Rina's entertainment notebook.

She's lying on her bed
Staring at the ceiling
All these thoughts in her head
Just so confused
Doesn't know what to do
In need of someone to talk to
But doesn't know who
So she just lies there
Her eyes fixed on the ceiling
With her headphones blaring
But nothing, she's hearing.

It's not until months later, looking back,
that you realize how much better you could've done.
And it won't be until months from now
that you really do let go
and you finally give someone else a chance.
But until then, here you are,
stuck in the past, wishing it was the present.
it's all over...
I'm done with you...
that’s what she tells herself...
but when she hears your name...
it still stings like hell...

i'm going to spend my nights either sleepless, or dreaming of you.
who wants a life of lost adolescence,
filled with regretts and antidepressants?
i have said it before, and you know that i meant it.
you're all i ever want to know, and i'm not going to let that go.

and some days make me feel weak and shaky.
some fly right by me like a paper aeroplane,
and i hardly notice that the world's gone crazy
but nothing's clearer than the way you say my name.

i hope you're living your fairy tale,
and that it goes all downhill from here.
there's nothing to fear, so swallow
your pride and choke back your tears.

you drive away from my car crash
of a heart and i don't know.
but you gave me the best mix tape i have.
and even the bad songs ain't so bad.
i just wish there was so much more than that
about me and you.

softly we tremble tonight,
picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left in sight,
i said i'd never leave you'll never change
i'm not satisfied with where i'm at in life.

how could i know that everything you said
were lies about devotion and desire?
and i know that sparkle inside your eyes
was just the match i used to set myself on fire.

you are the beauty that is deeper,
than the eyes can merely see.
the closest thing to perfect,
but the farthest thing from me.

since we're being brutally honest here,
you were the worst mistake i've ever
had the pleasure of making.

I opened up the music box.
I wish you would have changed the locks
to keep me from replaying
all these feelings that i've been saving.

I'm sorry I've been so detached lately,
and that I can't even seem to find what to say.
I have all these thoughts inside my mind,
but I know you don't have time enough to stay.

you'll never find the right person,
if you never let go of the wrong one.

happiness can be found even in the darkest of times if only one remembers to turn on the light.

life is simple:; you're just making it complicated.
you're born a nobody, so live fast and
die a somebody.

after a year in therapy,
my psychiatrist said to me,
"maybe life isn't for everyone."

i don't know why we all hang onto something we know we're better off letting go.
it's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have.
some of us say we'd rather have that something than nothing at all,
but the truth is, to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.

somewhere, something incredible
is waiting to be known.

it's the art of not letting it get to your head,
not letting it break your heart,
and not letting the world see when it does.

your eyes shine bright, like the
headlights of one million speeding cars;
and i'm obsessed with crashing into you.

"A heart is not judged by how much you love, but by how much you are loved by others."
-
I'm tripping, i'm over the edge. I'm falling and i've got no wings.
-
Even when everything’s gone, you gotta live on.


The biggest mistake you can make
is to drift apart from someone
who you once had the time of your life with.

life comes without guarantees -
except that smiling will brighten ur face.
laughing will enhance your eyes &
falling in love will
[ c h a n g e_y o u r_l i f e ]


That inevitable kiss,
tell me it was just a dream.


People say hate is a strong word.. well so is love but people throw that around like it's nothing.


some people are easy to get over
they only take a week or two,
but sooner or later you’ll find the one
who has changed everything about you,
and no matter how hard you try,
you can’t find the words to say goodbye


the other day i prayed that when you lied to me that the sky would change colors
and when you said you loved me i saw a rainbow ...

when will my heart finally realize it's not going to work out... when my mind knew all along.

you put your arm around my waist,
& pulled me closer. & it didn`t feel weird,
or like we were crossing any lines,
it just made sense. it just felt right


Never let go of anything you can't
go a day without thinking about


in your whole life,
nobody has ever abused you more than you have abused yourself.
and the limit of your self-abuse is exactly
the limit of abuse that you will tolerate from someone else.


You spend so much time
expecting the worst
that you don't even notice
the moments
when people
are loving you.


You're the only one I want to talk to at the end of the day.
That definitely has to mean something


I'm at the front lines of heart vs. mind
and I'm at war with what's best left behind


I don't think the human mind can
comprehend the past and the future.
They are both just illusions that can manipulate you
into thinking, there's some kind of change.


the best things happen when you dont try or wish on an eyelash, just open your heart to a strange thing.


I don't really think people can change.
you know, at the end of the day,
you are who you are.
and at the end of the day, it's
probably who you've always been.


All of our friends say we're going to
be the couple everyone talks about.
They whisper to me how they caught
you staring at me, and how your eyes lit up
when I glanced in your direction.
So what the hell are you waiting for?

the sooner you know who you are
and what you want, the less you'll
let things upset you.


Love is a behavior, not a feeling.
It's the way somebody treats you everyday,
all day. Not just when their life is going well.

Trust is a fragile thing. once earned, it affords us tremondous freedom. but once trust is lost, it can be impossible to recover. of course, the truth is, we never know who we can trust. those we're closest to can betray us & total strangers can come to our rescue. in the end, most people decide to trust themselves. it really is the simplest way to keep from getting burned


I am who i am
and your approval isn`t needed

To lose someone you love is to alter your life forever.

And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder
I feel like I'm slipping away.

Failure is not falling down,
it's remaining where you have fallen.

In the end, the ones that love you most are the ones that are going to hurt you the most.


loving someone is giving them
the power to destroy you
but trusting them not to


Girl: I like him.
Friend: You do, really?
Girl: Yeah.
Friend: Why?
Girl: Are you serious? Have you seen him SMILE?
Friend: You should tell him, he likes you too.
Girl: He does? How do you know?
HIM: Because I know your friend's password.


so just because I finally got over you
doesn't mean these aren't days
when it all comes rushing back.


I think it's pretty much impossible,
to forget someone who was once the only reason you smiled.


I think what messes us up the most, is we all have
this perfect picture in our minds of how things should be.


I don't want the moon
and the stars, just someone
who will watch them with me.


Don't get attached.
You know better than anyone what happens
when you get attached.


It's funny how I don't want to share someone who's
not even mine.


Sometimes good things have to fall apart
in order for better things to fall into place.


You know, you're so far beyond amazing


Even death could never tear us apart.

my friends and i are the type of people
that would get hit by a parked car


Drama is like reality TV shows.
It's interesting the first few times.
Until there's just so much of it,
it makes you wanna turn off the TV.


Immature love says "I love you because I need you."
Mature love says "I need you because I love you."


Charlie Brown: I think i'm afraid to be happy.
Lucy: How can you be afraid to be happy?
Charlie Brown: Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens


I'm no longer going to look for a guy.
I'm not going to try to talk to him first,
& I won't try to get him to put me in his life.
If a guy wants me, then he can find me.
If he wants to talk, then he can talk.
And if he wants me in his life,
he can find a way to put me there.


love is always a good thing, no matter how much it hurts.
even after it's over, even through the pain,
anyone who has ever really loved will tell you
that they never regretted a second of it;
no matter how much it hurt in the end.
and if you tell me differently,
i will tell you that you were not truly in love.


You need to live the life you want to live,
forget what everyone else wants of you.
Be the person you would be proud of.
Make decisions, make mistakes...
and if you fall, you'll fall because you tried.


talk to her; she's a girl,
the reason she doesn't talk first,
is because she has this vision of a boy
who will go out of his way for her.

when you fall for someone what can you do?
you don't control your heart, your heart controls you


everything happens for a reason,
sometimes things fall apart just
so other things can fall together.
but in the end, what's meant to be
Will always find it's way.


The kisses you put on my forehead
When you think I'm fast asleep
Those are the ones that mean the most
Because you did them & wanted too
Not because you had too.


people say that the bad memories cause the most pain,
but actually it’s the good ones that drive you insane.


because sometimes forgetting
is easier on the heart


He acts like he doesnt care,
but everyone knows he's falling
apart without her smile.


You make tomorrow worth the wait
And yesterday worth remembering


It’s the good girls who write diaries
because the bad girls never have the time.
But me, I want to live a live
I’m going to always remember…
even if I don’t write it down.


Ever look at a picture and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you, how many moments of other people's lives we've been in. Were we a part of a stranger's life when their dreams came true, or were we there when their dreams died? Did we keep trying to get in as if we were destined to be there, or did the shot take us by surprise, and not even know it?


I'm sorry about the phone call and needing you, some decisions you just don't make.
I guess it's like breathing and not wanting to; there are some things that you can't fake.
I guess that it is typical; to cling to memories you'll never get back again.
And to sort through old photographs of a summer long ago or a friend that you used to know.


It takes a lot to hate you,
it takes too much to forget you,
but it took so little to love you.


Too often we don't realize what we have until it's gone.
Too often we're too stubborn to say, "I'm sorry, I was wrong."
Too often it seems we hurt the ones closest to our hearts,
and we let the most foolish things tear us apart.


Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today


Dreams are like stars...you may never touch them, but if you follow them they will lead you to your destiny


speak your mind,
even if your voice shakes

Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever.

Why waste your time getting hurt by
someone, when there's someone else
out there waiting to make you happy?

don't trip me boy
i'm already falling for you


Because of your smile
you make life more beautiful.


You're never fully dressed
until you wear a smile.


And although the rain may fall
I won't care at all,
cos baby, i know that i got you.

We accept the love we think we deserve.

Tears are words the heart cannot express.




No matter how many times I tell you she'll break your heart,
or how many times she does it,
you'll never give up, Why you ask?...
because you love her.


did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
try so hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
you fall deeper with each passing day,
but try to hide it in every possible way.
he's only a friend, and nothing else ---
that's the lie you keep telling yourself.
you keep on saying he's just a bud,
but deep inside, you're falling in love.




The sparkle in your eyes put the stars to shame.


What if the guy holding your hand and the guy holding your heart, isn't the same one?


You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see,
but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.


There are many things in life that will catch your eye,
but only a few will catch your heart...pursue those.


Human beings need a lot of things to be alive:
family; love; sex.
we only need one thing to actually be alive: we need a beating heart.
when our heart is threatened,we respond in either one of two ways.
we either run
or we attack.
there's a scientific term for this:
flight or fight.
its instinct, & we can't control it
...or can we?


there's something about the look in your eyes
something i noticed when the light was just right
it reminded me twice that i was alive
it reminded me that you're so worth the fight


Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it.


We come to love not by finding a perfect person,
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.


Then, when it seems like we can
never smile again, life comes back.


be more concerned about your character than your reputation.
because your character is who you are and your
reputation is simply what others think of you.

when you want something, go for it.
never let circumstances or the others
around you influence your actions.
time passes too quickly for hesitation.


Some things are meant to happen.
Some things are bound to be.
Love has a way of making doubting hearts believe.
Sometimes in spite of difference, sometimes against all odds,
some things are meant to happen. It's written in the stars.
We all want to fall in love. Why? Cause that
experience makes us feel completely alive.
Where every sense is heightened, every
emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered
& we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment,
an hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value.
Cause we are left with memories that
we'll treasure for the rest of our lives.


be with someone who knows
what they have when they have you.


The best feeling in the world is knowing
someone is missing your smile.

so there's this boy && i would tell you
everything about him but than you might
just fall in love with him too.


He’s not at all what I was looking for, he’s more.


If you wait so long for the perfect moment, the perfect moment will pass you by

High school changes people. some for the better,
some for the worst. But if one thing is true;
you find out who your real friends are.

If it didn't really matter,
You wouldn't be spending
so much time thinking about it.

You know it's meant to be when even at the times you can't stand him,
he's still the only person on your mind.

I don't know what it is about you.
Maybe it's the way nothing else matters when we're talking,
or how you make me smile more than anyone else ever has.
It could be the way that you say the exact right thing, at exactly the right time,
but whatever it is, I just want you to know that it means everything to me.

I can't stop thinking about him, and the truth is, I don't want
to stop thinking about him because when I think about him, I'm happy.

Fine- I admit it,
you're the guy I cant stop thinking about,
the guy who makes me wanna scream,
the one who can make my day in a million ways,
the one I write my love quotes about,
the one I can't stop talking about,
in case you were wondering,
yeah, that guy is Y O U.

If I looked you straight in the eyes
and told you I wanted to be with you,
would you kiss me or walk away?

One of the hardest things in life
is having words in your heart
that you cannot speak.

Has your heart ever wanted to ask
someone something
but your mind wouldn't let you
because it was too afraid
to hear the answer?


Sometimes, I wish you'd pay more
attention to my favorite songs
because the lyrics sing words
I'm too scared to say.

The greatest feeling in the world
is to be around someone to wants to hold you,
kiss your forehead, be with you, call you at night;
someone who wants to see you smile.
But I think what's better than that,
is finding someone that does it all,
because he wants to see you happy.

when you hold my hand -- im free.
and when you kiss my cheek -- you melt me.