Thursday, October 30, 2008
Well, don't stop texting,
keep your fingers on those buttons.
until they go numb, til 3 a.m.
You're the reason i love losing sleep.
[2]
When you're a little kid, you never think that you'll die. I mean, death is just some obscure, esoteric thing that you see on TV or read about in a book. Then one day, you realize what it really is. Then nothing is ever the same again. From that day on, you're fucked.
[3]
I want to be the girl that
changed everything. The girl that
made a difference, the girl
that gave you a story to tell.
[4]
Maybe I'm smiling and happy all the time
Because I'm trying to hide something else.
[5]
Emotion is my middle name.
[6]
Somewhere in my heart
i'm dancing
with you in the summer rain.
[7]
I found everything that I could ever want wrapped up in something I could never have.
[8]
Our days would be happier if we gave people a little bit of our heart rather than a piece of our mind.
[9]
I remember driving in your car, the speed so fast it felt like I was drunk. City lights lay out before us. Your arms felt nice wrapped around my shoulder, and I had a feeling that I belonged. I had a feeling I could be somebody.
[10]
In a different time or place the words could make more sense.
[11]
You were standing on the hood of the car, singing out loud when the sun came up. And I knew it wasn't right, but it felt so good.
[12]
Over the past year, I've learned so much about love and life. Even if I could, I would never take back all the things I've done that brought me here, to this moment.
[13]
He's just a boy who doesn't know what's in front of him, and she's just a girl who never learned how to let go.
[14]
God, I've missed your smile. I just remembered how good it feels to see you looking at me.
[15]
they just dont understand.
this feeling isnt as easy
to deal with
than most people think.
dont tell me it will be alright
because right now, its not.
[1]
hoping for the best, but not holding my breath
[2]
it was always your smile
that got me through that year
[3]
I wanna be everything you need
the every sight you see
the closest thing to epidemic
slightly your disease
a love without a cure
no uncertain for sure
the closest thing to alcohol
that calls you back for more
[4]
I wrote you letters but I forgot to mention that
I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, you're a stranger.
Watch your face fade away
Now I'm stuck here
[5]
Please don't lose hold of me out there
[6]
i'll never let you stand alone.
you'll always have my hand to hold.
our lengthy talks will never get old.
your gonna change the world you know?
well its the small things you do,
that keep me from falling through this hole.
yeah its the quiet things you say,
that make me wanna keep everything this way,
and i know that when the time come
you wont let me break
[7]
You never really stop
missing him or loving him,
you just store it in the back of your heart
in hope that someday you'll use it.
[8]
why do we have to be so damn complicated?
i made you my fucking world...
[9]
I'm always wondering why the right words never came out.
[10]
What you feel only matters to you. It's what you do to the people you love. That's what matters. That's the only thing that counts.
[11]
This could break my heart or save me. Nothing's real until you let go completely. So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving. So here I go with all my fears weighing on me.
[12]
And just remember, you could've had me.
[13]
I hope you know that you were my best friend. Tonight I said goodbye, but I should have said more. Thanks for the best time of my life.
[14]
In the heat of the conversation it was said, "I've got all these good intentions. I just don't have the time." We all wish for more and more hours in a day. But I think it's safe to say we just need to breathe and slow down.
[15]
My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
"I'll let you be in my dreams if I can be in yours." - Bob Dylan
two.
You let go, It’s my turn now. I can accept that. but when I
find happiness don’t you dare decide that you love me
three.
we all need something we consider worth
getting up in the morning for. whether it's real or not;
healthy or destructive; tangible or false is irrelevant.
when you've got nothing to hang onto,
deception can seem pretty inviting
four.
It grows cold.
Autumn's not the same without you.
The colors fade beautiful to lifeless.
five.
I find it easier to sit and stare than push my limbs out
towards you right there. My heart is bursting in your
perfect eyes. As blue as oceans and as pure as skies.
six.
You were one of those things that I looked
at & just needed to have.
seven.
You may not always end up where you thought you'd be,
but you'll always end up where you're meant to be.
eight.
Its amazing that every time we would talk your eyes were only focused
on me not the people passing by.
nine.
Truth is, I really miss you. I wanna feel your heart beat when your
holding me & feel your warm hand holding mine. Most of all though
I want to hear you say " I love you baby " one more time.
ten.
Road signs & streetlights are what guide you on your way.
Distance doesn't seem to matter much
if you've got big dreams at a young age.
eleven.
Sometimes you have to test someone.
Not because you don't trust them,
but to see how much they'll sacrifice for you.
And sometimes you have to let them go;
not because you suddenly stopped loving them,
but to see if they love you enough to come back.
twelve.
I cry at weddings; hospitals make me nervous.
I'm sarcastic to a fault, but it doesn't matter.
I can be pretty mean; naive is my middle name.
and I want to believe in perfect love, but it all doesn't matter.
He thinks it's cute. :)
thirteen.
Because we couldn't see each other everday,
it made the times we spend a lot more special.
fourteen.
they say friendship is worth every penny,
but you, my friend, are worth every second of my life.
fifteen.
I fantasize about rejecting the apologies
that I know will never come.
sixteen.
She wanted to think that maybe, maybe this time it was going to happen. Maybe he was going to fall for her.
seventeen.
You know how it is,
when you don't want to miss them,
but you want them to miss you.
eighteen.
She's got this subtle beauty where she knows what you're thinking,
but she doesn't let you know she's got you figured out.
nineteen.
"The greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn't exist."
twenty.
"If I got to choose someone to lose, I would never lose something like you."
so i leave for college august 23rd and i'm soo anxious/excited/scared all these things rolled into one! this is why i haven't been updating often, i'm trying to enjoy my last few weeks with as many people as possible :]
he's taught me how to love. he was the first boy i kissed that actually meant
something. he's not perfect, not even close. but that doesn't mean he's everything
i've ever wanted.
it's probably the wrong time to tell you this,
but i just want you to know that if you ever need me,
i'll always be here for you. all you have to do is ask.
Sometimes the feelings we start to have again
are the same feelings that never really went away.
"We didn't have to hate each other for getting older,
we just had to forgive ourselves for growing up" -The Wonder Years
don't ever part your lips just follow my lead,
and focus on the rhythm of my hips.
fingertips say more than i ever could.
That's the danger in starting a fire
you'll never know how many bridges you'll burn.
From the top of the world
We'll let them know
That your biggest fear is letting go.
a free lesson on growing up
make the best of their worst
and never compromise what you feel is right
use my name like you know me
you're all the same
keep running your mouth
mark my words were taking over the world.
You taste like self-destruction, I follow where I'm lead.
There's something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
and it reminded me that you're so worth the fight
I swear, I'd burn the city down to show you the light.
the glittering people in this big world
say love can't come to such a young girl
but i know that real love is music
and he's the melody to my harmony.
we sat there, the four of us, music in our ears,
the bottles piling on the ground, thinking that these are our good days.
these are our days of remembering, and the green grass and the dark sky,
they are our home, we are all that anyone could ever need.
Saturday, October 04, 2008
By Da S.
Way better than any other quotes I posted.
走同样一条路,
身旁人不同,
心情也不同,
故事也不同,
回忆却越来越多。
没有人能超越肉体用心灵去爱。
我想我可以。
但没人配合。
吵架的时候。
送我一朵向日葵。
表示道歉。
庆祝的时候。
送我一朵向日葵。
表示爱我。
分手的时候。
送我一朵向日葵。
表示没有下一朵。
爱情是属于付出越多,失去也就越多的东西。
你以为怀疑,他就会更爱你吗?
你以为担心,他就不会走吗?
我可以跟你穿一样的衣服,戴一样的耳环,
用一样的发型。做同样的表情和动作。
但是为什么我不能像你一样狠心?
以前你的生日很特别。
我要特别记得。
现在你的生日更特别。
我得特别去忘掉。
如果他说爱你比海深。
其实只像条水沟深。
所以别听他说。
要用心感觉。
我感觉到我只有一滴水深。
不见棺材不掉泪。
不和你分开不知道爱你。
我可以在你的心里落地。
但为什么却不能生根?
当别人叫你别再爱了。
你说你无法自拔。
当别人叫你别再哭了。
你说你不能自几。
我想你去当别人会好一点。
我要你来,你就会来。我要你走,你就会走。你说我控制你。
你来了,我很高兴。你不来,我就担心。现在你走了,我心痛至极。你说,谁控制谁?
失去你之后。
我首先痛苦。
再来无奈。
最后成长。
Monday, September 29, 2008
Would it be childish of me to hide in your closet?" - Edward Cullen
"everything i'm not
made me everything i am"
i won't miss you like you think that i will,
but you'd be glad to know that i'm not doing so well.
don't waste your words saying things that we both know aren't true.
but i hope you think of me sometimes like i think about you.
i wonder if you're happy now, manipulating someone new.
Take a chance because you never know
how perfect something can turn out to be
Eventually, everything will come together. Until then; live it up.
Do what makes you happy. If someone doesn't agree, fuck them.
Pick yourself up and deal when shit happens. Remember that our mistakes
only make us stronger, everything happens for a reason, the only regrets in
life are the risks you never take and well-behaved women rarely make history.
Above all else, go with your gut, but guard your heart
Maybe there isn't a right or wrong choice, just a lot of them
there's a line of black water coming from her eye
he's won now it's not a tie
she always said she didn't care and she was strong
i guess now it's proven that she was dead wrong
he got the best of her and didn't care
they're right when they say life's not fair
Sometimes you know in your heart you love someone, but you have to go away before your head can figure it out.
And if I leave here tomorrow,
would you still remember me?
"Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you. I'd been broken beyond repair." - Bella Swan
she knows nothing about life
but all about living
Maybe this world is another planet's hell.
either get over it, or do something about it.
cause no one care's about the in-between.
not all of us have good intentions. but let me make
it clear, you were never a bad one
"Bella, I've already expended a great deal of personal effort at this point to keep you alive. I'm not about to let you behind the wheel of a vehicle when you can't even walk straight. Besides, friends don't let friends drive drunk" - Edward Cullen
the road we're on isn't easy, but we're walking hand in
hand. and they may say that it's wrong to be, but they
never felt your love like me. i'll take the world on tonight
if that means i can hold you tight. i don't know what it is,
but you feel right
There's a time when a man needs to fight and a time when he needs to accept that his destiny's lost, the ship has sailed and that only a fool will continue. The truth is I've always been a fool
"But all I could think of was how when nothing made sense and hadn't for ages, you just have to grab onto anything you feel sure of." - The Truth about Forever
I’m leaving because you never asked me to stay.
-Dawson's Creek
here's to wishing you the bluest sky,
and hoping something better comes tomorrow
How can I put this so that you'll believe me? You're not asleep, and you're not dead. I'm here and I love you. I have always loved you, and will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn't want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy...." - Edward Cullen
Don't waste your time asking why such an amazing
thing could happen to you, just let it happen. Don't
doubt that you could be loved, just let yourself be loved.
If you don't believe you're worth of anyone's time,
then you won't be. Take yourself seriously and others
will too. "Why" is a wasteful question. Why? Cause that's
the way it's supposed to be. That's the only answer
you can have. Accept it
Personal fav :
The most selfish one-letter word - "I" Avoid it.
The most satisfying two-letter word - "We" Use it.
The most poisonous three-letter word - "Ego" Kill it.
The most used four-letter word - "Love" Value it.
The most pleasing five-letter word - "Smile" Keep it.
The fastest spreading six-letter word - "Rumor "Ignore it.
The hardest working seven-letter word - "Success" Achieve it.
The most enviable eight-letter word - "Jealousy" Distance it.
The most powerful nine-letter word - "Knowledge" Acquire it.
The most essential ten-letter word - "Confidence" Trust it.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
'cause when you want to, you can make me feel like we belong.
lately you make me feel, all i am is a back up plan.
I say I'm done, and then you smile at me and I forget everything I said.
I'll buy into those eyes, and into your lies.
you say you'll call, but I know you.
you say you'll come home, but I know you.
you say you'll call, but I know you won't.
I wish you were where you're supposed to be, close to me.
but here I am, just staring at this candle burning down.
still no sounstd, your footeps on my stairs, your voice anywhere.
I know you, I know you won't.
it was two weeks after the day she turned 18.
all dressed in white, going to the church that night.
she had his box of letters in the passenger seat.
six pins and his shoes, something borrowed, something blue.
and when the church doors opened up wide
she put her veil down trying to hide the tears.
oh, she just couldn't believe it.
she heard the trumpets from the military band.
and took the flowers out of her hands.
baby, why'd you have to leave me, why'd you have to go.
I was counting on forever, now I'll never know.
I can't even breathe, it's like I'm looking from a distance.
standing in the background, everybody's saying,
he's not coming home now. this can't be happening to me.
this is just a dream. the preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray.
lord please lift his soul and heal this hurt.
then the congregation all stood up and sang the saddest song.
that she ever heard, then they handed her a folded up flag.
and she held on to all she had left of him,
and what could've been, and the guns rang one last shot.
and it felt like a bullet in her heart.
oh this has to be, just a dream.
I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall.
and I've been laying here, praying she won't call.
it's just another call from home, you'll get and be gone.
and I'll be crying, and I'll be begging you baby.
beg you not to leave, but I'll be left here waiting
with my heart on my sleeve. oh for the next time we'll be here,
seems like a million years, and I think I'm dieing.
what do I have to do, to make you see, she can't love you like me.
why don't you stay, I'm down on my knees.
I'm so tired of being lonely, don't I give you what you need.
when she calls, you to go, there is one thing you should know.
we don't have to live this way, baby why don't you stay.
you keep telling me baby, there will come a time.
when you will leave her arms and forever be in mine.
but I don't think that's the truth, and I don't like being used.
and I'm tired of waiting. it's too much pain to have to bear.
to love a man you have to share. why don't you stay.
I'm down on my knees, I'm so tired of being lonely.
don't I give you what you need. when she calls, you to go.
there is one thing you should know, we don't have to live this way.
baby, why don't you stay. I can't take it any longer.
but my will is getting stronger, and I think I know just what I have to do.
I can't waste another minute, after all that I've put in it.
I've given you my best, why does she get the best of you?
so next time you find, you want to leave her bed for mine.
why don't you stay, I'm up off my knees.
I'm so tired of being lonely, you can't give me what I need.
when she begs you not to go, there is one thing you should.
I don't have to live this way, baby why don't you stay.
| if i could turn back the hands of time and do it all over i would. instead of everything being all bad, maybe everything would be all good. the funny thing is, nobody really knows how much anybody else is hurting. we could be standing next to somebody, completely broken. and we wouldn't even know. the important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. learn to let go of the past and recognize that everyday won't be sunny and when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home. so don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing things that scare you the most. maybe you'll get everything you wish for. maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. who knows where life will take you. tries to laugh when she feels like crying. nobody'd blame her if she stopped trying. but she's got a heart that gives and gives. so you tell me, who the strong one is. i still love the way your eyes look in mine and it's too bad we can't feel this way all the time. 'cause the breath between our lips when we kiss is something i hope i never have to miss. sometimes you only forgive someone because you can't stand not having them in your life. i know the timing isn't great, but these things you just can't plan. i just need a little time so i can find myself again, because i get buried underneath all the things they think you are, and i'm too tired to pretend it doesn't hurt anymore. done a whole lotta giving, and not enough take. but, you can only be strong for so long before you break. |
if you only get to go around one time.
i'm gonna sit back and try to enjoy the ride.
i'm seeing the road that i've travelled.
a road paved with heartaches and tears.
and i'm seeing the past that i've wasted.
watching the bubbles in my beer.
visions of someone who loved me.
whiskey river take my mind.
don't let his memory torture me.
whiskey river don't run dry.
you're all i've got, take care of me.
girls with boobs like me.
don't talk to boys with faces like yours.
she's a good hearted woman.
in love with a good timin' man.
she loves him in spite of his ways.
that she don't understand.
through teardrops and laughter.
they'll pass through this world hand in hand.
a good hearted woman, lovin' her good timin' man.
the sun is filled with ice and gives no warmth at all.
the sky was never blue.
the stars are raindrops searching for a place to fall.
and i never cared for you.
and when you said that we were through.
i've tried to find somebody new.
but i found out that wouldn't do.
because i'd rather be alone than with someone new.
it's all your fault when i'm a grandma.
if my grandkids don't call you grandpa.
well i'll just tell 'em it's all your fault.
cowboys ain't easy to love and they're harder to hold.
and they'd rather give you a song then diamonds or gold.
lonestar belt buckles and old faces levi's each night begins a new day.
and if you don't understand him and he don't die young.
he'll probably just ride away.
mama's don't let your babies grow up to be cowboys.
don't let 'em pick guitars and drive them old trucks.
make 'em be doctors and lawyers and such.
mama's don't let your babies grow up to be cowboys.
they'll never stay home and they're always alone.
even with someone they love.
if you've got the money honey i've got the time.
we'll go honky tonkin' and we'll have a time.
bring along your cadillac, leave my ol' wreck behind.
if you've got the money honey i've got the time.
other arms reach out to me, other eyes smile tenderly.
still in peaceful dreams i see, the road leads back to you.
georgia, georgia, no peace i find.
just an old sweet song keeps georgia on my mind.
i want to soak up life for awhile.
in laid back mode.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
and you don’t care what they say
See everytime you turn around they screaming your name
boys call you sexy
and you don’t care what they say
See everytime you turn around they screaming your name
Now ive got a confession
When I was young I wanted attention
And I promised myself that I’d do anything
Anything at all for them to notice me
But I aint complaining
We all wanna be famous
So go ahead and say what you wanna say
You don’t know what its like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
Cus see when I was younger I would say
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star,
I wanna be in movies
When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies
When I grow up
Be on tv
People know me
Be on magazines
When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene
Be careful what you wish for cus you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it
Be careful what you wish for cus you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it
They used to tell me I was silly
until i poped up on the tv
I always wanted to be a superstar
And knew that singing songs would get me this far
But I aint complaining
We all wanna be famous
So go ahead and say what you wanna say
You don’t know what its like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
Cus see when I was younger I would say
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star,
I wanna be in movies
When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies
When I grow up
Be on tv
People know me
Be on magazines
When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene
Be careful what you wish for cus you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it
Be careful what you wish for cus you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it
I see them staring at me
Oh im a trendsetter
Yes this is true cus what I do, no one can do it better
You can talk about me, cus im a hot topic
I see you watching me watching me and I know you want it
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star,
I wanna be in movies
When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies
When I grow up
Be on tv
People know me
Be on magazines
When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene
Be careful what you wish for cus you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it
Be careful what you wish for cus you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star,
I wanna be in movies
When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies
When I grow up
Be on tv
People know me
Be on magazines
When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene
Be careful what you wish for cus you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it
Be careful what you wish for cus you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it
Friday, May 23, 2008
The snow was falling around us. 3 5 7 9 11 13 15
Quickly we got into your car.
You cranked the heat
and sat close and whispered
"it's okay, you'll be warm soon."
2
snowflake fell on your nose,
frost bites on my toes.
you'll warm me up with a gentle kiss,
&& well know this holiday love is true bliss
this weather has me wanting
a love more tangible
something that I can hold,
because it's getting cold
4
an ice storm, some beautiful lights,
a midnight ride in a carrage, && a kiss
with a taste that will stick forever
first, will make snow angels for two hours
then will go ice-skating
then will eat a whole
roll of tollhouse cookie dough as fast as we can,
&& then maybe, we can snuggle
6
hold me tight,
in the freezing cold
just hold me tight
don't let go
it's the most WONDERFUL time of the year
there will be much mistletoeing,
&& hearts will be glowing
when loved ones are near
8
hold my hand
hug me when I'm cold
offer me your jacket
I don't care how you do it,
just show me that you care
winter is the time to snuggle up & spend time
with the person you absolutely adore.
10
lets drink Hot Chocolate
cuddle up infront of a fire
& be the winter romance
everyone dreams of
take the risk and break the fall,
if that’s what you wanted then you have it all
12
i hope it's you, standing on my doorstep,
letter in your hand, the one that says,
you love me and want to be my man
i won't shiver in the cold
i won't let the shadows take their toll
i won't cover my head in the dark
and i won't forget you when we part
14
" love is everything its cracked up to be
it really is worth fighting for, being brave for,
risking everything for. "
`*-- erica jong
there are some people in life that
make you laugh a little louder,
smile a little brighter and live a little better
1
but young love is adorable;
the kind where a boy will do anything
to sit next to that girl he's had his eye on
since the first day he met her.
2
midnight air,
stars above.
your hand in mine,
we're so in love.
i can't imagine what
the world could be,
without you in my life,
-- [ holding me ]
3
my favorite time
is when you whisper in my ear
at random times
"i love you"
4
we all just have to accept that people
`are going to stay in our hearts; even
when they don`t stay in our lives.
5
Just be Yourself..
live the life that you want to live, be
the person you would be proud of. if
you fall, you fell because you tried.
6
SHESAID; "don't take pictures.
it's one in the morning.
i don't look good right now."
HESAID; "you're not wearing
any makeup, are you?"
SHESAID; "nope. i'm not."
HESAID; "you've never looked better."
7
He has the most adorable eyes
You could ever fall for;
And the cutest smile that could
Take your breath away
He has the ability to make you laugh
Everytime he speaks, and whenever
You look into his eyes, it's so hard to turn away
8
finding another friendship like ours
is like nailing jello to a tree ;
completely impossible
9
i find myself glancing in your direction
during class. and it makes my heart
jump all over the place when i catch
you staring right back.
10
Psst ;; Wanna hear a secret?
That girl, the one over there
The one you'd never expect,
The one you'd never talk to,
The one you'd never look at
just might do anything to get
you to notice her.
11
best friends understand when you say, "forget it."
waits forever when you say, "just a minute."
stays when you say, "leave me alone."
&& opens the door before you say, "come in."
12
Girls arent complicated.
I mean how hard is it to
tell us that we're beautiful
& give us flowers?
13
just friends. but i smile when i see you.
i look forward to my classes with you.
i love talking to you. i can't help but
stare at you in class. i am constantly
thinking about you. but still, we're
just friends
14
We're freezing cold & soaking wet,
but you call me beautiful and
the rain washes everyone else way.
15
one smile from him makes my 6am'
wake up, cold shower, nothing to
wear. no hairspray left, missed the
bus , late for class . whole day
worth while
16
It's when you purposely act scared
just so he'll put his arm around you
17
We sat on the bleachers outside
of the school after the game and
talked about life & growing up
and that's what meant the most to me.
18
every girl wants a boy to come
up to her, give her a hug & say
"i'm sorry my gender basically
sucks"
19
they sat together, as just friends.
11:11 rolled around, & someone yelled
"make a wish."
they wished for each other
20
& i`m the type of girl who would
wear his sweatshirt just because
it smelled like him
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
He's hilarious,
He makes me yell,
He drives me crazy,
He's out of his mind,
and he's everything I want.
So let go, jump in.
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right,
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown.
As long as it's been,
I can't get you off of my mind.
And I'm doing my best to find
a way back into yours.
We were determined to ignore whatever needed to be ignored.
To build a new world from nothing if nothing in our world could be salvaged.
It was one of the best days of my life.
A day during which I lived my life and didn't think about my life at all.
In my distress, I wanted someone to blame me.
In my devastation, I wanted so to change.
In my way, disaster was the only thing I could depend on.
but I let on like i was a little deaf.
nobody's perfect, that's what I say.
no one has hurt me so much, you say.
We are terrible for each other,
and yes, we are a disaster.
But tell me your heart doesn't race
for a hurricane or a burning building.
The Next Paris Hilton
10
the thing about true love is
nothing and nobody can stop it..
The Earth is warmer when you laugh.
Since it's all I have, I want to go to sleep & dream of you & me, just off the coast. On a holiday so long & warm & lucky.
I always wake up in my bedroom all alone.
When we meet again we'll probably talk about the weather,
cause thats what people do when they grow apart.
ill shove the sunrise
in the back of my suitcase
who needs daylight?
lets run away and forget December.
You can hear her tears through
the static of the phone,
& boy did you screw up.
Shut your mouth and listen;
there's no time for reminiscing
because thinking of the past
just never changed a thing.
She was out of control & out on the town
Her mom said "Honey, you'd better be a
good girl". Her teacher said "Girl, you better
turn yourself around." & everyone said
that girls a troublemaker. & all she would
say is, "life's not always beautiful"
Take a look into the sky, 'cause the world is not so pretty. Free myself from worries, so I can see; It's a really beautiful day.
There exists a melody that might change your mind. Oh, if I only knew the words to make you mine.
I'm gonna take the unplanned route for a little
while in hopes that whatever we lost,
we'll be able to stumble upon again.
across the hall she walks as her brown eyes sparkle. She puts on a smile && they'll believe she’s okay, but behind those eyes are tears waiting to burst. Behind that smile are feelings they’ll never understand.
and I find that I am unable to hide all these feelings
that flow in this basement,
and in this dim light, you look so beautiful
While you stood there,
deciding to get the net,
the butterfly flew away.
So I'll walk the plank and jump with a smile.
If I'm going down, I'll do it in style.
You won't hear me surrender.
His hand touched mine hand as he talked to me
and we were smiling. We're always smiling.
one
Class is dead, darling;
it died with the dinosaurs.
It traded it's pearls & white wine
for a MySpace & Coke.
Welcome to the 21st century;
Would you like fries with that?
two
whoever said nothing is impossible,
has never tried slamming a revolving door
three
it's kinda like you're a rockstar
&; i want your autograph on my heart.
four
Where words fail, music speaks.
five
Get caught up in the moment.
Sing a silly song. Do whatever it
takes to live life for what it's worth.
six
stop being frightened. you only see
a monster because they want you to
see monsters everywhere. they've made
you to look for monsters in every shadow,
every coat hung on every door. as long as
we keep seeing monsters, we'll continue
to need protection and that's how other
people get to control our lives.."
seven
It was perfect.
We were perfect
eight
picture me in brighter days with smiles on my innocent face
nine
my heart didn't break into a thousand pieces after he left. Instead, I realized all the things he didn't do. He didn't want to hear my stories, he didn't ask me questions, he didn't smile when I was talking to him, he didn't hug me out of the blue to make me feel good. his hugs were always a preamble of something else, and after he was gone, I wondered if he ever knew me at all.
ten
The most important thing in life is your family. There are days you love them, and others you don't. But, in the end, they're the people you always come home to. Sometimes it's the family you're born into and sometimes it's the one you make for yourself.
eleven
And he's laughing about something that he heard earlier, and I can't help noticing that he is sitting closer to me than he has ever had before
twelve
If you'll be my star; I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by
Monday, April 07, 2008
1
They say you can't live
Without love.
Yeah, well oxygen's
More important.
2
your eyelashes tickled my neck
with every nervous blink,
and it was perfect.
True Love
3
what would you attempt to do
if you knew you couldn’t fail ?
4
Class is dead, darling;
it died with the dinosaurs.
It traded it's pearls & white wine
for a MySpace & Corona.
Welcome to the 21st century;
Would you like fries with that?
5
it's just so easy
when the whole world
fits inside of your arms.
6
& the trouble is,
if you don`t risk anything,
you risk even more
7
i want to be your last kiss of
2006 & your 1st kiss of 2007.
8
you never get a second chance
to make the first impression
It just doesn't feel right
holding someone else's hand. ♥
because that's what people do,
they leap and hope to god they can fly because
otherwise you drop like a rock, wondering
the whole way down, why the hell did I just jump?
but here I am, falling, and the only one
that makes me feel like flying, is you.
look, lots of people lose themselves in love.
it's no shame. they write songs about it.
the hitch is, you can't stay lost. sooner or later,
you have to get back to yourself.
it can't last forever, of course not
but who made the rule that all of the best loves do?
no one writes songs about the ones that come easy.
I swear I'm sleeping less and less
when the ocean's getting warmer
and California's on her mind,
Los Angeles is tired and we always seem to feel alright.
Cause I know you, I deny you
Days go by and choices still remain forever
Right and wrong is black and white
The illusions of this world
And there is hope again.
"make yourself free." a man said that to me. and now my heart is like an open door.
Any type of love, it will be shown.
Like every single tree, reach for the sky.
If you're going to fall, I’ll let you know, that I will pick you up.
Ya, I miss your smile.
but I miss mine even more.
Once in a lifetime you meet a person who takes your breath away.
Not because you want them to, but because they're meant to.
you're riding with me tonight. passenger side,
lighting the sky. always the first star that i find.
you're my satellite. maybe you will always be
just a little out of reach.
Subtle glances, playful smiles, and a secret whisper.
If only you knew you were saving me.
I want power in my words,
I want passion in my eyes.
And when I wake up,
I want my life to be a pleasant surprise.
People are mostly nice. But there are some strange ones.
We can go to thrift stores
and you can pick out my dress
and I'll pick out your suit,
then we'll fall in love.
I need a faster car now,
a rocketship staright to the moon.
I need faster way to show you
just how much I need you.
You've always found a way to cheer me up
even when I'm as down as can be
you replace my tears with laughs + smiles
you have no idea what that means to me
Sometimes when I see you in the halls
& we act like nothing is going on,
I just want you to push me up
against the locker and kiss me.
I've been falling like the rain but
you got your umbrella in my way.
I had the sun in my hands
until you said you liked the rain.
you swore to me with a pinky promise.
i suppose i should have called no crosses first.
Here goes the same thing around again
No I'll never learn
You're in the deep end
I don't know how to swim
But I'm jumping in
Alone, you find yourself just hanging
and to fill the hole you cling to all that seems
to hide the little girl that's crying
underneath the rage that you let others see.
I want to go back to a time when our hearts carried the conversation & our brains jogged behind. When truth wasn't so cryptic, & lies didn't destroy everything we've ever worked towards. Oh, progress is the opposite of "you & me." As we stand together & watch the world pass by, you vanish from my side. I see you run & catch up & my tears sting like acid; the bitterness makes them burn, & I'm afraid even through this I doubt I'll ever learn. They say, "absence makes the heart grow fonder," but I think I like you more when you're here.
Don't let it end like this;
we've been through worse,
this is just a windy day
compared to all the storms that have came our way...
She's not over what happened.
She’s still hurting.
Songs come on the radio that make her remember
that he was the one that broke her heart.
We were joking around.
And I wondered will there come a time when we won't be joking?
And what would that look like?
And how would I feel?
I'm afraid that I've forgotten your face.
But I haven't forgotten what it felt like to hold you.
You can hear it in my voice,
read it on my face.
I'm drowning in the memories,
of the past I can't replace.
Don't be afraid of death,
be afraid of unlived life.
~Tuck Everlasting
Saturday, March 22, 2008
it's the possibility that keeps us going,
not the guarantee.
"You know that place between sleep
and awake, the place where you can
still remember dreaming? That's where
I'll always love you, that's where I'll be waiting."
-Peter Pan
[I really like that one] haha.
I don't know if it's your smile, your laugh,
or just the way you are that makes me feel like this ...
but whatever it is, everytime I see you,
I love you more than ever before.
You were the last thing I expected,
and I couldn't ask for more.
life is made up of years
that mean nothing. and moments
that mean everything.
- every new beginning comes from
some other beginning's end.
Its weird, you know the end of something
that has taken so much time to get
over is coming & youre so relieved
that its finally here but you still,
for some reason want to hold on.
Just for one more second...
just so it can hurt a little more.
After all, this problem has been your
life for so long youre not sure
if youll be used to being free.
Carpe diem, quam minimum credula postero:
Seize the day, put no trust in the future.
sometimes you just need someone.
someone to make you smile when you're sad
someone to tell you you're beautiful
someone to look forward to seeing you every day
someone to call you every night
someone to say I love you and mean it
sometimes you just need someone.
we spend our whole lives searching
for all the thing's we think we want,
never really knowing what we really have.
you never leave my mind.
even when i have a million things to worry about.
what's the difference between a drunk and a pothead?
a drunk will drive through a stop-sign,
and a pothead will wait for it to turn green.
never say goodbye
because goodbye means going away,
and going away means forgetting.
-- Peter Pan
The nights are forever and maybe I'm wrong,
but it feels like I'm so lost without you.
If you believe in yourself even when the
odds seem stacked against you,
anything is possible. --Dawson's Creek
I know there will be better things.
that's kind of the best thing about being young..
knowing all these things are on their way..
these better things.
get caught up in the moment
sing a silly song
do whatever it takes to
live life for what it's worth
one
& the skin you call your home
Holds a heart that quits
& knees that buckle in
& lungs that just can't breathe
Whenever you think of him.
two
I'll be there when
The world stops turning.
I'll be there when
The storm is finally through.
'Cause in the end I want
To be standing at the begining with you.
three
Late last night I made my plans
It was the only thing I felt I could do
I said goodbye to my best friend
Sometimes there's no one
Left to tell me the truth.
four
She swears there’s nothingwrong but I hear her playing
the same old song.
five
She smiled in a big way;
the way a girl like that smiles,
when the world is hers.
-Dashboard Confessional
six
Sometimes confrontation is difficult.
Sometimes it's just easier to write
my heart & soul out on lined paper.
seven
Our hands touched. Not purposely.
Not slowly. Really quickly.
And we both looked at each other,
because we both felt the electricity,
& we both knew what it meant.
eight
come on baby, you and me,
lets cause a teenage love scene.
nine
He said last night that she was the one...
but men and mascara always run
ten
then one day I realized
the fairy-tale life wasn’t for me…
eleven
in a world of stilletos, be a ballerina flat
twelve
true love is never ending.
when someone is still with you.
even were youre apart.
thriteen
Trouble is part of your life,
and if you don't share it,
you don't give the person
who loves you a chance
to love you enough.
fourteen
like my favorite record -- you're alittle overplayed
and like my favorite summer, you'll never fade away
fifteen
sometimes music is the only thing
that gets your mind off of everything else
sixteen
She builds high walls around her heart because she
knows no one can climb that high. That way, when
no one is able to reach the top, which is what
she knows is going to happen, she won't be disappointed.
seventeen
I love how,
in the middle of a kiss,
I can feel you smiling.
eighteen
If you keep chasing yesterday,
You're gonna miss tomorrow.
nineteen
But all my words come back to me in shades of mediocrity Like emptiness in harmony
I need someone to comfort me.
twenty
Let the music move you, let the moment take your hand, let it lead you out intothe middle of the dance floor and embrace you. Dive off the high board, ride with the top down, thrive like a wildflower.
you are, in a word, irresistable. we were gonna bust a move, it's raining. I will dig a hole. She sits on her porch alone I'm like that qirl on 50 first dates I'm not going to base my whole life on who I'm my heartbeat was louder than the sound of the ultimate test of a relationship is to argue but still hold hands.
but we're just too white.
let's dance.
and label it love.
then trick you to fall in.
with her headphoneson,
listening to depressingmusic.
Mascara runs down her face as she
looks up at the stars& wishesupon
everyone of them that someday
hewould love heras much as sheloved him.
i don`t know what's qoinq on
& i can't explain what happened with us
but i love you anyways.
stuck in a room with. but I am going to base this
moment on who I am stuck in a room with.
it's what life is, it's a series of rooms, and who
we get stuck in those rooms with, adds up to
what our lives are.
my steps to your door.
you're cold, but you're beautiful. you're a mess,
but I like it that way.