Monday, April 16, 2007

6

I hope you just don't act like
you still care so that you will
have someone to fall back on
when she walks away. And she
will walk away. Not ever girl is
going to love you as much as I
did, and fight for you as much
as I did
. Remember that when
you don't have anyone else left
to turn to. So just realize, that
sooner or later, you're going to
be the one missing out and I'm
not going to be there to pick up
the pieces when your world falls apart.
A best friend is someone who screams to
you in the hallways saying, "I LOVE YOU,"
not caring if anyone things they're a lesbian,
only caring that you hear them everytime.
We flirt all the time.
It's one of those relationships where we
flirt non-stop. Everyone knows I like him,
except for him. Whenever somebody shouts,
"Oh look, they like each other!," I get that
little smile on my face and say, "No, we're just friends."
But sometimes I don't always tell the truth
You can't just be friends with someone
you're in love with, it's just not that easy
The most unfair thing about life is the way it ends. It takes up a lot of your time. What do you get at the end of it? A death. What's that, a bonus? I think the life cycle is all backwards.
You should die first, get it out of the way. Then you live in an old age home. You get kicked out when you're too young, you get a gold watch, you go to work. You work forty years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink, you party, you get ready for high school. You go to grade school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a little baby, you go back into the womb, you spend your last nine months floating...then you finish off as an orgasm
Do you know what girls want?
They want real conversations and real love.
We want cute dates together, nothing expensive, the truth is
we only want to be with you.
We want to hold hands and lie beneath the stars.
We wanna be able to say something stupid and not worry
about it.
We want a guy that will love us for nothing but being
us plain and simple.
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When I go online, you're the first
person I always look for.
When I have a bad day,
I just think of you and smile.
Boy, I'm falling for you.
I wish my words came out less frantic and more romantic
I think I'd miss you
even if we'd never met
i STiLL GET MY H0PES UP EVERYTiME;
H0PiNG JUST THiS 0NE Y0U'LL CARE.
BUT Y0U D0NT, Y0U NEVER D0.
AND iT CRUSHES ME EVERYTiME
write me off like a one hit wonder.
you've got the arms i want around me
the eyeys i could lose myself in
& the voice i could listen to forever
i'm FiGHTiNG myself to get
you 0UT 0F MY HEAD,
but i'm HANGiNG 0FF of
EVERY W0RD Y0U SAiD.
i think the hardest part of this
whole situation is that neither
of us knows what's going on,
neither of us knows what each
other are thinking and we are
both trying to make decisions based
on information we don't know
. i'm just
scared to tell you my feelings in fear
that yours won't be the same.
you say i've been driving you crazy
and it's keeping you away so just
give me one good reason tell me why
i should stay cause i don't wanna
waste another moment saying things
WE NEVER MEANT T0 SAY
&& sometimes someone
can mean so much to you
that not even the truth
can change your mind
the easiest way to not get hurt is to not care..
but that's the hardest thing to do
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&&; I give myself 3 days to feel better
or else i swear i'll drive off a fucking cliff
because if i can't even make myself feel better
how am i supposed to expect anyone else to give a shit?
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things dont always work out the way we plan them too & in the midst of the confusion we wonder how things could ever be right again, but things have a way of working out & sometimes better than we ever dreamed they could
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you know...
you're so far beyond amazing
isnt it amazing how you can keep
so much bottled up inside of you,
& you can just walk around &
nobody has any idea..
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the boys got skills, the girls got notion.
smart enough, but he lacks devotion.
your reasons ramble and your rhymes keep
scheming, but it's not enough.
so just keep on dreaming.
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so there's this boy i know
he's kinda like a star *
i know that reaching for him is impossible
but i always keep trying
hoping that somehow
he'll fall for me too
i guess its typical to cling to memories
you`ll never get back again &to
sort through old photos of
a summer long ago
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there`s a point in your life
when you realize who matters,
who never did,
&who always will.
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lately, every love song i hear
makes me think of him
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i would hold you for a million
years
to make you feel my love.
::Garth Brooks

so don`t go falling
for me
, we could
never be, cause i`m
in love with a memory
.
::Corey Smith

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there`s a piece of you that`s here with me.
it`s everywhere i go, it`s everything i see.
::Yellowcard
i should`ve told you from the start
that this was never meant to last.
we should`ve never gone this far.
cause i`m about to break your heart.
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please be home tonight.
i`ll die if i don`t get a chance to make this just right.
i`m sorry but i can`t forget about the way i feel,
everytime you`re here.
::Daphne Loves Derby
and sometimes you need a second chance because you weren't quite ready for the first
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some say love is just a friendship on fire. and that's how i feel about you
++ the perfect man
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and he placed his head next to her heart and whispered ; "this is my new favorite song."
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you can only push a girl away for so long. after awhile she walks out of your life on her own. so be careful cause once she
starts walking she wont ever turn back
our love is like the wind. i can't see it, but i can feel it.
++ a walk to remember
i'm mad at myself, not you. i'm mad for always being nice. i'm mad for always apologizing for things i didn't do. i'm mad for getting attached . i'm mad for depending on you and wasting my time on you. i'm mad for thinking about you and changing for you and wishing for you & most of all not hating you when i should, but i can't
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and we're the kind of friends who will fight over a handful of pretzels & at the end of it all we don't say sorry - we say haha, too bad bitch
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and i realized i was giving my heart to someone i meant nothing to. i realized i was in love with someone who would never love me back. and i realize i was giving my all to someone that gave nothing to me
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it's hard to wait around for something you aren't sure will happen, but it's even harder when you know it's all you want
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love conquers everything. you don't get to choose, you just fall. and sometimes you get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same time. and you know that you love them so much except sometimes they just drive you completely insane. no one can explain it and the reason it's so confusing is because it's love. but if love didn't have any challenges, what would be the point
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you know, i think a guy becomes friends with a girl and vice versa, because they are both attracted to each other when they first meet. and if they weren't attracted to each other, they would never have given each other a second look
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that's the thing about letting old lovers go. you don't stop loving some of them. there are a couple you love no less than you ever did. not to mention names, but i'm still in love with a couple. you're not going to try and make it work again, but if they needed you, you'd drop everything
++ tori amos
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it hurts to be around you. when i see you, even from across the room, it brings up a thousand memories. not just of us, but of my entire life before. it's like i'm frozen in this place that i can't bear to be. i care about you so much. as long as i can remember, everything's always come back to you. i mean, even no matter what was happening between us. even the thought of you is at least a constant comfort, but i can't go back. it just hurts
++ dawson's creek
but as human beings, sometimes it's better to stay in the dark, because in the dark there may be fear, but there's also hope.
++ grey's anatomy
it's that little smile that spreads across my face because my friend happened to mention your name

i wonder if you think of me

somewhere in the shadows of your mind

although our love could never be

i find i think about you all the time

i couldn`t stop smiling if i tried,

he kinda has that affect on me

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so maybe i want you back..

but that topic is more serious than a

heart attack

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i still somehow hope

that i end up with you.

yes, it`s true;

i romanticize every single thing i do,

especially when it comes to you.

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have you ever wanted to ask a question
but you didn't cause you knew your heart
wouldn't be able to handle the answer?

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Nothing is forever, forever is a lie,
all we have is the time from hello to goodbye
you do what you gotta do, know what you know,
hang on until you can't anymore, & then learn to let go

The truth may hurt..
But its the lies that kill
-dawsons creek--

"you'll get over it" . . it's the cliches that cause the trouble. to lose someone you love is to alter your life forever. you don't get over it because 'it' is the person you loved. the pain stops, there are new people, but the gap never closes. how could it? the articluarness of someone who mattered enough to grieve over is not stopped by anyone but death. the hole in my heart is in the shape of you and no one else can fit it. why would i want them to?

our love is as strong as death.
why be capable of feelings if we're not to have them?
why long for things if they're not meant to be ours?
-tristan & isolde--

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How could I possibly know how hard it is to let somebody go, right? The pain of knowing.. That even though the two of you are right for each other, that doesn't necessarily mean that you're right for each other right now. What would i know about that, right? How could I possibly know that sometimes it just..makes you want to scream..hit somebody..sit out on the end of a dock & cry?
-dawsons creek--

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Communication. It's the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words & really start talking, the harder it becomes to know what to say. Or how to ask for what we really need.
-greys anatomy--

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What if Prince Charming had never shown up? Would Snow White have slept in that glass coffin forever? Or would she have eventually woke up, spit out the apple, gotten a job, a health-care package & a baby from her local neighborhood sperm bank? I couldn't help but wonder..Inside every confident, driven, single woman, is there a delicate, fragile princess just waiting to be saved?
-sex and the city--

I opened my heart to you. I can't just stand around
like a fool, waiting for you to be ready.
-boy meets world--

I wonder if there will ever be a day when I will get over your smile, when I will let go of the hugs you gave me that I continue to feel. A day when I forget the words you said to me, forget what you meant to me or forget how much I love you. But, whatever happens to us, I know I could never get over, let go, or forget you. When you care about someone as much as I do for you, being apart is the hardest thing to get used to. People can just be best friends, but at one point or another, one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe just maybe forever...I wonder if there will ever be a day when I will get over your smile, when I will let go of the hugs you gave me that I continue to feel. A day when I forget the words you said to me, forget what you meant to me or forget how much I love you. But, whatever happens to us, I know I could never get over, let go, or forget you. When you care about someone as much as I do for you, being apart is the hardest thing to get used to. People can just be best friends, but at one point or another, one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe just maybe forever...

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i cant unthink about you
i cant unfeel your touch
i can't unhear all the words
unsay all the things that used to mean so much
i wish i could unremember everything
my hearts been through
im finding it's impossible to do
i cant unlove you
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i'll be your lady if you'll be my tramp :)
Dont wait for the storm to pass.
Learn to dance in the rain
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"love is not a maybe thing,
you know when you're in love"
--The Hills
JUSTlikeiPODS
HEARTS ARE PLAYED AROUND THE W0RLD
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you know damn well we'd
go crazy without eachother
it's one of those times where you almost want
to
turn around but you can't because you'll
either let yourself down or scare yourself with
the truth. no, darling, he's not looking at you
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You gotta hurt in order
[ to know ]
You gotta fall in order
[ to grow ]
You gotta lose in order
[ to gain ]
because most of life's lessons
are learned
[ in pain ]
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I love sleep.
My life has this tendency to
fall apart when I'm awake
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it's like once you've been hurt you're
so scared to get attached again like
you have this fear that every person
you start to like is going to break your heart

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eventually, something is bound to happen.
either he will realize that youre worth it, or
you will realize hes not

you're flirting with distaster.
in case you didn't realize..

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there are times when i wanna
be [ free, flirting, & pimping ]
yeah, that's me. but then there
are
times w h e n i get lonely.
when i want someone to [ hug
me, kiss me, simply love me. ]

PSHH.....Me without my friends--
are you insane? Thats like a crack head
without his cocaine.

they say school is supposed to educate you
..well, to be honest, the only thing i learned
was how to pretend like nothing's wrong

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sometimes i just want to run away
and see who would follow after me.
but i know i wouldn't, cause if i did..
i would be heart broken because no
one would follow.

when the world says, give up..
Hope whispers " try one more time"

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For once in her life,
she just wants some one
to take a chance with her,
to show them that she can be worth it