Friday, April 20, 2007

There was this guy who believed very much in true love and decided to take his time to wait for his right girl to appear. He believed that there would definitely be someone special out there for him, but none came.

Every year at Christmas, his ex-girlfriend would return from Vancouver to look him up. He was aware that she still held some hope of re-kindling the past romance with him. He did not wish to mislead her in any way. So he would always get one of his girl friends to pose as his steady whenever she came back. That went on for several years and each year, the guy would get a different girl to pose as his romantic interest. So whenever the ex-girlfriend came to visit him, she would be led into believing that it was all over between her and the guy. The girl took all those rather well, often trying to casually tease him about his different girlfriends, or so, as it seemed! In fact, the girl often wept in secret whenever she saw him with another girl, but she was too proud to admit it. Still, every Christmas, she returned, hoping to re-kindle some form of romance. But each time, she returned to Vancouver feeling disappointed.

Finally she decided that she could not play that game any longer. Therefore, she confronted him and professed that after all those years, he was still the only man that she had ever loved. Although the guy knew of her feelings for him, he was still taken back and have never expected her to react that way. He always thought that she would slowly forget about him over time and come to terms that it was all over between them. Although he was touched by her undying love for him and wanted so much to accept her again, he remembered why he rejected her in the first place-she was not the one he wanted. So he hardened his heart and turned her down cruelly. Since then, three years have passed and the girl never return anymore. They never even wrote to each other. The guy went on with his life..... still searching for the one but somehow deep inside him, he missed the girl.

On the Christmas of 1995, he went to his friend's party alone. "Hey, how come all alone this year? Where are all your girlfriends? What happened to that Vancouver babe who joins you every Christmas?", asked one of his friend. He felt warm and comforted by his friend's queries about her, still he just surged on.
Then, he came upon one of his many girlfriends whom he once requested to pose as his steady. He wanted so much to ignore her ..... not that he was impolite, but because at that moment, he just didn't feel comfortable with those girlfriends anymore. It was almost like he was being judged by them. The girl saw him and shouted across the floor for him. Unable to avoid her, he went up to acknowledge her.

"Hi......how are you? Enjoying the party?" the girl asked.

"Sure.....yeah!", he replied.
She was slightly tipsy..... must be from the whiskey on her hand. She continued,
"Why...? Don't you need someone to pose as your girlfriend this year?" Then he answered, "No, there is no need for that anymore......"
Before he can continue, he was interrupted, "Oh yes! Must have found a girlfriend! You haven't been searching for one for the past years, right?" The man looked up, as if he has struck gold, his face beamed and looked directly at the drunken girl. He replied, "Yes......you are right! I haven't been looking for anyone for the past years."
With that, the man darted across the floor and out the door, leaving the lady in much bewilderment. He finally realized that he has already found his dream girl, and she was.....the Vancouver girl all along! The drunken lady has said something that awoken him.

All along he has found his girl. That was why he did not bother to look further when he realized she was not coming back. It was not any specific girl he was seeking! It was perfection that he wanted, and yes.....perfection!!
Relationship is something both parties should work on. Realizing that he had let away someone so important in his life, he decided to call her immediately. His whole mind was flooded with fear. He was afraid that she might have found someone new or no longer had the same feelings anymore..... For once, he felt the fear of losing someone.

As it was Christmas eve, the line was quite hard to get through, especially an overseas call. He tried again and again, never giving up. Finally, he got through......precisely at 1200 midnight. He confessed his love for her and the girl was moved to tears. It seemed that she never got over him! Even after so long, she was still waiting for him, never giving up.

He was so excited to meet her and to begin his new chapter of their lives. He decided to fly to Vancouver to join her. It was the happiest time of their lives! But their happy time was short-lived. Two days before he was supposed to fly to Vancouver, he received a call from her father. She had a head-on car collision with a drunken driver. She passed away after 6 hours in a coma.
The guy was devastated, as it was a complete loss. Why did fate played such cruel games with him? He cursed the heaven for taking her away from him, denying even one last look at her! How cruel he cursed! How he damned the Gods...!! How he hated himself....for taking so long to realize his mistake!! That was in 1996.

The moral of this story is :
Treasure what you have...
Time is too slow for those who wait;
Too swift for those who fear;
Too long for those who grief;
Too short for those who rejoice;
But for those who love...
Time is Eternity.

For all you out there with someone special in your heart, cherish that person, cherish every moment that you spend together that special someone, for in life, anything can happen anytime. You may painfully regret, only to realise that it is too late.

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we were walking there,
i had tangles in my hair,
but you make me feel so pretty
I hold sunlight,
and swallow butterflies
and it makes me want to cry.

i watch the ice melt on the glass
while the eloquent young pilgrims pass
and leave behind their trail
imploring us not to fail.


in the morning when you awake,
let's disappear.
with a little bit of money we could buy us a car.
with a little luck we could get away
from where we are.
let's get out of here.

but at least i still have
my pride
right?
(wrong. fuck you)

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Birds..scream at the top of their lungs every morning at daybreak to warn us all of the truth..but sadly we don't speak bird.

1.

God made the space inbetween your fingers for him to fill it up.

2.

i wanna be the one he stays up all night thinking about and tells all his boys 'i think i love her'

3.

the only person who can fix a broken heart is the person who broke it in the first place

4.

Every boy is surrounded by girls.


I just want one to pick me from the mob;


Not because I was fighting for him,


But simply because I caught his eye.

5.

I'm looking at your picture


cause it's all that I've got


maybe one day you & I


will have one more shot

6.

The [truth] is


every girl has a dream


mine is to [wake] up


to rocks being thrown


at my bedroom [window]


only to [see] the boy [I] love


standing in the rain.

7.

In ten years there's no way in hell we'll remember


all the boys we got with ; _all the girls we hated*


or how many crazy rules we [ b R o k E ] ;


just that we did it all * T 0 G E T H E R


9.

A friend will tell you something


looks good on you when it really


doesn`t. a best friend will say "Get


that crap off and try something


better on!"

10.

I love how we can


be totally silent &


yet we know exactly


what`s on each other`s


mind.

11.

You know you`re in love


when wherever you see


him, you act like nothing


else matters and you feel


like you`re floating on air.

12.

I don`t want a guy who


showers me with gifts. as


long as he loves me, i


couldn`t be happier.

13.

It`s like that school girl kind


of love :: the one where you


chew on your pen and look


out the window and imagine


you two getting married.


14.

The whole world could be telling


us it wouldn`t work -- but they


don`t know that i`m a girl who


follows her heart ; not what other


people say.

15.

all i can picture is the color


of your eyes and the way


you make me smile; *

16.

We do act retarded and dance around like


we have to pee and yes, we brake into


random song and talk like we're mentally


challenged. But that's just who we are.

17.

i never know what to say to you


when you ask me what's wrong


i mean how can i tell you


that your all i want


and knowing that i cant have you


tears me apart

18.

i love you so baby...


just grab my hand, hold me tighter


and act like no ones watching <3

19.

someday your prince will come.


mine just got lost and& was too


stupid to ask for directions

20.

life doesn't hurt until you think about


how much things have changed.


who you've lost along the way


& about how much of this was your fault...

21.

Being around you,


makes me feel like


for once in my life,


I don't have to


try to be happy,


it just happens.

22.

when you were little, did you ever spread your arms


out & spin. it's like love inside. you're telling yourself


to stop because you might get hurt, but you just want


to keep on spinning.


23.

looking at your picture, from when we first met


you gave me a smile that i could never forget


& nothing i could do could protect me from you that night


wrapped around your finger; always on my mind


the days would blend cuz we stayed up all night


yeah, you and i were everything... everything to me


i just want you to know that i've been fighting to let you go


some days i make it through.. and then theres nights that never end


i wish that i could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me


but still i have to say.... i would do it all again

24.

I want to be with you. I just want to be with you.


If I could hold your hand for the rest of my life,


I would never be scared again. I want to hold you tight


& I want to tell you every second how much you mean to me,


because no one has ever meant more. I want to be able to help you


& make you smile; just let me make you smile.

25.

When you love someone,


it doesn't matter if you see them everyday,


because you always have a picture of them in your heart


I never thought in a million years


I would find someone


so amazing and completely perfect.


Someone that would make me happier


then I have ever dreamed.


Someone that would give me a whole new


reason to breathe ...

26.

She'll try to get over him..


but she knows hes the only one


who can make that sparkle in her eyes.

27.

basicically, I just want to be


the girl he gives his hoodie to


to wear and cuddles up next to


when its cold.. I want him to


come up behind me and wrap


his arms around my waist and


whisper, "i love you"

28.

The day i met you my life changed


the way you make me feel is hard to explain.


You make me smile in a special kind of way.


You make me fall deeper for you everyday


and when i look into your eyes i know it's true


there's no one else in the world for me but you

29.

Don`t you miss the nights we talked for hours && I held the phone up to my music saying.. " this is the part of the song that reminds me of us"

30.

Sometimes we just don’t appreciate those people who really care for us until they leave us, until we lose them, then we regret. Outer beauty doesn’t matter; it’s the inside that counts. It's better to tell someone how much you love them rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them. You'll regret it.

31.

be lucky to have him as a friend because if you & him date & then break up, that friendship will never be the same. & in those months that you don't have him as a friend.. those will be the months you need him the most, & you won't have him. he's a great friend, so don't wish for more than you have because you have it better than anyone to have him be your best friend. <3

32.

knew you were something special right from the start

I knew it by the way you suddenly stole my heart.

Everything i say is completely true ;;


I wanna spend forever && a lifetime with you.