Rina's entertainment notebook.

one.
"I'll let you be in my dreams if I can be in yours." - Bob Dylan

two.
You let go, It’s my turn now. I can accept that. but when I
find happiness don’t you dare decide that you love me

three.
we all need something we consider worth
getting up in the morning for. whether it's real or not;
healthy or destructive; tangible or false is irrelevant.
when you've got nothing to hang onto,
deception can seem pretty inviting

four.
It grows cold.
Autumn's not the same without you.
The colors fade beautiful to lifeless.

five.
I find it easier to sit and stare than push my limbs out
towards you right there. My heart is bursting in your
perfect eyes. As blue as oceans and as pure as skies.

six.
You were one of those things that I looked
at & just needed to have.

seven.
You may not always end up where you thought you'd be,
but you'll always end up where you're meant to be.

eight.
Its amazing that every time we would talk your eyes were only focused
on me not the people passing by.

nine.
Truth is, I really miss you. I wanna feel your heart beat when your
holding me & feel your warm hand holding mine. Most of all though
I want to hear you say " I love you baby " one more time.

ten.
Road signs & streetlights are what guide you on your way.
Distance doesn't seem to matter much
if you've got big dreams at a young age.

eleven.
Sometimes you have to test someone.
Not because you don't trust them,
but to see how much they'll sacrifice for you.
And sometimes you have to let them go;
not because you suddenly stopped loving them,
but to see if they love you enough to come back.

twelve.
I cry at weddings; hospitals make me nervous.
I'm sarcastic to a fault, but it doesn't matter.
I can be pretty mean; naive is my middle name.
and I want to believe in perfect love, but it all doesn't matter.
He thinks it's cute. :)

thirteen.
Because we couldn't see each other everday,
it made the times we spend a lot more special.

fourteen.
they say friendship is worth every penny,
but you, my friend, are worth every second of my life.

fifteen.
I fantasize about rejecting the apologies
that I know will never come.

sixteen.
She wanted to think that maybe, maybe this time it was going to happen. Maybe he was going to fall for her.

seventeen.
You know how it is,
when you don't want to miss them,
but you want them to miss you.

eighteen.
She's got this subtle beauty where she knows what you're thinking,
but she doesn't let you know she's got you figured out.

nineteen.
"The greatest trick the Devil ever pulled was convincing the world he didn't exist."

twenty.
"If I got to choose someone to lose, I would never lose something like you."

so i leave for college august 23rd and i'm soo anxious/excited/scared all these things rolled into one! this is why i haven't been updating often, i'm trying to enjoy my last few weeks with as many people as possible :]





he's taught me how to love. he was the first boy i kissed that actually meant
something. he's not perfect, not even close. but that doesn't mean he's everything
i've ever wanted.




it's probably the wrong time to tell you this,
but i just want you to know that if you ever need me,
i'll always be here for you. all you have to do is ask.




Sometimes the feelings we start to have again
are the same feelings that never really went away.




"We didn't have to hate each other for getting older,
we just had to forgive ourselves for growing up" -The Wonder Years




don't ever part your lips just follow my lead,
and focus on the rhythm of my hips.
fingertips say more than i ever could.




That's the danger in starting a fire
you'll never know how many bridges you'll burn.




From the top of the world
We'll let them know
That your biggest fear is letting go.




a free lesson on growing up
make the best of their worst
and never compromise what you feel is right




use my name like you know me
you're all the same
keep running your mouth
mark my words were taking over the world.




You taste like self-destruction, I follow where I'm lead.




There's something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
and it reminded me that you're so worth the fight




I swear, I'd burn the city down to show you the light.




the glittering people in this big world
say love can't come to such a young girl
but i know that real love is music
and he's the melody to my harmony.




we sat there, the four of us, music in our ears,
the bottles piling on the ground, thinking that these are our good days.
these are our days of remembering, and the green grass and the dark sky,
they are our home, we are all that anyone could ever need.