Rina's entertainment notebook.

i've got big dreams, but no self esteem
i'd reach for the stars, but i can't find my arms
all this time, we've accomplished so much
why can't i believe ?
why can't i just feel love ?

hello my friend, we meet again
its been awhile,where should
we begin? feels like forever
within my heart are memories
of perfect love that you gave me


he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar


someone tell me what it means.
someone tell me why hearts break.
because sometimes i think this thing called
love is another word for pain, and i'm giving up
on happy endings, the ones that are only in movies.



It was a cold bitter day, and all she wanted was for all her problems to go away..

I know that my moods were changing like the weather
Do you ever dream of us together?
Now I just want to show you who I am



i wish i could sing. i wish things would change.
i wish i would change.
i wish i didn't miss you. i wish you missed me.
i wish you were mine. i wish you truly saw me.
i wish someone would notice me
i wish i could stop wishing.



I guess I just assumed that you eventually would ask
& I wouldn’t have to bring up my so badly broken heart
And all those months I just wanted to sleep.



I feel like my world is crashing down without you.
I know that I never could go on without you.
where did your wings take you this time so far away from me.
you runaway to escape but I've been dying to tell you that when you come home,
I'll be waiting for you with open arms.
I'd do anything to wake up in your arms.
I dont seem to understand why every time that you are near
I keep feeling like Im farther from you.
I'll take your wings so that you'll come back down to me.



i wanna be the girl
that can get you
head over heals,
and the one that can
make your bad days
a million times better.



don`t wait, don`t wait, the road
is now, a sudden sea, && suddenly
you`re deep enough to lay your
armor down ...



&& we`ll linger on. time can`t erase a
feeling this strong. you`ll never shake me,
you`ll always be my baby . . .



ask her before she changes her mind
&& her heart decides to move on . . .



i don't think anyone understood
the love i have for you. because
if they truly understood, they never
would have doubted us in the first
place.



Walking down the halls,
each one of you on opposite sides,
ignoring each other and looking away,
you know it shouldn't be this way.

&& when I look into your eyes...
i remember how much you hurt me,
how you lied, and tore away
my heart and soul.

Of all the boys in the whole entire world,
It was you that I first fell in love with
And I should have shaken my
head and looked away, So that now,
years later,I wouldn't have a broken heart
over you.I mean, because it isn't like you
ever loved me too.

i'm a war of head versus heart & it's
always this way. my head is weak ;
my heart always speaks before i
know what it will say.



i'm missing a voice at night time;; separation seems a sad crime

i can't take it, i don't understand. if i'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that i am?

i really miss your hair in my face, and the way your innocence tastes.

it's scary how things can change so fast like the way you felt about me, and the way we went from flames to ashes.

cause i still believe in destiny,
that you and i were meant to be.
i still wish on the stars as they fall from above,
cause i still believe, believe in love

if i had to choose you or the sun i'd be one nocturnal son of a gun


there he goes, so perfectly,the kind of flawless i wish i could be.
maybe i could have loved you better.
maybe you should have loved me more.
maybe our hearts were next in line.
maybe everything breaks sometimes.



i just want you to know, I found a reason for me to change who I used to be. A reason to start over new. and the reason is you.



there's no hard feelings, no one to blame,
just two people who don't feel the same



At one point in time, we were inseperable.
At one point in time we knew each others secrets.
At one point in time I was happy.
At one point in time we were in love.


If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

they ignore eachother & look the
other way ; but they both know
deep down inside, that it wasn`t
supposed to end this way

Let's start over
I'll try and do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killing me
But you're the only one
It's not over
- Daughtry

I need someone I know will stay with
me when times get tough ... someone
to hug and kiss me when i've had enough.
when i get tired of hearing the same stuff
everyday ... someone to tell me
" baby . . it`s gonna be ok "

Since when did being different
become bad.When did speaking
your mind become offensive
when did asking for honesty get
you lies. Since when did you change
for the worst? When did judging
people become right. When did it
become right to ask the least from
the people you expect the most of
when did pain begin to hurt so much
and since when did this all start?

Some days she feels like
jumping off the face of the
earth, and dying,
but it's that one boy
and the little bit of hope she has
that they might be together someday.

but i just wanted to say that all of
these nothings have meant more to me
than so many somethings

Lying and looking at those beautiful skies
witnessing shooting star after shooting star.
But this girl, she's only wishing for one thing;
for him to be there with her,
having his breath taken away

Cause I'm fighting like hell for you,
and I don't plan on giving up.
All I want is for me and you to be
the way we were.

I think your wrong. Yes, I said it. I think your wrong. Wrong about all of this. And dont tell me that I dont understand because I do. I know your scared and afraid, trust me so am I. But I dont think running from it is going to make it any better. I want this so bad and I'm not ready to let go of you. And dont try to keep telling me that this feels right, cause to me it doesn't. And I'm not one to give up something I want so bad. And I want to respect you and what you want but I cant keep this in any longer. I want you and only you. Yeah I know you're still leaving and yeah I know its going to hurt like hell when you do but I dont want to regret for the rest of my life not trying and letting it all slip away. And who knows, I might be doing all of this for nothing. But its better to try instead sitting back and doing nothing, right? But if this is truly what you want then yeah, I will respect it. But dont just be doing this cause your afraid and running from it. Thats all I ask. I dont know your feelings on all of this but I do know one thing, I'm not about to lose you.

You showed me what it's like to be wanted.
And I don't ever want to lose that feeling.

The truth is that I miss you
It gets so hard not being with you.


you've exhausted me baby

i can't seem to get by when
all i am living on is fake smiles.
i can't seem to get by when
all i am living on is lost miles.
shut your mouth, and listen.
there's no time for reminiscing,
because thinking of the past
has never changed a thing.

so this is it, the feeling that i've missed.
a subtle kind of pain that keeps me from sleep.
i try to explain how your touch drives me insane,
i can't spend a night without wishing i was with you

Just let me dedicate a song to a boy
who turned this girl to stone.
And you know who you are.
Here's a hint; he doesn't have a car
or the time to be in love with me.

It's high school, and I know that,
but we all can wish for little things we know won't happen,
like something meaningful, something real; something like happiness.
I wish for those things for me, but also for you

well I don't know where I'll go now,
and I don't really care who follows me there.
but i'll burn every bridge that I cross,
and find some beautiful place to get lost.

You're staring into her eyes
You’re both standing there, smiling.
Just do it. Just kiss the girl.

Stop pretending like you love me,
Stop pretending like you care
Stop pretending like I mean something
Because you've never been there.

you were a risk; a giant risk
you reminded me exactly why
i don't take risks.

I'm so tired, but I can't sleep.
Standing on the edge of something much too deep.
It's funny how we feel so much but cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
But I will remember you. Will you remember me?

let your love pass you by, weep not for the memories
I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to lose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, a deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh, you gave me life



I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know.
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on.
I'm just a girl trying to find a place in this world.



We cling to music, to poems, to quotes, to writing, to art,
because we desperately do not want to be alone.
We want to know we aren't going crazy and
someone else out there knows exactly how we're feeling.
We want someone to explain the things we can't.
We love everything tied up neatly, easily, simply, and when we can't do that...
it scares the hell out of us.
To not know the next step or where you're headed, kills.
Being unsure isn't in our plans, but it's those moments,
the ones where you risk it and step unknowingly into the future,
that assures us life is larger than we'll ever know.



at least I'm not a lie. At least I'm not a cheat. At least I don't care what these goddamn mindless people think of me.



Here's a black top road with a faded yellow center line.
It can take you back to a place, but it can't take you back in time.



He turned around, looked right at me, and
said nothing. Not even a small "Hi." It was
as if the times we had spent together, the
times I spent loving him just weren't
important; it was as if they never happened



We've tried so hard to understand, but we can't.
We held the world out in our hands and you ran away.
It takes some time to let you go and it shows.
'Cause all we know is falling, it falls.
Remember, 'cause I know that we won't forget at all.
Now we can follow you back home but we won't.
Is this what you had waited for? Just to be alone?

i'm thinking of you in my sleepless solitude
tonight. if it's wrong to love you, then my
heart just won't let me be right. cause i've
drowned in you and i won't pull through.
without you by my side.

tell me I'm not making a mistake. tell me
that you're worth the wait, that you're always
going to be here. make me believe that I'm
making the right decision by still holding on.
show me that you're going to be around to
catch me when I fall.





lets start over
turn the music up a little
louder so it's blaring and
take everything off your
mind until suddenly you
remember he's on your
mind and you simply can't
forget him and that's
when you realize its him
you've loved all along.

starring out into mid space
you can tell she's thinking
of him by the smile on her
face and she just doesn't
realize how much he's hurt
her so much in the past.

time to go home to the
place where i belong and
where you were the one
for me and we were
happy, such a long time
it seems to have of been.

i don't think i should have
to choice between my
best friend + boyfriend
because you both have a
seperate meaning to me
and a different place
in my heart, i love you both.

Sometimes it takes being away from
someone for a while to realize how
much you really need them in your life.

when your happy, i'm sad,
when your laughing, i'm crying,
when your single, i'm taken,
when your talking to her, i'm watching,
when you think i don't care, i really do.

i saw you holding her hand yesterday,
and my god, i thought i would scream.
i thought i would run up to you and tear your hand out of hers.
I didn't. But I should've.

&& i dont want the world to see me cause i dont think that theyd understand.

i still cry alone in my room. && stare in the mirror.
trying to understand how i got this way.
i wipe my eyes, && put on my makeup.
just so no one will ever know.

id do anything to be with him.
to open up to him.
to be in his arms.
to watch that movie with him,
just one more time.

of course i turn my head when i see you walking by.
of course i try not to smile when i hear you voice.
of course i still like you, && miss you.

because for me its always been you. always.
ive tried to fight it.
ive tried to deny it.
but i cant. your undeniable.

shes the one everyone goes to for help.
shes always got answers.
but who does she go to, when she needs help.


dont ever forget the nights we stayed up talking on the phone.
the days we spent together,
constantly laughing && the unforgettable memories that will always be with us.



&& you will never know how many times ive laid in my bed all night,
just thinking of how much you mean to me.
&& how much i really do love you.



It's too late baby,
There's no turning around
I've got my hand in my pocket
and my head in a cloud
This is how I do.
When I think about you
I never thought that you
Could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile
And a hold of my heart.

and she finally stopped looking,
she knew he was her everything

stop the lies.
if you want me, prove it.
if not, let me go.
if she’s all you want -
then go on and get her.
i’m tired of this.

Meeting him was fate.
Becoming his friend was choice.
But falling in love with him
was completely out of my control.

I've n e v e r been so positve about anything in my entire life.
I know I love you, just like I know I breathe the air and feel the sunshine.
I won't flirt with anymore guys, I won't even think about them.
You are all I want and I won't stop until you're with me.

I won't give up on this feeling,
And nothing could keep me away

now that my heart is broken
i'll give it to you
you know what to do
i know that you do
i'm so sick of crying
so sick of trying
you've heard it before
you break it, you buy it

I`m not afraid of heights - - I`m afraid of falling.
I`m not afraid of darkness - - I`m afraid of what`s in it.
I`m not afraid of loving - - I`m afraid of not being loved back.

once upon a time...
one girl raised her fist
started to scream realities
&it went like this:
happily ever after is a lie.
because...
because glass slippers break
&tiaras rust
pumkin carriages rot
&glitter turns to dust.
because prince charmings
aren't always what they seem
&night terrors invade
even the sweetest of dreams.
because cyanide is imbedded
in princess lips
&no one wakes up
from a poison kiss

I miss you a little since you've been gone,
a few little memories keep hanging on.
I miss you a little I guess you could say,
A little too much a little too often a little more every day.

and when I saw you today,
all i could think about, was
how amazing it would be to just
sit under the stars, and kiss you until
we fell asleep.
That's all i really want.


last night I looked out my window at a star and made a wish.
I made a wish like some little child.
But baby I didn't know what else to do.
I said "Please star, I need him so much.
He's all I have. I want him to be with me.
I want it to last this time.
Please just give him back.
I wish I may, I wish I might.
I wish apon this star tonight.
" I don't know if it did anything. But, god, I hope it did.



tell all the boys and girls from school
to keep breaking all the rules
to let their parents know they're individuals.

you could have a smile on your face and a
twinkle in your eye, but only a true best friend
knows that you're really about to cry.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

I wish you'd open up your big beautiful eyes and look in hers
and maybe you'd notice shes absolutely crazy about you

I know how it feels to sit on the edge of your bed
head in your hands wishing it would all just end...

She's the type of girl that can be so hurt
but can still look at you and smile.
The type of girl who is willing to brighten your day
even if she cant brighten her own.

Burning pictures turn to ash.
Speed this up so we can crash.
Teenage romance will never last.
oh heartbreaker, kill me fast.

I'll spend my whole day getting ready,
trying to make myself look beautiful
so that you'll fall in love with me...
but I wont be surprised if you don't even notice me.


I'll lean on you
and you lean on me
and we'll be okay.

Don't call me obsessed when I'm only scared
of losing the best thing that's ever happened to me.

I now compare all guys to you and you know what?
They never measure up... not even close,
and the sad thing is that some of them are probably "better" than you...
but i just can't see it.




Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Here I am, building up the courage
to tell you how I still feel,
yet I don't think it will matter; it never does.



What she wants is pretty simple;
just a sticky note in her locker saying
i love you.
or a daisy he found the morning
stuck to her books, because it's the
little things that mean the most.

It's only when you've lost everything
that you're willing to do anything.

To get up in the morning only to know
that you will have to face another
obstacle takes strength. To smile when
the only thing you can do is cry takes bravery.
To act happy & laugh when you know
that times are at their worst takes courage.
To be joyous when the only good news is
best of the bad news takes support.
To be there & help others through
the roughest times in life takes love.

It took me by surprise when I saw you standing there; close enough to touch, breathing the same air. You asked me how I'd been; I guess that's when I smiled & said, "Just fine" Oh, but baby, I was lying. What I really meant to say is, “I'm dying here inside & I miss you more each day. There's not a night I haven't cried & baby, here's the truth, I'm still in love with you.” That’s what I really meant to say.

I don't know what it is.
Some days I just know he couldn't care less,
and other days I wonder.

its over. gone. done. So why can't I just leave you behind?

&& you don't know me like you used to;
You stopped listening the moment I needed you most

no, she's not fine...
but she's a wonderful actress.



Woke up yesterday
with you on my mind
so afraid of running out of time
so come around again and i'll show you what i mean
And you can tell me
exactly what you need
and we can talk all night
and i will sing you lullabies
not in every arrow is pointed straight at your heart
sorry for the time i said too much.

Here we are today. you look so beautiful i wonder what you dream. so graceful in what you say. Its all i need to hear your voice everyday. i wish never to wake up from this dream i'm in right now. here i am watching clouds from your bedroom window as we’re laying here, and I wake up today still smiling in the air. i wish dreams could be so great. i think today i’ll try and kiss you on your cheek. i hope you’ll never let me go. i know you’re the one. its all i want to hear you say your mine.talk about and take you there you will see the one true thing. places that you’ve never been places that your gonna be. i will be the one person to open your eyes.<33

they said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me
they could care less as long as someone'll bleed
so darken your clothes
or strike a violent pose
maybe they'll leave you alone
but not me
the boys and girls in the clique
the awful names that they stick
yer never gonna fit in much, kid
but if you're troubled and hurt
what you got under your shirt
will make them pay for the things that they did







you put your arm around my waist,
& pulled me closer. & it didn`t feel weird,
or like we were crossing any lines,
it just made sense. it just felt right.

i'm tired, tired of the fight
i'm tired of the lonely days
and the dark endless nights
you didn't think 'cause you didn't know
that i'd find the strength to let you go
i finally figured it out
i'm better off alone
++ katharine mcphee

It's no big deal.
Break her heart.
Let her down.
Make her cry.
You love her, right?
Everything is fine.
Hold her hand.
Lead her on..
it's no big deal..
she's just a girl

you`d better slow down, don`t dance so fast..
cause time is short; && the music won`t last.. <3

love me, or leave me,
but whatever you do,
just don't lead me on.

The boy woke up - Just 14 years old.
He brushed his teeth just like he'd been told.
He rushed to the door & grabbed his books.
around & around he then looks. From the
second he reaches the bus .. the names start
to be called. They made fun of his clothes &
the book-bag he hauled. The boy never really
fit in school. Being smart just didn't make you
cool. I remember one day i saw him drentched
in mustard. Kids were throwing pizza & the
school custard. Then one girl poured milk over
his head. He walked to the office wishing to
be dead. & the girl he liked had no heart at all.
He gave her a flower & told her to call. She
took the flower & threw it in the trash can.
& told him she'd never date such an ugly man.
So that night he said goodnight to his mother.
Kissed his dad & tucked in his little brother.
He put on his shoes & walked through the night.
Until his middle school crep into sight. So he took
a step & down he fell. He hung there right in front
of his own hell.

And here I rest, where
disappointment & regret collide,
while I'm lying awake at night.

I'm mad at myself, not you.
I'm mad for always being nice.
Always apologizing for things I didn't do,
for getting attached,
for making you a huge part of my life,
wasting time on you,
depending on you,
thinking about you,
wishing for you, dreaming of you,
changing for you.
And most of all, for not hating you
when I know that I should.



She wants someone to call her angel, someone to put the light back in her eyes. She's looking through the faces, the unfamiliar places. She needs someone to hear her when she cries.

So that is it.
I'm shutting my doors
& putting my walls back up.
I'm closing my curtains
& removing the welcome mat.
I'm blocking everything out again,
because it's so much easier than feeling something

I'm careless
I'm cruel
But I'm easily bruised.
I'm so tired of lying about it...
I'm not bullet-proof

Now I know that love isn't that easy
but we tried, didn't we baby
it's alright, some dreams weren't meant to come true

I'll be there when your heart stops beating
I'll be there when when your last breath's taken away
In the dark where there's no one listening
In the times that we both get carried away

Follow me into the night.
We'll scream out hearts out
& run until we find the light.

she can't find the answers anywhere,
she looks up and down every crack every empty space,
all she finds is an empty heart, and empty place

Cause sometimes you just feel tired.
You feel weak. && when you feel weak,
you feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you,
try to find that inner strength
&& just pull that shit out of you
&& get that motivation to not give up
&& not be a quitter,
no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse



let's ride on the ferris wheel;
just you and me,
on top of the world.



Parents who expect great things from their children
forget to tell them that it's also ok if they don't turn out to be shining stars

Does it hurt you to know that we haven't spoken to each other in days?
Does it hurt you to know that we can't look at each other
without looking away? Does it hurt you to know that everything
we had as friends is gone? Does it hurt? Cause it's hurting me.

i always keep bumping into you ;
everywhere i go i find you.
why? maybe this could be fate's
way of bringing us together or
maybe fate's just rubbing the fact
that i can't have you in my face

There will always be the girls you can't believe
you were once friends with. ; ` the boys you can't
believe you kissed & ; the one [ boy ] you can't
believe you ever lived without. <3

he looked at me & said,
"do you ever feel like you're working
for something you're never going to get?
you shoot-&-miss kind of deal.
like, no matter what, you can't have it,
but that makes you fight for it just a little bit more?"
i looked at him, stared at him for a second,
& replied, "everyday..."

Blame it on the weather, but I’m a mess.
and this February darkness
has me hating everyone.
and I know I need your comfort,
but this drama makes me sick.
and the longer I lay here,
I know it's harder to get up without you



i think about you day & night .
i`ll never forget you .
every morning with a smile on my face
because my first thought
is when i looked into your eyes that night
& found, that your the one for me.

just because you know my name
doesnt mean you know me.





Men are like

.......Bananas ... The older they get, the less firm they are.
.......Weather ..... Nothing can be done to change them.
....... Blenders ..... You need one, but you're not quite sure why.
...... Chocolate Bars ... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
...Commercials ...... You can't believe a word they say.
...Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off.
.......Government Bonds ..... They take so long to mature.
......Mascara .... They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
...... .Popcorn . They satisfy you, but only for a little while.
.... Snowstorms .... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.
........Lava Lamps ... Fun to look at, but not very bright.
..Parking Spots ....... All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.

&& how do you say goodbye to everything
you've spent your entire life trying to hold on to.

The funny thing is, nobody knows how much anybody else is hurting. We could all be standing by someone who is completely broken, and we wouldn't even know it.

"Pooh?" said Piglet,
"You have a lot of friends don't you?"

"Yes," said Pooh,
"but only one Piglet."

No, I'm not crying. I don't know why I should.
I don't think I'd cry, even if I could.
I'm so numb; I can't really feel.
All of this pain inside of me just isn't real.
So why don't you go? Just leave me alone.
Leave the poor girl and her heart made of stone.

ins't it wreid taht oyu can sltil raed tihs
eevn tohugh the ltetres are mexid up?
it's bceuase the hmuan mnid olny fcouses
on the frist & lsat ltetres of the wrod.
it's like beauty; people only pay attention
to the outside, not the inside.

How'd you know I'd need you
On a night as cold as this?
I've been calling out silently
For someone to take the risk.
I've been so alone and cold
And here you come to me
Strong and sure and bold
Firm and strong as an oak tree.
How you knew I needed you
Remains for ever a mystery.
But you reminded me what hope was
In a night once full of misery.



I didn't have a clue what I was doing. I was a child who thought she was smart enough to dabble in adult things. I thought I was a genius. I thought I could handle it.
I thought wrong.

You peel back the layers
And get down to the inside,
But sometimes you lose sight,
Of what it was you were trying to find.



I understand feeling as small and as
insignificant as humanly possible. And how
it can actually ache in places you didn't
know you had inside you. And it doesn't
matter how many new haircuts you get,
or gyms you join, or how many glasses
of Chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends
... you still go to bed every night going over
every detail and wonder what you did wrong
or how you could have misunderstood.
And how in the hell for that brief moment you
could think that you were that happy. And
sometimes you can even convince yourself
that he'll see the light and show up at your door.
And after all that, however long all that may be,
you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people
who make you feel worthwhile again. And little
pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all
that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that
you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.
++The Holiday



walking down the hall we exchange
glances, trade smiles your eyes paralize
me..its the sweetest sin i'll never escape.




If you hear someone outside your window yelling "You fucking asshole!",
don't worry. My best friend just found out you broke my heart.

One day, I wish he'd just run up to me
and kiss me... without a care in the world.

Quit saying you love me.
For once, just show me.

Don't come running to me when that girl puts a hole
through your heart, because I'll just walk away and leave
you stranded. Just like you left me when I needed you most.

& I'm so far from being strong again
I'm so far from being well.
& I'm so far from you.
& I'm way too close to hell.

bought my heart at a thrift store.
75 cents, i got ripped off,
and now its on resale for the highest bidder.
old vinyls, duct tape, and broken-hearted
trade-ins are accepted.
very useful as a doormat, target,
or just something to trash.

she's afraid of being alone
afriad of being left behind
she doesnt know what to do
when all the tears fill her eyes
she knows you'll leave her one day for someone better
but she wants you to know that her love for you is forever

I need to let go
I can't let the tears show.
I put on that smile and pretend it's okay.
When in reality nothing's going my way.
I only want one thing-just one.
I just want you-you're my only one.
Dying inside so sick and tired
Of being second best and undesired

But all it takes after all your fights are
three simple words to brighten your night.

life is an awful, ugly place
to not have a best friend
6 months had went by
and i almost forgot your face
until they played that song tonight.
and now its all come back to me



Have you ever felt that your friends only ask you
if you're okay because they feel like its their job?
Have you ever wondered how many of the people
who ask that actually mean it?

hershey kisses: $2.99
one rose: $3.40
a big teddy bear: $8.50
your crush finally admitting he loves you:
p r i c e l e s s <3

he liked sports, she liked fashion.
he liked beer, she liked champagne.
he wore walmart, she wore designer labels.
his friends said 'not a chance,' her friends said 'no way'.
when the rest of the world turned their backs on them,
[ they turned to each other. ]

I still remember the scent of your cologne and the way your thumb slid back and forth over mine. I still remember the way your lips tasted and how your arms felt around me. I still remember that crazy color of your eyes and the words you said to me. I don't remember when I lost you, but somehow I did.



It's hard to stand on your own two feet,
when the world is determind to knock you down

I'm just the type of girl to push
everything away, and miss it
when it's gone.

i'm still deciding if meeting you,
was a good idea.

Teardrops fall from those pretty little eyes.
Kind of hard to move on when you’re only told lies.
She's breaking down, everyone's fading.
It's been so long and she's tired of waiting.

I’m never going to talk to you first.
So if I mean anything, anything at all to you,
then you can talk to me because I give up.

So since I'm not your everything
How about I be your nothing?

I look back at the memories of us and the times we shared. I think of how much you loved me && i think, "what happened to that boy?" '~|~'

I just want you to care half
as much as I do.

She won't call you; you have to call her. She won't come talk

to you you should go talk to her. She's not going to let you act

stupid and pretend she likes it. You should just be around her.

When you're with your friends; she won't run into your arms. No

matter how much she wants to. You need to come up behind

her and wrap your arms around her & make her friends jealous

she loves you more than you can imagine. And no matter how

much she doesn't show it; she does. But you boy; you need to

show her how much you love her and then she won't be afraid



to show it back to you.



it's pure perfection when we kiss.

you're my mister; i`m your miss<3





this could bring me to my knees

all i want is you to be close to me





I can see myself waking up next to you, your
face being the first thing I see everyday, with

that bed-head hair and that sleepy smile.(=





i'm selfish when it comes to you

baby, can't you see why?

you make my life worthwhile.

and I don't want anyone else


feeling the way I do with you.





i never knew how much i loved you until you said goodbye. now i know what im missing: i miss you hand in mine and you walking me to class. to the quick kisses in the hallway and the hugs that took my breath away. from you telling me you loved me to the cute notes hidden in my locker. i'll miss you forever. forever and always



I won't explain
Or say I'm sorry
I'm not ashamed
I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer
For all the broken

welcome to my heart. how long will you be staying?

are you fully committed? i dont get that same vibe anymore
everything seems different. no more plans or importance
black cloud surround us. is a storm coming?

its over, isn't it? `~|~`

she takes out the photo album
&& looks at the silly pictures of
her and him
he said it would last forever
but now she only has her tissue box
and it's time to realize she has to become s.t.r.o.n.g



i bring my phone with me everywhere
and check it every 10 minutes
hoping that somehow you called
or are going too
but i have a feeling
you never will


Boys suck.



i never thought anyone could make me feel so horrible about myself.
you make me wish i would never have to look at myself ever again
and god knows i'll never be able to look at you

as long as you never make me leave
i will stay by your side forever

i need a miracle
i wanna be your girl
give me a chance to see
that you are made for me
++ cascada

somtimes i wish i could just sleep through it all.
the depression, the heartbreak, and lies.
i'd wake up and all this would be left behind.
i bet i wouldn't miss it.
the friends, the trips, the love affairs.

you're so oblivious. Why can't you see you're killing me? '~|~'

what you say is hard to believe.
you really love me?
it's not just some dumb lie?
what would make you like a girl like me?

i could be an expert on co-dependency,
i could write the best book on underage tragedy,
i've been spending my time at the local liquor store,
i've been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor,
So i sit and wait and wonder,
"does anyone else feel like me?"

i've never been scared before,
sometimes a little intimidated, but never scared.
but you, you scare me.
i'm so scared that i'll want you forever, and you'll only
want me for a few moments in your life.

i want someone that looks forward to seeing me everyday,
that notices when i dress up,
and thinks i'm beautiful when i dress down


You know what? Go date all those girls.
go date whoever your little heart desires.
because eventually when you're done
with all those girls and you find out none
of them really loved you, you're going
to think about me, and how much I loved
you. You never even gave me one chance,
one little try, and you're going to want a
try. But you know what? I'm not going to
w a i t a r o u n d .



You taught me many things.
Like how it feels to miss someone so bad
it feels like a part of you is missing.
I can tell you one thing.
Now that you have gone I never will forget you.
You left your mark.

She cries because she's lost and
she doesn't even know what she wants
Her eyes go cold and she begs the world
to just let her go

And she hides all alone inside
the pain that she wont let go
Watching her life pass her by,
watching it all through her
watering eyes

My life without you in it
Is a life not worth living.
I'll be strong but
I wish I was someone else,
Anyone but me tonight

It's such a shame what I've become
After years of breaking down
My whole life has come undone
Cause I'm trying to fake it all
And I know that you love someone
But that someone isn't me

Stop it, Come on

You know i can't help it

i've got the mic

& you've got the mosh pit

*taking back sunday*

i need you. And to think this might be falling apart may just about be the worst feeling in the world. '~|~'



Keep my name out of your mouth;

& my face out of your memory.

you don't deserve a girl like me



i agree friends should come before your man,

but a real friend would never make you choose



i miss you;

i miss you so far;

like the collision of your kiss;

that made it so hard



i won't talk

i won't breathe

till you finally see

that you belong with me

*Ryan Cabrera*



This distance is tearing me apart. I knew it would from the start. Its only been 4 days, but i can safely say, things shouldn't have to be this way. You're miles away and have forgotten my face. And i'm stuck here falling apart in this place. '~|~'

life can only be understood backwards
but must be lived forwards.

the only thing you ever really need.
is someone to believe in you.

im sorry i wasnt pretty enough,
smart enough, or skinny enough,
basically. im just saying sorry for not being.
good enough.

baby will you be my superman?
come save me from this life ..


I'm gonna miss you babe
and I'm gonna miss us
you shouldn't have to leave.
you shouldn't `~|~`




I can't be your friend. Because being friends means talking. And talking can bring up memories. And friends just don't have the kind of memories we have.




When someone experiences a huge hurt for the first time they're told, "It's just life... you'll get over it eventually." Well... if life was meant to feel like this all the time... I wish I weren't living.




&& everytime she talks
to him she falls just
a little bit harder




and i'm alone now,
me and all i stood for.
~evanescence




cause you're a little bit
too nice:; i look a little
bit like hell cause i'm a
little tired and a little
overwhelmed. and you're a
little bit too late and it's
a little bit too soon, and
i'm a little bit too strange
for someone like you.




something in your eyes
makes me want to lose myself
makes me want to lose myself in your arms
there's something in your voice
makes my heart beat fast




d o n ' t leave me.
not here.
n o t n o w. `~|~`




you know it's nothing new
bad news never had good timing
then the circle of your friends
will defend the silver lining.



i look around like "where are the
good times at?" i'm just trying to
bring the good times back.

i believe in love, && in arguing,
in jamming out by yourself in the car.
i believe in having someone tell you
that you're beautiful,
dancing in the rain, and miracles.
i believe in smiling till your cheeks hurt
and laughing until you pee.
last, i believe in second chances,
even if you've completely screwed up.




i believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge.

that myth is more potent than history.

i believe that dreams are more powerful than acts.

that hope always triumphs over experience.

that laughter is the only cure for greif.

and i believe that love is stronger than death,


stop breathing if i don't see you anymore. ~Nickelback




a thousand miles seems pretty far,
but they've got planes && trains &&cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way




stressed backwards is desserts ;;
coincidence? I think not





like a hot shower
in the middle of winter
or an unexpected letter
your every kind of smile to me



You don't know what you put me through
but it's okay
I've forgotten you
and in some way
I hope it screws with you that I'm okay

There`s that occasional night
where you just break down & cry,
cause you know that no matter what ;
things will never be the same.

we don’t talk for days, & I promise myself
I’m mad at you but then you call, or text, and
just like that, I don’t care how long
its been as long as we're talking.

And tonight she will blast the music
covering the sounds of her tears
all because of one stupid boy.

make your move boy,
before shes gone.
cause people change,
and hearts move on.

he took her by the shoulders, held her
in front of a mirror, and whispered,
"why can't you see what i see?"

& you were something
worth tripping over
i just didn't know
i would fall this hard

And as he grabbed my hand
half of me wanted to scream
not to touch me
and half of me wanted to beg
him not to let go.

Every little call you don`t answer..
Every little lie you tell me..
Every little thing that you don`t say..
Well all the little things add up to a big heartbreak.

stupid nicknames for each other
hugs from behind, late night talks
holding hands under the stars
laughing until our sides hurt

i say "ohh i`m fine" & walk away
but i`m waiting for someone to pull me back
& say "no, you aren`t




Guys I'm getting really sick (on all of my sites) of people leaving comments telling me I'm a jocker. No i don't always give credit, but i'm not trying to say i made these quotes or that i take credit for them. I don't. so please quit with the stupid comments. Lemme put this is plain english so even you dyslexic people out there can get the point


cause I'm patiently waiting for your next phone call, the next excuse for loosing sleep again

so go jump off a cliff, i'm done with caring.
so pack up your stuff and leave.
get out of my face, get out of the state.

she's banged up. mentally and emotionally.
literally and metaphorically. but every day
she walks outside with a smile on her face
because that's who she is.

I let you see a side of me that I don't share with anyone.
Promises are just words unless they are fulfilled

you knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.

you knew from the beginning all I had to offer you was my heart,
I'm sorry that wasn't enough.

life isn’t supposed to make you feel good
but it isn’t meant to make you feel horrible either
it’s just gonna make you feel.

so take me and break me and make me strong like you.
I'll be forever grateful to this and you.
it's only you beautiful.
or I don't want anyone.

so kiss the clock
just for luck
what timing,
11:11
just struck

oh I wish I was a punk rocker,
with flowers in my hair.
In '77 & '69 revolution was in the air
I was born too late into a world that doesn't care.

i dream of a better world, where chickens can cross
the road without us questioning their motive.

i can't see anything,
those lights went out a long time ago.
so close your eyes,
i've tried so hard to forget these past years.
and i hate that i can't see your face
or find the words to say.

And miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold gound
and I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms.

she's staring out the window
and she's losing track of time.
she's searching for a reason not
to break down tonight.

her lips are glossed
with no one to kiss.
so she sits in the dark
with a lover to miss.

she's scared of the future
because of what she knows of the past.
she doesn't care for the present,
because she knows it won't last.

when you drop a glass or a plate on the ground,
it makes a loud crashing sound. when a window shatters,
a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall,
it makes a noise. but as for your heart, when that breaks,
it's completely silent. you would think as it's so important
it would make the loudest noise in the whole world,
or even have some sort of ceremonious sound
like the gong of a symbol or the ringing of a bell.
but it's silent and you almost wish there was a noise
to distract you from the pain.

I look at my friends and think "my god...they're perfect." they can do anything and everything. give them a line, they'll sing it beautifully. give them a move, they'll dance it gracefully. But as for me, I just don't measure up. I got nothing on them... `~|~`

No school book will ever teach you how
to love yourself, no teacher will ever tell
you how to heal, and no class can help you
learn how to brush yourself off and try again.

life changes on a daily basis..
every minute every hour.
still, we try to save it.



and she falls down trying.
yeah she falls down crying.



it's hard to grow up in a society where you
will never be the pretty girl. Everyone
seems to have everything you don't. & dreams
are always one cloud away from where you are.



It’s not going to happen,
I’m pretty much aware
that no matter what I say
to you, you’re not going to care



we could learn a lesson from crayons
sometimes they're sharp & sometimes they're beautiful
some have weird names & they all are different colors
and they all live in the same box







sleeping awake & choking on a dream,
listening loudly to a silent scream.
call my mind, the number's unlisted,
lost in someone so scarred & twisted.

this isn't a movie, there won't be a fairytale conclusion.
it gets more confusing every day. sometimes it's heaven sent,
then we head back to hell again

won't somebody to help me chase the shadows away

It seems like everyone’s moving on with their lives…
&& I’m still stuck in pause

I can't trust you to love me until
you've seen and accepted me at my worst;
I'll never let ANYONE see that side of me

She doesn't look, she doesn't see
Opens up for nobody
Figures out, she figures out
Narrow line, she can't decide
Everything short of suicide
Never hurts, nearly works

here she goes again.
she swallows her [tears],
puts her heart on her sleeve
and acts like the girl
everyone else wants
her to be__

nothing is real here.
i won't stop until i find a better part of me.



i love his cute little comments.. the way he makes me laugh.. the way he's always there, and the way he knows how to get my heart <3

it's funny how the people that hurt you the most are the ones who said they never would.

Call me a bitch, call me a whore, call me whatever.
I've heard it before...
Say i'm fake, say that i lie,
say what you want,
you won't see me cry because
i know that none of this shit is true,
but calling me all this...
What the FUCK does that make you?

She's got this subtle beauty.
Where she knows what you're thinking,
but doesn't let you know that.
She's got you all figured out, boy.

Honey you're my world, my universe
&& all the stars couldn't even match up
to the twinkle in your eyes.

cancel my subscription
I'm over your issues.

I'm annoying & hold grudges.
you're paranoid and overprotective.
let's fall in love.

it wasn't supposed to be this way
looking in the mirror,
little black rivers running down her face.

enough quotes, heres a poem:

Heaven Waits

there's a special part of me that i shall give only to you

when you tell me that you love me, for once I can believe its true

i get chills up and down my spine whenever i feel your touch

and ,god, I never ever knew I could love someone so much



love is hell, but if you can't make it through, heaven waits at the end

a lover aint just a lover, baby, they are your best friend

and if you ripped my lungs out and crushed them up, I swear my heart would still beat

'cause right now i'm not so sure there's anything I can't defeat



you make me feel like i'm invinsible, like there's nothing I can't do

and every night I stare up at the ceiling and pray I do the same to you

those eyes of yours, they stop my heart, they take my breath away

and i'm 100 percent positive I could stare into them all day



so if you read these lines a time or two, maybe you can understand how I feel

and you'll believe me when I promise you that my love for you real

take my hand, we'll fly away, 'cause with you I can go anywhere

our happiness will never end and our lives we will always share





but when i say let's keep
in touch i really mean
i wish that you'd grow up.

and it's funny how you only talk
when you want something..

i want someone who won't care that im
incapable of sitting still, that I can't grasp
the concept of cleaning, & i refuse to be
ladylike. someone who realizes that half
of the decisions I make are usually the ones
I regret, and I have the right to overreact
at any given moment. I want someone who
knows how completely insane I am and
he wouldnt want me
ANY // OTHER // WAY

Your perfect little girl yelled at you last night.
Your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep.
Your perfect little girl was broken by a boy.
Your perfect little girl hates you.
Your perfect little girl has given up on life.
Your perfect little girl wants to run away.
Your perfect little girl is very unhappy.
Your perfect little girl is on the edge of breaking down.
Your perfect little girl keeps alot of secrets.
Your perfect little girl deals with everything on her own.
Your perfect little girl had to grow up to fast.
Your perfect little girl has become such a disgrace.
Your perfect little girl....isn't so perfect anymore.

Clear away this hate
and we can start to make it alright.

I'll be the one on the dance floor,
the one with tears in her eyes

The funny thing is, nobody knows
how much anybody else is hurting.
We could all be standing by someone
who is completely broken, and we
wouldn't even know it..

You're a loaded gun & there's
nowhere to run. You can't save
me now, the damage is done.

Love never dies a natural death.
It dies because we don't know how
to replenish its source. It dies of
blindness and errors and betrayals.
It dies of illness and wounds; it dies
of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing.

A bird doesn't sing because it has an
answer; It sings because it has a song

I know better than anyone
what happens when you get
too attached

Kinda makes you want to
sit on his roof with a dart gun
just waiting for him to come
out doesn't it?

it's not a lie if you believe it;
it's not a mistake if you repeat it.

and tonight she cries out to a God she hasn't acknowledged in years
all she wants is her life back
all she wants is to be loved

Every night, she lies in her bed.

She escapes to a place
inside her head.

Her dreams mislead her,
they tell her lies.

She knows it won’t help
to hide the goodbyes.



pack up my stuff, and run away
never coming back, fall in love
and learn to fly. we won't give
up until we reach the sky.



Come on, let's run.
We'll make the great
escape. Grab my hand,
& We'll leave this place.

Sometimes, you just need to be alone.
Sometimes, not even your best friend needs to know.
Sometimes, you need to put up the walls so you
can examine yourself in the peace & quiet.
Sometimes the loud sounds need to fade away,
leaving only the silence & you; that's it.
I'm putting my walls back up,Never tearing them down again
or letting people through.
I should have never let you.

She's a disaster.
She loses faith in herself every day.
Her life is a mess and she doesn't even care.
No one understands her.
And people say stuff to put her down and
no one even notices that she might be breaking inside.
Or they never notice that maybe she needs a hug from someone.
Or someone to sit there with her and listen to her.
Maybe that’s all she needs...

I don't regret things I do.
I regret the things I didn't do
when I had the chance.

Charlie Brown: I think i'm afraid to be happy.
Lucy: How can you be afraid to be happy?
Charlie Brown: Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens.

And there she goes again,
listening to her ipod, trying to
forget everything

I'm not saying I have nothing,
I'm not saying I'm gone completely.
It's just sometimes it's all a bit too hard to handle.
Sometimes I feel like it's too much.
I'm not going to do anything stupid
because I know it's going to get better;
it has to, right?

She's got a smile on her face,
and a screw you attitude.
Because from this day on
she's living her life
for her.

There’s always gonna be that thing
you hate but can't change. that one
mistake you can't take back.. &&
that one memory you would do
anything to have again.

If I could keep you here forever, never to leave my arms, baby I'd be complete. `~|~`

would i say we have a history?
no.
that implies that there was something worth remembering.
see, all it was, was a delusional girl,
&& a boy who couldn't bring himself to give a damn.

if right is leaving, then i'd rather be wrong.

When I cry myself to sleep at night,
one of the only things I can think to myself about is
how can I seem so perfectly fine in the morning?
Why do I smile like nothing is wrong?
How does not one single person notice I'm not okay?


Sometimes, you just need to be alone.
Sometimes, not even your best friend needs to know.
Sometimes, you need to put up the walls so you
can examine yourself in the peace & quiet.
Sometimes the loud sounds need to fade away,
leaving only the silence & you; that's it.
I'm putting my walls back up,Never tearing them down again
or letting people through.
I should have never let you.

She's a disaster.
She loses faith in herself every day.
Her life is a mess and she doesn't even care.
No one understands her.
And people say stuff to put her down and
no one even notices that she might be breaking inside.
Or they never notice that maybe she needs a hug from someone.
Or someone to sit there with her and listen to her.
Maybe that’s all she needs...

I don't regret things I do.
I regret the things I didn't do
when I had the chance.

Charlie Brown: I think i'm afraid to be happy.
Lucy: How can you be afraid to be happy?
Charlie Brown: Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens.

And there she goes again,
listening to her ipod, trying to
forget everything

I'm not saying I have nothing,
I'm not saying I'm gone completely.
It's just sometimes it's all a bit too hard to handle.
Sometimes I feel like it's too much.
I'm not going to do anything stupid
because I know it's going to get better;
it has to, right?

She's got a smile on her face,
and a screw you attitude.
Because from this day on
she's living her life
for her.

There’s always gonna be that thing
you hate but can't change. that one
mistake you can't take back.. &&
that one memory you would do
anything to have again.

If I could keep you here forever, never to leave my arms, baby I'd be complete. `~|~`

would i say we have a history?
no.
that implies that there was something worth remembering.
see, all it was, was a delusional girl,
&& a boy who couldn't bring himself to give a damn.

if right is leaving, then i'd rather be wrong.

When I cry myself to sleep at night,
one of the only things I can think to myself about is
how can I seem so perfectly fine in the morning?
Why do I smile like nothing is wrong?
How does not one single person notice I'm not okay?


i'll stay strong when everything goes wrong..i promise...

You know i'm such a fool for you. You've got me wrapped around your finger. Do you have to let it linger?

It kills me to see him
and how he acts like that
and it kills me because
I know eventually the truth
is gonna have to come out.
And I don’t want it to
have to I juss want things to
Stay how they are right now.

all the talking all the shit
all the tears and all the hate it made
everything worse then it already was
and it’s already hard enough.
so would all you whores and bitches
just shutt the fuck up?

Boys like you are a dime a dozen."
-- Taking Back Sunday

You're waiting for someone
to put you together.

When your whole world is crumbling,
I promise to stay near.

I pledge allegiance to the flag
of the United States of Hyprocricy
and to the Republic for which it stands
one nation, ruled by liars, with liberty
and justice for the wealthy.

I was young & in love. I gave you everything, but it wasn't good enough.

You're soft on the lips but rough on the
heart. You pull me together, and t e a r
me apart

this island has become an ocean and my boats too small. The waves are crashing in and i can't save this sinking ship. -Senses Fail

You don't like me. You just like the chase.

He took all I ever had.
No sign of guilt. No feeling bad.

I want a boy to buy me
flowers just because it's Tuesday.

You say we're alright
and I'll convince you I'm fine.
But I'm falling apart
at the thought of you and I

.I'm often silent
when I'm screaming inside.




Those pretty song lyrics.
the kind you wanna spin to in a field,
those are the kind she loves

baby its cold outside,
so wrap me around your arms and hold me tight,
because i never want to forget this winter

(( learned )) a lot over the years,
through fake smiles & unseen tears
friends sometimes aren’t forever
that happy memories stay with you;
&& those moments go by --so fast--
so enjoy the things that go on now
cause the good stuff never lasts.

call me a friend but you stab me in the back
you pretend we get along it's all just an act
you always use people to get what you need
you take advantage of others to satisfy your greed

Everyone is changing,
There's no one left that's real.
So make up your own ending
And let me know just how you feel

Don't worry about me, my heart's not broken anymore. You should be worrying about yourself. Because as far as I can see, you're still an asshole.

i cannot live
i cannot breathe;
unless you do this with me.

i still cry alone in my room. i stare in the mirror and try to understand how i got this way. i wipe my eyes and put on my make-up .. just so nobody will ever know.

she sits on her porch alone with her headphones on listening to depressing music - the mascara running down her face as she looks up at the stars and wishes upon every one of them that someday she will find someone who loves her as much as she loves them.

she's classy unlike all the other girls.
she knows herself and she knows she's not perfect,
but she spends her time having fun
and doing the best she can with what she's got.

the next time you think you're falling in love,
smash your head into a wall,
it will hurt less in the end

You'd rather watch me drown
Than get your own hands wet.
Sinking to the bottom,
I'll forget who i've always been.

You hurt me by ignoring me
You hurt me with your smile of confusion.
You hurt me by telling me you loved me,
When you really didn't.
You hurt me by lying & telling me it's the truth.
You hurt me by staring at me like you care
& then closing your eyes as if I'm not there.
You hurt me by saying 'hi' & 'bye'
& then talking about me, behind my back.
You hurt me by telling me there was no one else
&, then, I saw you with another.
You hurt me.

Sweetheart, you can't bullshit me.
See, I've lied to myself enough to know
When someone else is doing it.
So try again, and how about the truth this time?

And the problem with everyone is
They still see me as who i was,
And not who i am now.

Who am i kidding baby?
This wasn't meant to be. i needed a believer
And you needed to believe

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance,
Because with you, I'd withstand,
All of hell to hold your hand

Theres only so many times a girl can be dissapointed,
Before she gives up trying,
Only so many times a girl can get her heart broken,
Before she gives up loving,
Only so many times a girl can get hurt,
Before she starts crying,
Theres only so much you can put her through
Before she stops trusting you.

Tell me you love me,
Come back and haunt me.
Nobody said it was easy.
No one ever said it would be this hard.
Oh, take me back to the start.

And I’ll let the words kill me, because the truth is; I’m already dead.

it's cold outside so you might
want to grab a jacket.
you might want to grab my hand, too <3

oh, how i love watching these christmas shows
& videos. it reminds me of when i use to believe
in the big, jolly, round guy in the red suit

all i want is to find him on christmas day, outside
my window holding a sign that says "Santa forgot one"

I'll have a blue Christmas without you;
I'll be so blue thinking about you.
Decorations of red
on a green Christmas tree
Won't mean a thing if
you're not here with me

Baby, I just want you here with me to snuggle next to
the Christmas tree, Kiss me under the mistletoe,
&& Promise me you`ll never let me go

Class is dead, darling;
it died with the dinosaurs.
It traded it's pearls & white wine
for a MySpace & Corona.
Welcome to the 21st century;
Would you like fries with that?

am content to walk a little slower,
because there is nowhere
that I really need to be

want to wear your baseball hat,
sit next to you at the high school
football games & have your arms
wrapped around me, knowing that
nothing can take away this feeling

i remember the first time we hugged,
the first time we kissed & the first
time you told me you loved me,
the first time that i knew i wasn't
ever going to live without you. <3

let's disappear. just gotta get out
of here. feel the wind across our
faces. we'll have some fun, gonna
dance in the rain. it's a perfect day
to break away. it doesn't matter what
we do, as long as i'm here with you

boy i feel sorry for you. there was a girl that
would have done anything for you, she might
not be the prettiest or the smartest but, i can
guarantee you..she would have given you the world

let's drink hot chocolate and stare at the stars,
while cuddled up in each others' arms.
let's watch as the snow blankets the ground,
the beating of our two hearts, the only sound.
lets stand under the mistletoe,
then act like we didn't even know.
we could even have a snowball fight,
boy, everything could feel so right.
come on baby, lets fall in love tonight.

life would be so much more
interesting if people randomly
broke out into happy songs in the
middle of a crowded street, just
like they do on Broadway. ;]

what hurts the most is being so close. And having so much to say and watching you walk away. And never knowin' what could've been. And not seeing that loving you was what I was trying to do.

& when you
hold me. i
wish you would
never ever let go.

i hate how you
cant act the same
around your friends
its stupid. go get a life.

&& i want to be
your only. the only
girl you look at
the only girl you call
the only girl whos
beautiful. the only
girl you acually care
about.

01. lets sip hot chocolate & sit by the fire
& be the winter romance everyone
wishes they could have x3

You should just put a condom on your head because if your gonna act like a dick, you might as well dress like one too

The saddest thing in the world
is loving someone, who used to love you.

it's hard to grow up in a society where you
will never be the pretty girl. Everyone
seems to have everything you don't. & dreams
are always one cloud away from where you are.



im still walking down memory lane,
cause i know ill be running into you.

in every lifetime there is one great love
& one unforgettable heartbreak



its not that we didnt talk
its that you never asked



the nights are cold and filled with snow. but i`m
warm here in my home. we look at the icicles hanging
from the wires. & i`m with my baby, sipping cocoa by the fire.



take my hand across this slippery ice.
i promise, we'll make it. & if we don`t, we`ll fall together



don't be scared if some fat guy in a red suit comes
into your room at night and throws you in a bag. i
told santa that i wanted you for christmas<3



if kisses were snow flakes ;; i`d sent you a blizzard?



Snowflake fell on your nose, frost bites on my toes.
you'll warm me up with a gentle kiss,
and well know this holiday love is true bliss.<3



Oh, I don't want a lot for christmas
This is all I'm asking for.
I just want to see my baby,
standing right outside my door
Oh, I just want hiim for my own,
more than you could ever know.
Make my wish come true...
Baby all I want for christmas is you



sneaking a kiss under the mistletoe.
i want a white christmas.
please, let it snow.



when your all grown up &married with children..
- one day - one of your kids will ask you who your
first love was.. &i hope you say my name.



just once in my life i want someone else to kiss first.
i want someone else to lie awake and wonder what
the right words are, if they'll be rejected, if they're
ruining a great friendship. i want him to want me so
much that he can't help himself, that he has to risk
everything for the chance to be with me.



i'm scared that i'm going to end up alone
i'm scared that i'm always going to be just
the friend, or just the best friend. but never
someone's everything. but mostly, what im
afraid of most is that i'll never find a guy
that i like as much as i like you



&& you can come over,
we can watch a scary movie
and take stupid pictures,
fall asleep together on my couch,
because you are my everything
and all that i am, is yours.



people say hate is a stronq word ;;
well so is love, but people throw it
around like it`s nothinq ____ <|3



And you know
It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait



i know im not easy to understand
i know i keep a lot inside, & i know
i'm not the easiest person to read
but thats okay, you know. cause
even though theres a lot about me
you'll never know, theres a hell alot
more of me you can learn to love



i wish sometimes
that you knew to run after the girl
when she turns her back on you



we could pack up and leave all our things behind,
no fact, or fiction, or storyline.
'cause i need you more than just for tonight.

They say memories are golden,
Maybe this is true.
But I never wanted memories,
I only wanted you.



I have two words for you; im done
after everything ive done for you, every chance
that i gave you, and yet you still break my heart
but its over now. finially ive realized that i dont
deserve this and honestly, you dont deserve me.
yeah i still love you and i probably will for a
long time, but i cant stay here anymore.
its hurts too much. i guess this is moving on



and in the end i'm not perfect.
i'll annoy you and tick you off,
say stupid things and then take them back again,
but put that all aside and you'll never
find a girl that loves you as much as i do.

write me some love letters
and ill keep them all
to read when im lonely



Catch the snowflakes
on your tongue, and
kiss me in the new
fallen snow



When you move on, remember me;
remember us and all we used to be.





why don’t you write,
why don’t you call me ?
ill wait here.

i'm staring at your picture & dreaming that
i could hold your hand. we'd walk down
to the ocean & i would write your name in
the sand. they say sometimes you need
some time apart.but ive got a bad case of'
broken heart & you're the only one who's
got the cure. and i can't live another day
without seeing you smile.

i love the way you roll excuses off the tip
of your tounge as i slowly fall apart.

if ever a day goes by without
me saying "i love you",
never let there be a moment
that goes by without you
knowing that i do.

Will you look back on this night
As the day that ruined your life?
Will you look back on these city streets and say,
" Oh god, what happened . . . ? "

when i dont see you in the halls
for those few minutes in between classes
it bums me out going to my next class
because those few minutes between class
are the best moments of my whole day

i'm not crazy, i'm not obsessed,
i'm not even a hopeless romantic.
I'm just a girl who knows she can't let
the love of her life slip away

here she goes again.
she swallows her tears.
puts her heart on her sleeve
and acts like the girl
everyone else wants
her to be.

There's no point in trying to talk to
you. I've tried to have a conversation
with you but all that comes out is the
empty feeling in my stomach and it
makes me realize that you will never
feel the same way about me as I do
about you

If it means marrying you
with a ringpop instead of
a diamond, i would do it.

Sometime, I spin around in my desk chair,
dance through the house like a dork,
recite Mother Goose rhymes to nobody.
Whatever it takes to get my mind off of you.

Tell me you've had trouble sleeping;
that you toss and turn from side to side,
that it's my face that you've been
seeing in your dreams at night
and i could tell you
his favorite colors green
he likes to argue,
born on the seventeenth
his sister's beautiful,
he has his fathers eyes
and if you asked me if i love him,
i'd lie.

I just want you to know that
if you ever need me,
I'll always be here for you..
& all you ever have to do is ask

Let's start over.
Let's forget all our problems.
Let's put our past behind us
And never bring it up again.
We can't live
Or love the past.
Let's throw all our problems away.
I'll give you my trust,
If you give me yours.
Baby,
Let's fall in love,
The right way.

i can't look at his smile.
its unbearably cute. it
gives me butterflies and
i just want to hug him

i just want someone who will
look forward to seeing me everyday
She's different from the rest of the girls.
She's not fake, she can tell you "good" music.
She likes to dance, sing, & act crazy with her friends.
She will overanaylyze everything you can possibly say,
she can argue but she hates too. She hates drama &
can live without it & the people that cause it.
But the one thing that she will never understand
is why he can't love her the way that she loves him.


can't find your knife?
oh wait.. i found it.
IN MY BACK.

i need you here tonight;
like the ocean needs the waves.

Isn't it amazing how you can keep so much
bottled up inside, and you can walk around and nobody has any idea.

I guess when you break it down,
I'm just so afraid. Afraid of Life. Death.
Love. Hate. Friendship.
I'm paranoid, I'm terrified and I'm such a teenage disaster.
And what scares me the most...I don't think anybody notices

we attach ourselves so strongly to people that when they`re gone,
a part of us is gone too.

you're the one that i stay up
all night thinking about...
coming up with cute things that i
wish could happen.

the thing is;
when she falls, she falls hard.
and no matter how many times she says 'i dont care';
she really does

I'm never waking up again
so I'll never have to find out what you did.
Each day it's harder to pretend.
That your eyes aren't lying as much as your mouth did.

i want to feel you close to me
and never will i wanna let you go
the feeling of love is something that i need
and this is something that you gotta know

There's a voice in my head telling me why I should hate you
But I hate myself instead.

we make believe every day
we make our lives seem like they're still worth living
when we find out in the end
it's only us that we've been kidding

I lived too fast and I loved too much and I'll die too young
but I chose this cup that I drank from.


When someone is born, someone dies,

someone laughs, and someone cries.

If you |love| someone, let them know.

Because if they leave tomorrow, they'll never know.



*It's a traffic jam, when you're already late. It's like a no smoking sign on your cigarette break. It's like ten thousand spoons, when all you need is a knife. It's meeting the man of your dreams and then meeting his beautiful wife...Life's ohh soo Ironic*

~And I'm always the girl that everyone thinks is perfect. I guess I hide the tears well. Because, to tell you the truth, When I'm alone... I'm the person I hate the most

~So what if I still like him? And would do anything to get him back? It doesn't change the fact that he's over and done with me...~

~Hold my hand, Brush my hair out of my face, whisper in my ear, hug me when I'm cold, Offer me your jacket...I don't care how you do it, just show me that you care~

I want to be the girl that he yells "I love you baby!" to in front of all of his friends. Yeah they might tease him... but it's only because we have something better than them*

*Unless it's mad, passionate, extradordinary love... it is a waste of your time*

*She scared because suddenly... it's soo clear how much he means to her*

~Breaking up with someone you really loved is like have the worst nightmare after one of your favorite dreams~

*Just say anything... tell me what I have to do to prove that I'm the only one in the world for you*

*She wanted something more... maybe just something a little bit better than second best...*

The pain is getting so bad. And the girl, she's getting so sad. The people, they just don't care. And love, they would never dare.'~|~'

Ever since he left her... she's found it hard to find the strength... she looks in the mirror as she wipes the running mascara from her eyes~

i just want to scream.
i cant deal with this anymore.

She doesn’t want to explain what she feels
Because she doesn’t exactly know
Half of her loves him
But half of her wants to let him go

you see that girl? yeah her. she seems
so invincible, right. but just touch her &
she'll wince. she has secrets && trusts
no-one. she's the perfect example of
betrayal. 'cause everyone that she ever
trusted, broke her.

I hide a b/r/o/k/e/n heart
behind a laughing face.
& even though I said
I'm over you, no one will
ever take your place.

No, I wont take off my clothes
on the first date &
I wont go bragging to all your friends
how amazing in bed you are.
Sorry, babe, I'm not your
average teenage slut.

my summer love never came, but i`m
desperately wishing for a
winter // romance

Paris: "Maybe I shouldn't go. I mean, what if I fall for him and he doesn't like me?"
Rory: "Then you'll find someone else."
Paris: "But what if there is no one else?"
Rory: "Then you'll buy some cats."
-Gilmore girls

&& nobody knows that I still
fall asleep thinking about you

If I could let go, I would. But it's not like you're just some guy I dated.
We have a past. You were my first love. You were & still are my everything.
Trust me..if I could let go, I would..cause my heart hurts.

People hurt me, criticize me, lie to me,
turn their backs on me time & time again...
they kill me slowly then wonder what my fucking problem is.

silly boy, she loved you. you never even gave her the time of day.

i've heard the speech a million times before,
"you can do better, you deserve so much more"
i get myself sick over it because i know that its true,
but i don't want better ... i only want [ y o u ]

you're talking to a girl who has
had her heart broken,
cried for continuous hours,
yelled and screamed for help.
a girl who turned her back on
the world and a girl who did
nothing but love someone
who couldn't love her back.



When I fell in love, I learned a few things.

How to believe someone with all your might,

How to be held and not want to be let go.

How kisses are always take the pain away…

And how to feel real pain when it’s gone.



i wish i never even met you
now. so then i wouldn’t stay
awake at night - starring at
my blank ceiling thinking
about you.
& how absolutely
perfect you are
& how I know im not good
enough for you.
how i may never
see you again
but your still out there
somewhere being absolutely
perfect for me.



When the shadows beam
Misery remains
I won't leave this time.



It's just so difficult being me
Instead of we

She's crying, she's breaking, she's lying, she's faking,
she's hated & taunted
she's wanted & flaunted
she's a puppet on a string,
an angel without a wing,
she's every girl you want her to be
but she only wants her self esteem



He left me here
In this misery
The whole world has
Turned it's back on me



and we painted crooked lies
but we danced in perfect time
to a love so much refined
we know not what it is
until it is dullen like wine



i need not your wicked weapons
my war is not with someone like you



An empty promise
Fills my veins with lies

And so the night wears on
And so my patience thins
To my eyes dawn in horror
Because I'm alone again



You make my world spin again.
I can’t, I can’t just let you go



It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's not all in my head



There's an emptiness inside her
And she'll do anything to fill it in



your incredibly selfish, not to mention downright, cold.
but you still have the only pair of hands I'll ever want to hold



I am sick of being me.

I can’t take it anymore.

Ugly, Stupid, Lame,

Reject, Pathetic.

But mostly…fake



just tell me it's tearing you apart
please, say it's keeping you
from falling asleep at night

in case you failed to notice,
in case you failed to see,
this is my heart bleeding before you,
this is me down on my knees



Music was my refuge.
I could crawl into the space between
the notes & curl back to loneliness.



I'm trying real hard, hard not to care
But I miss you my dear won't you come back?

Hold your head up high
You're never wrong
Somewhere in the right you belong
You would rather fight than walk away
What a lonely way to breathe the air
What an unlovely way to say you care
Now we're too far gone for me to save
And I never thought that we'd come to this


guess that it's typical
to cling to memories you'll
never get back again & to
sort through old photographs
of a summer long ago of a
friend that you used to know.

sometimes when people explode at you for "no reason" they really have a reason. its just pent up anger that has finally gotten the better of them

forget the day i loved you,
forget the day i cried.
forget the day i wanted you,
forget i ever tried.

it`s funny how things work out for me

i always like a boy

who doesn`t like me.

wait, that`s not funny.

cause everything i need
is everything you are

she's an artist...
a good painter actually.
see that smile on her face ?
well it`s her most famous piece

i promised myself that when
it was over i'd laugh at the
memories, but here i am
without a smile in sight. i
promised myself that i would
call you, just to see if you
were okay, but here i am & i
cant even dial your number.
i promised myself that when
it was over, i wouldnt shed
a tear, but here i am, shirt
almost soaked. i promised
myself i would let you go
gracefully, but here i am,
hating myself for letting
you leave. i promised myself
that when it was over, i
wouldnt look back but here
i am, unable to walk foward.
i promised myself i would
say goodbye but here i am,
still saying i love you..

And now everytime someone ruffles
your hair or asks you to dance,
everytime the full moon is out
and everytime the sun paints the
sky, he'll be all that's
on your mind.

This is an A & B conversation
so C your way out
before D and E come F you up, G

& she doesn't know what
she wants anymore, all she
knows is who she wants, &
that's the boy who doesn't
want her back


if you don`t understand my silence,
then you don`t deserve my words.

It's amazing how whenever
I try to like another guy
you always seem to sneak
into my mind and whisper,
"Hey, remember me?"

Strange how laughter looks
like crying with no sound &
how raindrops look like
tears without pain.

another dead end. & another love
gone wrong. another dream lost. &
the same sad song.

you were at one point the
best thing that ever happened
to me cause not only were you
my best friend but you taught
me what love was & now well
you're the worst thing that
has ever happened to me cause
you taught me what a
real heartbreak is.

I know someday you'll have a beautiful life
I know you'll be a star, in somebody else's sky
But why, why, why can't it be mine?

When your day is long,
and the night is yours alone,
when you're sure you've had enough
of this life,
then hang on.
Don't let yourself go,
because everybody cries.
Everybody hurts sometimes...
so hold on, hold on, hold on.
Everybody hurts.

Should I smile because we're friends, or cry because that's all we'll ever be?

picture yourself in a boat on a river with tangerine trees and marmalade skies. somebody calls you, you answer quite slowly a girl with kaleidoscope eyes.

We will only be at peace when the power of love conquers the love of power.


If a kiss were a raindrop, I'd send you showers.
If hugs were a second, I'd send you hours.
If smiles were water, I'd send you the sea.
If love was a person, I'd send you me.

cause i believe in romance
kissing while you slow dance

just promise me one thing,
you won't turn out to be like all the rest

told myself I wouldn't miss you
but I remember what it feels like
beside you

you're amazing & kissable. you're loveable & sweet.
you thrill me every minute & sweep me off my feet.
you're charming & disarming. desirable & true. you
inspire & impress me. & thats why i love you <3

And I'm hanging on your words.
Like I always used to do.
The words you use so lightly.
I only feel for you.

this is what i go by ;; it doesn't matter how
good-looking a guy is, it just depends on his
personality. if i a guy can make you laugh &&
make fun of you, then that's what would win me over.

he isn't my boyfriend -- but i
love his hugs, his smile, his advice,
his love, his kindness and the
times we laugh together.
i guess i fell in love with our friendship.

just tell me the truth;
did you ever really love me?
or was it all a joke?

shes fragile boy
dont break her.

shes the girl who ::
has a beautiful smile even with chapped lips
has shinning eyes after shes just cried
gives great h u g s even with a broken wrist
and she can make you smile on your worst day

our memories are like mixtapes
they sing me to sleep every night

you see her smiling in the hallway
and youd never guess she cries herself to sleep ever night

we could paint the sky full of stars
and splash the city walls with pretty colors
together we could change the world.

All I'm asking for is one day together
just you and me all alone and if you can
honestly tell me you dont feel anything
for me after that day I'll finally let you go

all the hours late at night
with no one around to hold her tight
needing someone there to help
when nothing but a pillow's felt

All I want is to go back
to that one night
where you held me so tightly as we looked at the stars
& you said "if I had a choice,
Id never let you go

and they ignore eachother && somehow cant find any words to say
but they both know it wasnt supposed to end this way

and i'm blasting my music so i won't hear my thoughts
but it's stupid because the lyrics just remind me of what i'm trying to forget
how did you manage to get all these people TO SING ABOUT YOU.


Oh yes I have returned

He'll only break your heart, it's a fact.
& even though I warn you, even though I guarantee
you that the boy will only hurt you terribly,
you'll still pursue him, ain't love grand?

people ask me why it's so hard to trust people,
& i ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise

Someday, you're going to wake up and
Realize that you need me;; But by then
I'll be waking up next to the guy who
Realized that long before you.

Shes standing on a line between giving up
& seeing how much more she can take.

I still hope that you miss me.
I hope you're lying in bed
thinking of me, regretting that
last conversation.

shes the girl that always forgives.
but she never forgets

&& I'm sorry if my eyes
don't sparkle like they used to...

The worst feeling isn't being lonely,
it's being forgotten by someone
you could never forget.

all she really wanted..
was for someone to care.

she looks at him. her eyes scream;
just tell me what you want from me

dance like the wind, shine like the stars,
sing like the birds & forget your scars

hold on to your best friend
because i bet in an entire lifetime
you won't find anybody else like them

sometimes i just wanna break down, quit putting on this act,

playing this role of someone who's always strong.

and before long, it's too late. i've become cold and distant,

my thoughts are inconsistent. so i suck it up and move foward.

i'm beginnning to think i help others with their problems

to avoid my own. screaming inside in the

purest tone, i quit this time. i'll walk alone.



What happens when you're too hurt to live and too scared to die? '~|~'



& I am always the girl,
who everybody thinks is perfect
I guess I can hide the tears well.
because when I am alone,
Im the person that I hate the most



if you have something to say ,,
take a chance and say it.
before the moment passes right by.



you can kill the dreamer
but you cant kill the dreams

&& there wasn't anything
wonderfully amazing
about him but there
was something that
she just couldn't resist.


So, please, just be patient.
I'm so afraid to care about someone.
I know it seems like I'm this strong girl
who can get through everything,
but inside I'm very fragile.
I've had so many things thrown at me,
& each one has only made a crack.
What I'm afraid of is shattering.

When your life
Is a mess
All you need
Is to get lost
In someone elses
[M a k e - b e l i e v e]

i just wish that i was one of those
lucky girls who had a boy to give her
the world & never had to build up the
courage to tell a guy how she feels
about him because she'd know that
he already felt the same way

Sure he's kinda crazy
He likes weird colors
He doesn't care what people say
And that's the way he is
And that's why I love him

Every girl wants to be a princess
With an expensive crown
I'm the music princess
& all I get are silly headphones

When you touched my
hand for the first time,
I wanted nothing more
than to hold it forever

I knew you were something special right from the start.
I knew it by the way you suddenly stole my heart.
Everything i say is completely true;;
I wanna spend forever && a lifetime with you

So, make her laugh a little and help
her get through. she used to cry and no
one knew. Help her out and treat her
right. It's been a while since she's smiled
so bright. Show her that not all guys lie,
and be the one that keeps her tears dry.

pulls her hair back as she screams
"i don't really wanna live this life"

sometimes you gotta quit thinking so much]
if it feels right , it probably is , so go with it

pretty soon she'll figure out
what his intentions were about
thats what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head.

Its a long shot baby
Yeah I know its true
But if anyone can make it
i'm betting on me and you <3

you make me feel out of my element
like i'm walking on broken glass
like my worlds spinning in slow motion
And you're moving too fast
we cannot deny [ how we feel inside ]
were you right was i wrong
were you weak was i strong
both of us broken caught in the moment
we lived and we loved
and we hurt and we joked; <3

shes a question without answers -who feels like
falling apart. she knows shes so much more then
worthless, but she needs to find her purpose<3
she wonders ; what did she do to deserve this.

because [ i love you ] & [ i want you ] & i cant be
without you. isweartheresnodoubt that i need you;
i adore you every inch .every part with
[ every little bit of my heart <3 ]




Things have been getting kind of heavy these days.

Trying to figure out what road to take.

There are many decisions to be made.

And the only time I feel okay Is when I’m in your arms



& its kind of sad after all this
you can just walk out of my life
like you were never there in the first place



Its really amazing when two strangers become the best of friends, but it's really sad when the best of friends become two strangers



we have four years to be irresponsible
relax; work is for people with jobs. you'll never
remember class time, but you'll remember time
hanging out with your friends. so stay out late
go out on a tuesday night when you have a
paper due wednesday. spend money you dont have
& drink until the sunrise. the work never ends
but highschool does



if you've gone to school for so long

how come they never teach you

how to say goodbye



& every night i wonder if you
are really thinking of me
and feel the same way as i do



I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go.



In life we learn a lot of things.
Which movie theatres have cup holders,
which classmate is most reliable to cheat off of,
how to give and take advice, how and why to love,
which roads harbor hidden cops, times to laugh or cry

and which towns have your bank's branch.
Among the most important things we learn is this:
just because we argue doesn't mean there's no love and
just because we aren't related

doesn't mean we aren't family.



don't leave me now
my memories are more than i cant take tonight
and god showed me how,
i'm supposed to trust in things beyond my sight
so teach me how to kneel when i don't know how to feel
and show me where you are
when my faith can't reach that far



and i wanna be the girl that saves him.

the one that he'd be absolulty lost without.

i wanna be the one who makes his life worth living



you know, when it works,
love is pretty amazing.





don't you want that one guy
who'd always know what to say
in every situation?

& that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.

Shake down you make me break,
for goodness sake
I think I'm on the edge
of something new with you...

Ten bucks says you don't have it in you
to conquer fear and quit believing what
they tell you to. You are careening
shamelessly into oblivion. You will live
alone with your chemicals and gin.

The room is on fire,
she’s fixing her hair
music so loud
she just doesn’t care

you're in
everysong
that i hear
thesedays

She's the type of girl that can be
so hurt ; but can still look at you
& smile .. the type of girl who is
willing to brighten your day ..
even if she cant brighten her own

It's sad when people you know become
people you knew When you can walk
right past someone like they were
never a big part of your life
How you used to be able to talk for hours
And how now, you can barely even look at them

i want to be the girl that
he gives his hoodie to wear
and cuddles up next to me when its cold
i want him to come up behind me
and wrap his arms around my waist
catch me off guard and whisper
"baby you look beautiful"

so carry me around like a picture in your pocket.
& take me out when things are at their worst. you
can show up at my house completely unannounced.
and we can have that movie kiss we've always talked about ?

i haven't taken a breath since we last touched
, and suffocating has never felt this good

Just crank up the volume &
we can sing like superstars
& dance like we're famous

the sweetest sound of all
is that of your own name
spoken by the only boy
you care about

Let's run away to a place where the air
tastes like rain and the sun shines like
Sunday morning. You bring your laugh
and I'll bring my sense of humor,
and we can waste the days, one week after another.

She's not like that now. She knows better.
She knows now that people lie and promises
can be broken as quick as they're made.
She understands she might never be loved

girl: ok I have a question for you
boy: alright ask me..
[short pause]
girl: what do you see when you look in my eyes?
boy: you honestly wanna know..
girl: yeah..
boy: my future

I always think of these crazy little stories
of you && I,
Sometime I wonder if you think of them too

this boy he simply amazes me
his smile, his laugh,
the way he treats me,
that look he gets in his eyes, his hugs, his kisses,
hes just simply amazing..<3

i cry at night tears blurring my sight

eyes overflowing with endless tears

but no matter what the number of tears

they will never wipe away my fears.



she`s too short. he`s too tall. his eyebrows are too thick and her nose is too small. her mouth is full of metal. he has four eyes instead of two. her hair is way too dark and his eyes are way too blue. she paints her nails black. he always wears a tie. she`ll never smile. he`ll never cry. she won`t be noticed. he won`t make the team. her name will never be in lights and he`ll never achieve his dream. why must we all be judged? why is being accepted so tough? why do people try so hard and why are teenage years so rough? no one should be judged. no one should be hurt by something you say. no one should be excluded and most of all no one should be treated this way.



I want you too ..
Show me... Why you love me
Tell me... When something goes wrong.
Protect me... If i shall ever be harmed.
Love me... No matter What Happens.

&& she doesnt mind if he catches her staring ...
because then she knows that he is staring back ...



we`re [ m o v i n g o n ] & we

can't [ s l o w d o w n ; ] these

[ m e m o r i e s ] are playing

like a film without sound <3



i'm not a good student,

i'm not the perfect daughter.

i wish there would be something

i could be good at except that my

imperfections are what my life

[ revolve around ]



when people don't laugh at our jokes, i don't think of
it as a " you had to be there " thing; just more like a
" you have to be mentally retarded like us " kinda thing.



i agree -- your friends
should always come first,
but real friends would
never make you choose.



& here she goes again ...
she swallows her tears,
with her heart on her sleeve,
puts on her fake smile,
and acts like the girl everyone
else wants her to be<3



partying & flirting -- chillin` all over town.
malls, movies, && just sitting around.
acting stupid && having fun;
that's the only way me && my girls
[ g e t i t d o n e ]



let`s dance while the
lights are shining bright.
let`s dance while the
music is feeling right.
romance till the
night is through.
you`ll be holding me,
& i`ll be holding you.



with a simple glance -- he makes my heart race.
one little word -- takes the frown off my face <3



for him i`d smile when he's happy,
kiss him when he's sad .. try to be the
perfect girl & calm him when he's mad.
hold his hand to make him strong &
say hes right when i know he`s wrong.


It's days like this that I wonder...is it really worth it? '~|~'

kiss me,
like an over-dramatic actor
with one chance to keep his job.

please don`t break me..
i`ve been broken enough
i`m afraid this time,
nobody will be able to fix me.
it takes billions of people,
to complete the world
but it only took you
to complete mine.

because i`m a
wishful thinker
with the
worst intentions.

baby take me on a journey,
i`ve been thinkin` lately
i could use
a little time alone with you.

tell me lover
are you lonely?

so your the bitch
that told the bitch
that i`m a bitch,
so listen bitch
it takes a bitch
to know a bitch
bitch

sitting here with you,
forever
just doesn`t seem long enough.

given time you can tell
he`s been down for a while,
but my god it`s so beautiful
when the boy smiles.
she`s so sick and tired
of always being
the second best.

sure ;; i think other guys are cute
but everytime i see a cute guy ;;
i remind my self of how cute you are,
of how much i love you ;;
of how sweet you are,
of how you can always brighten my day,
& suddenly that other guy
doesn't look so good anymore ;;
so i look the other way

if you want to be with her,
tell her

Don't you dare tell me we gotta let it go
We been on top for too long just to let it go under
I don't wanna hear that . I just can't hear that.
and know wherever you wanna take me
I'll go, I been with you for too long to start over with another

there's a difference between pretty && beautiful.
when someone is pretty, they have a good appearance
&& when someones beautiful they shine on the inside && out

true love is an 8 letter phrase.
then again, so is bullshit.

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything,
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world



I miss you.
I hate it, but I do.
I miss those stupid things you say,
yes I realize I seem to hate it when you say them.
but I miss them just the same.

& suddenly your mine;
and it's brighter than sunshine.

On my knees, I'll ask
last chance for one last dance,
Because with you, I'd withstand,
all of hell to hold your hand.

We cling to music, to poems, to quotes,
to writing, to art, because we desperately
do not want to be alone. We want to
know we aren't going crazy and someone
else out there knows exactly how you're
feeling. We want someone to explain the
things we can't. We love everything tied
up neatly, easy, simple, and when we can't
do that, it scares the hell out of us. To not
know the next step, or where you're
headed, kills. Being unsure isn't in our
plans. But its those moments, the ones
where you risk it and step unknowingly
into the future that assures us
life is larger than we'll ever know...

he's the blood in your veins
the hole in your heart
the pain that keeps going
that will tear you apart

She'll kiss until your lips bleed
But she will not take her dress off

good morning, dearly beloved
we are gathered here today
to watch two people we know make a big mistake
they'll stand up at the alter
and solemnly swear i do
they'll be together forever
'til they find somebody new

we almost laughed harder than we kissed
you were always something I could never resist



let’s get out of this country.
i’ll admit i am bored with me.
i drowned my sorrows
and slept around.
when not in body at least in mind.
we’ll find a cathedral city,
you can convince me i am pretty.

The radio plays a love song.
I smash my fist right through the dial.
Here's to the broken hearted.
A generation born in denial


let's start a war
so who's to blame
when the rain starts to fall?

Nights when the heat had gone out
we danced together alone.
Cold turned our breath into clouds,
we never said what we were dreaming of
But you turned my into somebody loved

Maybe this time
everything won't change.

I saw it the first time I laid eyes on him.
I don't think I knew it then,
But I guess I was falling in love.

For once in my life,
something felt right.
I guess that's why I had to go
and screw it up.

You don't expect these things to happen.
No one asks to be alone.
Some get used to it,
Some pretend to be used to it
And others are a walking work of destruction.

I may be emotional,
But I'm not weak.
It takes a strong person to have the courage to cry.

---edit---

The more of Forever we share ..
the more positive I am
That your my happiness. <3

she moved on.. `nd ii feel SORRY for you
b`coz she thought you were the most
AMAZiN` boy ever.. iF she could have any
guy iN the world.. she would have PiCKED
you above all the others... she THOUGHT
you were DiFFERENT.. she was wrong..
you`re jusz another guy to her now..

just wanna make it through
one day where i wasn`t wearing
a fake smile && pretending i am
completely happy x33

I don't know where
I stand with you and I don't
know what I mean to you,
all I know is that every time
Ithink of you all I wanna do is
[ be with you ]

nothing is forever ;; forever is a lie
all we have is what is between..
hello && goodbye?

i like him. i really like him.
but i'm scared that once
i get him - i'll lose him.
and i don't think i'll ever
be ready for that.

I really think theres a reason that I like him so much,like something is telling me not to let him go..everytime I follow my heart it leads me to him. I mean what other explanation is there? Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it that no matter how upset I am I see him and I cant help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles at me I feel that feeling in my stomach? And even when he'd broken my heart and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me..when he lied to me and I hated him..why then did I still feel those same feelings? Answer me that, and then I'll tell you why I let him hurt me so much.

Everytime you look my way I feel like I could just melt
and everytime you touch me I can't stand. I love the color of your
eyes and the feeling of your skin on mine. But it hurts to remember
how good old memories can feel.

Girls arent complicated.
I mean how hard is it to
tell us that we're beautiful
& give us flowers?

and there she goes again.
believing in something thats
probably never going to happen.

we sat on the bleachers outside of the school after
the game, and talked about life and growing up.
and that is what meant the most to me.

him: she's so beautiful
her: i'm not pretty enough for him
him: she never talks to me
her: it's so hard to say anything around him
him: i love her
her: he'd never love me

And ultimately, he's going to find out...
how you chew, how you sip, how you hum,
how you dance, how you smell at every point in the day.
The fact that most of your friends are shallow.
That you hate sitting in an aisle seat,
how you sometimes can't seem to listen,
how you get hyper when you travel,
how certain games or shows make you really happy,
how you get cranky because you're
too stupid to remember to sleep,
how you don't like the way you look in most of your pictures,
how you can't get off the phone when you're late
because you don't want to sound like you don't care,
how you have no ability to save receipts...
He's going to know all of it; everything about you,
he's going to know.And he's still going to love you.

He asked me if I was alright.
I looked at him, speechless.
"Yeah" I said. Then I thought
about it, and I looked into his eyes
as mine filled with tears.

if you'd just listen to her, maybe you'd understand.
maybe instead of thinking you know everything
& let go of your ego for awhile, you'd start to get to know her.
and maybe if you threw away your fears of getting hurt,
& just loved her, maybe you two could make it.

everybody thinks her life is perfect
but she's just a really good liar

I will fall farther into this mess I created. I am my worst enemy, the girl I've always hated. You'll all begin to hate me too. No one can save me, not even you. '~|~'

I don't think i've ever wanted something this bad. But now that I'm getting so closed to asking for what I want, I must admit, I'm so scared. Baby tell me you want this, just tell me you want this. '~|~'

your hands go around my waist.
my hands slide around your neck.
it's your kiss i wanna taste.
make this the night i will never forget.

For him I'd smile when he's happy,
kiss him when he's sad,
try to be the perfect girl
& calm him when he's mad.
Hold his hand to make him strong
& say he's right when I know he's wrong.

one day you'll look at a person and
see more than you did the day before.
like a switch was flicked somewhere
and that person who was just your friend
is suddenly the only person you can
imagine yourself being with




if i wanted any drama, i would
have signed up for a [ play ]

TRUTH ABOUT GiRLS; FACT # 18
It doesn't matter who dumped who or why. Whenever
we see an ex with another girl, it always bothers us. Not
because we`re not over you, but because we know that
we used to be that girl.

Those drunken words you spoke
made me want to believe you so much

I dont watch the news anymore
theres too much wrong with the world
and it bothers me to know
i cant change it.

wanna be the girl who changed everything that girl that made a difference that girl who gave everyone a story to tell

It hurts her to look into the mirror it hurts her to laugh with her friends the pain has gotten too far.. and now shes just another Stranger lost in the darkness

finally when everything you
want is pretty-much handed to you it's
almost as if you we're afraid to take

so you want a heart? you don't know how lucky you are not to have one. hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable - wizard of oz*

the truth is, i'm a f r a i d to start again. Love's burnt me so many times, baby i don't think I cant take this 3rd degree pain. '~|~'

and that was when I realized, I don't feel safe at all, never. I'm afraid to die, but i'm afraid to be alive. '~|~'

yeah, she has a hard time trusting people.. men especially, and who can blame her? shes had her heart broken too many times to count. && shes just trying to move on.

its not really sex.
and its not really drugs.
its the people in this society,
that are the source of the problems in this world.

girl: things are slowly going downhill and one of these days, i’m going to fall off the cliff and die.
boy: you're wrong ... you wont die.
girl: [confused] i wont?
boy: no ... because i'll be there at the bottom to catch you <--I always think these boy/girl quotes are so sweet, but I really wonder if i'll ever hear someone say something like that to me in real life.


boy I'm telling you, you got me open,
I don't know what to do it's true,
I'm going crazy over you.

maybe the reason why people
want love so much
is because it's the
closest thing we have
to magic. *

I want to be the one he stays up all
night thinking about and tells all
his boys 'I think I love her'

The stars have nothing on that smile of yours '~|~'

here’s to you, my best friend. just want
to say, that i miss having you around.

the shortest word i know is ' i '.
the sweetest word i know is ' love '.
and the person i never forget is ' you '.

Someday || someone || is going to walk into your life
& make you (r|e|a|l|i|z|e) why it never worked out with
- - - - - - - » a n y o n e e l s e « - - -

]]& with our friendship comes one guarntee;
whatever happens to you, happens to me<3

Remember when truth or dare
Consisted of eating bugs,
& the only holding hands you did
Was with your friends
When “getting some” meant
Stealing the cookie jar
& boys didn’t matter
[cause they had cooties]
Yea those were the days..

WANTED:
1 boy who will make my dreams come true.
1 boy who will love me no matter what i do.
someone that i can hug;; who won`t break my heart.
who will know how to treat me riight from the start.
if youu can fulfill my wishes, please--
let me know.

i was young and in love
i gave you everything, but it wasn't enough
and now you want to communicate
you know it's just a little too late
go for someone else
in letting you go, i'm loving myself
you gotta problem, don't go askin me for help

he gets her out of bed in the morning,
drags her to school, pulls her through classes,
brightens up her day, & doesn't even know he does it

You can [call_me] a
whore, bitch, or slut
but no matter what you say
I'll always be me and no one else.

I hate when I get so frustrated . Everything just goes wrong at once, & I try so hard to fight it. But the tears, they always come. I'm so scared of falling, cause once I do, it's fight after fight to get back up. It could take days, months, years even. I don't know if I have that kind of strength anymore. Please, don't let me fall.

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now
as she falls to the ground?
- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When we don't know whom to hate,
we hate ourselves.

he isnt my boyfriend- but I lovehis hugs, his smile, his advice,
his love, his kindness, & thetimes we laugh together- I guessI fell in love with our friendship

Have you have had that empty feeling inside
of you like no one cares or loves you back ;;
as if you cried ; no one would be there to
wipe away all of your tears?

you stood at your door with
your hands on my wasit and kissed
me like you meant it

so lets have our last dance - hold me tight
in your arms, move me quietly to the music
then press freeze -- i want to stay in this
moment forever

dress to impress and
never let them see you
frown .. cause there's
people out there that
would kill to see you down

I wonder when i pass by does his stomach do a flip? does he get nervous? does he ignore his friends, just to look at me? does he wait to see my smile? does he get sweaty palms? does he think to himself ... "oh gosh here she comes"?

Back when a hoe was a hoe
Coke was a coke
And crack's what you were doing
When you were cracking jokes
Back when a screw was a screw
The wind was all that blew
And when you said I'm down with that
Well it meant you had the flu

Isn't it amazing how you can keep so much
bottled up inside, and you can walk around and nobody
has any idea.

i wanna be the one you can kiss & hold
in front of your friends & not feel the
slightest bit embarrassed

You know you're in love when you see that someone &
your heart flutters, your stomach gets butterflies,
& the rest of the world disappears

don't tell me who i am,
because unless i write all my thoughts down,
on a piece of paper and hand it to you,
you don't even know half my life.

i want a guy that's sweet,
you know;; give me his coat
when i'm cold, stand up for me
against his friends, treat me like
i'm one of a kind, but most of all
loves me for me

the problem with guys:
they make you believe they love you
when they don't.
the problem with girls:
they make you believe they don't love you
when they do.

and that look in your eyes, makes me wonder what you're thinking when you look at me. There's something in your stare, there's this feeling here. Baby tell me it's l o v e <3 '~|~'

there are those friends who think they should be more important then the boy you love, but if they were a BEST friend, they would understand just how much you need that boy's love. '~|~'

Fish without water, Piglet without Pooh,
Humans without air, In other words, me
without you

I want to be the smile, the first thought,
the long drive or the short walk,
the last voice, the random call,
the laugh, the perfect kiss,
the comfort hug, your second half,
the sparkle in your eye,
the everything you need
just what you want..
i want to be your perfection ©

boy-whats your biggest fantasy ?
girl-to kiss in the rain. whats yours?
boy-to be the one kissing you'

boy: tell me who you love

girl: i can't...

boy: why not? you know you can trust me

girl: its not a trust problem

boy: then what is it?

girl: its a fear you won't love me back '~|~'


it's lonely here with
no one to turn to
it's a parallel universe
and i'm just another face

Don't say you know how I feel
Because you haven't felt pain unless
You've been through what I have been through...

It's different when your lonely....
The whole world seems to be in love

Never forget what people say when their mad
Because that's when the truth comes out...

so many mixed signals, baby I can't figure you out. How is my heart supposed to know how you feel, when i've got so much doubt? '~|~'


don't tell me i jocked, i don't take credit. Take what you like. '~|~' means i made it.

all our young lives we search for someone to love, we
choose parnters, change partners, we dance to the song of heartbreak
and hope, all the while wondering if there's someone, somewhere
searching for us.

you threw out my love
like yesterday's trash.
now go wash all the lies you
told me off your filthy hands.

shes moved on & i feel sorry for you
because she thought you were the
most amazing boy ever. if she could
have any guy in the world, she would
have picked you above the others. she
thought you were different. she was wrong
you're just another guy to her now.
heres to the teenage romance and
never knowing why it hurts like hell

i should tell you I'm disaster.

Admit it. We flirt with each other.
We have so much fun with each other.
We laugh with each other
and we even try to be with each other.
And I believe that we secretly love each other.
But how come when I think of you and wonder if you're thinking of me,
it feels like you aren't

go ahead, take a mile in my shoes
i bet you'll fall on the first step

some say knowledge is power. i say love is power.
love gives you a sense; a sense of feeling that you
do infact have power. so i say who needs knowledge,
when your not loved what does it all mean?

and when you're around, its like you jumped into my heart, like you're inside of me. I feel as if we've become one. I enjoy your company so much, such a simple and beautiful little something that makes just a couple minutes with you the best part of my day. '~|~'

&IfOneDay
you actually start to care. tell me.

blood means you`re related - it doesn`t
mean you`re family

& don't you love how in
every girls profile, there
are quotes about a certain
guy, but he never notices ?

awkward conversations, secret stares. Pretending we don't know eachother are there. Descrete flirts, glances in the hall. Going out of our way to see eachother, jumping for love and praying we don't fall. Oh yeah. Its that stupid "pretend i don't like him/her" kinda love<3 '~|~'

he will always be my best friend.

Yeah, I talk to other guys,
I laugh with other guys
&& I hug other guys,
But none of them
will ever mean as much
To me, as you do.

Oh! How I wish I could read your mind, your smile as you look from across another crowded room.

Every minute I'm with you I pray that it will last forever
then I snap back to reality and realize
that will never, in a million years, happen.

One of the worst feelings in the world
is knowing that special someone is
in your heart… but you're not in theirs.

Every time she laughs, she hopes he is watching, not so she can let him see she is happy but so maybe, just maybe he will fall for her smile just as hard as she fell for his.

When you hug someone so tight you can hardly breathe,
it's just your two hearts trying to touch.

I think faith forgot about me this time.

come on baby, we ain't gonna live forever. Let me show you all the things that we could do. I know you wanna be together. And I wanna spend my night with you. Yeah yeah. With you. Come with me tonight we could make the night last forever.


on september eleventh, two-thousand-and-one, 2,973 people died because of nineteen hijackers.
don't forget. <3
all the victim's families are in my prayers.

i'll be everything you want me to be
because i love seeing you happy

no one here is to blame.

its not really sex.
and its not really drugs.
its the people in this society,
that are the source of the problems in this world.

You change for two reasons.
either you learn enough that you want to,
or you've been hurt enough that you have to.

her friends tell her she's gorgeous.
she ignores their comments, && on
the inside, she thinks she's the
ugliest person alive.

& now is when
you start to realize who really matters
who never did & who always will<3

Behind my smile is a hurting heart
Behind my laugh i'm falling apart
Look closely at me, and you will see
The girl I am isn't me.

[ sometimes in life you want to s t o p the worst times,
fast f o r w a r d threw the bad times, r e w i n d the
good times, & p a u s e the great times ] xxx

i want you to put out your hand
and grab for mine, while all of your
friends are watching and say
" come on baby, let's make them jealous "

girl : when the radio dies, will you sing for me ?
boy : i'll break the radio just to sing for you. <3

I don't need the hottest
guy alive or the jock on
the varsity football team..
all I want is a guy to love
me for me.

life is about chasing after the things you truely think are worth it,
even if they dont happen,
i'd rather have nothing than know that i settled for something i didnt want



I'm feeling this, I'm feeling you. I'm falling again and I don't know what to do. you're drawing me so close, pulling me in. but letting this love happen is like a s i n. 'cause it feels so right but I don't want to be hurt again. should you really be more than a friend? '~|~'



the first thing we did in kindergarden
was get shown a picture of an apple &&
two oranges, then pick out which ones
didn't belong. the first thing we were
taught was that being different is wrong.

&& all she wants ` is someone that will treat *
her riqht. ' someone that will call her
beautiful when she needs it the most
someone that will love her ; endlessly.

Sometimes the two people that are
meant to be are the last to realize it

she's such a pretty little thing
but when they give her compliments
she just wants them to shut up,
because no matter what
shes never good enough for herself.



don't tell me i'm this, don't tell me i'm that. don't tell me i'm thin, don't tell me i'm fat. don't tell me i'm a whore, don't tell me i'm a slut. don't tell me whether i can talk or keep my mouth shut. i control me and i know who i am. It doesn't matter what you think, I don't give a damn.

oh the chemistry between us could destroy this place.

it was love to us,
it was all that we had.
and there's just days when
you break the best thing you had.
and i still call it love,
for now, it's the closest i've come.

im not in love with you anymore but part of me will always feel something for you. i guess right now, im in love with who you were and who we were together <3

He's my best friend, you know? The kind where at the end of the day I love to come home just to talk to him. The kind where I long for the weekend so I can see him. He's more than my best friend; he's my world....

we all just kind of wander
around here aimlessly
searching for someone who
understands

Don't hate, it's too big a burden to bear.
++ Martin Luther King

you didn't love the boy too much, you
loved him too well. and at our age, some people
just don't know what to do with that.

when you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun, then you grow up and learn to be cautious; you could break a bone, or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there is no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?

Why is it that its said time changes things. Why is that. Like divorces, no one is together anymore these days. Whats time really got to do with it? I think that it's people who don't have the maturity to act their age. And best friends, why do they all end up hating each other? We cannot blame time for the things that we cause. Keep your friends and your loves, because sooner or later, your going to turn your head and start talking to someone and realize that they are not beside you anymore..

When you hug so tightly you can barely breathe,
it's merely your hearts trying to touch

Love doesn't hurt
So I know I'm not falling in love
I'm just falling to pieces
If this is giving up
Then I'm giving up
And maybe I'm not up for
Being a victim of love
When all my resistance
Will never be distance enough

it takes a strong heart to love but
an even stronger heart to love
after it's been shattered




on the outside, you know you're not that same
naive kid anymore. you've been through too
much lately. but deep down, at your core, there
will always be a part of you that rejects reality,
that is eternally hopeful.

the feeling of losing yourself in
somebody's arms- yet at the
same time finding yourself there-
is irreplaceable. nothing compares
to the intensity of that feeling.

A memory of true love is like a favorite song ;
no matter how many times it plays again,
you never get tired of it



i love you, i have loved you all along.
And i miss you, been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
believe it, hold on to me, never let me go



I know you may not be my soul mate,
or you may not be 'the one',
and I will probably hate you 20 years from now.
But I'm not asking for forever.
All I want is to be with you right now because I know
that is what will make me happy.



people often hold onto something
because they fear nothing that great
could ever happen to them again.