Rina's entertainment notebook.

it's not my responsibility
you fell in love with me in the first place
i cant help what you feel
and i cant help what you see in me
i just pray to god
this feeling lasts forever
you and me, together.

hey mr. heartache, ive been expecting you
you never say if your here to stay
or only passing through, but hello mr. heartache
i have been expecting you.

fuck everything you've ever thought of.
this is new, this is me and you
and you know nothing about the future.

you took our love for what it was worth
and time was all that made me see
we were meant for each other

forgive sounds good, forget im not sure i could
they say time heals everything but im still waiting
im through with doubt, theres nothing left for me
to figure out, ive payed a price, im not ready to make nice
im not ready to back down, im still mad as hell
and i cant bring myself to do what it is i think i should

"can't you just get over it?"
of course not she said,
"it turned my whole world around, and i kinda liked it."

with a little peace and love
we can conquer the world.
you and me together,
hand in hand.

You sing to me over and over again
so i lay my head back down
and i lift my hands and pray
to be only yours i pray
to be only yours
i know now your my only hope.

thought i saw you in my dream last night
i think i cried myself to sleep
and i wanna see what happened to you and me

ill listen to every little thing you have to stay
and when i've all but found it, darkness will lead my way
all he'll ever ask me to do is stay awake to see a picture perfect moon he'll give me,
he'll tie a ribbon to it and with the stars he'll let me knows he's mine.

all she wants is someone that will treat
her right. someone that will call her
beautiful when she needs it the most
someone that will love her endlessly.

you left a stain
on every one of my good days.

you shouldn't expect anything from anyone.
that gives them the power to let you down.
just let them surprise you
when you don't see it coming.

well it seems to me you're acting a little off,
is something on your mind?
maybe something's on your conscience.

She's the type of girl that can be so hurt but can still look at you and smile.
The type of girl who is willing to brighten your day even if she can't manage to brighten her own.

yes, a heart can hallucinate
if it's completely starved for love
it can even make monsters seem like
angels from above.

Just promise me one thing.
You wont turn out to be like all the rest

i don't think i've ever smiled so much
than i do whenever i am with you.

and the trouble is
if you don't risk anything
you risk even more.

A heart is the strongest thing about you.
When it's broken, it heals and becomes stronger than you think
All you need is time and the right person to help you put it back together.

you hit me with the truth but I think a bus would have been better.

As the song spun, so did the room
as they hold hands all of the lights start to flicker
playing it safe, he kissed her cheek
does he still look at you the same way now?

You can drive at 16
Go to clubs at 18
&& drink at 21.
Retire at 65.
But whoever set
the age to fall in love?

Don't always assume that the people you're close with are trustworthy.
Because you just might end up having to deal with un-needed drama
because you told you're best friend
one of your deepest secrets and
in order to get back into someone's good graces,
your best friend goes and tells someone your secret.
Cause chances are...
you'll get screwed over && you'll want to beat your best friend with a stick.
But don't get too alarmed, cause remember....
"What goes around, comes around."

&& trust me. Karma has a way of kicking everyone's ass in the end.
Always.

she carries her
notebook everywhere.
a notebook that has
everything about her,
the real her. its shows
her feelings, actions,
and mistakes.
she uses it to complain,
since she can't
tell anyone how she
really feels.
she needs to put her
self back together, and fix
the spots that are broken.
because all she wants is to
be fully alive, not fully
broken.

life, love, and happiness.
three things that
dont make sense.

There's a point in your life where you just stop & realize that you're being crazy for putting up with all of this.
& You'll tell yourself to stop & to start over, but you're the one to choose if it actually happens.

Bottom line....if you want me.
I'm all yours.

the more you get to know a person, the more attractive
they become to you. because everything beautiful you
see on the inside of them, suddenly you're able to see
on the outside of them too

I'm just another silly teenage girl.
Who keeps her hopes too high & jeans too low.
Who lives by quotes & can't ever seem to say
the right thing at the right time.
Just another pretty girl, looking for herself,
In a big bad world.

growing old is mandatory
growing up is optional

move on..
its a chapter in the past
dont close the book...
just turn the page

He looked at me & said,
"do you ever feel like you're working
for something you're never going to get?
you shoot-&-miss kind of deal.
like, no matter what, you can't have it,
but that makes you fight for it just a little bit more?"
i looked at him, stared at him for a second,
& replied, "everyday"

sometimes its the words
that are unspoken
that need to be heard the most.

next time when she says shes cold, dont be an idiot & say "me too".

cause of guys like you are the reason why they made waterproof mascara.

its going to hurt like hell,
&& you're going to cry a million tears
But hold on to your dreams.
Let there be hope in your struggle
&& beauty in the pain.
Hold on && I promise, you'll be okay

Relationships are like GLASS;
sometimes it's better to leave them broken,
then to hurt yourself trying to put them back together.

If only you weren’t so blind.
So blind as to see,
Just turn your eyes and look around.
I can’t stop staring at you.

I've always wondered.
Ever since I was a little kid.
Who would I live with?
Who would I die with?
Then I met you..
And my questions were answered.

I can't even picture it.
I've tried, but it doesn't work.
I could never picture my life without you.

A piece of my heart is gone.
And you've got the missing part.

Boys.
They make us mad,
Make us cry, Make us pissed off.
They make us not want to live anymore.
But then they know how to make us smile.
Make us laugh, && Make us fall in love.
That's why we can't live without them.

Get a boy who loves your smile
then he’ll never have a reason to take it away.

if you didn't notice
whenever i see you i walk away
because i want to forget about you
just like you forgot about me

her pillow became permanently
soaked and every heartbreak song
was the story of her life

Love is strong yet delicate.
It can be broken.
To truly love is to understand this.
To be in love is to respect this.

When you love someone,
all your saved-up wishes start coming out.

We sat side by side in the morning light
and looked out at the future together.

Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans
We could never learn to be brave and patient if there were only joy in the world.
Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy.
When you have only two pennies left in the world, buy a loaf of bread with one, and a lily with the other.
The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, nor touched ... but are felt in the heart.
Remember that the most beautiful things in the world are the most useless; peacocks and lilies, for example.

If a kiss were a raindrop, I'd send you showers.
If hugs were a second, I'd send you hours.
If smiles were water, I'd send you the sea.
If love was a person, I'd send you me.

i thought you were diffrent.
in this silly stupid world we all live
in; NOTHING is quite
like it seems.

i dont like this game anymore
so ill leave you to yourself...
YOU WIN...

i have alot i have to say
i know your with that girl.
yes the one who backstabbed me
right now i hate you both;
i dont know which ones worse
her for taking you behind my
back when we were best friends
&' knew you were my weakness.
or you for taking a new girl everytime
i try to tell you how i feel. &' not
seeing right through them.
your both not worth the pain.
cause im done.

this may sound sudden
but i cant stand you anymore.
your too bitchy & way to in love
with yourself. ill make sure
to buy you a mirror

i realized it had become
something soo bad to have your lips
touch hers; that i broke myself
down into tears.

What happens when the one you love, turns out to be the one you don't want anymore?

laying with you;
with my fingers running through your hair
is something i would never give up

Rumors are vicious, talk is cheap.
Words are malicious, secrets you should keep.
Gossip is fake and will make the deepest cut, so learn from the past, and keep your mouth shut.

Love, like a river,
will cut a new path whenever
it meets an obstacle.

I’d tear out my own heart
and write our names together
Your love is the barrel of a gun
so tell me am I on the right end
I could be nothing but a memory to you
Don’t let this memory fade away

Dont just stand there.
Can't you see her running away?
Follow her cuz if it were you,
she'd do the same.
Dont let her get away,
Cause if you do,
it will be your biggest mistake.

always hold your head up high
even if on the inside you're about to cry
pretend that nothings wrong at all
close your eyes before you fall
if you cant see it, its not there
this is life & its not fair

theres no other feeling in the world
like knowing that he could be with
any girl in the entire world, but he
chooses to be with you

trust yourself
you know more then you think you do

why waste your time getting hurt by someone
when theres someone else out there waiting to
make you happy my favorite time
is when you whisper in my ear
at random times
"i love you"

him: what if i promised we'd go out forever?
her: you can't promise that.
him: if anyone can, it'd be me.
her: what if another girl comes along?
him: there is no other girl.
there's only you.

I'll always remember all the rainy nights,
sneaking to your house, cuddling & making out..
thinking to myself "I hope we stay like this
forever." & I know we will.

i'm not anything special.
i'm still mad after counting to ten backwards,
& i hate wearing shoes. i read more than i should
& i know way too many big words.
I stumble, trip & fall on a regular basis.
but when i'm with you, it doesn't matter.
my stupidity, becomes genious.
& my imperfections, become perfect.

Shadows are just images
Of things that used to be.

I whisper to the wind
Dance with the flowers
I play with the river
I never knew
That was different

I want a guy
Who would go
Out of his way
For something
He loves
'Cause one day
He might love
[M E]

I want a guy
Who saves my texts
To look at them
When he's lost all hope

I try going to
The same places
Thinking about
The same things
But it's not the
Same without you

Sometimes all you need
Is to go someplace new
Somewhere that has
A brand new point of view

When people see the world
They see the buildings and sky
When an artist sees the world
They see the beauty inside

When your life
Is a mess
All you need
Is to get lost
In someone elses
[M a k e - b e l i e v e]

There was a terrible fight
When my heart and brain
Fought to get over you

She's not the skinny girl
Inside the picture
She's not the gorgeous women
In front of the camera
She's the artist that finds
The beauty in it all

Like hot summer days
& Ice cream
Like walks in the snow
& Wanting someone to hold
Like lonely nights
& Wishes on stars
You & me go
[Hand in hand]

If our love
Started in this hallway
I would sit here forever
Just to get it back

If our love
Started in this hallway
I would sit here forever
Just to get it back

&& Sometimes I put myself in danger
Just to see who cares
Enough to stop me

& Sometimes you just
Have to listen
To the lyrics to
Understand how you feel

Some kids can't wait
Until Graduation Day
But I can wait
'Cause life is all about the long journey

Walking through the cemetery
Of Dead Love
Came to the Lost Loves & Never Found
Saw our names craved in the ground

The guy I once loved
Won't give me the time of day
One of my Best Friends
Is moving away
My friends are filled
With problems of their own
Leaving me quietly falling apart all alone

I can finally...
Look at sunsets without feeling empty
Listen to love songs without crying
Talk to you without wishing that you'd love
Say I'm okay without lying
...Mend my broken heart

I walk down the hallways
Looking for you
I wonder you are too

Cinderella was a girl who lost a shoe
Sleeping Beauty was a princess with nothing better to do
Bell was a beauty who married a beast
Love isn't a Fairy Tale

They think I'm crazy
Cause I would rather climb than walk
Wear two earings in one hole
Sit on my roof for fun
But they are the ones
Who fall in love constantly

He's that quiet guy
That can go unnoticed
But as soon as you notice
You can't stop staring

Before bed I always
Review my day
It only takes a few minutes
But when I've been with you
I review every word
Every joke
Everytime our eyes met
I lay awake all night long

don't spend your life trying to fit in with the rest cause it's those who are different who get remembered.

its too late to change the past so dont
wait too long to change the present ...
because tomorrow isn't promised.. and
YESTERDAY is gone FOREVER

And I know you may be scared
And I know we're unprepared
But I don't care.

Stop playing with my head
& stop changing your mind.
My heart used to be red ;
Your heart used to be kind.

We see what we want to see;
Drugs and alchohol can't makes us believe.
They can only make us fall away and fall apart.

cross my heart, hope to die;
swear i wont say what happened that night.
so starting today, things are gonna be alright.

you know i've got your name tattooed on my heart.

if you don't toss your plastic, the streets won't be so plastic.
& if you kiss somebody, then both of you will get practice.

aint it just like the night to play tricks when you're tryin' to be so quiet?
we sit here, stranded, though we're all doin' our best to deny it.
& Louise holds a handful of rain, tempting you to defy it.

captured a taxi despite all the rain
we drove in silence across point champlain
and all of the time you thought i was sad
i was trying to remember your name.

she's a hippie at heart
born into a different century
but all she really wants is for people to get along
she'd trade the fighting for true freedom

I guess I heard about original sin.
I heard the dude blamed the chick.
I heard the chick blamed the snake.
I heard they were naked when they got busted,
I heard things ain't been the same since.

This girl would kill for an intelligent conversation
Something meaningful
Something more than the usual random craziness
Just something productive.

I'd like to believe that I'll wake up
one morning & not miss him anymore.
I'll finally understand that when he
broke my heart it was for a reason,
one I just don't understand yet,
but when I do I'll know that he
messed up & not me.

Most people don't know who they are.
That's why they lie; they're afraid someone else
will figure it out before they do.

she didn't feel her heart speed up everytime the boy
walked by anymore. she didn't want to run && hide
so she wouldn't fall over && over again. she was okay
looking for a new boyfriend && suddenly, the thought of
him being with somebody new didn't hurt her anymore.
she wanted him to be happy, && she wanted the same
for herself. she let go of the last year of her life, && she
let go of her total && complete passion.

But I'm bleeding, and my hands are bruised
From the grip that I once had on you And I'm
open for a new way because there's not much
more that I can fake

can feel the world coming apart
and i need you by my side with your delicate heart.
so please don't leave. no, don't you run.
don't be frightened by the storm, oh so bold and brave.
just let it rain. it's not the fire, nor the warm drink
that heats my heart and lifts my heavy legs.
your strong hand has kept me here.
no i will not go. no i will not say goodnight.
tell me all about yourself.

If you love her, then tell her you love her and
You could be kissing her soon
If you need her, oh, tell her you need her and
You won't be missing her soon
Oh, but for a love to be true
It must come from her too..

I never believe that things, that they happen for a reason.
And they never go as planned.
I wanted to thank you for a vision that was lost that you returned, but you're past where you'd understand.
Time it passes, and it tells us what we're left with. We become the things we do.
Me, I'm a fool spent from defiance, yeah you got me but I didn't give up on you.

so, since you wanna be with me
you'll have to follow through
with every word you say.
and i, all i really want is you,
for you to stick around.

Faith, you're driving me away.
You do it every damn day,
You don't mean it,
But it hurts like hell.

look in the mirror
you're beautiful
he may not think so
but that's not what matters
what matters is that
you know you are