Saturday, October 27, 2007

I'll wait for you here,
In this little town.
I can't leave the memories we made.
I'll find you, whenever I walk down memory lane.
Addicted to those glances,
taking chances tonight.

let's face it; the girl that you thought you loved,
is standing right here and the truth is, you don't love her.

If you have a
beautiful face you don't
need big fake boobs to
get anyone's attention.

when you break up with a girl, she'll still
feel it 3 years later when you guys bump into
each other
. & part of every girl can't seem to let
go, she'd rather be dragged just for the sheer joy
of being with the same guy, that breaks hearts
on a r e g u l a r basis.

Well boy, you gotta catch her before she
Leaves, she won’t put up with
Anything less than everything and
Everything is what she deserves

So I'm random. I talk about things that happened years ago
and I burst out laughing in a silent room
because obviously I find something funny
I can walk down the halls waving
and someone's bound to wave back
so why can't you just accept that
no boy is worth me changing
because someone already loves me how I am.'

You don't need to know everything about me,
as long as you know you mean a lot to me

I think you want to be beautiful in someone's eyes, you want to be seen. Like if I shot off fireworks & no one was there to watch them, & I closed my eyes. They become beautiful in being seen, & maybe you're not supposed to be beautiful to be seen, you just have to be seen as beautiful, by someone, by one person.

Love is like a game; you gotta know the
steps to take & the basic to play.

Close your eyes tightly, so you won't see,
the tears you promised you'd never cry.

I don't want to feel the way she did because I know what happens when you do. You love with your whole heart, with everything, & you wake up one morning & kiss someone goodbye the way you always do, except you mean it as goodbye forever.

take chances, take alot of them. because honestly, no matter where you end up & with whom, it always end up just the way it should be. your mistakes make who you are. you learn & grow with each choice you make. everything is worth it. say how you feel always. be you & be okay with it.

Here's to the girls & silly cries;
Here's to the boys & telling lies.
Sneaking out & getting caught;;
All the things that we've been taught.
Laughing, parties, crazy nights;
Searching for our mr. right's.
Holding it down to the very end;
Sisters by heart & forever friends

i've gone through eight boxes of tissue
seven hours of itunes
six pints of ice cream
five seconds of a slight smile
four minutes of reading
three full movies
two best friends staying by my side
and it's only been one day..

Broken heart & tear-struck eyes.
All in the result of his beautiful lies.

dont question my stength,
it might come back
to haunt you..

She gives you those "come here" looks.
And then makes fun of the guys when they come
over. She'll blow
kisses to them, and stab them in
back, but she's beautiful, &that's her excuse.

And suddenly I realized
how much I hurt you
I wish I could apologize
but that might hurt you more.

So don't chase me
unless your ready to catch me.

Breaking up is just like
having the worst nightmare
the best dream

The ones stuck in the past
are eventually the ones fighting to get out of it,
while everyone else is wishing to go back.

Close your eyes tightly, so you won't see,
the tears you promised you'd never cry.

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments
and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended
whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken, and I'd
rather remember it as it was, at it's best, then mend it and see
the broken places as long as I lived.

Life is like a pen,.
you can cross it out,
but never erase it.

Stepping up; it`s a simple concept;
it basically means to rise above
yourself, to do a little more.highway highway
Life`s funny sometimes, it can push
pretty hard, like when you fall in love
with someone, && they forget to love
you back. Like when you pull the trigger
or light the flame && you can`t take it
back. In sports they call this
stepping up,
in life, i call it pushing back.

Do whatever makes you happy cause in the end,
youre the only one whos guaranteed to be there.

and in the end, it's not about who's skinnier,
or who's prettier. it's about who can survive
through all the name calling, and dirty looks.
it's about who has the strength to not care.

I will never say good-bye to you
cause if I say good-bye, then that`s it.
That`s good-bye


Fear of falling in love or being in love

is it better never to start than bear the pain
of having to stop? is it safer never to love than
to risk your heart having to lose? is it wiser
never to speak than to
raise your voice
and never be heard?

Wednesday, October 10, 2007


You hurt so bad. Like every piece of me is waiting to break down.
I just keep hoping that it goes away.

Its like everytime you make some sorta of contact with me.
I have to start right over again. I hate giving in and making
it seem like youre getting what you want from you.
You dont deserve any of my attention.

I feel so foolish when I put myself out there. I try to believe
the good in everyone. Even the person that could hurt me twice
and get away with it. I feel so stupid for ever letting you in.

Whats left to lose when youre hearts been beaten on the floor.

Still after all this time. You can sense when Im hurt, upset, or angry by you.
Just by a simple conversation online. And I'll deny it all I want to you.
But inside Im screaming how badly you hurt me.

I let you get away with things.Like love is so blind. I let you
think you get fool me and think I wont say anything.
Love isnt blind. Its just intoxication.

I always thought that we made it through so much. You hurt me once.
But our friendship got stronger and I had no complaints. Because if I
couldnt be with you. At least I still had the greatest friendship with you.
Then we when got closer I felt so lucky to be with the one guy that meant
the world to me. Now thats its over I thought we could still have that strong
relationship that got through so much. But now I finally have to let the fact be
that once its over you can never go back to how things where.

Its like you have a guilty conscience when you check in with a random conversation
about how lifes been so far without you. And I always let you think everythings fine.
Just making you feel better about yourself and feel like you've done no harm while Im
left here with a torn heart that just wants to breakdown and cry for all the pain.

I tell myself not to do it, not to give in to what you want from me.
Not to IM you, not to think of you, not to let you know what you've done.
But then I start to wonder. What if those things are the just want I want.

Maybe if I knew. 110% percent, that I could tell you everything and
you wouldnt hold it against me or judge me or think less of me.
If I knew I could actually tell you all that I keep inside that I wouldnt
waste any time and I wouldnt hold anything back.

Youre dreaming of her, while I sit up at night wishing to forget you.

I was stupid to give it a shot
when all those times I swore I wouldnt.
I didnt want you to get what you wanted.
But it was also what I wanted. In the end
it just proves that second chances screw you over.

You and her can truly last forever.
I just hate the fact that it was as if
I was nothing special.

I have so much hate towards you.
And I hate that I hate you but
I feel like its better that way.

If I had the chance to go back and change how things were with us.
I wouldnt. Because even if I had a chance to maybe make things right,
I no longer see a point. All those things I just want left in the past. I dont
want to relive all those moments with you. Mostly because it scares me,
and you were the closest I ever got to falling in love and it took so long for me to
admit that and then get over it. Im left with our memories that mean the world to
me and the thoughts that mean nothing to you.
Even if I had the chance to go back and change how things were, she would still
be in the picture.

You ended what we had just when I knew I was all if.

I havent spoken to you much lately and I part of me still thinks of you.
I thought you were the greatest thing I ever had a chance with and now,
I just think youre one of the many lowest jerks on the face of the earth.

I no longer have feelings for you and the one thing I wanted from you
was a friendship but I gave up on that too along with you.

I got tired of caring more than you did so I finally moved on
like you did in a heartbeat.

I part of me just wants to tell you off and make you know
what Ive kept at the pit of my stomach. But would you even
listen? Because I know you wouldnt care.

Im so stupid.
Im stupid for letting him be with me
Im stupid for not making a stand for what I wanted
Im stupid for ignoring what was right infront of my face.
Im stupid for not ending it when I knew all the answers.
Im stupid for making him think he was getting away with it
Im stupid for not telling him off when I had chances.
Im stupid for wanting to make a friendship work.
Im stupid for not realizing sooner that he just doesnt deserve one from me,
Im stupid no more.

You make me so torn. Why should I still have feelings for you when youre a jackass.
I was just too happy and head over heels to notice it. I swear being in
love or close to it is basically intoxication and I now I see everything for what it truly is.
I dout you ever really liking me or wanting to me with me. Its like all your words run through
my head and all those memories are stuck there too. I dont want you to be my memory. I want
you out because youre not worth any of my thoughts or time. And I dont even know why I wanted
a friendship from you. How you say you like me so much when once its over you jump to someone else.
And thats not what hurts because shes so much better for you and whats real for you but I just dont get
why did you have to waste time with me and make me feel this way when you could of just gone to her
in the first place.


just one fix
to keep me in the mix,
and i'm still strung out on you.
drove all night;
i'm a deer in your headlights.
what's left of me you'll swallow soon,
too much of you is never enough.

it was the look on your face when i called out your name,
it was the days waiting for you alone in the rain.
take me back to the time when i wished you could stay,
now we're here at your front steps where i watch you fade away.


fate is an elegant, cold-hearted whore.
she loves salting my wounds, yes,
she enjoys nothing more.
i bleed confidence from deep within my guts now,
i’m the king of this pity party with
my jewel encrusted crown.

with just the sunlight in my eyes,
it'll take some time to realize..
when i walk i run; when i fly i fall;
paranoid yet calm and collected, teeming with thought.
while i sleep i wait, wait a year for you..
i know you'll be right back.
..lights, camera, action;
ive fallen for you.


i've overheard it once,
this has gone on before.
it's too one in the same,
when you're accounted for.
we seem so far away from
these things we used to know;
we seem so far away from
everything we are..
all we are is golden;
this won't mean a thing.

tonight i'm finding a way
to make the things that you say
just a little less obvious.
i walk a fine line
between the right and the real;
they watch me closely,
but talk is cheap here.
like a weightless currency,
your words don't mean shit to me..
i'm always cashing out.

we were so tired, yet so alive,
wrapped up in lies like sheets of another one night stand..
you know you left the girl with nothing but the
sunrise through the window pane,
where tired eyes will close..

i don't even know you anymore.
your mind has melted to its core.
i'm not alone;
i'm not the only one who misses you.

i'm so good at forgetting
and I quit ever game I play
but forgive me, love
I can't turn and walk away.

I worry
I weigh three times my body.
I worry
I throw my fear around.
but this morning,
there's a calm I cant explain.
the rock candy's melted, only diamonds now remain.
by the time I recognize this moment,
this moment will be gone.
but I will bend the light pretending,
that it somehow lingered on.

don't you wish that we could forget that kiss
and see this for what it is
that we're not in love
the saddest part of a broken heart
isn't the ending so much as the start
it was hard to tell just how I felt
to not recognize myself
i started to fade away .

i don't care where we are going, as long as i'm going with you.
the summer swells in, with the heat comes a new kind of wanting.
lately i've been wishing i had one desire,
something that would make me never want another,
something that would make it so that nothing matters,
all would be clear then.


contrast and compare between the busy ones
and the ones that don't care
until there is no one that you really know.
so i drift through these days of appointments and promises made,
they will all end up broken and quickly replaced.

i don't care where we are going, as long as i'm going with you.
the summer swells in, with the heat comes a new kind of wanting.

lately i've been wishing i had one desire,
something that would make me never want another,
something that would make it so that nothing matters,
all would be clear then.

replace the things i've broken, ripped apart and thrown away,
you can say that you don't miss me, i think about you everyday.
oh do you know how it feels to see your face when i close my eyes?

bet you know how it feels to be the only thing that matters.

so when the ending comes the full regret will seem obscure,
but these are days we dream about when the sunlight paints us gold
and this apartment could not be prettier as when we danced up there alone.
and i believe we are the same
and we'll stay like this, all gold and green
the light collects and projects your heart on a movie screen
and if you close your eyes, we will always be the way we were that night.

"the difference in the shades" by bright eyes

the sooner we realize we cover ourselves with lies,
but underneath we're not so tough, and love is not enough.

"love is not enough" by nine inch nails

this feeling's familiar, i've been here before.
in a kitchen this quiet i waited for a sign or just something
that might reassure me of anything close to meaning or motion.
i need something i want to be close to.

just take me there, and say, and lie to me and say,
and lie to me and say, it’s gonna be alright it's gonna be alright.
yeah, you worry too much kid, it's gonna be alright.

"if winter ends" by bright eyes


The sequel of It Started With A Kiss begins with Xiang Qin and Zhi Shu's wedding and honeymoon. From the start, they experience problems and interferences within their marriage such as mistaken pregnancy, misunderstandings, and a run-in with a girl from Zhi Shu's past. Xiang Qin and Zhi Shu will go on a honeymoon to Guam and there they will see Ah Jin. Ah Jin will go there because he was so heartbroken from Xiang Qin's marriage that he wanted to get away but only to end up seeing the two of them together. Ah Jin will also meet another girl and fall in love with her. Xiang Qin's best friend, Lin Chun Mei, gets pregnant with Ah Bu's child. Xiang Qin takes Chun Mei to Lungshan Temple where she prays for her and her child.

* Ariel Lin as Yuan Xiang Qin 袁湘琴
* Joe Cheng as Jiang Zhi Shu 江直樹
* Jiro Wang as Jin Yuan Feng 金元豐 (Ah Jin 阿金)
* Chang Yung Cheng as Jiang Wan Li 江阿利
* Cyndi Chaw as Ah Li's wife 阿利嫂
* Tang Tsung Sheng as Yuan You Cai
* Liu Rong Jia as Liu Ya Nong
* Yang Pei Ting as Lin Chun Mei
* Yan Ya Lun as Ah Bu
* Figaro Ceng Shao Zong as Keita (Japanese Manga Name)
* Tang Yu Zhe as Motoki (Japanese Manga Name)
* Cai Yi Zhen as Tomoko (Japanese Manga Name)
* Xiu Jie Kai as Funatsu (Japanese Manga Name)
* Little Zhen as Marina (Japanese Manga Name)
* Tiffany Xu as Pei Zi Yu

3.5/5 stars
not a single tear for this drama.
first time :) surprisingly.
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Hello! Miss for now.
next 公主小妹 (Romantic Princess)

so many interesting dramas.
放羊的星星 My lucky star

yt is watching Whywhylove now, and next Cornerwithlove.

i just want to relax and not think about any other things now :)


meaningful =)

A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.

A simple
friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it.

simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A real friend calls you after you had a fight.

simple friend expects you to always be there for them. A real friend expects to always be there for you!

simple friend reads this e-mail and deletes it. A real friend passes it on and sends it back to you!


To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has
Given birth to a premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident.

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has
Won a silver medal in the Olympics.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

Why Chinese must not have English names
Anne Chang (Mandarin)- Dirty
Anne Chin (Mandarin) - Keep quiet
Faye Chen (Mandarin) - Dusty
Carl Cheng (Hokkien) - Buttock
Monica Cheng (Hokkien) - Touching your buttocks
Lucy Leow (Hokkien) - You are dead
Jane Tan (Mandarin) - Frying eggs
Suzie Leow (Hokkien) - Lost till death
Henry Mah (Mandarin) - Hate your mum
Corrine Tai (Hokkien) - Poor fellow
Paul Chan (Mandarin) - Bankrupt
Nelson Tan (Mandarin) - Bird laying eggs
Leslie Tong (Mandarin) - Rubbish bin
Carmen Teng (Hokkien) - Leg hair long
Connie Mah (Mandarin) - Call your mother
Danny See (Hokkien) - Squeeze you to death
Rosie Teng (Hokkien) - Screws and nails
Pete Tsai (Hokkien) - Nose droppings
Macy Koh (Cantonese) - Never die before
Michael Tan (Cantonese) - sell chicken eggs