hear my words that I might teach you,
Take my arms that I might reach you."
But my words,
like silent raindrops fell
& echoed in the wells of
silence.
& the people bowed & prayed
To the neon God they made.
& the sign flashed out it's warning
In the words that it was forming.
& the signs said:
"The words of the prophets are written on the subway walls
& tenement halls,
& whispered in the sounds
of silence."
& when the night is cold & dark
you can see light
Cause no one can take away your right
to fight & never surrender.
I sit & laugh with friends at what we've all been through
But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you.
We move on, put those dreams away
Hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day.
How could I know that everything would change?
Except the way I miss you
come some rainy day.
The days go by,
the nights don't change.
The stars still spell out your name.
I will wait for you.
The Earth is warmer when you laugh.
Since it's all I have,
I want to go to sleep & dream of you & me,
just off the coast
On a holiday so long & warm
& lucky.
I always wake up in my bedroom all alone.
Woke up this morning to a letter that she wrote.
She said she's tired that I'm always on the road.
To hard to swallow being alone
She needs someone at night that she can hold.
& it's times like these that I wish I was a believer
because then I could have something to give me hope.
Something to make me believe in anything at all.
Throw it away.
Forget yesterday.
We'll make the great escape.
We won't hear a word they say.
They don't know us anyway.
Watch it burn.
Let it die.
'Cause we're finally free tonight.
& we hung like space stations & rocketships
& dreamed like we were things of the sky.
We dressed like Kings & Queens & Lovers,
& shouted out into the night,
"We're never gonna die."
In the morning all will see
Just how crazy young love can be.
Fight off your urge to say how you feel
-- it can only cause you problems tonight--
Hold tight until you leave,
then decide whether the timing was wrong
or was it right?
Take a look just a little bit closer
because he's the only one that makes it feel like home.
Never say never because nothing lasts
Dancing with the thorns of my buried past.
Looking back to find my way never seemed so hard.
I would never change a thing even if I could.
I can feel things are changing
Summertime is slowly sinking
& remember that I still believe.
Seems I usually get things right
But I can't understand what I did last night.
Yes, they're sharing a drink called loneliness
but it's better than drinking alone.
Do you understand the reason for pain
-- or am I the only one who hears it?
People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality.
Their feelings most of all.
People talk about how great love it, but that's bullshit.
Feelings are disturbing.
People are taught that pain is evil & dangerous.
How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel?
Pain is meant to wake us up.
People try to hide their pain, but they're wrong.
Pain is something to carry, like a radio.
You feel your strength in the experience of pain.
It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters.
Pain is a feeling.
Your feelings are a part of you.
Your own reality.
If you feel ashamed of them, & hide them,
You''re letting society destroy your reality.
You should stand up for your right to
feel your pain.
Now my heart is like an open door.
I waited for a bus to separate the both of us
& take me off far away from you.
'cause my feelings never change a bit,
I always feel like shit.
I don't know why, I "just do."
I'll be seeing you in every lovely summer's day,
in everything that's light & gay.
I'll always think of you that way.
There's no place left in the sky for them to send us to.
Just lay down
& let the light come through the doors.
Cover up our dreams,
cover up the years.
Let the sky cry restless rain to wash away the miles between us,
'cause without you it's just an ordinary world.
The same old heartbeat fills the emptiness I have inside
& I've heard that you can't fight love,
so I won't complain
'cause why would I stop the fire that leaves me going on?
When there's you, I feel whole
& there is no better feeling in the world.
But without you, I'm alone.
Those who expect to reap the blessings of freedom
must undergo the fatique of supporting it.
The flames & smoke climbed out of every window & disappeared with everything that you held dear
& you shed not a single tear for the things that you didn't need,
'cause you knew you were finally free.
...and she still smiles
& manages to enjoy her life,
though she knows this world's coming to an end...
& in the big scheme of things,
everything seems to take a turn for the worse...
she knows no one can save us &
she's gonna live her life to the fullest,
regretting nothing,
right to the very end
You've left me with such a silent world,
where evenings are calm,
but I'm restless
& my breath has become as thin as the wind.
Buried under the stars,
I told you how I missed this.
Missed you. Missed us.
I would steal the stars, just for you to smile without faking.
& I'd rather be in love with you.
"Settle, precious, I know what you're going through.
'Cause ten minutes before you got here I was gonna jump too."
& I scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere, just get me past this dead & eternal snow.
I swear that I'm dying.
I'm going places you've never
dreamed about.
No, it wasn't at first sight.
But the moment I looked twice, I saw the man I was born to love.
His laughter fills my soul, & when I hold him,
I don't want to let go.
Secretly, we wish anyone we love will think exactly the way we do.
Stay & watch the stars come out,
& then the sun as they all fade away.
I'll sing you every song I know if it'll make you want to stay.
& then I'll say that I missed you
& these words; they'll convince you to stay.
When it all comes down to a sunrise on the east side, will you be there to carry home the remains of my wasted youth?
This wasted time on you has left me shaking in waiting - shaking in waiting for something more.
Empty fields move me so much more than rooms filled up with friends.
The way the trees look dead reminds me that there's more to life than living.
Maybe giving up isn't bad, but part of letting go of you.
Thru all the tumult & the strift, I hear that music ringing.
It sounds an echo in my soul, how can I keep from singing?
Since love is Lord of heaven & earth, How can I keep from singing?
The drive home was so cold, it feels good to get away.
You can never stay away for too long.
I've been without you for months.
This winter may have been warm, but my God,
I'm freezing.
I'll never forget the way you made me smile.
I turned to look at him, studying his face the way -- for all those weeks,
he had studied mine.
I wanted to remember it -- not just in this moment,
but from the whole summer into forever.
Most of all, I miss the way you looked at me.
In a really dark night of the soul, it is always three in the morning day after day.
I watch the sun go down over the ocean tide
The wind is blowing from the shore through my hair.
It's beautiful tonight.
I'm taking pictures in my mind so I can save them for a rainy day.
Every now & again, sometimes, I get lost on the wind of a dream.
The air gets clean & the seas get wide & I can do anything.
The traffic lights silently change a thousand times a day
But I'm still waiting, yeah, I'm still waiting.
If my hand could block the sun, would we ever wake up?
If I turned back all these clocks, would that be time enough?
I can't remember exactly when this longing began,
but I know it wasn't before the day you touched my hand.
One day someone will love me for what I've been & where I am.
One day someone will love me.
Dearly Beloved,
We are gathered here today to mourn the un-mailed letters & the lonely Decembers.
The children ask, "Does it ever go away?"
They're asking about heartache & you know better than to lie
So you answer truthfully & say "No, it doesn't."
One day you're jumping in puddles & the next thing you know,
30 years have passed & you're telling your kids to walk around them.
Everyone is taught to look both ways before crossing the street
& to talk quietly in the library
But no one ever learns anything that matters,
Like how to keep breathing when your heart breaks in half.
There's nothing to live for when I'm sleeping alone.
Tonight with words unspoken,
you say that I'm the only one.
But will my heart be broken when the night meets the morning sun?
I'd like to know that your love
Is love that I can be sure of
So tell me now, & I won't ask again;
Will you still love me tomorrow?
It's getting dark outside.
Please don't leave me alone tonight.
I'll tell you what the end of the world will be like.
It'll be a final moment,
both terrible & heartbreaking.
Absolute chaos. People running as fast as they ever have,
Cars filling every road & freeway,
Phone lines backed up trying to process millions of calls,
Fingers flying over keyboards, thumbs texting rapidfire,
Long lines of people trying to cram themselves into subways & airplanes...
All of them trying to tell someone else,
"I love you."
It's not the end of the world yet.
But don't wait until then to tell her.
The worst thing isn't the end of the world,
It's what you didn't finish;
What you didn't say when you had the chance.
& I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I ever had.
& I don't know if I've ever been really loved
by a hand that's touched me
Well I feel like something's gotta give
& I'm a little bit angry
Well, this ain't over... no, not here.
Not when I still need you around.
We all live with the objective
of being happy.
our lives are all different,
Yet the same.
Black & White,
so defined for such a undefined person.
Along the lines of gray & bold colors
I can find myself somewhere.
Go for someone who makes you smile
'cause it only takes a smile to make a dark day seem bright.
Everyone wants to be the sun that lights up your life
But I'd rather be the moon.
So I can shine on you during your darkest hour
When your sun isn't around.
Your heart might long for love that is more near.
So when I'm gone, these words will be here
To ease every fear & dry up every tear
& make it very clear
I kiss you & I know
It is love
from the first time I pressed my lips against yours.
Hopeless love,
why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight
& now I regret the day we met.
I wish that I could leave this town
& go somewhere you're not around.
Love.
I want to turn the whole thing upside down.
I'll find the things they say just can't be found.
I'll share this love I find with everyone.
We'll sing & dance to Mother Nature's songs.
I don't want this feeling to go away.
Nights when the heat had gone out,
we danced together alone.
Cold turned our breathe into clouds.
We never said what we were dreaming of,
but you turned me into somebody loved.
I noticed how pretty the sky was the other day.
Then I realized its because he's up there.
It's a dangerous business, going out your door.
You step onto the road, & if you don't keep to your feet,
there's no knowing where you might be swept off to.
"A positive attitude may not solve all your problems,
but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the
effort."
"My pacifism is an instictive feeling,
a feeling that possesses me because the murder of men is disgusting.
My attitude is not derived from any intellectual theory
but is based on my deepest antipathy to every kind of cruelty & hatred."
"Love is not living your own life,
but sharing it.
It's forgiveness,
It's making a million mistakes
& turning them into learning experiences.
Love is patience, optimism,
and sometimes it's a kiss
when there is nothing left to say."
Don't let today's disapointments cast a shadow on tomorrow's dreams.
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.
Do what you love.
Fuck everything else.
I sit & laugh with friends at what we've been through
But I still catch my breath when someone mentions you
We move on, put those dreams away
Hoping that we'll find them come some rainy day.
How could I know that everything would change?
Except the way I miss you
Come some rainy day.
One day I'll be able to ask how he is without getting upset.
Eighty years, an old lady now, sitting on the front porch
Watching the clouds roll by
They remind her of her lover
how he left her
& of times long ago
when she used to color carelessly & painted his portrait
A thousand times
-- or maybe just his smile --
She & her canvas would follow him wherever he would go
'cause they were painters
& they were painting themselves
A lovely world.
She says she's lonely -- but how could she be?
Every night she has company.
If given the chance, what's a girl to do?
You really want to know what's going on in my head?
If so, I'll have to tell you with my lips.
Lovely lips, tangled in sheets.
Who needs love when you've got insecurities?
It's days like this when the sun is shining
& all I can think about is your face.
& I don't want to know if this is the last time that I'll breathe you in.
I just called to say I love you
I just called to say how much I care
I just called to say I love you
& I mean it from the bottom of my heart.
'Cause what good is seeing if love's not looking back at you?
& what good is feeling
if my hands aren't touching you?
I told myself I wouldn't miss you.
But I remember what it felt like to lay beside you.
Like the glass that holds the wine
the sunset in the western skies
Like the love there in your eyes
Oh, I was made for loving you.
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye
I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe that your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires
I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity
...& then I asked him with my eyes to ask again yes
& then he asked me would I yes...
& first I put my arms around him yes
& drew him down to me so he could feel my breasts all perfume yes
& his heart was going like mad
& yes I said yes I will yes.
I don't intend on being perfect
I just intend on experiencing everything.
Of course,
I can't forget all of the beautiful colors
on the day we first met.
Friday, June 29, 2007
13: GAME OF DEATH
Rating: NC16
Consumer Advice: Some Disturbing Scenes
Language: Thai with Chinese and English subtitles
Genre: Thriller
Director: Chookiat Sakveerakul
Cast: Krissada Sukosol, Achita Sikamana, Sarunyoo Wongkrachang, Nathapong Arunnetra
13 is a new and very secret competition offering a grand prize of 100 million Baht. The contestants are chosen from those most afflicted with problems involving work, money, family and love. If they can complete 13 tasks, they’ll receive riches beyond their wildest dreams. But there’s a catch…the challenges will test them in every aspect of their lives from love to religion and even moral values. They may seem undemanding when they start but as they progress they become increasingly more intense until finally, they reach a stage where they are no longer sure if they are human anymore. As with every game there are rules and these rules must be obeyed at all times. If they fail even one of the tasks, they will be dismissed from the game. The rules prohibit them from giving up, from telling anyone else that they are playing and from investigating the origin of the game. A man named Phuchit is delighted to be offered the chance to compete, little realizing that it will cost him his friends, his family, his sanity and perhaps even his life…
What wouldn’t you do for money?
.001
i hope the fire licks my lips and pulls me
close against his hips. the town will go
down in flames.
.002
I just smile & pretend, you're not
everything I could love forever.
.003
Waiting for you is like
waiting for rain in this drought;
useless and disappointing.
-Cinderella story
.004
If there`s someone you really
wanna be with ;; they`re worth waiting for.
.005
It's ironic how when you're
lonely, the entire world
seems to be in love
.006
Sorry officer, my only crime
was loving him to much
.007
Do I look like a grocery item
to you? Cause I see you
checkin me out
.008
The hardest guy to get over
is the one you never had
.009
I’m not afraid of telling you
I love you, I'm just afraid
of what you'll say next
.010
i bet she's beautiful,
that girl he talks about
and she's got everything
that i have to live without.
.011
I'm just a summer girl soaking up
some summer sun
.012
You've gotten so caught up in being alone
that you're afraid of what might happen
if you actually find someone else that
can take you away from it.
-Nicholas Sparks
.013
I want a guy who saves my texts
just to look at them
when he misses me
.014
Some people fall in love,
me, I had to crash into it
.015
Secret #162: I think about
you all the fucking time
.016
Believe me; I've always loved you.
And even when you loved someone else,
I kept quiet because I knew that you
deserved so much better than me.
.017
I keep thinking of how much I love talking to you..
How good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh.
I day-dream about you off and on, replaying pieces of our conversation;
laughing at funny things that you said or did..I've memorized your face
&& the way that you look at me..I catch myself smiling again at
what I imagine..I wonder what will happen the next time we are together
& even though neither of us know what the future holds,
I know one thing for sure; you're the best thing that ever happened to me.
.001
we've loved each other.
passionately. flawlessly. whole-heartedly.
just never at the same time.
.002
I wanted to tell her that sometimes, with love,
there doesn't even have to be a reason. I knew from
experience that no matter how much you
turn things in your head trying to make sense of them
some people just defy all logic.
.003
when traveling the path of life,
and finding love along the way, everything looks new and
different. little do you know it's the same old landscape you
used to see all the time; love has just give you new eyes.
.004
I felt something catch in my throat, a sudden surge of
sadness that caught me unaware. it almost managed to
take my breath away. that was the thing;
you never got used to it. you never got used to the idea
of someone being gone. just when you think it's okay,
and you think you've accepted it,
someone points it out to you, and it hits you all over again,
and it's just as shocking as the first time.
.005
if you keep talking, you're gonna work your way into
my heart, and I don't want you anywhere near my heart.
.006
that was the thing, you just never knew.
forever was so many different things. it was always changing,
it was what everything was really all about.
it was twenty minutes, or a hundred years, or just this instant,
or any instant I wished would last and last.
but there was only one truth about forever that really mattered,
and that was this: it was happening.
.007
don't do anything by half.
if you love someone, love them.
if you hate someone, hate them until it hurts.
.008
they say if you dream of a thing more than once,
it's sure to come true.
.009
"you don't choose who you love, look at me.
but at least you found someone who loves you back."
.010
Because he has been a major part of your life, of course you'll miss him; it's perfectly normal. It's like getting a tooth pulled out; after the dentist pulls it out you're relieved. But how many times does your tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was? Probably a hundred times a day. Just because it was hurting you does not mean you don't notice it. It leaves a gap, & sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly. It's going to take awhile, but it takes time. Should you have kept the tooth? No, because it was causing you pain. Pulling the tooth was the right decision, but it's going to hurt.
.011
A part of him will always be in her smile.
.012
So that adoring smile you always
had when you'd say "I love you"
turned out to be nothing more than
a coy smirk of a person very skilled
in the art of heart breaking
.013
I don't know why.
Maybe it's because you're mad,
maybe it's because you're afraid,
maybe it's because you're also a little confused,
maybe it's because you want to act cool;
but whatever the reason,
you're breaking my heart.
.014
When you look at me,
it's like you're secretly trying to tell me not to give up.
.015
So grab my hand a little tighter
and don't be afraid to move a little closer.
.016
I just remembered how your hands fit the curve of my waist
and how your smile fits the curve of my mind.
.017
no one means as much as you do. no one ever will.
.018
All my life I've never found what I couldn't resist or what I couldn't turn down. I would walk away from anyone I ever knew, but I can't walk away from you.
.019
let's flip a coin.
heads were together forever.
tails we flip again.
.020
i want to be the place in your
heart that you can never let go of.
.021
you have my attention like you've had all the while
since that first day when you made my heart smile
.022
thinking of you gets me all excited.
like a kid getting a note in their lunchbox.
.023
you don't have time to see if it's
worth it. just trust your heart and
hope it turns out right
.024
This is where I wanna be;
Right here, with you, always.
.025
Sometimes you'll kiss someone & know
that's the person you're supposed to kiss
for the rest of your life.
.026
i swear, you're the only one who
has ever made me feel this way
.028
we almost laughed harder than we kissed;
you were always something i could never resist.
.029
nothing in this world can make us fall if we stand
hand in hand.
.030
I am who I am because of you.
you are my every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had,
and no matter what happens to us in the future,
every day we are together is the greatest day of my life.
I will always be yours.
.031
I love you. don't you see? don't you understand?
you're the love of my life. I can't leave you.
but you're constantly leaving me! you walk away
when you want, you come back when you want!
you stand by everyone, but you leave me!
so I'm asking you, if you don't see a future for us,
if you're not in this, please- just end it because I can't,
I'm in it. put me out of my misery.
.032
if something bad happens to us someday,
it'll never change what we have now, what we've always had.
because you were right- love is real and we have to do
everything to keep it alive. wherever life takes us, I want it
to be with you, forever or until tomorrow.
.033
sometimes love isn't firecrackers.
sometimes love just comes softly.
.034
you've got someone here,
someone who wants to make it alright,
someone who loves you more than life,
right here.
.001
And after a while you learn that you
don't need anyone else in order to survive.
No one is ever going to always be there,
no matter what they say
or what they promise you.
You just gotta suck it up, accept it
& keep on keepin' on.
.002
You already had my heart.
All you needed to do was say hello?
.003
a person is never as quiet or unrestrained
as they seem, as bad or as good, as vulnerable or
as strong, as sweet or as fiesty. we are
thickly layered, page lying upon page, behind
simple covers. and love- it is not the book itself,
but the binding. it can rip us apart
or hold us together.
.004
there are some things in life that catch your eye,
then there are those that capture your heart. pursue those.
.005
look, I guarantee that we'll have tough times.
and I guarantee that at some point, one or both of us
will want to get out of this thing. but I also guarantee
that if I don't ask you to be mine, I'll regret it for
the rest of my life. because I know in my heart,
you're the only one for me.
.006
sometimes, she didn't want sweet.
she wanted tough, or dangerous, or just plain bad.
she knew this was fucked up. she was trying not to want that anymore.
because she almost always got what she wanted.
except when it came to love.
.007
imagine the worst things you think about yourself.
now, how would you feel if the one person you trusted most in
the world, not only thinks them too, but actually uses them as
reasons to be with you.
.008
you are the tenant of my heart:
often behind in the rent, but impossible to evict.
.009
in the end, it worked out because we both wanted it to.
as long as you two have that, you'll be able to make it through anything.
.011
you know, let's just forget about everything.
all I want to do for the rest of this godforsaken night is just
stare at your face in the moonlight, cause that's the
only thing that matters to me.
.012
take it from someone who knows,
you're amazing and you always have been.
.013
Once you've loved someone, even being friends
is better than ordinary. It's still kinda magical,
like magical friendship. It's deeper than
regular friendship, but it's great. It's a friendship
you can depend on, like a lifelong love.
.014
It's just so hard loving someone from a distance. Because no matter how far you reach, no matter how many tears you cry, miles you walk, & tantrums you throw, they won't be physically near you. And it's so hard to grasp that, but it's after the frustrations pass, you realize that you would rather hold their heart from miles away than sit at home wrapped in the arms of one you know you'll never love
.015
I’m not like anyone you’ve ever known, & maybe that scares you a little bit. Cause here you are, with a girl that actually cares for you, & for once in your life, you don’t know how to deal with that.
.016
& At that moment, I couldn't really tell whether
I was falling in love with him all over again,
or if I had ever really fallen out of it.
.017
I wait for the days when I will forget who you are.
When the taste of your name sounds old and worn.
I wait for the days when I wont remember
why I needed you so bad
.018
This is the part I hate ;; the part where your heart hurts.
.019
In that moment, I felt my heart break. And I thought, "I can't live without you. I don't want to live without you", and then it slowly crept into my mind that no matter how bad I wanted or needed you, it wouldn't matter. Somehow, and very painfully I was sure, my life would continue. With or without you, right?
.020
It's 4am and she’s staring at the ceiling,
trembling at the thought of feeling on the edge
of everything she's ever known, trying hard not to fall once again.
But knowing that she's wedged between a rock
and a razor, not knowing which one she'd rather face.
Learned to smile when she’s broken inside,
Learned to laugh when she’s tempted to cry.
Eyeliner and mascara masks her heart.
Skin tight jeans keep her from falling apart.
She’s learned to live when she feels like dying
and getting over him is a phase. She’s trying.
But sometimes, you just can't let go.
He makes everything wrong but she just can't say no
.021
theres always gonna be that one thing
you wish for but never get,
that one mistake you can never take back
& most of all that one memory you would
do anything for just to have it again
.022
my head says, who cares
my heart says, you do stupid
.023
do you do karate?
cuz you are kickin!
.024
Well, I'm a wreck. I really can't explain it, but I hear the music when I look at you, orchestrating the song to accomidate the moment. The world doesn't mean as much as you do. No one means as much as you do. No one ever did.
.025
i like to pretend i'm deep and mysterious.
truthfully, i'm not. i'm simple and easy to
please. but you don't fall for girls
that won't break your heart.
.026
there are many lessons in life that only time can teach you. like how much you love someone; it's nearly impossible to know that until you spend your days without them. and there are those lessons that you can only learn through the beating of your heart and through feeling such strong emotions that you can barely breathe. then finally, the essence of time and the power of your heart crossing paths, and the only knowledge you're left with is the realization that time is the one thing that keeps you from letting go. no, it's never the embracing or the kisses, not the laughter or the tears, only time.
.027
your smile shines across my face.
forget what i said,
you're worth the chase.
.028
hey babe, i feel as though i've lost you.
i feel as though you don't want me.
i ought to learn, you don't need me.
to just stop kidding myself.
.029
Every girl needs a man; the kind that will treat you right as well as others; the kind that has enough respect for himself, family & others; the one that will change for you to just be with you. The kind that searches for you with his heart, the kind that can be trusted alone with a room full of many other beautiful ladies, the kind that won't cheat on you because he knows he's got all he wants & needs already, the kind that is willing to be your friend & lover, the kind that doesn't mind calling you early in the morning to say good morning & late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning & tell you a good night story or talk to you until you fall asleep. The kind that will do anything for you, even if its just to buy your favorite kind of candy. The kind that will defend & fight for you, the kind that won't ditch you for his friends when you need him the most, the kind that won't leave you lonely and wondering, the ones that call you surprisingly, even if he's with his friends, just to tell you that he loves you & misses you a lot. The kind that isn't afraid to smile to his friends every time you're around and tells them, "She's the one." The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they're little. The kind that actually thanks you for the little love notes you leave him, the kind that is willing to wait for you when you're falling behind, the kind that will actually open the door for you, take you out on dates once in a while & buy you flowers because its a Wednesday. The kind that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him, the kind that reminds you that he loves you & that he's happy with you in case you forget, the kind that just doesn't want kisses & hugs but to actually be loved & to love the kind that calls you "beautiful" instead of "hot." The kind that kisses your forehead when you're down, the kind that tells you to be strong & not to cry, the kind that will go through thick & thin with and for you, the kind that just loves you for who you are. That kind of man, that's the kind you keep
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
[1]
Everyone heres what you say.
Friends listen to what you say,
But Best friedes listen to what you dont say.
[2]
A life without friendship is like a year
without sunlight.
[3]
It's time to move on with my life.
I've got to stop reading the same page
and continue turning the pages.
The memories are still locked in my mind,
but they're what's stopping me from living my life.
[4]
The hardest part is waking up in the morning
remembering what you had been trying
so hard to forget last night.
[5]
I want to be the place in your heart
that you can never let go of
[6]
courage doesn't always roar.
sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end
of the day saying, "i will try again tomorrow."
[7]
don`t re-think things. because usually,
your first thought is what youu realllly
want to do. so just follow it through.
[8]
I know it`s not realistic.
It`s not even practical.
It doesn`t make any sense.
But for some reason,
I can`t stop thinking about you.
[9]
To her classmates she's a quiet girl
with a huge smile. To her friends she's
a funny & outgoing girl who always makes
them laugh. To her best friends she's a
dreamer girl, head over heels with a guy that
doesn't know. To the guy that loves her, she's
the amazing girl who makes him believe in PERFECT.
& to her she's the one girl who will never know.
[10]
Sometimes i just randomly start smiling,
and people ask me why.
I honestly don't know what to tell them,
except for your name.
[11]
I just want to be with you. If I could hold your hand
for the rest of my life, I would never be scared again.
I want to hold you tight & I want to tell you every second
how much you mean to me, cause no one has ever meant more.
I want to be able to help you & make you smile.
Just let me make you smile..
[12]
when all your thoughts revolve around him
& he's the one you feel the happiest with,
there's just something about him you don't
see in other guys & when you're not with
him .. the only place you want to be is in
his arms . that's when you know its real.
[13]
in three words i could sum up
everything i learned about life:
it goes on
everything i learned about love:
it doesnt last
and everything i learned about people:
they change fast
[14]
Sometimes the hardest thing to let of
is something you never really had.
What could've happened, didn't -
that's just the way the cookies crumbled.
This is my good-bye to you.
I'll never forget the way you made me smile.
[15]
it's weird how you go from
being strangers
to being friends
to being more than friends
to being practicaly strangers again
so fast
[[pshhh. i'll say.]]
[16]
i keep telling myself
i can't like this guy.
but i see your gorgeous eyes
and i'm not going to lie.
i can't get over this guy.
[17]
doesn't it feel so awkward --
seeing him in the hallway
& pretending you don't?
[18]
Jealousy is just a way of telling someone
you care too much to let them go.
[19]
& people are like whoah you're
always together.and we're like duhhh
we're best friends forever
[20]
And after a while the truth doesn't
hurt anymore; it starts to kill.
[21]
She lies awake in her bed,
Thinking of every little time
he glanced at her...
[22]
friends will prove people you're not a physco path,
but best friends will share the retardation
[23]
it doesnt matter anymore
; i guess things happen for a reason. tears eventually fade'
; and one day everything will be exactly how it's supposed
; to be. moving on is a process &+ you have to promise
`- - - - - - - - - -»yourself that you're really ready to let go
[24]
sometimes i just miss that sweet kid,
i fell in love with.
[25]
When you said my name i melted
i was gonna fall in love
and i felt it
[26]
Whoever said, "You don't know what you
have until it's gone" is wrong, because you
know exactly what you have when you have
it, you just don't know how much you need
it until you can't have it anymore
[27]
when i get married,
she`ll be my maid of honor.
when i have a baby,
she`ll be the god mother.
and when i die,
my grave will be right next to hers.
this girl is more than my bestfriend,
she's my other half
[28]
there will come a time where you're infatuated,
with a single soul.
for this person, you'd do anything,
and not think twice about it.
but when asked why,
you have no answer.
you'll try your whole life to understand,
how he can affect you as much as he does.
but you'll never find out,
& no matter how badly you hate it,
or how much it hurts,
you will love this person without regrets,
for the rest of your life .
[29]
Love is when you go to bed at night thinking of him,
and he's your first thought when dawn breaks.
Love is when you see his flaws,
but you think he is perfect anyway.
Love is when you can't live without him,
but you would die for
[30]
& I just might be the girl
who get's hit by a parked car
That's how I feel when I'm with you
Every day there's something new
To cry about, to laugh about
Those moments I can't live without
That's how I feel when i'm with you.
-martina mcbride
Sometimes you kiss someone and you know
right then and there that, that's the person that
you want to kiss for the rest of your life.
so let it be just you and me tonight;
tangled up in eachother's arms,
with fireworks exploding in our hearts.
As we were sitting there, i turned and asked him "how do you know you're in love?". He just looked at me and answered "you know it's love when the tiny details about someone you know, the ones that seem insignificant to most people seem incredible and magnificent to you. Kind of like the way the corners of your eyes crinkle up when you're thinking.. and that littlest thing is enough to take my breath away. That's love."
It's not supposed to make sense
because love is unpredictable.
A life without love is like a year without summer.
Her: Do you believe in true love?
Him: Only if it's with you.
he's the one boy that actually
got through to her heart.
Sometimes, someone comes into your life
that changes everything. Raises your standards,
makes you laugh, and makes you feel like you.
There is something about him that you can't put
into words
& it`s the way you absently play with my rings
While we lay & watch TV
& it`s the way you lightly tilt my chin
While you look right into my eyes before we kiss
& it`s the way you think you are so macho & tough
While you are just as much of a mush as me
& it`s the way I can escape into my head
While I replay moments of us in my mind
& it`s the way you kiss me
While everything else in the world disappears
& it`s the way we can just stare into each others eyes
While not one word is said
& it`s the way we joke about missing each other all day
While we`ve never been more serious
& it`s the way I can`t stop thinking of you
While I go about my day
Please, can we just stop playing this game? Once upon a time in a far off land there was a hansom, courteous, funny, and all around AMAZING boy. Sometimes I look at you If all of our friends keep telling us, && With you I feel like I'm in a movie. We've been through so much, Are you oblivious to how much I want you, They all say, If you could just tell me why it went wrong, I'm pretty sure it's love when my smile has faded I miss you so much. Your starting to drive me crazy No one would Hell yes I will wait for you. So here's my heart... its the little things you do The only reason I get up every morning I absolutely hate the fact that You’re smile is like poison You don’t know what you have until you lose it Treasure every moment you have together, it may be your last I never thought I would fall this hard; Especially for you. You were right in front of my eyes the whole time. You make me smile so much, I’m starting to really like it. It’s so weird how the person you least except to ever be more than a friend Do you remember those late nights? When we looked into each others eyes and talked and laughed for hours You have something no one else has: the ability to make me laugh for hours when I don’t even want to smile. Lately, all I do is smile. This feels so right being in your arms Baby, never let me go. I think about you all the time boy. I'm not just saying it. Don't listen to what he says, we have something special and you know it I don't know what I did to deserve you. A friend will always be there for you, a friend with always care. && After searching for hours Yeah, I could say that I want one of those movie romances. Anytime you need someone, At one point in your life Do you ever wonder Call me whatever you want to, I have never had these feelings for anyone else. Just remember: I swear to god It's so weird that The best feeling in the world I just want you to know I'm hopelessly in-love with you. Words don't even begin I finally understand why people say, Don't even play that card with me. It doesn't matter No one ever said love was easy I have never liked anyone I don't ever want to lose you again You are all I have ever wanted The feelings that I have for you When I see you smiling at me in the middle of class Everything you do makes me smile.
The whole, "I love you but not around my friends"
Is not working out too well.
We are either together or not.
No matter how mad I get
I forgive within in a second
just because of that smile
Sometimes I don't understand what I see in you.
Could it be how you hold me? Or how you completely swept me off my feet
Oh summer. How I dreamed of these late nights.
No matter how bad it hurts;
It's the truth. Face it, Get over it.
Love is undefinable in words.
The only way to truly know the meaning is to find someone to give it one
It is super hard to tell you this. It's super funny how I am telling you this...
but I love you... always have, always will
Even if you don't have the same feelings for me it won't change
...but he's in a far off land.
And wonder what we should have been
"Oh, you guys are meant for each other,"
Why do we deny it?
And then we kiss and it's oh, so real.
And somehow all you can write to me is
Your name.
Or are you just ignoring me?
"You're way too good for him anyway."
Well, thats not true.
He was everything I've ever wanted.
then maybe I'd be okay.
I get disappointed by every text that
Isn't from you.
and so has our love.
Sometimes I find
myself crying just
because I find an
old picture of us
I gave you everything I could offer.
Obviously I'm not enough for you.
I don't know why I am feeling this hurt
I always knew this was how it was going to end
You had me happy&smiling all the time.
Where did I go wrong, Why do you now make
me feel sad and lonely?
If theres something about me
that drove you away. I want to change
I will change the world for you.
I will make my hell look like heaven
just so I can get you back.
Fuck. I messed up.
I hold my breathe waiting for you to say,
"I love you so much"
When I let go of my breathe, I feel I just wasted some air
I'm so stupid for ever having hope.
I'm not used to being loved.
even give me
a second glance
Then you came
and turned my
world U P S I D E
down
Hell no I won't wait forever.
So make up your choiceHer or me?
You can do anything with it
Just please don't b r e a k it
that make me love you even more
Is to see your face.
You're all that I want.
You have no idea how I feel
When I am forced to wait for you.
I have terrible timing.
Once you like me,
I'm with someone else.
But once I realize I want you,
You're already g o n e.
When I'm with you, I'm happy.
&& nothing in the world can replace that feeling.
You make me feel perfect, like I have no flaws.
And I love that. But more importantly,
I love you.
Every night at 11:11. I make a wish for you.
It's not that I miss you.
Oh no, honey. That isn't it.
I just hate her.
Every time we try to make it last,
Something goes wrong.
But I refuse to believe that it is because
We just aren't meant for each other.
Because that's not true.
Some call it destiny,
I call it a really good taste in guys.
Best friends are able to tell fake smiles from real ones.
&& You're the kind of guy that can make me
Sit on my bed, listen to music, and just smile.
Just because the songs remind me of you.
Everybody is looking for something.
Let me be what you're looking for.
Every time I see it I wanna pass out
becomes way more than a friend
You are everything I've ever wanted, and everything I will ever need
Just remember that next time you have any doubt in me.
And it all comes down to
who's on your mind at 2 in the morning
It's really not about how
"We have been friends since kindergarten!"
It's about how
"She was at my side when everyone else was behind my back"
No matter who I'm with
You know I'm still thinking of you
..yeah you were great.
Ohhhh no,
I do not miss you at all!
I miss who I thought you were
and what you thought I was
You told me that you loved me
You told me that you cared
Oh, what a wonderful liar you are
Ohh how I wish we could go back to those days
when the only problem was if you got PB&J or a bologna sandwhich
I haven't changed
I just got sick of acting like I'm happy
I really could care less
about that other girl;
that always stares at you, plays with your hair, and flirts with you all the time.
Ohh no. I could care less if she just DISSAPEARS!
It's been 1 year and 5 months.
This is how its gonna end?
Me having to hear it from your best friend?
Yeah, I'm good at advice.
My best advice for you is to not listen
to what other people say.
My problem is that I never want to fall for the wrong guy
My other problem is that I fell for you
I sit here
Not waiting for you to get on
Not wanting for you to call
Not wanting for you to make any contact with me
Yet I stay online till you get on
I keep my phone with me at all times
and I make sure you see me walking down the hall
You are the only person I want to be with.
She is the only person I want to see you without
I don't think I ever want to say goodbye
I love everything about that smile.
I don't think I fell for you
I totally and completely wiped out and can not get back up.
You completly paralyzed my heart
So tell me,
Since I'm too young to be inlove and have absolutely no clue what it is,
what makes you think you know what it is? Hm?
Karma is my best friend.
Whyy?
Just look what it did to you!!
So who cares if everyones staring?
We are having fun and they have nothing better to do!
If I had to chose him or the sun,
I'd be one nocturnal sun of a gun
-Cupid's Chokehold, Gym Class Heroes
First of all, I see you starring
Second, I still love you
&& I don't think you realize
just how much I want to be able
to look over and see you next to me
It's not just your gorgeous eyes
or your perfect smile-
It's everything about you
that makes me go crazy
I absolutely hate that stupid feeling I get in my stomach,
when our eyes meet
I don't think you realize
that i would do anything
just to be with you
i love how i can be a total dork
around you, and you will still make
me feel ABSOLUTELY amazing.
Are you blind?
you and me were meant to be
I can honestly say
you were my first true love
and my only.
Everything about you
[[From your eyes:to your amazing personality]]
Just drives me crazy.
I think I'm falling in-love
with you
And have you ever wondered if
your ex was thinking about you?
Not because you want them back,
just because you want them to miss you.
to find the perfect quote for you,
I realized there aren't even words
to describe how I feel.
going out with you was
a huge mistake. But that
would be a lie. I loved
every single moment.
You know, one of those "make out
in the rain, starry night sky, everlasting
love" things.
I'll be there. Wanna know why?
Because we've been through it all.
Guys, family, friends, school.
Everything. And because of this,
Anytime you call, I'll run to where you are.
You are my best friend; the one I can trust.
And it's the hard times that make me so
Grateful because I have you right beside me.
you are going to realize
that you were meant to be
t o g e t h e r
if the person you think about
24/7
Thinks about you nearly as much
Say you hate me as much as you want to.
I hope you realize I really dont care
You know your really something special.
No matter who brings you down,
I will bring you back up.
Because that's just what friends do.
you are the best thing that ever happened to me
there are like 1,043,320 other people
in the world for you
But you just have to him because he makes you smile 1,043,320 times
is knowing that you actually mean
something to someone
I have never ever EVER felt
this way about anyone before
to explain this feeling.
"You haven't lived until you have loved"
I know you don't like me!
So stop fucking pretending!
how small you are
just spread your wings
and s o a r
You gotta work for it
quite as much as I like you!
but it seems like we are slipping
Slipping so fast. And what hurts the most is
I can't do anything about it
and I could not ask for more
I just cant explain I swear
you are all I ever need
that wont ever change
I just can't get myself to turn around
I don't want to go a single second without seeing you
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