Sunday, February 17, 2008

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A true friend never gets in your way unless you're going down.

-"and you left him, just like that?"
-"it's the only way to leave. 'I don't love you anymore. goodbye.'"
-"suppose you do still love them?"
-"you don't leave."
-"you've never left someone you still love?"
-"nope."

A misty morning does not signify a cloudy day.

She looked like her whole world was him. She looked a kind of happy I can't even imagine.

The thing about addiction is it never ends. Well, because eventually, whatever it is that was getting us high stops feeling good and starts to hurt. Still, they say you don't kick the habit until you hit rock bottom, but how do you know when you're there? Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes letting go hurts even worse.

Sometimes we run away, but I know no matter how fast we are running, somehow we keep up with each other.


Every time you love someone, you put not just your faith in them, but your faith in everything. I didn't think I was ready for that.

He seemed like the kind of person you could show your messiest self to. And not have to worry that you were letting him down in some way.

I get it. You chose her.

"Every girl wants to be the one that changes him."

I understood that he didn't want me around anymore. But it made life seem black and white, flat and one dimensional. I craved the oxygen and color he brought. He had changed life, and now it just couldn't change back.

You think that you can use up your love. I think you can blow it all on one person. You can love so much, so deeply that there is nothing left for anyone else.


I don't exactly have the reputation of being a thinker. I follow my blood, which doesn't exactly rush in the direction of my head. So I've made a lot of mistakes. A lot of wrong bloody calls. A hundred-plus years, only one thing I've ever been sure of. You.

Of course I can't forget all the beautiful colors on the day we first met.

Maybe some girls aren't meant to be tamed, maybe they are supposed to run wild, until they find someone, just as wild, to run with.

If you hate someone, you still care.

He shouldn't have left at all. There was no reason for it. Well, maybe there were some reasons. But they weren't good enough.

That was the day I stopped believing in love. That kind of love. The love in books and films. The love that tells us to abandon our lives and plans, all for one brief touch of Venus. So often we fail at that kind of love. The world just seems too fragile a place for it. Perhaps it's just that we are too fragile.



"That's the point. You don't need help. There's nothing to figure out here. There's only what you feel."

When you say you love someone, you'll do anything you can to keep them with you. Unfortunately, there is also a point when you have to step back and say that it's time to let go.

Because that's not what people want to hear. They want to hear that it's going to be okay. That the pain goes away, but it doesn't. It never does. And you can't say that when the wound is fresh. It would be like pouring salt into their wound and you can't do that to a person.

Earth laughs in flowers.

But most of all, what really attracted me to him was his manner. He laughed a lot, and it's easy to fall for someone who can find humor in any situation. He was also intelligent, well read, and well spoken, willing to listen and confident in his beliefs. And most of all, he was warm.

The world says they'll never make it, but love says they will.


It's not as if New York City burned down to the ground once you drove away...

"Someone once told me about brain chemistry. When you're feeling good, you can't ever imagine feeling bad again. And when you're feeling bad, it's impossible to imagine a time when you won't be circling a drain."

You take the breath right out of me.

When I think about love, I think about when I was little and I automatically knew what I wanted. Love should come to you just like that. Like your favorite color comes to you, or how a smile comes across your face. It should just hit you and you should know that's how it's supposed to be.

Strength is being able to say, 'no thanks' to someone who, despite how they glow under the moonlight, forgets to call the next day.

Forever is a long, long time. And time has a way of changing things.



look down at your chest and a little to the left. that's where i'll always be.

When it is November, we can say our last goodbye.
But I will still remember when you loved me in July.
I hope you know it happens all the time,
I just can't seem to shake this luck of mine.

would you believe me if i said i didn't need you,
'cause i wouldn't believe you if you said the same to me.



the stars weren’t the only thing shining that night.

There's never been anyone else.

in that moment, i swear we were infinite.



three cigarettes deeper and deeper.
i've been drinking more and eating less,
i'm a mess without you laying here.


You make me want to be somebody.


It's undeniable how brilliant you are
In an unreliable world you shine like a star
It's unforgettable now that we've come this far
It's unmistakable that
you're undeniable.