bye

just because we don't say certain things
doesn't mean we don't feel them.

`At some point, love alone doesn’t make a relationship work.

Cause good things aren`t always what they seem.
Too much of anything, even love, is not always a good thing.
your only as strong as
the alcohol you drink
the tables you dance on
& the friends that hold you
I argue with him like he's my brother.
I flirt with him like the friend that he is.
But I love him like he's the only one for me.
they still want each other.
they still need each other more than anything in the world.
they're just taking a long time to figure it all out.
i want to be the girl that he yells
"i love you baby"
while he's right in front of his friends.
yeah they may tease him, but it's only
cause he has something better than them.
i'm still young, && i've got things to do.
boys to confuse, liquor to drink, parties to go to, && times to screw up,
because right now i'm just living it up.
I can yell at you, be mad at you.
Say mean things and take them back.
even pretend I hate you,
but nobody in the whole world,
cares about you more than me.
people even warned me you were a heartbreaker.
& for some stupid reason i thought i would be
your one exception.
he showed me that you can find good in anybody
if you give them a chance, benefit of the doubt
sometimes people disapoint you, sometimes they
surprise you. but you never really get to know them
until you listen to whats in their heart.
and i wanna be the girl that saves him.
the one that he'd be absolutely lost without.
i wanna be the one who makes his life worth living.
you can't describe the feeling to anyone..
not even your best friends. because the rush
that you get around him is more than
anyone could ever explain
Believe that there's a light at the end of the tunnel.
Believe that you might be that light for someone else.

what does it take to hope ? everything.
hope takes never ceasing to be amazed,
wearing your soul on your sleeve,
holding your breath,
waiting to hear "i love you too."
believing that tomorrow will be better,
that you'll get a second chance,
that you'll make a difference,
that you'll finally be able to stand for
something in your life.
baby ...
you could have me in a heartbeat,
and you know it.
No matter how far I run,
not matter how much I try to hate you.
I will never be able to forget you.
Yeah I'm the one walking away.
I'm the one this time,
but you're the one who walked away
from everything we had
as friends or anything more the day
you decided to say the things you did.
want my advice? stay mad as
long as you can. because once
you're not mad anymore, it hurts.
it hurts like hell
& once it hurts that bad
you can't make yourself mad anymore.
Kiss me now
So we never have to live
Wondering what could have been.
I just want someone to want me,
to not care if I'm wasted
and barely able to give my consent.
Hurt me, I don't care anymore.
Now now darling,
oh don't kill yourself,
'cause none of us were angels,
and you know I love you, yeah.
She's shaking in the car with the gun in her hands,
falling over love and a sweet romance.
the feeling of losing yourself in
somebody's arms - yet at the
same time finding yourself there -
is irreplaceable. nothing compares
to the intensity of that feeling
everything is easier
when you say it in your head,
but when you have to say it out loud,
it's 100 times harder
everytime i look at you, i feel better.
it shocks me. it knocks my wind out, but it's true.
i'd be happy just to look at you from across the room.
and even that, anything, any piece of you.
and hopefully, all of you; that'd be the best thing.
because i love you.
she needs time to be alone.
she needs time to think.
she needs time to
pull it together again ...
because i don't think that you realize
that what we have is gone and it will
take to long for us to get it back
i don't think that you understand
we won't get back together 'cause
our timing could have never been so bad
one of the hardest things in life,
is to have words in your heart,
that you can not speak
show me show me show me
how you do that one thing
show me show me show me
how you make me scream
dont cry,
she said it breaks my heart it took a moment before i lost myself in here
My love is resumption lost the affection
My candle has burned down
My love, I am freezing
Is it cold in here?
Would you please take my hand?
PS i love you reach out and let me know i am loved and wanted remember me
It would be better
If you just hold me and showed me that you care
It would be easier
If you just love me, showed me that you're there.
so i guess this is the ending of a beautiful mistake see yourself for what you are shut them all out
You can see that he thinks about her,
but he doesn't make a move.
He thinks she's too beautiful for him,
& she thinks he's too amazing for her.
whats so amazing about really deep thoughts sometimes im tempted to go back to being the mess i was
I do understand the impulse.
the impulse to put your hand out and want someone to
be there at the end of your reach. to want someone
to be close to. to want to kiss or touch even if it's wrong.
the point is you can't control these feelings. even if
they're wrong, they're there. they're always there.
i had a dream that i fell in love
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone,
because the fear of rejection was just too much to handle?
Deep down she's crying inside
and he knows it.
don't get mad if i'm laughing.
blame the caffeine for all the 5am phone calls.
i haven't slept a single night in over a month, and
not even once did you start to make sense to me.
Here she goes again.
she swallows her tears.
puts her heart on her sleeve
& acts like the girl
that everone else wants her to be.
sometimes someone says something really small
and it just fits into this empty place in your heart.
The worst feeling is suddenly realizing
that you don't measure up.
And in the past,
when you thought you did,
you were a fool.
say your sorry to her.fix.it.fuck.
Every time I try to leave & move on,
it's like something is telling me that
maybe if I stayed one more minute
or one more day, that you would see
how much I love you & you would love me too.
Tell me; what am I supposed to do?
When I count my thoughts, they're mostly you.

Did you ever fall for someone,
that you really didn't want to
words can't explain why,
but you love being with them every minute.
Its one of the few things that make you happy
and it shouldn't, and all you wanted to do
was try to give up on them, but you couldn't
those tears running down her face
are washing away the little bit of
d i g n i t y she has left
bite your lip. brace yourself.
you're not ready for this.
you can't handle it.
&& I'm tired of pushing people away,
But its just easier than getting [[hurt]] by them.
this is for the girl who just stopped believing in love all together.
because the first guy she truly cared about didn't just break her heart.
he demolished it.
every word is nonsense but i understand everybody has a secret world inside of them
maybe theres more than this to know
All she seems to do is lie in bed.
Waiting for a touch;
Waiting for a whisper;
Waiting for you.
sometimes i feel like im going insane sometimes we speak in stars
it was perfect, we were perfect. i would
walk forever if i could end up in your
arms, just show me the way.
&& everytime i look at you,
I remember the late night phone calls
&& the way you could always make me laugh.
.. I remember never wanting you to leave.
You know I used to spend every day
thinking about you and dreaming about you,
and everytime you walked by I lost myself,
do you know what that feels like?
And you couldn't possibly know what it feels like
to have that person not have the same feelings back.
Look, I'm sorry if you miss the way I looked at you,
but I don't miss the way you never looked at me.
The truth is I don't hate you;
I can never hate you.
I'm not on a crusade to hate you.
I guess I just want to find reasons
to not like you.
To make you seem
like a horrible person.
So I can just be mad at you
&& forget about you.
Because, honestly, it would
just make all of this so much easier.
The worst thing about being lied to
is knowing that you're not worth the truth.

fine; i'll admit it:

i think of you every second of every day

you are my favorite subject to talk about.

when i hug you i wish i was allowed to never

let you go. most of my dreams have you in them.

i always get excited when i get to see you again.

and i've completely and totally fallen for you.