Her heart was broken,
but she still brought happiness to others,
even if she couldn't be happy herself.
That's why people loved her.
Let's start over,
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over,
'Cause a part of me is standing in the ground.
This love is killing me,
but you're the only one.
It's not over.
im not jealous.
im just a girl that would just love
to punch every other girl in the face
that gives you a second look.
so i`m single .
no intentions of looking for a guy .
this time, i`m letting him find me .
Spinning around and around,
Until my left was my right and up became down.
With just one look you knocked me off of my feet.
So unable to speak. Oh how you made me weak.
Though it was a while ago, I still can recall.
That moment so ready, and waiting to fall.
Can you take me back in time
Remembering when you captured my heart
Over and over again.
whenever you feel lonely just look at the spaces
between your fingers & remember that's where my
fingers will always fit perfectly.
Laugh until your body aches,
cry until you start to shake.
Live like the world is yours to take,
love as though your heart won't break.
i've never been scared before,
sometimes a little intimidated, but never scared.
but you, you scare me.
i'm so scared that i'll want you forever, and you'll only
want me for a few moments in your life.
Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been.
You & I were different. We came from different worlds,
& yet you were the one who taught me the value of love.
cause when push comes to shove
you taste what you 're made of
you might bend til you break
cause it's all you can take
on your knees you look up
decide you've had enough
you get mad, you get strong,
wipe your hands, shake it off
then you stand.
---
finally, when it happened,
I knew I was complete.
From the way I couldnt stop smiling afterwards.
From the look in your eyes before it happened.
I knew that was the kiss I wanted to have every day for the rest of my life.
so you turn up the music
and try to block out the screams.
you try to ignore your heart
as it crumbles and bleeds.
the pain is too much.
you can't take it anymore.
& everytime you turn up the volume
you scream a little more
Even when the sun forgets to shine,
I'll be there to hold you through the night.
& Even when we're miles and miles apart,
You're the only one who holds my heart.
lately i cry for no reason
my emotions go up & quickly fall
my head is still messed up & confused
looks like i`ve been used & abused;
out of no where tears run down my face
& always happens in the worst place
i`m always done & wearing a frown ..
tell me what will make this feeling go away,
i want it to leave but it just wants to stay
i understand that scissors can beat paper,
and i get how rock can beat scissors, buts
there's no fricken way paper can beat rock.
is paper supposed to magically "wrap around"
rock, leaving it immoblie? why the heck cant
paper do this to scissors? screw scissors, why
can't paper do this to people? why aren't sheets
of college ruled notebook paper constantly
suffocating students as they attempt to take
notes in class? i'll tell you why, because paper
can't beat anybody. a rock would tear the
stupid paper up in about 2 seconds. when i play
rock/paper/sciccors, i always choose rock.
then when someone claims to have beaten me
with their paper i can punch them in the face
with my already clenched fist and say,
"oh crap, i'm sorry,
i thought paper would protect you"
Break all the records, Burn all the cassettes.
I'd be lying if I told you That I had no regrets .
There were so many mistakes.
And what a difference they make.
But it shouldn't surprise you at all.
i'll give you enough time to regain
your composure, to reconstruct
a heart that's torn apart from
over-exposure.
everything inside you knows that
there's much more than what you've heard:;
there's so much more than
empty conversations filled with empty words.
and you're on fire when he's near you.
---
and he had this sort of accidental smile
that always found a way across his lips
before he could worry about looking uncool.
---
you broke my heart again this time.
you're fading now, you crossed the line.
you just crossed the line.
---
i'm obsessed and stressed with this mess.
i can't think of things to write, to type down.
these fingertips are moving faster than these lips.
you can only imagine how jealous my mouth is.
---
we almost had it right,
but the puzzle pieces misaligned.
you've been talking in your sleep,
but you never mentioned me.
---
i want to swallow these pills to get to sleep,
so i don't have to make a bad impression.
i need to start to be myself,
because i'm sick of everybody else.
---
breakdown, rebound.
this could be my last goodbye.
you cross your heart, i hope to die.
---
i know i say i'm just fine.
but i hope you wonder from time to time
---
i hate the way you look at me.
where's the pills that cure this thing
that you call, sweeping me off my feet
---
if you're a butterfly,
i'm suicide by insecticide.
if i'm kerosene then you're a spark,
just begging to ignite.
you'll wish you never met me.
---
you have beautiful, beautiful eyes.
so bright, alive, and enchanting.
i want to be with you all of the time.
it's hopeless but i have to try.
---
i've never had this many feelings
for one person. don't get me wrong,
i've fallen for people before,
but it's different this time.
this time, it hurts.
---
and all the gold dust in her eyes
won't reform into rain.
you had and lost the one thing
you kept in a safe place.
remember the face of the girl
who made you her own.
and how you left her alone.
---
you shouldn't have to ask her to explain.
her eyes tell the whole story,
and you already know.
---
i guess you could say
you helped me through it.
well you could also say you
caused this. thoughts of you
occupied my mind and though
you don't know it, i think of those
memories of us all the time.
---
she smiles like everyone expects her to,
she living up to the expectation of
never letting anything get to her.
but something's wrong with that smile today.
congratulations, kid. you got to her.
---
you're waiting for someone
to put you together. you're waiting
for someone to push you away.
there's always another wound to discover.
there's always something more you'd wish he say.
---
save my world from disaster.
make my heart stop beating faster.
ask the question, here's the answer.
i need you now and i can't stand this.
---
you were a liar,
but you were the best.
---
You’re life’s a crime scene and it wont help to blame it all on me
---
&& i closed my eyes, trying to remember;
but seeing nothing, nothing at all.
---
Time flies.
Time waits for no man.
Time heals all wounds.
All any of us wants is more time.
Time to stand up.
Time to grow up.
Time to let go.
Time.
she says she's fine,
but shes going insane.
she says she feels good,
but she's in a lot of pain.
she says its nothing,
but its really a lot.
she says she's okay,
but really she's not.
---
i'm the kind of girl you can hear from miles away. the kind that if your sad its her job to make you happy ... the kind of girl who keeps messing up & saying "sorry." i trip over everything, i'm such a clutz & i get so mad at the simplest things, but i'm also the girl who holds everything back. if you ask me whats wrong i'll just lie & smile, saying, "oh nothing." the girl who's afraid to love, because she already lost so much.
---
OH HER?
I'd lie for her, cry for her
take a bullet and straight
up die for her because
duh... she's my Best friend
---
So she shall sit up another night
Without sleeping cause hes still online
&& She doesnt want to miss the chance
of him talking to her again like old times
---
you make me smile for the weirdest reasons
you make me laugh for no reason what-so-ever
but most of all - you make me love you when
im not supposed to be loving you at all
-
I'm mad at myself, not you.
I'm mad for always being nice.
Always apologizing for things I didn't do,
for getting attached,
for making you a huge part of my life,
wasting time on you,
depending on you,
thinking about you,
wishing for you, dreaming of you,
changing for you.
And most of all, for not hating you
when I know that I should.
you grabbed her hand.
and shattered my dreams.
-
So plug your ears & make excuses;
block out who you see in the mirror.
But the truth is, you can't escape yourself.
-
wide awake, you keep me up in bed
i got a hundred different things running through my head
it's hard to fall asleep when all your dreams are dead
and I know you think about me too
or i'm assuming in the back of your mind if you do
subconsciously your hoping I come back to you.
-
You think your special, sweet and kind
But that desperate look is in your eyes doesn't lie
You might make girls think your oh so fine
But I think your so undefined
-
turn those headlights off and let's not make a sound.
whisper in my ear how much you want me around.
if you wanted to tell me how much you would miss me when i'm gone.
now would be the time
-
before i met you,
i never knew what it was like
to look at someone and smile for
no reason at all
so grab my hand a little tighter,
and dont be afraid to move a little closer
im tired of wondering if you feel the same way
and much to my dismay
it looks like im falling in love with you all over again.
somebody.. call an ambulance.
i know i wont survive this one again.
she says she's fine,
but shes going insane.
she says she feels good,
but she's in a lot of pain.
she says its nothing,
but its really a lot.
she says she's okay,
but really she's not.
-
She finally gave up...
She dropped the fake smile,
as a tear ran down her cheek.
&& wispered to herself,
"I can't do this anymore."
-
I hate his perfect smile, I hate the sparkle in his eye that you can see for miles, I hate the deep tone in his voice, && the only reason is because he chose her over me.
-
She's crazy for you
Open your eyes & maybe,
just maybe you'll see how
crazy you are for her
-
you grabbed her hand.
and shattered my dreams.
-
So plug your ears & make excuses;
block out who you see in the mirror.
But the truth is, you can't escape yourself.
-
wide awake, you keep me up in bed
i got a hundred different things running through my head
it's hard to fall asleep when all your dreams are dead
and I know you think about me too
or i'm assuming in the back of your mind if you do
subconsciously your hoping I come back to you.
turn those headlights off and let's not make a sound.
whisper in my ear how much you want me around.
if you wanted to tell me how much you would miss me when i'm gone.
now would be the time
before i met you,
i never knew what it was like
to look at someone and smile for
no reason at all
so grab my hand a little tighter,
and dont be afraid to move a little closer
im tired of wondering if you feel the same way
and much to my dismay
it looks like im falling in love with you all over again.
somebody.. call an ambulance.
i know i wont survive this one again.
doubt me, && i'll prove you wrong. tell me what to do, && i'll tell you off. say i'm not worth it, && watch where i end up. call me a bitch, && i'll show you one. screw me over, && i'll do it to you twice as bad.
You're out in left field And lacking interest
You fight your feelings
But it makes no difference
Your mental health, kid
That's what's in question Keep acting obscene We'll keep them guessing
-
You wake to suffer through the day Trade a dream for the pay Well here's the fact, I hope it sticks You're just alive out of habit
-
Thanks again for my misery And you run with fake friends I'm sick of your sad songs and singalongs I kind of like it when things are wrong.
-
The thing is I'm not worth the sorrow And if you come and Meet me tomorrow I will hold you down Fold you in Deep, deep, deep In the fiction we live.
-
What did you take me for, a fool? Or were you just too blind to see That every effort made has failed And there is no destroying me
-
This world is a cruel place
and we're here only to lose
so before life tears us apart let
death bless me with you
-
She'll prove you wrong just wait & see her name will sparkle in the lights...
[for everyone to see] she can be a star you just have to believe...
-
If we really aren't meant to be together,
then we wouldn't be spending every minute
of our days thinking about it <3
-
When I look in your eyes, I still go crazy.
That old flame comes alive;
it’s all burning inside,
way deep down inside.
-
I'm sorry to say it,
but you look like you're sad.
Your smile is gone; I’ve noticed it bad.
-
Ever since you left, I've been missing
every second we ever spent together.
-
-
-
Time rolls on and dreams, they die,
& I've thrown out the pictures I had of you + I.
And if you're ever wondering if love can be true,
well think of me remember, darling, like I do.
-
And I look at him & all I can think of is
the day when I won't be able to anymore.
-
She covered her water-drowned eyes
With her paparazzi sunglasses
She's heartbroken from all his lies
But doesn't let her emotions show
Because she's too glamorous
She'd never let love take her that low
-
I can't promise that I can
solve all your problems
but I can promise that you
won't have to go through them alone
-
I don’t forgive people because I’m weak. I forgive them because I’m strong enough to understand people make mistakes & sometimes
you tell yourself the things you need to hear.
-
I remember the first time we laughed together.
to tell you the truth, I don't remember what
we laughed about, but it didn't matter,
we laughed together.
-
People ask me to why it's so hard to trust people,
& i ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise
-
You see that girl, yeah her.
She seems so invincible right?
But just touch her & she'll wince.
She has secrets & she trusts no one.
She's the perfect example of betrayal.
cause everyone she trusted, broke her.
-
in the car, the radio leaves me searching for
your star; a constellation of frustration.
driving hard, singing my thoughts back to me,
and watching heartache on tv.
-
she's a whimsical, tragic beauty:;
self conscious and a little bit moody.
-
A pen and a piece of mind is all that I need to find
to document this mess of miscommunication.
I'll seal it in a letter and hope you can find the time
to count inconsistencies and read things you fail to see.
I really shouldn't spend so much time explaining,
I'm smart enough to know you're not done complaining.
-
No matter what you do to me, I'm still here. For some odd reason, I stick around and put up with all your mood swings and unkind words. I just let your comments roll off me into a puddle on the floor. I make up excuses on why you didn't call try to think of all the answers. I keep going back for more even though sometimes you push me away. I don't know if I can do better, but do I really want to? You're quick to push me down when all I want is to be brought up. When I walk out for good, when I really gain the strength I need then maybe you will see. Maybe you can look back and say, "Wow that girl really did love me."
-
She came to the point
where nothing matters.
The things she cared about most
in life don't even seem worth
fighting for anymore.
-
And everday i've changed since then.
in every way i've changed since then.
-
I'm not dead, just floating.
Right between the ink of your tattoo
in the belly of the beast we turned into.
I'm not scared, just changing right beyond the cigarette
& the devilish smile.
You're my crack of sunlight.
-
There's a certain kind of pain that can numb you,
there's a type of freedom that can tie you down.
Sometimes the unexplained can define you,
& sometimes the silence is the only sound.
-
I guess I should have said something, anything.
I mean, for a girl who wants to be a writer, it suddenly
seemed like no words had ever been written.
when someone tells you that they somehow stopped missing you,
you pretty much lose no matter what you say.
-
You are as beautiful as ever, yet I'm starting to resent your smile.
Because it's killing me to say this, but I'm dying inside to leave.
It's a place we've never been, it's a waste to keep it in.
It means little to you, but the world to me.
-
Remembering to breathe is harder than it's ever seemed,
but I can't help but analyze each word and how you looked at me.
I spend my nights dreaming of just how you will ruin me.
-
I look at the moon & a single star
It's driving me crazy wondering where you are.
I reach up & touch that heavenly place
Open my hand,
& there's an empty space.
-
"Maybe you don't go to hell for the things you do.
Maybe you go to hell for the things you don't do.
The things you don't finish."
-
See the birds in the summer sky?
Watch them.
You won't have to see my cry.
There's a silver lining as I choose to fall.
Somehow your words are there, & it starts to feel like you could care
But I see the lining of the clouds,
& I choose to fall.
-
And sometimes it just hits me, out of nowhere.
all of a sudden, this overwhelming sadness rushes
over me, and I get discouraged and I get upset.
and I feel hopeless, sad, and hurt, really hurt.
and once again, I become numb to the world.
-
I can't trust anyone, see it in my eyes.
Now I can understand, it's sorrow that feeds your lies.
-
I don't need to see you every single day, but I'd like to.
break my heart back into place,
cause I've come to understand you more lately.
-
I'll be the first to admit
I was as reckless and selfish
And I've never been one to keep quiet for long
And you never could have kept me from writing this song.
You inspired every word of it.
-
She's a mess of gorgeous chaos,
and you can see it in her eyes.
-
I think we're doing just fine.
this night couldn't have come at a better time.
you need me right now,
I'm starting to think I need you too.
the darkness of this room makes me feel closer to you.
-
Our breath steamed up the window glass
as we flew under the overpass,
we almost laughed harder than we kissed.
you were always something I could never resist.
-
I watched as you sat with a cigarette in your hand,
holding a drink with the other, trying to drown all your pain.
And I believe in you.
-
Force a smile.
Blink away the tears.
I'm supposed to be strong,
supposed to have no fears
but I'm finding it so hard not to frown.
I'm such a strong person.
Why am I breaking down?
-
Prescription drugs and photographs;
love, lonliness and nervous laughs.
-
Little white flowers will never awaken you
Not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you
Would they be angry if I thought of joining you?
My heart and I have decided to end it all.
-
Excuse me while I fall apart.
Don't flatter yourself sweetheart.
Let me take the wheel and I'll crash this car.
Why do you have to make this so hard?
-
I don’t know what to say
the whole world’s burning today
staring into the grave
smoke into the sky
see the flames arise
hell is here at last.
-
Music was my refuge;
I could crawl into the space between the notes
and curl back to loneliness.
-
Damn this destiny
And damn this twist of fate
And damn its 5 A.M.
and I'm still awake
You're haunting me
I know its hypocrisy
but this is not easy.
-
Those rambling conversations
where we talked about nothing,
that was something.
-
& she wants to prove she has no fears.
So she stands up tall,
wiping her tears.
This could be the most beautiful mistake because
now, she's like everyone else...
Lonely & Fake.
-
well there's a secret i've been perfecting
i swore i wouldn't but you let me
i'm comfortably confused over you.
-
On your knees;
thats what you get for falling in love,
and now this boy's addicted
cause your kiss is the drug.
-
I think I found my new addiction tonight.
-
So just kiss me &let my hair messy itself into your fingers,
let me steady myself in the arms of a boy
who won't ask me to be what he needs,
but let's me exist as I am.
-
Blind man on a canyons edge
of a paroramic scene,
maybe im a kite thats flying high.
& random, dangling a string.
or slumped over in a vacant room,
head on a strangers knee.
im sure back home,
they think i've lost my mind.
-
The 21st century is a mess,
ooh, you can try & fix it, but it breaks.
oh you can try & love it, but it hates.
-
Big words... Recycled phases...
& the bittersweet taste
of other girls on your lips.
-
No routine science could heal
the sickness we reherse.
-
Stay with me...
...Share all your secrets tonight.
-
Suddenly -- you were everywhere;
stenciled into my eyelids &&
burned into my dreams.
-
The ink stains on his fingers
told me he was skilled
at capturing a feeling
that most of us just miss
the simple pain of living
with goodbyes on our lips.
-
It's like you get homesick ..
for a place that doesn't exist.
-
On my knees
&& screaming at the clouds.
Tears fall from the sky -
hate is a four lettered word...
love is a four lettered lie....
-
So, scream I heard about your message,
And how it reeked of your indifference,
It bleeds horizontal straight from your wrist.
-
Get a piece of humble pie.
Take it in.
Learn from it.
Or at the very least choke on it.
-
And if we were walking down a
dead end street, would you be
the one to let our eyes meet, or
would you just keep on walking?
-
How are we expected
to live in a REAL world
when more than half
of the people living in it
are FAKE.
-
Just like romantic verses, Just like a joyous end.
Just like a memory, it twists me.
-
Listen, I'm fine now,
I don't want to talk right now,
Thank you for your concern..
-
And when it all goes to hell,
would you be able to say you're sorry
with a straight face?
-
Give me something to love but
count on me to screw it all up.
-
& you are so confused,
and baby...
it's just like you.
-
Your paper wings got ruined in the rain,
coat hanger halo got rusted,
the lace fell off the dress you made.
you're the saddest little angel.
-
There's blood in my mouth cause
I've been biting my tongue all week
-
If only there was a rewind button
to go back to when she still smiled.
-
Old couples walk by, both ugly as sin, but
he has her & she has him. That's beautiful.
-
Dear heart,
I'll play it safe this time.
no friends, no one, just me alone..
you can't get hurt that way..
-
your too scene, and i'm too cute
lets listen to this screamo in your car
and pretend we'll never get sick of it.
-
So push the seats back a little further
I can see the headlights coming
So push the seats back a little further
Roll the windows down & take a breath
I can see the headlights coming
They paint the world in red & broken glass.
-
more like,
you're startled everytime you see him,
because you notice something new
in a "Where's Waldo" sort of way.
more like,
you can't stop writing third grade run on sentences,
because you can't even remotely begin
to describe something, someone so inherently amazing.
more like,
you're afraid that if you stare at him too long,
you'll prove your parents right.
that yes, your face will get stuck that way.
but, you don't mind.
-
meet me at my window,
at my window.
you could use someone to save, someone like me.
-
you've got such a pretty smile
it's a shame the things you hide behind it
let them go
give it up for a while
let them free
and we will both go find it.
-
What if I told you I wanted to break?
Laugh it all off in your face.
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor?
Couldn't take this anymore.
Then what the hell would you do?
-
We all need something we consider worth
getting up in the morning for. whether it's
real or not, healthy or destructive,
tangible or false, is irrevelant.
when you've got nothing to hang onto,
deception can seem pretty inviting.
-
I'm not obsessed; I could care less. I just want to get you UNDRESSED. The less you talk, the more you say;; So don't let words get in the way.
-
So here we lie in this beautiful mess ;;
Of tangled sheets and beads of sweat.
With my heart in your hand & neck in the other.
-
I need to be medicated ;;
&& you're the prescription
-
I remember it clearly ;;
That one night I laid eyes on him.
I don't think I knew it then.
But, I guess I was falling in love.
-
Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
-
Just to let you know ;;
You're the one I'm never going to let go of.
-
And These Fingertips Are
Moving Faster Than These Lips
So You Can Only Imagine
How Jealous My Mouth Is
-
Hey, thanks for that summer
it's cold where you're going
I hope that you're hearts always warm.
I gave you the best, the best that I had.
-
i'm going to get out of bed every morning
and breathe in and out all day long.
and after a while, I won't have to think.
about how great and perfect i had it once.
-
Your lips are laced with vodka;;
&& I'm in the mood for getting wasted.
-
I'm really on my own now
I feel so all alone
I get that sinking feeling
I won't be coming home
-
and that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him out of your head
it's the way that he makes you feel
it's the way that he kisses you
it's the way that he makes you fall in love
-
Oh, did I mention that when I see you it stings like hell? The fact that we could have something that'll never happen
-
there's something in your eyes
that makes me want to lose myself in your arms
-
you were never supposed
to mean this much to me
-
Cause finger by finger we're losing grasp
And I'm questioning the reasons
Why nothing beautiful does last?
-
You have no idea how hard it is to just
stand here & knowing you have no idea
that you mean everything to me.
-
i need to find some distraction.
oh beautiful realease ;;
memories seep from my veins.
let me be empty && weightless.
&& maybe i'll find some peace tonight ;;
in the arms of the angels
-
I'll do fine on my own with my cigarettes & this old dirt road.
I wonder if you miss me 'cause I know I tried. But,
I think that's maybe the thing I did wrong... is put up with this bullshit for far too long.
-
Don't you think you want me?
Because I think I need you.
-
She won't admit it. But you're still the only one who's always on her mind.
-
I might be silent, but I'm screaming inside
-
So appreciate the good times
but dont take the worst for granted
you only get so many second chances
-
I hate you. i cant live with you and i cant stand you. yet all i do now is think about you. its kind of pathetic.
-
i used to be a strong girl. but alot has changed. alot has happened, and ive been through so much more than any person should have to go through. and you know what? i finally broke. everything around me crashed, and i just went right with it.
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i dont love him. i never have and cant say i ever will. but when im with him, i cant seem to remember that.
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Sunday, February 18, 2007
Goddd I'm living off of pills and alcohol and caffeine....eeeek. Motto? "We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain." Got the new FOB cd. Amazing? Beyond. This is a kinda small update, but yall comment or whatever do your thing.
I've got a flask inside my pocket, we could share it on the train. If you promise to stay concious, I will try and do the same. We might die from medication, but we sure killed all the pain. What seems normal in the evening, by morning seems insane. -Lua - Bright Eyes.
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So long live the car crash hearts, cry on the couch, all the poets come to life. Fix me in forty-five. - Thriller - FOB
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We do it in the dark with smiles on our faces. We're dropped and well concealed, in secret places. - The take over, the breaks over. - FOB.
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You look pretty sinking, but the real bombshells have already sunk. - This aint a scene, its an arms race. -FOB.
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The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact is to realize two outta three aint bad. - I'm like a lawyer - FOB.
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Tongues on the sockets of electric dreams, when the sewage of youth drowned the *spark* of my teens. - Golden - FOB.
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I want these words to make things right, but its the wrong that makes the words come to life. One more night, one more time, thanks for the memories, even though they werent so great. - Thanks for the mmrs - FOB.
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I'm a stitch away from making it and a scar away from falling apart. - FOB.
This is old, but it's amazing too. & I like...live by it.
They call kids like us vicious and carved out of stone, but for what we've become, we just feel more alone. Always weigh what I've got against what I left, so progress report: I'm missing you to death. -FOB.
Other quotes:
you learn a lot about people
when you listen to the songs
that mean something to them.
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&& I thought you were perfect for me.
you made me wait around && I'm so glad
that I didn’t wait any longer because you
were so wrong, you didn't call me when I
asked you to ;; you broke your promises
&& you lost that sparkle in your eyes
when you looked into mine
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those feelings that are the most painful are those
ones that nobody can explain, no quote can describe,
and no tears or smiles can make them go away. they`re
the ones that hurt the deepest the ones that last the longest
and take F0REVER to forget about. <3
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it's just so hard to wait around for something that you're not even sure is actually gonna happen. but you hate to give up when you know it's everything you ever wanted.
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i just want to hold you in my arms. you electrify my life. let's ignite all the souls that would die just to feel alive.
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run with reckless emotion, find out if love is the side of the ocean. and even if i crash and burn, at least i know what it feels like to be alive.
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rock bottom is good solid ground. and a dead end street is just a place to turn around.
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Everyone sees who I appear to be,
but only a few know the real me.
You only see what I choose to show.
There's so much behind my
smile that you just dont know.
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Now the sky is turning blue,
the stars dissapear one bye one
as the daylight is nearer
and yes, you're in my head,
but that doesn't make you here.
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And I can't think of anything to say.
Just like my heart, you stole my words away.
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Love & electricity;
are much the same, my dear.
If you don't feel the jolt in your soul
every time a kiss is shared.
a whisper is spoken,
a touch felt...
then you're -not really- in love.
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Funny how a photograph can take you back in time
to places and embraces that you thought you had left far behind.
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The worst feeling is suddenly realizing that
you don`t measure up.
and that, in the past when you stood a chance,
you were just a fool.
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I guess I never let you go because somewhere in the back of my mind I never lost the hope that we would get our second chance.
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Would it be completely rude if I told you to never smile in my direction?
I can`t fall for you again.
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Headphones are her only retreat;
music has replaced her heartbeat.
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if you want to know
where your
heart is, look where
your mind wanders.
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Every night, she lies in her bed.
She escapes to a place
inside her head.
Her dreams mislead her,
they tell her lies.
She knows it won’t help
to hide the goodbyes.
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She walks down the hall
linking arms with her best girls;
smiling & laughing;
pretending not to see you.
But secretly wishing you loved her
as much as she loves you.
& the truth is; she's dying inside
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Everything seems so much easier,
When you are blasting your music.
And your life doesn't seem as bad,
Because you can't hear your thoughts
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You hung on to her for about two months
& then one day, you just stopped
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laugh your heart out,
dance in the rain,
cherish the memories,
ignore the pain.
love & learn.
forget, and forgive
because, remember..
you only have,
[ one life to live. ]
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she grew wild
wild but innocent
perfect prayer in a desperate hour
she was everything beautiful and different
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if you don't like me,
theres nothing i can do.
but here's a news flash, darling;
i dont live to please you.
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She was a girl that spoke her mind, never played games, & acted confident when she could barely stand looking in the mirror. She didn`t gloat of her achievements, or tell of them even though she had many. She lived in mistakes, in past regrets, & she`s just beginning to realize that sometimes you can`t change things, that you can`t go back in the past & sometimes, you just have to move on cause life`s too short to dwell on the unchangeable.
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I was looking out the car window today
& something came into my mind.
I realized I'm starting to miss you a lot
again & it's funny how out of no where
you came into my mind. And the truth is
I wish you were here once again.
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Even over the phone i could tell you were smiling.
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words could be so powerful if
people only meant what they said.
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In life, there are those who make things happen,
those who watch things happen,
and those who ask, "What happened?"
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It only hurts when your eyes are open.
Lies get tossed and truth is spoken.
It only hurts when that door gets open.
Dreams are lost and hearts are broken.
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He was wild as a tumble weed blowin` restless like a river running free. And when he smiled i knew my heart would be broken. He was gonna leave, thats the cowboy guarantee.
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Mother Nature's ashamed and bruised, all her precious gifts abused. Her forests burns, her rivers rust. Oh God, please dont give up on us.
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I've always been the nice girl,
but this year I learned that you
have to go after what you want
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you have no idea how much you mean to
her - how your smile is her weakness ++
and you aren't even hers---
All I have to do, is look into his beautiful brown eyes
smile, & watch him smile back. & it lets me know,
that everythings going to be okay
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You look and he looks.
You walk away wondering if your look
had the same effect on him as his did on you
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and you-with all your little flaws
and your little quirks,
somehow you keep drawing me back in
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You're simple yet confusing
Your sparkling eyes make me weak with my words...
`Cause you're everything to me.
Hope it's worth the waiting <3
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im glad we had the times together
just to laugh & sing a song. seems
like we just got started, then before
you knew it, the times we had together,
were gone
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I really hope
one day i can walk past you and my heart wont ache.
one day i can look in your eyes and not want to cry
and one day i can laugh and joke with you and not remember the love we had
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Doubt me & i'll prove you wrong.
Tell me what to do & i'll tell you off
say i'm not worth it & watch where I end up
call me a bitch & i'll show you one
call me crazy, but you really have no idea
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Every now and Then
those Three little words slip out
No not, I love you, and no not I hate you, But I Miss You
And for an instant I can't stand Myself
Because I know you Never thought about me
half as much as I think about you
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From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight
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they play the soundtrack to my falling tears,
the soundtrack to this wasted year,
and the sleeves hide scars better then i could ever do.
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Keep the noise low.
She doesn't wanna blow it.
Shaking head to toe
while your left hand does "the show me around."
Quickens your heartbeat.
It beats me straight into the ground.
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You don't recover from a night like this.
A victim, still lying in bed, completely motionless.
A hand moves in the dark to a zipper.
Hear a boy bracing tight against sheets
barely whisper, "This is so messed up."
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But now as you're growing up you're finding
it's nail-biting and teeth-grinding
And here's one last thing that you must learn too;
what keeps you warm can also burn you
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She's at the bottom of that bottle
She's only one more swallow
From being, you know, so hollow
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Don`t you dare be rational at a time like this,
she told me, or I`ll be forced to admit I
wasted all these tears on you.
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She's breathing quiet and smooth.
He's gasping for air.
"This is the first and last time," he says.
She fakes a smile and presses her hips into his.
He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.
He's holding back from telling her
exactly what it really feels like.
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Class is dead, darling;
it died with the dinosaurs.
It traded it's pearls & white wine
for a MySpace & Corona.
Welcome to the 21st century;
Would you like fries with that?
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well, i'm singing this song as loud as i can
as i drive too fast with my best friend.
i don't wonder if you're wondering where i am
'cause i don't care if i ever see you again.
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I'm stuck in a coma, stuck in a never-ending sleep.
And some day I will wake up and realize I made up everything.
I shut the door and turn all the lights out.
And listen to all the songs that the night shouts.
They go something just like this...
So go fill up a glass with tonic rocks and gin
and drink yourself to happiness.
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sick to death of my dependence,
fighting food to find transcendence
fighting to survive,
more dead but more alive
cigarettes and speed to live,
and sleeping pills to feel forgiven
all that you contrive,
and all that you're deprived
all the bourgeois social angels
telling you you've got to change
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these damned heights get eerie after a while.
i want to go down, way down; far, far down.
to the ocean.
that sounds right.
where the waves roll in slowly and there's always a roar
and you can't fall anywhere.
you're already there.
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clean up your act,
your story is getting dusty.
wash out your mouth,
your lies are getting rusty.
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its kinda like one of those
i dont care where we are
as long as your fingers are in my hair
as long as my hands have undone your zipper
as long as the doors have been locked
as long as there is noone else around.
if i am with you i am happy;
as long our lips arent lonely
as long as our breaths are still gasping
as long as were doing what we do best.
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I’m not completely worthless
I could be used as a bad example.
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That's me in the corner,
That's me in the spotlight,
Losing my religion.
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't think I can do it.
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Face down across your floor,
it seems I've been here before
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You see her as unbreakable,
but believe it or not,
she does hurt and she does cry
and somehow
she's never satisfied
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Razors. pills. guns.
And you all think
I’m safer in my room.
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Don't blame the gun for shooting
the bullet through her head, blame
those who shot the words instead
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Your name looks pretty in red
I say as the razor falls from my hand
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Kiss me baby,
so I can finally taste all
those lies you feed me
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Go ahead. Kiss her.
I hope she bites your lip
And you choke on the blood
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& I’m the kind of girl who keeps making
mistakes & I’m constantly getting
them shoved in my face
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Miss your touch,
I miss your smell;
miss you so much that
my life is hell.
I miss the good times &
all the things that we've done
& I even miss the little things,
like you calling me hun
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Mirror mirror on the wall,
who's the biggest fool of all?
it must be the girl who
can't stop crying.
or maybe it's the girl
who kept on trying
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You know I'm changing and it's
breaking your heart.
There's nothing you can
do, except watch me fall apart
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If it makes you happy, then I'm fine.
If it makes you sleep at night,
I am not suicidal.
If it helps you stay ignorant,
the scars that lace my body are
not proof of how much
self-hatred boils inside me.
If it keeps you from abandoning
me, I'm not crazy
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Just another scratch on his list...
just another scar on my wrist
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I knew the first time we met that it would be kinda hard to forget you
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And the stars look [so] mush better
when they reflect in || your || eyes.
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It`s nothing more than a smile,
but it gets me everytime.. =)
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& im listening to all these sad love songs
because every single one of them
remind me of how much you hurt me.
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&& its like... half of me still loves him but the other half just wants to get over him.
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No one can make my mascara
run quite like you do.
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Even if nothing is funny and no matter how hard i try, i can't help but to smile everytime we look eachother in the eyes <3
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&& it's like every morning
when i walk into the school
i realize that i'm only coming
because i know that i will see you.
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Guys Are Like..
-Laxatives; they irritate the crap out of you.
-Bananas; the older they get, the less firm they are.
-Weather; nothing can be done to change them.
-Blenders; you need one, but you're not quite sure why.
-Choco. bars; sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
-Commercials; you can't believe a word they say.
-Department stores; their clothes are always 1/2 off.
-Govern. bonds; they take so long to mature.
-Mascara; they usually run at the first sign of emotion.
-Popcorn; they satisfy you, but only for a little while.
-Snowstorms; you never know when they're coming, how many
inches you'll get, or how long it will last.
-Lava lamps; fun to look at, but not very bright.
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And you still mean everything to her.
You're just not worth the fight anymore.
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I've got a mind boggling, sense numbing, heart pounding, stomach flipping, take my breath away, head over heels, knee shaking, day dreaming, butterfly fluttering crush on you.
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Break the rules
stand apart
ignore your head
&&&
follow your heart.
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You can miss someone who died, and you can
miss someone who moved away. But the worst
is to miss someone who you see every day.
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I've never wanted to be with someone
as much as I want to be with you.
And that scares me, because I don't
know if you want to be with me.
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----> you will never know
how many times i've laid
in my bed all night just
thinking abput how much you
mean to me && how much
<3 . . . i l o v e y o u . . . <3
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Don't make me wait
Just because you know I will.
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Sometimes, I catch myself wondering
where you are & how you're doing
I don't think I'm ever going to let you go
C O M P L E T E L Y --
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Everyone has their own reasons
for waking up in the morning...
My reason is you<3
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The saddest thing in the world
is to look into someones eyes
& realize they will never love you.
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You know he's someone special
when no matter what kinda
mood your in, he can always
manage to make you s m i l e.
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You have no idea how many nights
I've laid in my bed thinking about how
much I love you, how much I want to
spend my life with you, and how no
matter how hard I try, you'll never be mine.
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There's a time & place for everything.
There's a reason why certain people meet.
There's a destination for everyone.
What's the explanation when we're done?
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They say a pictures worth a t[h]o[u]sa[n]d
words_but every time i see his; im so'
s.p.e.e.c.h.l.e.s.s.
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I want to tell you how im feeling but i dont know where to start
i want to tell you everything but i'm afraid you'll break my heart
why would something so easy, be so hard to do.
when all i have to say is ..
i love you.
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Do you ever just wish you could hear
the sirens of the ambulance...wake up
in the emergency room..and hear the
doctors say "she isnt going to make it"
just so you could find out who really
c a r e s a b o u t y o u ?
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would you rather shoot me now or later?
my hearts starting to strain
cause there isn't a medication strong enough for me
and it won't kill all my pain.
i'd go through my liquor cause it's quicker
and i hope you never come back again.
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This is not what love is supposed to be like. I am convinced that love isn't supposed to hurt. But then again, I'm also convinced that I love you. Yeah, you, the one who kills me a little more each day.
Comment and whatever. Thanks, bye.
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Sunday, February 04, 2007
So. It pretty much goes like this: I broke up with my boyfriend, and I'm back to missing my ex. Only this time I'm determined to get him back. I mean, he's came back twice, and I refused him. Maybe he'll try again?
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Comment, Suscribe, and tell me your faves.
This one is probably my personal favorite:
I've lived so many lives, each death has left my mind scarred. I've hid so many lies under my breath that I can't even face god. Dig into my mind deep enough, and you'll find a graveyard. I get nervous that my bodies will resurface when it rains hard.
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When I look into your eyes, there's nothing there to see... Nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me.
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Before you write me off
as an easy piece of ass
I'm telling you right now
zip up your fucking pants.
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There's a problem with the sky tonight,
and we've been wondering where you are.
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"You know I'm such a fool for you.
You've got me wrapped around your finger."
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She's just an average teenage girl
Who listens to her iPod too much.
Her friends can be her angels,
While her family can be her enemies.
She laughs a lot, and smiles through it all
Even though she fakes it,
She's still gonna take it.
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I never want to be part of the herd.
I guess I was incase you haven’t heard.
Maybe you can tell that I can’t stand,
The way I want to be the included.
I always want to be a mystery.
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When we were little we had dreams
of being big rockstars & doctors.
Now life has changed &
those dreams have faded ;;
now we're just hoping we make it.
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A shot to kill the pain,
A pill to drain the shame,
A purge to stop the gain,
A cut to break the vein,
A smoke to ease the crave,
A drink to win the game;
an addictions an addiction
because it always hurts the same.
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Live for the moments that you just
can't talk about because you laugh
too hard whenever you try <3
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A friend would pick you up when you fall but a best friend was the one that tripped you&said "Walk much dumbass?"
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Always tell someone how you feel Even if it's hard Because opportunities are lost in the blink of an eye but regret can last for a lifetime.
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with friendship; it doesn`t matter how long
you`ve known eachother..or how many fights
you got into.. what matters is who said
" i'll be here for you " and proved it.
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Mommy's little girl is not the girl she used to be;
she does crack behind her school & poses for magazines.
She doesn't know the difference between sex & sin.
But Mommy's little girl, would never give in.
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It always seems to be my fault,
when its not .
I can`t take this anymore .
I just wanna let go .
But, i know i still need him .
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When i fell to the floor tonight, i was so scared, i was so terrified.
Then i saw you, and I promised myself that if i could just get up,
i`d walk over to you.. i`d tell you how much
i need you and how much I want you..
and how nothing else matters.
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it's like we had all the time in the world
and we didn't know it
all the reasons i truly loved you
but i didn't always show it
when you left me forever
i realized it's true
it'll never be the same
not without you. <3
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forgetting you will be impossible
you impacted my life in a way
no one can describe
and i'll still love you
even though you're gone
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it's not going to be easy
knowing that you're not around anymore
i just pray that you're looking down on me
and somehow you'll help me through
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i don't understand how only you can make me shake like this.
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i promise you that when you begin to break
i'll be a phone call away
i swear i'll take the pain away
i won't rest until i know you're okay
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when you're in the room
i have trouble breathing.
i can't stand that.
i don't like being imperfect next to you
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i'm sorry i have to say it but you look like you're sad
your smile is gone; i've noticed it bad
the cure is if you let in just a little more love
i promise you this, a little's enough
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i've tried to move on
you know it, i know it
but it's obvious there's something about you
that i can't find anywhere else
something that i need
baby, you've got what i need
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i thought it was over. i thought the feelings were gone. we weren't the same people we were before. the physical took over the emotional, at least, that's what i thought happened. then i realized i needed you. more than the kisses and touching you. i need you.
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and much to my dismay it looks like i'm falling in love with you all over again. somebody...call an ambulance. i know i won't survive this one again.
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kisses on my shoulder
sweet whispers in my ear
oh, you know they make me weak
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she can't see that everything
[the kisses, the calls, the passion]
meant nothing to him.
it was everything to her.
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i've been dying to get you alone
where i can be who i want
you can kiss me and not worry about anything
we can do whatever
as long as it's just us
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everyone told me to be strong
how the hell am i supposed to?
i lost everything when i lost you.
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hearing the smile in his voice
only made her fall even more in love
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if i close my eyes,
i can still feel your breath on my shoulder
i can still feel your hand on my thigh
i can still feel your heart beating out of your chest
i can still feel the perfection that found its home in you
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nothing could bring a smile to her face faster than hearing him call her baby.
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he kissed her lips
soft, slow, sweet, gentle
and she worried she'd never breathe again
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there was nothing more she could've asked for
he was everything to her and that, she couldn't ignore
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It’s so hard to be strong
when you love the one thing
that makes you weak
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I don’t want you to tell me I’m beautiful
I want to see it in your eyes
I don’t want you to hug me
I want you to hold me
I don’t want you to say you love me
I want you to prove it to me
And I don’t want you to break my heart
I want this to last
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Maybe it is true
maybe.. we don't know what
we have until we've lost it.
But maybe it's also true that
we don't know what we're missing
until we find it.
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in every girl's life there are three guys
one that she loves, one that she hates
& one that she can't get enough of.. &
in the end .. they're all the same guy.
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some people fall in love, me, I had to crash into it.<3
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i haven't stopped caring,
i've just gotten better at
n o t s h o w i n g i t .
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It’s hard to tell yourself that you aren’t in love,
when the only time you smile
is when you think about the one who broke your heart.
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On the outside she looks fine,
but on the inside, she's dying for
him to love her.
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Her biggest fear was that one day
he would say, "I want you back"
She'd break down in tears trying
to think of a way to explain she's
still too heart-broken from the last
time and she's still not ready to
lose everything, again.
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The hottest love has the coldest end.
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ask anyone. when his name comes into a conversation her eyes sparkle.<3
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i'm sick of pretending like you're okay
i'm sick of walking on eggshells around you
and what i'm sick of the most,
is that you can't even look me straight in the eyes
and admit that something is going on
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We picked up things from each other
random phrases and bad habits
and darling..i must admit you changed me
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There's a voice in my head
Telling me why I should hate you
But I hate myself instead
There's a pair of dead eyes in the mirror
Looking back at me
I guess its wrong to live life so lifelessly
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if we were a movie,
you'd be the right guy,
and i'd be the best friend
that you fall in love with in the end
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i dare you to forget
those marks you left along my neck
from that night
we were both feeling our best
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Of course I like the whole
single - party - fun thing;
but sometimes I wouldn`t mind the whole
hugging - holding hands - I`m his girl kinda thing.
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A one-minute kiss burns 26 calories
so give me all the kisses you wanna
because baby i`m ready for a workout.;]
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If she could show you how much you hurt her you`d never be able to look her in the eye again.
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Tell me; what am I supposed to do?
When I count my thoughts, they're mostly you
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I live in notes and photographs
and everything I'm holding back...
but you're the words that weren't enough,
you remind me of a song I used to love.
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This air is contagious. No one can save us Nothing this good could ever last &tonight is a drug that i wont give up; This is my favourite addiction.
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something in your eyes
makes me want to lose myself
makes me want to lose myself in your arms
there's something in your voice
makes my heart beat fast
hope this feeling lasts the rest of my life
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I still remember the first day that we met,
and the first time I looked into those gorgeous brown eyes
I just wanted you to know,
i'll never forget the butterflies
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i've kissed your lips and held your hand
shared your dreams and shared your bed
i know you well, i know your smell
i've been addicted to you.
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i LOVE WHEN iN THE MiDDlE
OF OUR KiSS; i CAN FEEL YOU
S . M . i . L . E
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she's done dropping hints.
try & figure it out yourself,
pretty boy
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Have you ever really cried for someone
more than you wanted to? Have you ever
tried to love him in spite of all the pain?
Will you keep on loving him, even though
he's whispering someone else’s name?
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And it’s been ten days without you in my reach,
and the only time I’ve touched you is in my sleep.
But time has changed nothing at all.
You’re still the only one that feels like home.
I’ve tried cutting the ropes. Tried letting you go.
But you're still the only one that feels like home.
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let me clarify something..
when I said I couldn’t live without you.. I lied.
what I meant was I couldn`t have a life worth
living without you. when I said I needed you..
& I`d never fall in love again..I lied..
what I meant was that I`d never fall in love
like this again..when I told you that you
were the best thing in my life..I meant you were
the best thing in my life so far..& when
I said I`ll love you forever..what I meant was
until the end of time..& that I`ll still be here..
should you ever change your mind.
---
he kissed me.
he really put his arms around me & kissed me.
it went through my body like he had
flipped some electrical switch and lit me up.
his skin was so warm, and he was suddenly so beautiful
& i thought, oh this is what all the hype is about<3
---
blowing bubbles and screaming emotions:;
she runs, laughs, and hides.
even if she does crash and burn,
at least she'll know what it's like to be alive
---
& the things i remember best are the things
i wasnt suppose to do, & i did them anyway.
the thing is, life is too damn short to be
following these rules
---
have you ever felt completely & totally alone?
like the world is ignoring you & everyone has
turned the other way? no one cares anymore
about how you feel because after all, you're
old news. they've moved on. they've found
someone new
---
And there's a piece of her heart
she can't retract; he stole it from her
&&& he won't give it back.
---
The truth is,
nothing is guaranteed.
So don't be afraid.
Be alive.
---
I hate loving you.
I hate that everytime i hear your voice i get butterflies.
I hate that you told me you loved me.
I hate that you called me every night.
I hate that you made me laugh.
I hate that we were perfectly perfect.
---
The more you get to know a person,
the more attractive they become to you.
Because everything beautiful you see on
the inside of them, suddenly you're able
to see on the outside of them too.
---
he's the closest thing to perfect but the furthest thing from me
---
You have such a pretty smile;
it’s a shame the things you hide behind it.
---
You can stop telling me already;
I know he's not the cutest guy or anything.
But something about him
makes my heart drop
---
I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be your love suicide
and I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
---
she rips up the pictures,
throws away the notes,
and deletes the messages.
boy, you pushed her too far this time.
---
turn on the shower
lock the door
fall upon the tile
and cry once more
grab a towel
dampen the sounds
don't let a soul hear
that you're breaking down
---
Don't let the IF in L-if-e
hold you back
---
I just wanna call him up and be like
"Take it or leave it" -- but I'm afraid to
because I have a feeling he'll leave it
because he doesn't need me as much as I need him
---
its weird how you say that you hate the boy who broke your heart but when he runs back to you
your arms are w i d e open
---
all she can do is shake her head.
cause life, it's just so damn unfair.
why does he have to leave like this?
he's the only thing that keeps her world spinning
---
sex. drugs. lies.
is all to much for a girl
who is to young,
to innocent,
and to nice.
---
Its like every time I try to pickmyself up,
I fall down even harder. These past months,
Have been horrible I don’t feel like living.
---
i dont wanna fake it,
like i have been for so long
its not like im ever gonna make it.
-
oh dang. let's bang <3
---
I bet you didn`t know that I`m terrified of the dark, & everytime I think of you, I smile. I bet you don`t know that I love thunderstorms, and love dancing in the rain. or how much I laugh with my friends & how much I truly enjoy being happy. I bet you don`t know how many tears I`ve cried just for you, or how much I doubt myself every day. I bet you don`t know how ticklish I am or how I can`t make decisions & how it drives me crazy when you look into my eyes. I bet you didn`t know that I would do anything to be with you. but mostly I bet you didn`t know how much I love you. <3
---
I`m done pretending, so here goes:
No, I`m not okay with the fact that you broke my heart. No, I`m not okay with the fact that we don`t even talk anymore. & to top it all off? No, I`m not okay with the fact that I fell in love with you in the first place
---
god i've missed your smile
i just remembered how good it feels
to see you looking at me
and i can't describe how much i've missed you.
---
tell me how would you feel, if I
told you every quote I write was
about you and only____ you. x3
---
when you first kissed me,
the world stopped spinning.
for the first time in the game
of love, i was winning <3
---
the boy who will make you stomp around mad, pull your hair out in confusion, and scream in a pillow because of his stupid undecisive - self is that same boy who you wish on every star for.
---
i'm addicted to the horrible pain
of wanting someone so unattainable
---
this mark on my neck
doesn't prove anything
stop trying to make it that way
---
I know it seems like a million years ago we dated, but it wasn`t. Maybe you`re over it, maybe it doesn`t mean anything to you anymore. Maybe it never did, but it mean't a lot to me. You meant a lot to me, & you still do.
---
I miss you more than ever now.
As I stare in space and laugh out loud
All the stupid things I've done til now
And our hearts collide.
---
you're not drunk until you have
to grab onto the grass to keep
from falling off the earth
---
Expect all your life to be let down
And to say goodbye to friends you've found
Cause we both will have to leave this town.
For better lives.
---
You can't cross bridges that you burn...
---
Everything was beautiful but we still have dreams to chase
Everything was beautiful but we went our separate ways
Someday we realize that it's better off this way.
It just takes time.
---
And they rise in the morning,
and they sleep in the dark.
And even though nobody's looking,
she's falling apart.
---
all i want to do is be able to look at you
[&] not feel the pain of the memories of the
times i once knew.
---
they're the perfect couple.
he lies, & she believes.
---
in case you failed to notice, in case
you failed to see, this is my heart bleeding
before you. this is me down on my knees.
---
I'm at a point in my life
that if I were underwater,
I doubt I'd kick to come to the top
---
Your silence; it's suffocating.
but your words may be worse.
---
i love you
i have loved you all along
and i miss you
far away for far too long
---
its almost like your purpose is to ruin me,
because everytime i see you,
my heart breaks a little more.
---
I wanted to get over you,
so I listed a million things
that are wrong with you.
But in the end I realized,
it's your imperfections that
make me love you like I do.
---
i still remember the things you said;
they replay back in my head. & your
smile you used to send my way is with
me all the time. i remember all the things
we did, back to the first time we met. the
memories are all i have left.
---
When I'm with him,
I get this feeling I never had
with anyone else.
---
nobody understands how much i miss you
i miss how much we use to talk & i miss all
the things we used to do. i try not to admit
to myself that i still feel this way. nobody
knows that i still wake up thinking of you
each day.
---
& next time my names about to roll off your
tounge, i hope you choke on it.
---
Don't tell me who I am; because
unless I write all my thoughts down
on a piece of paper and hand it to
you, you don't even know half my life.
---
Yea, she walked the walk.
She talked the talk.
She kissed the boys.
& she could tell one hell of a lie.
---
Baby if you want me to,
I'd do anything for you. Just say the words & I'd
give you the world. But that's not good enough.
---
you make my heart feel
something it's never felt before..
&& everytime i see you...
[ i fall a little bit harder]
---
He meant everything to her
But she meant nothing to him.
and the sad thing is she'd ;; <3
still do anything to be with him.
---
Cause I'm fighting like hell for you,
and I don't plan on giving up.
All I want is for me and you to be
the way we were.
---
Take back everything you ever said.
You never meant a word of it. You never did.
---
i know you're going crazy
but happy is all that you make me
and things are gonna get better baby
i know everything went wrong, okay
but now its time to get some better days
'cause i don't want to keep acting this way
---
True love means I will stand by
you, support you, & love you no matter
what distance lies between us <3
---
Every scar you have tells a story the times when you fell off your bike, the time when you scraped your arm while climbing that tree » or the time when he broke your heart__x3
---
He walks right past me;
Can't he tell I can't breathe.
---
of course she's going to say she's
happy for you, and flash that smile you love.
but look into those eyes;
and baby, you broke her.
---
You Never Fail To Amaze Me
Ever Since I Met You ;;
Nobody Else Is Worth Thinking About.
---
x-hurt in order to know,
x-fall in order to grow,
x-lose in order to gain,
cause most of life lessons
are learned in pain.
---
i feel like i owe you
-E V E R Y T H I N G-
because you were there when i had
-N O T H I N G-
---
I know i'm young.
But I know how I feel.
I know what is false.
&& I know what is real.
---
The best feeling in the world
is doing something that
everyone else said you couldn't.
---
fear less, hope more
whine less, breathe more
talk less, say more
hate less, love more
& all good things are yours.
---
life's too short
to wake up in the morning with regrets,
so love the people who treat you right,
forget about the ones who don't,
believe that everything happens for a reason,
and if you get a chance, take it,
if it changes your life, then let it;
nobody said it'd be easy,
they just promised that it would be worth it.
---
look at the stars.
they're the same stars as last week, last year;
same as when we were kids, when we weren't even born.
in a hundred years, no one will ever know who we were,
but they'll know those same stars.
---
There`s that occasional night
where you just break down & cry,
cause you know that no matter what ;
things will never be the same.
---
its crazy. i talked to you today;
barely, but i did and yet, before i went to sleep
i was going crazy, needing to hear your voice
---
It's not fair to me.
you cant' forget about me,
and then just go back
to giving me those looks.
looks that say "i still care"
looks that could send a girl,
right back to where she came from.
---
fine; i'll admit it:
i think of you every second of every day
you are my favorite subject to talk about.
when i hug you i wish i was allowed to never
let you go. most of my dreams have you in them.
i always get excited when i get to see you again.
and i've completely and totally fallen for you
---
everytime you think of me
i hope your heart dies.
---
the hardest part is choosing
to let go and move on
or keep holding on
cause you know something will happen in the end
---
never be predictable. always surprise people
that way they'll never get tired of you
---
i'm not perfect. i'll annoy you, piss you off, say stupid things and then take them back but if you put all of that aside you'll never find a girl who cares more about you than me
---
times were tough, but the memories remain,
situations were rough, but we overcame.
side by side; together we grew.
cause when its said and done,
i`ll look back on a friend like you <3
---
Recently I've been,
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this guy,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me.
---
we're just silly little girls
who fall in love way to easily,
laugh way too hard,
act like complete dumbasses,
make our lives way more
dramatic than they should be,
talk way too much shit,
and would be completely lost
without eachother.
---
& the worst way to miss someone
is to be sitting right next to them
knowing you can’t be together.
---
So would I be out of line
if I said that I miss you?
---
I need you.
I’ve been miserable ever since this happened
---
Living your life does not mean a life of
smiles. it means feeling emotion.
expression. pain and suffering. joy
and laugher. it means being happy, sad,
and everything in between.
---
She was shaking from the
pills&she dialed his number
she screamed out his name
but he never answered.she
was dead the next day.just
another disaster&he could
have saved her if he had
only answered <3
---
Actually, no, I am not okay.
I need you to give me a hug.
I need to be told that I am worth something.
---
&& she does it again,
listening to her ipod,
forgetting about the silly boy
who broke her heart.
---
GOODBYE
there`s just no sadder word to say
and it`s sad to walk away
with just the memories.
who`s to know what might have been
we`ll leave behind a life and time
i`ll never know again.
---
I'll see you
on my walk down memory lane.
---
I've always wanted to fall in love;
But I never imagined you would be the one.
To trip me.
---
He calls her every night,
even though he knows
that she won`t pick up the phone.
He broke her heart beyond repair
and he wants to make it right.
---
Maybe I'm dark, but I'm not goth, just
because I cry, I'm not emo, and baby I can
scream, but I'm no prep. Just because these
arms are scarred, whos to say its self harm?
---
You remember exactly what he told you.
You remember the day, and the place,
and even the time.
Now most of those words,
that day, place, and
maybe even that exact hour and minute-
will never be the same for you.
They may send a wave of hurt
through your heart
everytime they come up.
&& maybe you'll even cry a little.
I just wanted to let you know
that those reactions and emotions are okay.
---
Did you ever wonder if dreams came true,
if love songs & fairy tales were ever meant for you?
Did you ever wonder what's at the rainbows end,
or if Romeo & Juliet could ever happen again?
---
Some days she feels like
jumping off the face of the
earth, and dying,
but it's that one boy
and the little bit of hope she has
that they might be together someday.
---
I'm not mad at you;
It's just that I wished and hoped so hard
that you could be the one thing I could
truly count on.
---
You don't need me.
I think that's whats breaking my heart.
---
So go && tell your friends
that i'm obsessive and crazy
that's fine ;;
i'll tell mine you're gay
true love is when
you can trip over something in public
and they say
"that right there.
that's why i'm in love with you."
---
There is never a time
or a place for true love
it happens accidentally
in a heartbeat
in a single, flashing, throbbing
[(m.o.m.e.n.t.)]
---
&& when I first met you
I never would have imagined that
I would have such strong feelings for you
I never would have thought
that I would have dreams about you
or miss being by your side
or get butterflies in my stomach
when someone mentions your name
when I first met you
I never thought that I would love you.
---
A crush is a single spark in your eye
falling in love is when that spark catches fire.
Sometimes I make you listen to these songs
because the lyrics sing the words, I'm too scared to say.
---
Sometimes even when your having
the time of your life, you can't help
but stop && think about how much
you just miss the good old days.
---
Life doesn't hurt until you think about how much things have changed, who you've lost along the way & about how much of this was your fault.
---
The greatest challenge in life;
is to find someone who knows
all your flaws && differences
and mistakes yet still loves
everything about you . . <3
---
and he had this sort of accidental smile that
always found it's way across his lips before
he could worry about looking uncool.
---
Your smile is seriously the most
beautiful thing I have ever seen.
Honestly, it can brighten up my whole day.
Just looking at your beautiful face
makes me want to pull you into my arms
&& hold you there forever ?
---
when you say that no one loves you,
i just want to scream out,
i have, i do, and i always will.
but yeah, that's not good enough for you.
---
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
---
I keep coming back, time after time. No matter where I'm at, I can't pretend I've found something better than where I've been.
---
But it's funny, 'cos you never forget. You never forget the look in his eyes. It still haunts your dreams sometimes.
---
Im Scared of everything. Im scared of what i saw. Im scared of what i did, of who i am && Most of all, im scared of walking out of the door and never feeling the rest of my life, the way i feel when im with you.
---
& lately all i've been thinking about
is kissing you <3
---
I just want you to know
you're the one I love most.
Nobody else can take your place;
no one else comes close <3
---
& we broke every mirror trying to get into a world where the car got hit by her.
---
there wasn't anything
wonderfully amazing about him
but there was simply something
that she couldn't resist
---
and you-with all your little flaws
and your little quirks,
somehow you keep drawing me back in
---
Bottom line: If you want me, I'm all yours
---
i want to be, the smile, the first thought, the long drive, or the short walk, the last voice, the random call, the laugh, the perfect kiss, the comfort hug, your second half, the sparkle in your eye, the everything you need, just what you want.. i want to be yours. <3
---
baby, I want the whole world to see,
just how good your love looks on me
---
& it’s just that simple…
Your smile..
It blows me away
---
let go of what kills you.
&& hold onto what
keeps you breathing. but what if what kills you is the same thing that keeps you breathing?
---
she looks at you and still cant
understand why you are so amazing
---
Whenever you look at the spaces between your fingers,
remember
how mine fit there perfectly. <3
---
you're the one i'd drop everything for.
---
listen to me as my hands shake
cause i want you, i need you
i can't live without you, baby
---
I never got to tell you how I really feel;
lets just say when you were still here
my smiles were real...
---
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Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Kay. I've been working on this update pretty much forever. So I hope ya'll like it. It's a mix, quotes about anything and everything. Please comment and suscribe!!
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"So grab this statement
& read between the lines;
I'm walking on an edge;
that's how I stay alive.
I need a fix now,
the pills I have to take.
It helps me live a lie
& blinds all my mistakes."
-
Now you're acting as if I'd still take you back.
Think again, I've moved on.
It took so long for it to actually happen,
It took so many long nights & painful cries, but..
I'm over you.
-
No matter what happens, I'm
going to take it. If I'm not happy,
I'm going to fake it. I've been
through backstabbers, boys and
lies and I've got a whole list of
bitches that I dispise, so if you've
got my trust, don't lose it and if
you've got my love don't abuse it.
-
Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine
Can you tell me what more do I need?
And tomorrow's just a mystery
But that's okay.
-
Forget every regret you’ve ever had ;;
stop living in the past and look ahead ;;
just forget all the pain inside you ;;
put a smile on and move on with your life
-
One last hit for you,
Two pills here for me.
One too many times
I've felt this way about you.
-
Make up your mind.
If you want to ignore me & keep pushing me away,
Then get the hell out of my life.
You cant have it both ways.
-
If you look inside a girl's heart,
you'll see how much she really cries.
You'll find hidden secrets, best friends, and lies.
But what you'll see the most is how hard it is
to stay strong when nothing's right, and everything's wrong.
-
It hurts when something good ends,
but it hurts even more if you cling on to it,
knowing it's not there.
-
He kissed me like he meant forever
And we were too damn young to know any better
-
There's someone in her past that she hasn't
gotten over yet. Each day is like the last &
she misses what she can't forget. It's just an
empty space where something used to be.
Now she guards the gate, but she's lost the key.
So no one enters, but no one leaves.
-
At one point I was so [ weak ]
I missed you so much ;;
I missed what we had
One simple song made me
break down ++ cry
but now I can honestly say
I'm over you
Sure I still think about you
but I'm not crying anymore
I'm so strong now - even though
it bugs me when I see you with other girls
I'm finally over you -
have a great life, stranger
-
You're not the person that you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it drains the light right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.
And so I'm letting go of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.
-
It's not a lie if you believe it,
It's not a mistake if you repeat it.
-
Ha, Excuse me! You're the one
who decided to leave me,
so how is that 'hurting' you?
-
millions of sunsets but the one i'll remember
the one where you told me
you'd love me forever
-
believe nothing you hear
half of what you see
and everything you feel
-
people are going to disappoint you
i get that, i kind of expect that
but, i don't know. what if you wake up
one day and realize you're the disappointment
-
because the world owes us nothing
and we owe each other the world
-
love is when you take away the
feeling, the passion, and the romance
in the relationship and you find out
that you still care for the person
-
i am learning that perfection isn't what
matters. in fact, it's the very thing that
can destroy you if you let it
-
i feel more myself with him than without
maybe true love does that
-
when you move on, remember me
remember us and all we used to be
-
there's something about you
that i can hold on to
i'm going to hold on to that
-
because we are what we are
and sometimes that's not enough
-
if heartaches brought fame
in love's crazy game,
i'd be a ledgend in my time
-
no matter how much time
goes by you'll never forget
the first time he looked at you <3
-
when you love someone
everything about them seems
simply adorable
-
don't ever let a boy build you up with his
words, cause the higher you are, the
harder you fall, and trust me, you always fall
-
i'll remember all the laugher
as we go our seperate ways,
but there's so much we're
still learning and we can't be afraid
-
sometimes you need a second chance
because you weren't quite ready for the first <3
-
it's so sad realizing two people
who were once so close
barely speak a word anymore
-
when you're taking a risk,
you've just gotta keep breathing
-
don't ever forget that i'm always here
and i always will be for whenever you need me
-
it two people who love each other as much as we do
can't be together then there's no hope for anyone.
-
i think i like this kid
more than i thought i did
-
every night she finds herself
lying in bed, reliving and remembering
every glance he gave and every word he said
-
i'm taking a chance
this could be diffrent
this could be all i'm waiting for
-
one of the hardest things in life
is having words in your heart
that you cannot utter <33
-
never let success get to your head,
and failure to your heart
-
i love sleep, because when i'm awake
everything has a tendacy to fall apart
-
don't take it too bad, it's nothing you did
just once something dies, you can't make it live
-
take a picture of your life to remember
what it's like before it all changes
-
once you lose hope,
you start to lose everything <3
-
give me a reason worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing
-
no matter what i do,
i can't get you off my mind.
i'm not so sure i want you
off my mind
-
I know we're complete strangers now,
we both pretend like we don't care,
but I can feel the tension as much as you can.
I know how to hide my feelings from your piercing stare
& no matter what you think, I still miss you.
-
Would I say we have a history?
No. That implies that there was
something worth remembering.
See, all it was was a delusional girl,
& a boy who couldn't bring himself to give a damn.
-
She sat there watching him;
his eyes shining, his bright smile.
She couldn't get him out of her head.
All she wanted was to be with him.
She smiled pretending to be happy,
but inside her heart was breaking.
He sat there, watching her,
her long hair, a smile like an angel.
He couldn't get her out of his mind.
All he wanted was her & only her.
He smiled pretending to be happy,
but inside he was breaking.
-
& I'll burn the building if I knew you'd die;
& I'll pray you're a failure,
& that you won't make it out alive.
-
and i don't want to see you anymore.
i'm just not that strong.
i love it when you're here,
but i'm better when you're gone.
-
she's the type of girl that can be so hurt
but can still look at you & smile.
the type of girl who is willing to brighten your day
even if she can't brighten her own.
-
there’s a little truth behind every
[ just kidding]
a little curiosity behind every
[ just wondering ]
a little knowledge behind every
[ i don’t know ]
and a little emotion behind every
[ i don’t care ]
-
my point is.. you can't miss out
on what's happening now
just because your waiting
for something better to come along.
you can't live in the future..
just like you can't live in the past.
-
a real friend is someone who tries to
pick you up when you've fallen, and
if they can't pick you up, then they
lay down right beside you.
-
& I swear if I could take your pain
& frame it & hang it on my wall,
maybe you wouldn't have to hurt at all.
-
We're always together;
we're one of a kind.
3 words to describe us?
Partners. In. Crime.
-
Try something new; <3
make him fall head over heels for you.
-
When ever I see myself in a mirror,
I see a girl who is changing.
Changing to someone new,
but still the same.
-
One word, that's all you said.
Something in your voice
caused me to turn my head.
Your smile, just captured me.
And you were in my future
as far as I could see. And
I don't know how it happened,
but it happened still,
you asked me if I love you,
if I always will.
-
You know it's meant to
be when even at the
times you can't stand him,
he's still the only
person on your mind
-
Think of how different it
would be if you never
met the one person who
changed everything.
-
No, it wasn't at first sight. But the moment I looked twice I saw the man I was born to love. His laughter fills my soul, and when I hold him, I don't want to let go. When it comes to him, I can't get enough.
-
We met by chance.
Two kids with a
whole lot to lose.
-
When silence between two
people is comfortable,
you know you
have found love.
-
All she really wants is
someone who will catch
her when she falls.
Someone to realize her
worth & hold her hand
for no reason at all.
Someone who will sit with
her under the stars and not
want anything more.
Someone who will look
into her eyes and say,
"You're the one I've been waiting for."
-
She's dying inside
when you give
her that smile
because she knows
it doesn't mean anything.
-
I want to be the girl who makes
him stay awake at night
thinking about what
to say to me.
-
boy you keep breaking my heart
now we aren't together,
but our memories
are enough to tear me apart
-
want my heart back from you
is it so hard to simply get it back
boy I have a new love,
but you have a part of me
that I need back quite terribly
-
boy your eyes
they shine so greatly
its quite terrible
you use them to break hearts
-
sometimes it takes being away from
someone for a while; to realize how much
you really need them in your life <33
-
Please don't act like you care. You can't care.
I know you don't. You've watched me destroy
myself for too long now. And if you really cared,
you would have tried to stop it by now
-
I'm never going to show you how broken I am inside.
I'm never going to show you how I need you in my life.
You'll never hear me say that I miss you
Or find out that you're the reason why I cry.
You'll never catch me...
Because you'll never see me fall.
I'm just going to keep everything inside
And smile through all the pain
And even though I'm breaking down,
I'll always manage to stay sane.
I'll never show you what you want to see.
I'm never going to let you see through me
-
i'm not supposed to love you,
i'm not supposed to care.
i'm not supposed to live my
life wishing you were there.
i'm not supposed to wonder,
where you are or what you do.
i just cant help myself,
[ i'm in love with you ]
-
talking to you was my choice
but falling in love with you,
i had no control over that<3
-
my friends and i are the type of people
that would get hit by a parked car.
-
I love talking to you. because when we do,
we do this thing. this thing where...
you look me straight in the eyes.
and as we're talking, we're only half-listening,
because we're so caught up in each other's gaze.
-
Looks can be deceiving, kid;
and you're the poster child for amazing
-
-
My name is what hoes tend to mention.
Keep talking, bitches. I love the attention.
-
it was really cute;;
in that fucked up sort of way.
-
the reason people find it so hard to be happy
is that they always see the past better than it was,
the present worse than it is,
and the future less resolved than it will be.
-
not all scars show
not all wounds heal
sometimes youu can`t
always see the pain someone
feels.
-
she smiles like everyone expects her to,
she living up to the expectation of
never letting anything get to her.
but something's wrong with that smile today.
congratualtions, kid. you got to her.
-
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that
Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've decieved me
-
I won't nurture, and feed this bitterness
It's worth it, seen any of this
Love and forgiveness
Our time is and true
I know you're full of fear
I hope I'm never like you.
-
you're in my head but
that doesn't make you here
-
Maybe I never stopped loving you.
But I stopped wanting to love you,
and that's something.
-
okay, honestly...
i have no idea what you just said..
but you looked so cute saying it.
-
The moment we kissed
You captured me.
-
He placed his hand in mine.
&& I'm telling you,
In that moment in time,
I knew he was the boy I wanted
to be with for the rest of my life.
-
And she didn't know how much she cared
until she realized that he didn't care at all.
-
love is looking into his eyes & forgetting the
world around you. it's feeling his kiss hours
after he's gone. it's seeing perfection when
he's standing besides you. & its realizing
every second he's not with you is too long
-
the most incredible feeling
is knowing that I make you happy.
-
Sometimes i make you listen to these songs
because the lyrics sing the words that i'm too scared to say.
-
I want to be with you. I just want to be with you.
If I could hold your hand for the rest of my life,
I would never be scared again. I want to hold you tight
&I want to tell every second how much you mean to me.
Because no one has ever meant more. I want to be able to
help you &make you Smile;; Just let me make you smile.
-
our memories are like mixtapes
they sing me to sleep every night
-
& its like when we're talking to each other,
the rest of the world kind of melts away,
all I know is what your saying
and all I care about is that your eyes are on me.
-
The world is going to throw us a million reasons
why this isn't going to work out between us.
But I'm armed with the one reason why it will:
I love you.
-
I miss you so much.. your voice, your smile
but most of all, i miss how connected we were when you
kissed me
-
no matter how i feel,
it's always true. the one
thing that makes me smile
in this world is you.
-
I wonder what would happen if
we fell for each other again <3
-
you don't want to be kissed in the rain
because when something happens
between you & that person,
the rain will never be the same.
-
&& you don't know me like you used to;
You stopped listening the moment I needed you most
-
I`m living for something I can`t even explain
-
But if anyone can make it, I'm betting on me and you.
-
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
-
Sometimes the feeling you start to have again is
the feeling you never really stopped having.
-
Oh, maybe we were made for each other.
Is it possible for the world to look this way forever?
-
Without you I don't have a place
that's safe from all the monsters
that hide in my head & sing me to sleep.
-
10 seconds left on this dial
i don't want to miss your smile
-
i'm not supposed to like you
i'm not supposed to miss you
i'm not supposed to think about you
but i can't help but love you
-
For everyone, theres always a person, place, or thing
That brings them back and makes them feel alive
You just happen to be mine.
-
and I'm blasting my music
so I don't hear my thoughts, but it's stupid
because the lyrics just remind me of
what I'm trying to forget.
how did you manage to get all these people
to sing about you?
-
You don't love your girlfriend; if you loved her...
You would have never created this thing between us.
-
have you ever been lying on your bed
thinking about him & your body starts
to tingle and all of a sudden you want
nothing more than to be in his arms?
-
standing so close, knowing that
it kills me to breathe you in.
-
i cant resist talking to you
believe me, i have tried
-
I want to know everything about you.
Baby, What makes you feel alive?
-
You're starting to lose your biggest fan.
-
You might think of me as just some girl,
but I want you to know that I`m the one girl
that took one look & fell hard for you.
harder than I have ever fallen
for anyone in my life.
-
i wasn't fighting with you
i was fighting with myself
because part of me wanted to
send you running away and
part of me just wanted to hold you tight
-
This is where, if I had a dick,
I'd tell you to suck it.
-
she's the girl
with her hands in her pockets
biting her lip
looking at her feet
she's the girl
you never knew loved you
-
I want to be there for you.
I do, but I can't do this anymore.
I can't keep being your second choice,
not when you're my first
-
you love somebody & then you don`t
love them anymore. but if you really
love somebody, you always love them,
don`t you? isn`t there always some small
part of you that still reads their
horoscope in the paper everyday?
-
&& I just hope you realize
that to me, we're not exactly
friends anymore. Maybe to you only
talking once a month and acting like
everything is fine and nothing ever happened
is great. But for me it’s not and I’m done with
these stupid mind games.
-
I'll never forget what you did to me.
But I'll never let you know
that I remember.
-
You bite your lip; you keep pretending
that you're made of stone.
You never let it show, but darling,
everybody knows.
-
it's so weird, you know?
how we always inevitably find ourselves
wanting to run back to the ones we used
to love, for some reason thinking it would
work out differently the second time around.
-
move along, baby
unless you plan on making a scene
there's nothing to see here
-
baby, you had me
sweetie, you knew me
lover, you cared
What happened to that?
The love we shared?
-
Sometimes kisses aren't magical
and sex doesn't mean a damn thing
-
&& she gets up every morning knowing that she'll see him again one day..
-
I woke up with tears in my eyes;
the kind that you cry but you don't know why.
-
She says she's right here,
but she seems so distant.
-
But the lights, they just sparkle,
like your eyes use to do.
-
Today I woke up alone
wishing you were here with me,
I wanted us to be something
we'd probably never be.
-
Come on, you could change me.
You could steal me. You could turn all the lights on,
and show me the real me. Then maybe, if I'm lucky,
you'll offer me protection. You could even heal me.
-
Perfect lines, like space and time, extend across my room,
but they don't help me get any closer to you.
Open the door and the clouds come in and find you sleeping on the floor.
Get used to the numbness,
you won't have to feel that anymore.
-
sometimes you love someone so much
you just become numb to it.
cause if you really felt how much you love them,
it would kill you.
-
Sometimes we all wanna go back
when we look back at the memories
but what we dont see is that
there was a reason why we left
-
i was done. i was over it, over you.
and then you broke the news.
and what could i do, but let all the
feelings and memories come
rushing back. so now i've calmed
down, and i'm ok. but i admit i'll
find myself thinking of you. and
honestly i don't want to, just
because i've been through this too
many times before. but i guess it's
ok, i guess i'm ok. i have options,
time and a world of experience.
so let's just wait, just wait and see.
-
rock herself to sleep with the rhythm of the rain,
beating like the be against the window frame of her hotel room.
rock herself to sleep with the tunes on the dash,
dont take no credit cards, she takes cash.
-
Maybe some people aren't
meant to be in our lives forever.
Maybe some are just passing
through to teach us a lesson.
-
The best kind of kiss
Is the unexpected,
Unplanned ones.
The ones that come naturally
Like in the middle of a sentence
-
i guess the winter makes you laugh at little
slower. makes you talk a little lower about
the things you couldnt show him & its been
a long december and there`s a reason to be-
lieve, that maybe, just maybe, this year will
be better than the last<3
-
Even though we aren't together, you still manage to break my heart over and over.
-
Now I know what a fool i've been
but if you kissed me now,
I know you'd fool me again
-
you get into the biggest fights with the people you care about the most because they are the relationships that you're willing to fight for...
-
you're the king of mixed signals
i'm the queen of excuses
-
& sometimes i put myself in danger,
just to see who cares enough to stop me.
-
Just don’t stare her in the eyes,
She won’t let you, she’ll look down.
You broke her spirits and you know it.
Are you proud of what you’ve done?
-
She may look like she's perfect,
But really she's just waiting for the right person,
The right person that will rip off that perfect disguise,
That perfect illusion,
She not perfect at all,
She just has the perfect disguise,
And it took practice.
-
Sooner or later, everyone in your life is going to hurt you
you just have to figure out which ones are worth the pain
-
forget the risks && take the fall;
If it's meant to be, it's worth it all
Well...long story short, I broke up with Adam, I got to know an amazing guy, and now I'm with that amazing guy and he's everything to me. Adam isn't over it. Oh well. I think these quotes...I had them before the amazing guy (Chase) sooooo Idk what they're about, but I'm happy. I'm also preparing a big update, so keep coming!!
If you loved him, truly loved him, then you don't just get over him. If you do, it wasn't even close to love. I think sometimes we just need to tell ourselves we're over him because we're just not ready to realize that a part of him is going to stay in you forever.
---
It shouldn't hurt me to be free,
it's what I really need,
to pull myself together.
But if it's so good being free,
would you mind telling me,
why I don't know what to do with myself
---
So I say a thousand stupid things, and half
the time I never mean them but this time I’m serious.
I’m never going to talk to you first. So if I mean anything, anything at all to you, then you can talk to me because I give up.
---
Sometimes i just miss that
sweet kid i fell in love with.
---
all i want to do is be able to look at you
[&] not feel the pain of the memories of the
times i once knew.
---
and sometimes, just because i miss you,
i open up our old conversations
laugh at all the hilarious talks
smile at how incredibly cute we were.
i know its over, but I’ll never forget it.
---
Goodbye is the hardest thing to say,
Because you have to walk away,
All that's left are the memories,
And the memories, oh how they fade.
---
I try to be strong, & I try to let go,
but I can`t. I can`t just leave that much
of my life, my heart behind like that
---
Once you fall in love with someone,
they will always be a part of you. Even
if you never talk, they'll still cross your
mind, and even the thought of them
being with anyone else hurts.
---
All I want is for you to know me again,
for me to be in your life. And even if it can't
happen right now, I would just like to know
that I'm not blocked from your memory.
---
We drive tonight, and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known eachother forever.
The time flies by with the sound of your voice;
It's close to paradise.
-
don't forget what people say when they're
mad cause that's when the truth comes out.
-
can't you see it? she likes you, more than you could imagine. it's in her eyes. it's in her voice. it's in her smile. she's so different when you're around, so much happier. you're the one for her, but you don't see that, do you?
-
No matter how hard you try to ignore it or try to deny it. Eventually, the lies fall away, whether we like it or not, but here's the truth about the truth: it hurts; so we lie.
-
let's be the kodak couple;
smile in all the pictures, look silly
when we take them and laugh all
day until we run out of film.
-
&& i hate the sun,
I hate the rainbows,
I hate the way happy couples are.
I hate school and complete families
because someone took away my *star <|3
-
she thinks she can get over him
just like that
little does she know,
he doesn't want her to
and he refuses to let her forget him
-
and lately, all she wanted was something no one could know about.
-
if there's one thing i can't do
it's get over you.
-
i’ll be the first to admit
you’ve got incredible perfections
but you’ve got flaws,
which i will also admit
i mean, you snore when you sleep
you can’t seem to say exactly what you want
and you can’t keep your hands to yourself
well, that last flaw i think can deal with. ;]
-
he’s got the cutest little smile
and when he sleeps,
it’s still there
-
you and me, alone
where we can be exactly who we want to be
no one has to know
no one except us, baby
-
this is crazy.
we don't talk for over a week
i begin to think you've forgotten about me
and out of nowhere,
you call.
and i'm right back in love again
-
he has me wrapped around his finger.
i can't find a way to break away.
let me go.
-
i'm so sick of denying my stupid feelings.
i love you.
i don't want you not with me anymore.
-
your eyes outshine the bright night sky.
-
he's got charm.
he's got the look.
he's so irresistable.
and you know that he knows it.
-
i have everything i need when i have you.
-
chances are
i'll never get a moment like this again
so here's everything i ever wanted to tell you
no one has ever gotten me like you
i've never found anyone who makes me laugh like you
you're the one person who i can honestly see myself happy with
the definition of love to me is you
-
i know i'm in love with you
but we've still got so much to do
so many things to go through
but i'm willing because i love you
-
those stupid songs on the radio get me every time
-
this? no.
this is not love.
lust, maybe.
never love.
although i wish it were more,
it never will be.
-
look at you
you look at me
you can't help it
you're feeling butterflies
it's obvious
we have chemistry
i think i know
'cause it feels so right
-
the tables had finally turned
in her favor. now, he was the
one who was trying to kiss
her, he was trying to stay.
-
time says i should forget about us
but my heart just can't let go
-
one last night.
give me that.
give me one night to prove
how much i love you
and you really do love me.
after that night,
i swear i’ll leave you alone.
-
he was everything to me.
now i have nothing.
-
your smile makes me smile.
-
and to tell you the truth,
i'd still do everything that i've done.
i'd do nothing different.
you were worth every tear.
you still are.
-
by the way that things are going,
my life is looking up.
maybe you weren't done with me after all.
-
just friends.
she said she'd be okay with that.
but then, it was friends with benefits.
now it's like they're secretly dating.
now she wants it to be public again.
no, she's never satisfied.
-
i thought it was over.
and i thought i'd get over it.
i want it not to be over.
i don't ever want to be over it.
-
what did i do wrong?
did i not love you enough?
i'm beating myself up for not being good enough.
-
she's done crying.
she's come to believe that he wasn't worth it.
too bad, he was the one.
he didn't realize it until after she forgot about him.
-
when she was with him,
she was up for anything.
-
why is it that i can't fall for anyone else?
-
i had a dream about you last night
it was like a memory of the last night we spent alone together
except...
in my dream,
i made some changes
and it ended up that we stayed together
i don't know if i have to tell you
but...i woke up crying
-
i never want you to feel like i don't need you. i do need you. more than i should. i'm trying to live my life without you though because that's what both of us need. so let me be, let me try to live the way i should.
-
i don't know what i want anymore.
do i want you?
do i want to forget you?
i don't think i'll ever know.
-
take a second, listen, let the smoke clear.
same day, different year - i wanted to be your everything.
i watched the sparks subside, saw the shimmer in your eyes die.
is this everything you feared?
i wanted to tell you everything.
that's what you'll get when you mess with this.
-
'Cause I know where you've been,
And I know what you've done with her
I hope its worth what we lost.
Take your time with your goodbyes,
'cause this will be the last time
I stand by with eyes closed tight.
-
so now faith is replaced with a logic so cold
i've disregarded what i was now that i'm older
and i know much more than i did back then
but the more i learn the more i can't understand
-
do you feel like a man when you push her around
do you feel better now as she falls to the ground
well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has
-
face down in the dirt she says "this doesn't hurt"
she says " I've finally had enough"
-
i just wanna break you down so badly
well i trip over everything you say
i just wanna break you down so badly
in the worst way
-
Now I've changed, the page has turned,
And that was never meant to be,
I'm out of place, my heart still burns,
But not for your bad memories,
Peeling leeches off my heart,
It's getting colder in this flesh,
I can't sing this anymore,
Celestial skies have faded,
Let's all kill ourselves again...
-
'Cause once upon a time
I was okay
-
Seduce my mind & you can have my body
Find my soul & I'm yours forever.
-
& when you laugh be sure to laugh out loud
'cause it will carry all your cares away.
When you see, see the beauty all around & in yourself
& it will help you feel okay.
& when you pray, pray for the strength
to help carry on when the troubles come your way
-
we were gonna bust a move,
but we're just too white.
-
and suddenly,
i find myself captivated
in your eyes, your touch, and in your heart.
-
Someday someone's going to come along and put the pieces of my heart back together. I'm just worried about that one little piece that they're not going to find, that one piece that makes the puzzle complete, the one you took the day you walked away from me...
-
you're sick of feeling numb, you're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand and show you a world that you can understand.
-
i am writing graffiti on your body
i am drawing the story of how hard we tried
i am watching your chest rise and fall like the tides of my life
-
and no matter how hard i try,
i can't escape these things inside i know
when all the pieces fall apart,
you will be the only one who knows
She never even knew she had a choice
And that's what happens when the only voice she hears
is telling her she can't
-
when things are perfect,
that`s when you need to worry most
-
Don't worry about me,
my heart's not broken anymore.
You should be worrying about yourself.
Because as far as I can see, you're
still an asshole
-
So slice open my veins &
let the romance bleed away.
-
Go find your smile
and let it shine tonight
where ever you are.
-
i gave you everything i had, until i had nothing left.
-
stay silent at least for now, and let me move on.
-
I asked you what it's like to [love|break|&/die]
all in the same breathe. You said, "It's like walking
with silence in December, while a million hearts
explode within your chest but you don't care enough to feel it.
-
You're my everything.
My heart. My soul. My love.
You are what keeps me together.
What makes me whole.
You're my other half.
My best friend. My life. My world.
Please. Please. Don't ever leave me.
& all those scars...Don't worry
She says. They're little notes
To remind her what she'll
Never let happen a g a i n
---
Here's my kiss to b e t r a y
Desperate to touch the lips of grace
Do you feel h.o.l.l.o.w
When you think of how I lied?
---
An you can't deny that everywhere you go
You see my face and hear my name
And it's t e a r i n g you apart
---
You know you're s t i l l in love with him
When all it takes is one song on the radio
to make you think of him, and the next thing you know
there are tears streaming down your face
---
Just promise me that you'll never forget me
Tell me I changed you somehow
Let me know I had an i.m.p.ac.t in your life
Promise me that you'll a/l/w/a/y/s remember me
L o s i n g you was hard enough
But I don't want to go on knowing I meant
absolutely nothing to you
---
there's a huge difference b e t w e e n getting over things
and just getting through them
---
she's just another pretty face.
just another gorgeous smile.
she's just another amazing girl.
&& just another heart you shattered.
---
I'll move on,
You'll call it fate,
I'll call it karma,
We had our time,
It was fun while it lasted.
---
When you're not around,
I have no reason to be happy.
---
you've already won me over in spite of me
and don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
and don't be suprised if I love you for all that you are
---
I have noticed that if you look carefully
at people's eyes the first five seconds they look at you,
the truth of their feelings will shine through for
just an instant before it flickers away.
---
" I don`t want to talk to you anymore. I’m afraid of what I might say, I bite my tongue everytime you come around cause blood in my mouth beats blood on the ground"
---
if shame had a face,
i think it would look like mine.
if it had a home it would be my eyes.
would you believe me if i said
i'm tired of this ?
---
it was almost like when we met, the
sun shined a little brighter, the grass
was a little greener, and my heart ...
became a little less broken <3
---
Every night she finds herself lying in
bed, reliving and remembering every
glance he gave and every word he said.
---
Let the sweat drop
Calm, collected, and cunning
Watch those jaws drop
The sweat is still running.
---
in a room full of people
you're the first one I look for,
that must mean something <3
---
so when all you've got are sleepless nights,
when the tears are clouding up your eyes,
just remember, it was you who said goodbye
---
you never really stop loving someone
you just learn to live without them
---
i'd give you my heart but
broken things aren't pretty <3
---
A good friend picks you up when you fall
A best friend laughs her ass off, trips you
again, and calls you a slut.
---
i don`t want to see you anymore..i`m just not that strong
i love it when you`re here, but i`m better when you`re gone
---
The next time you think you're falling in love,
smash your head into a wall,
it will hurt less in the end.
---
Everyone has a moment..
where they know when they wake up tomorrow
nothing will be the same.
---
He's got the smile I fell in love with
And the arms I wanna be held in forever.
---
make up your mind
before you go and mess with mine.
---
Baby, not a million fights
could make me hate you.<3
---
it was cold your hands were shaking,
& i stepped in front of you just to wrap my arms
around you as i said, "let's pretend winter isnt here."
as you buried your face in my shoulder, you said
"lets pretend the snow isnt the only thing falling fast."
---
if you're calling about my heart,
it's still yours.
i should've listened to it a little more.
then it wouldn't have taken me so long
to know where i belong.
---
i wanna be the reason for the smile on your
face and the one girl in your life that can never
be replaced. <3
---
when you're down
i may not be able to pick you up
but i promise i'll be laying
down right beside you.
---
I'm not a jealous person. It's just that
whenever any girl gives you a second look,
it kills me to think that you might give them
a chance to get to know just how amazing you are.
---
damn right i'm good in bed.
i can sleep for hours.
---
I was thirteen, you were just a dream
I was mesmerized, I felt scared inside
You broke my heart and I still can feel the pain
---
he completely stole my heart &
i hope he never lets me go;
i never really told him but
he had me from [ h e l l o ] <3
---
babe, your broken heart is nothing
compared to my destroyed life.
---
my theory is that if youu look confident ;
you can pull off anything ; even if youu
have no clue what youu’re doing.
---
& It's okay if you're jealous of us.
because, honestly, if we were youu,
--» [ WE`D . BE . JEALOUS . TOO ] «--
---
I love how you quietly lie to yourself
as your whole world is falling apart
---
I'm letting go of all my lonely yesterdays.
I've forgiven myself for the mistakes I've made.
Now there's just one thing, the only thing I wanna do:
I wanna love somebody, love somebody like you.
---
&& it all comes down
to that one person you
think about before you
go to sleeeeep <3
---
we’re still young & have
things to do, liquor to drink
boys to confuse; parties to
go to, times to screw up.
because right now ;; we’re
just living it up
---
you want to know why i love you?
it's cause you loved me when i didn't love myself.
it's cause you held up my beauty for me to see.
it's cause you cared for me unconditionally.
it's cause for the first time in my life, i didn't have
to work so hard at being happy...i just was.
---
You can always tell when two people are best friends
cause they`re always having way more fun than
it makes sense for them to be having.
---
Baby, I just want you here with me to snuggle next to
the Christmas tree, Kiss me under the mistletoe,
&& Promise me you`ll never let me go
---
Life's not a race, take it a little slower;
Stop and hear the music before the song is over.
---
It's that crazy minded;
retarded looking;
running down the street;
screaming our heads off;
kinda friendship.
---
i'm ready to go all in.
i'm jumping head first
for this one. i'm doing
it all for you. i trust you.
---
I'm helplessly, hopelessly, wrecklessly falling in love
---
&& ;; to set the record straight
no one makes me smile like you do
---
i found the guy who can make
me smile, just by the way he
says hello when he picks up
the phone. the guy who makes
my hands shake when im sitting
next to him and the guy who
isn’t afraid to keep hugging me ,
when im not really ready to let go.
---
were only young once ... so let's
fuck this up right
---
Just keep smiling boy,
you're what keeps her alive.
---
behind every girl's smile
is an adorable boy that put it there.
---
look into my eyes
hear what i have to say
you'll see i'm the girl
who will never walk away
---
I don't want the moon
and the stars, just someone
who will watch them with me.
---
smiling is what people do when they dont know what to do next
---
Don't give up, if you still wanna try...
Don't wipe your eyes if you still wanna cry...
Don't stop asking questions if you still want to know...
Don't say you don't love him, If you can't let him go
---
Thinking of you is what brings a smile to my face.
Dreaming of you is what makes my heart race.
Looking into your eyes makes me fall even more,
but simply being with you is what I live for.
---
I know you hear me say I love you, but I dont think you realize how much I really do...nothing else in this world could make me happier because all I need is you.
---
even with all my imperfections ;;
he still loves me & that`s why
[[ i love him too <3 ]]
---
Just the thought of being with you tomorrow,
gives me the strength to go on today
---
its amazing how your voice makes everything
bad that happened fade away; how i need to
hear your voice at the end of everyday, when
something goes wrong, you're the only one i
want to tell it to. but the most incredible thing
is how much im in love with you
---
i know better than anyone
what happens when you get attached.
---
and kid, it scares the hell out of me,
knowing i may never get over you.
---
You said
"Come on baby, let's just make love
It's the only thing to make me feel better"
You said
"Come on, let's get you out of that sweater"
& I said
"I don't kiss losers or winners,
& I don't fight for honor, cause we're all born sinners"
---
The pages may crumble, the pictures
may fade, but we'll never forget
the friends that we've made.
---
don't waste your time chasing the things that hurt you
open your eyes to the things that make you happy
---
this place has everything.
the bad boy, the girl-next-door,
the average joe, even the whore.
the one thing we all seem to be missing
is the one person we're supposed to be kissing
but i guess that's what we all seem to lack
because we lost all our faith and can't get it back
---
i can`t live without you
can`t breathe without you i dream about you
honestly tell me that its over
cause the world is spinning and i'm still living
it won`t be right if were not in it together
---
somehow;;you always end up
running through my head
somehow i just can`t let go.
maybe its the thought of you`
coming back one day. [[xo]]
---
I hate him, but I love him.
I hate him because he isn't
the man he used to be;
I love him because he has
made me the woman I am today.
---
Every night she finds herself lying in
bed, reliving & remembering every
glance he gave & every word he said.
---
See the kid with the lonely eyes?
Take his hand, you'd be surprised.
---
I hope she was fucking worth it.
---
Oh, but prettyface, tell me;
when the beer stops flowing
and the condoms run out,
what will you have then?
---
And because the way you kiss is better than any drug,
and because when I'm with you... I believe in this thing called love.
---
He looked at me like he was searching.
The subtle hint of happiness in his eyes was gone;
I couldn't help him and it killed me
---
You have me now.
My feelings are out in the open
and my makeup is ruined;
Is this how you wanted me?
---
you don`t know what you do to me
you don`t have a clue
you don`t know what it`s like to be me
looking at you
---
& i`m waiting for him to turn around,
grab my waist,
pull me close,
and kiss me without a care in the world
---
a part of me
wants to erase you
from my past
but another part of me
still wants you
in my future.
---
The struggles make you stronger.
& the changes make you wise.
Happiness has it`s own way
of taking it`s SWEET TIME.
---
it`s only when you`ve lost EVERYTHING
that you`re willing to do ANYTHING.
---
sohereiamlookingpretty
foryou&onlyyou.
---
i'm scared, completely terrified actually.
scared of what will happen if i see you again.
and scared of what will happen
if i don't.
---
you've always been the habit
that could never break.
the habit she never really
wants to break.
---
Headlights taunt me.
I always seem to wonder
if my hands slipped,
& the wheel turned
would you cry for me.
---
And she said,
"Kiss my cheek. 'Cause I can't kiss your lips anymore. I don't know where they've been."
---
Everyone has a weakness
but I have two:
everything you say & everything you do
---
its like being hit
by a truck over and over again
but you stay in the road
cause when you aren't being hit
the road is the best place
in the entire fucking world to be
---
i wish i knew what you think
about when you're quiet <3
---
here we go again with the
mixed signals and second thoughts
---
i still remember everything
you said to me that night
---
you're the king of mixed signals
and i'm the queen of excuses
---
if we were a movie, you'd be the right guy, and
i'd be the best friend that you fall in love with. in
the end we'd be laughing, watching the sunset. fade
to black. show the names. play that happy song
---
she needs time to be alone. she needs time to think
time to pull herself together again <33
---
i saw it the first time i laid eyes
on him. i don't think i knew it
then, but i guess i was falling in love
---
my mind tells me to forget you
but my heart just won't let me
---
somewhere deep within your heart
there is someone that you're dying to
forget but also living to remember <3
---
just because we aren't together
doesn't mean that we can't remember
---
Just because I say I'm over him
Doesn't mean it's actually true.
---
No matter what she tries to do or make herself believe,
She will always be in love with him.
---
I'm a mess of insecurities.
attention starved with a narcissistic twist.
don't you think that I'm amazing?
please tell me I'm worth dating.
---
oh, I laughed kinda nervous.
I felt you move closer and
felt the world unwind.
once was a stranger,
not quite a lover,
but steadily crossing the line.
---
I try and try.
to move on with my life.
yet every part of me.
surrenders at the mention,
of your name.
---
what doesn't [ kill you ]
only makes you stronger.
so when you think you're hurting me,
you`re just helping me [ last longer ]
---
The cutest thing about you is the
way that you are always singing a song
even when no one is listening
---
He knew he made a mistake. You could see it
in his face every time she walked into the room.
He wished he wouldn't of done that to her.
---
you deserve to be with somebody who
makes you happy. somebody who doesn't
complicate your life. somebody who
wont hurt you. he's the better guy
---
i'm not perfect - -
i'll annoy you, i'll piss you off,
say stupid things; then take
them back, but put all of that
aside & realize that you'll never
find another girl like me.
---
Smile because you're hurt
Laugh because you're sorry
Hug because you've cried.
Go on life trying to fool everyone.
---
& when i saw you kiss her
i lost my breath, choked
on my words & started to
cry because i couldn't
understand what she had
that i didn’t…
---
Deep down you know
you're just dying for him give you one glance
one simple smile,
any sign at all,
so you can build yourself up again
just to come crumbling back down
---
Because for me,it's always been you-always.and I've tried to fight it & I've tried to deny it..but I can't;you're undeniable.
---
and you ruined all of
my favorite songs. <|3
---
You probably won't remember the
test you failed, but you will never forget
the person you were with the night before,
when you decided not to study
---
before i met you, my life was fine.
you weren't in my head destroying my mind.
but you came on strong & i wanted more,
a feeling that i never felt before.
what was i to do? you finally came.
i don't think i'll ever win this game..
---
You sold your soul for an ounce of attention. Gaining the world and demanding affection. Will you ever be pleased with your own skin? Will you ever refuse what they're asking? You cant hide your insecurities with a pretty face.
---
your words are cold,
and the season is too.
the comfort in your voice is gone.
don't keep in touch.
i'm better off alone.
---
I didn't mean to fall in love with you, and baby there's a name for what you put me through. It isn't love, it's robbery.
---
it's been months since i've seen you like this.
and even longer since our last kiss.
hey there babe, i don't mean to cut you off,
but i've heard enough lies.
and you're just dying to get caught.
---
can you survive the night alone
in this dark with nothing but your thoughts ?
i can't.
---
what you don't know can't hurt you.
it's what we suspect that screws
everything up.
---
she's banged up.
mentally and emotionally.
literally and metaphorically.
but everyday she walks outside
with a smile on her face,
because that's who she is.
---
from behind the wheel,
when i lose control,
i can only breathe your name.
---
everything's falling,
and i'm included in that.
oh, how i try to be just okay.
yeah, but all i ever really wanted
was a little piece of you.
---
i'll lie until someone catched me in the act.
i'll fake smile and pretend i love myself
while i skip meals and throw up
everything i eat. just give me a month,
i swear i'll be beautiful again.
---
I`m not all that
and a bag of chips..
bitch, i`m the whole party mix
---
More later.
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Saturday, December 09, 2006
Imperfection she's been told
the positives are undersold
a gain of envy, a loss of health
preparing to consume herself
He already *lied* My high hopes are dead. I hate -you- , I love -you- Now it's all in my [head]
We made plans to be unbreakable
Love was all we knew
No insurance for the unthinkable
Blindly get us through
If we t r y hard enough
I'm sure we could forget it
Cause this black-hearted weddings
Enough to start a p a n i c
I never thought in a million years
that I would find someone so
amazingly perfect.
Someone who would give me a
whole new reason to breath
It's thoughts like this that catch my
troubled head when you're away and I
am missing you to death
He has the most adorable eyes you could ever fall for
And the cutest smile that will take your breath away
And he has the ability to make me laugh everytime he speaks
And when you look at him, it's hard to turn away
All I could think about was the time we stayed up
all night talking. You didn't say that I was wrong
or stupid.You didn't laugh at me when I confessed
my wildest dreams. You just listened.
And it was then that I knew
I'm supposed to be with you
I could be having the worst day ever
I'd be able to list off over twenty things
that went wrong, and all you have to do is
hug me and I can't remember a single one of them.
She was a beautiful girl with big blue eyes
hiding her secrets of hurt and lies she wore sweaters every single day
hoping the scars would just fade away
I'm not gonna get upset,, && I'm not gonna care, because everytime I did, It never got me anywhere.
Let's talk for hours. No one has to know. Your voice smoothes my tension in the most striking pose. Your over exaggeration is welcome here. It's my favorite song playing on & on. We only have to spend one night together because it will stay forever, like of the scrapbooks when we were young. A stellar caption in each other's grasps. Let's watch the sunset replay for hours... No one has to know.
It's too bad & it's too late. Was it such a big mistake? You don't call me anymore & I still miss you.
& she's just a perfect girl,
with a perfect kiss, and
has perfect scars on her
perfect wrists.
when you fall for someone what can you do?
you don't control your heart, your heart controls you.
well i'm battered down and burnt out like a half a cigarette
and i'm passed out on the floor thinking "am i happy yet?"
and i'm filmed in black and white, but you'll remember me in colors
singing songs about my heartache and my jealousy of others
I'm never going to forget
How I felt that night
It just seemed so right
Every second, every thought
Pinned on that specific sight
I'm letting out my feelings
Giving up the fight
I'm happy now, I've lit my light
I have the smile, the butterflies,
I've got it all
My heart has reached a new height
I think I love him, yes I just might
Now, I can feel, that everything's alright
Please don't let me forget that night.
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
lets compare scars ill tell you whose worse
When will I see you again?
When will our hearts beat together?
Are we in love or just friends?
Is this my beginning or is this the end?
we never really move on.
all you can do is find someone
else to think about.
that's the best we can do.
people say i have changed ..
but i am finally being myself
you had my heart
the first time i laid eyes on you
Its a game of who needs who,
whos on top, me or you
Pleasure and pain feel the same
when the night is through
Loves like a chain holdin you to me,
I'm the lock, baby your the key
Dont wanna walk cause were caught in a fantasy
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
Memories fade but the scars still linger
Goodbye my friend, will I ever love again?
right now, i still wonder how,
i keep asking myself, "am i dreaming?"
we two, it's just me and you,
you have given this song a new meaning.
It's nothing new, i'm telling you,
This heart of mine beats just for you.
Only you can make this world seem right,
Only you can make the darkness bright
Only you and you alone, can thrill me like you do
Were you right, was I wrong?
Were you weak, was I strong?
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
eyes cant disguise
when they're sad they cry,
when they lie they're shy
i never really wanted to let you get inside my heart
i wanted to believe this would soon be ending
i thought it wouldn't matter if it all just came apart
but now i realize i was just pretending
& It's like every morning
When I'm on my way to school
I realize I'm only coming
Because I know I'll see you
Falling in love is like getting caught in the rain
Just before it starts, you try to run away from it
But in the end, you end up soaked to the bone
Hoping that is feeling will never end
At the end of the day I want to be able to fall asleep
Knowing that our lives are intertwined in ways
that only we can understand
She's happy as hell, but scared more then ever::
This downfall could be worst then the last
No matter how much I tell myself it's ok
I know that in the back of my mind
Any momement now, something is going to ruin
Everything
He whispered to her
"They only way I'd ever hurt you
Is by squeezing your hand too tight."
Bite your lip.Brace yourself
You're not ready for this
You can't handle this
The worst way to be is afraid
Afraid that you will never get through this
Scared that you will never love someone else
Afraid that someday you will really kill yourself
Worried that you will never be ok
It's time to forget about the past
to wash away what happened last
hide behind and e m p t y face
don't ask too much, just say
Cause this is just a game
Come b r e a k me down
Bury me, Bury me
I am finished with you
Please hold me tightly
I don't care if I can breath tonight
Forget these lungs, thier jelousy
But I can't leave this all behind
B|e|t|w|e|e|n the sadness and smile
Lies the flicker of the fire
You always said this never hurt you
I always said you were a liar
It's hard to look at you 'cause when you look at me, I can only imagine that you're picturing some girl who just can't let go, but not so long ago, a boy walked into the room & at the first glance I took, I knew that somehow this boy would change my life forever & I didn't know how & I didn't know why, but all I knew was that something was bound to happen. & then... something did & I knew & he knew at that very moment that things would never be the same 'cause we both brought out a side of each other that no one has ever seen before & here I am... Almost a year later & I'm still remembering the day when the boy first walked through the door & oh... how he's changed me.
Why did ya have to be so cute? It's impossible to ignore you. Must you make me laugh so much? It's bad enough we get along so well.
even if you think the flame has died, there's at least one lyric that'll hit that last hot spot,
and then you'll find yourself as screwed as the day you lied and said you never wanted to see him again
I had just gotten you out of my mind && here you are making your way back into it.
and if you think a sunset is breath taking;;
-oh- you must have never seen his smile
Because once upon a time, we we're best friends.
&& yes, there’s been a lot of bad stuff in between `
but none of that matters right now, okay? You need
me, im there. Anytime, any place; anywhere. .
they thank you.
they thank you for ripping my heart apart
and making it so i can't trust
the people who want to make me happy
Favorites? Anywho. More later. Bye loves.
1:15 PM - 8 eprops - 4 comments - email it
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Mkay. Like...400 footprints, and no comments or suscribers? Yeah. It'd be nice to get SOMETHING. I'm not going to be one of those annoying people who're all 'No more updates till....____' because I love quotes and I'll do this anyway, but still. Anywho. These'll be heartbroken, about a guy who left for another girl, exes, hope, love, whatever. I'm mixed up about it. So. Later. xx
&& I'm going to honestly say that the best quotes are on the last entry. I LOVE those. Atleast...in my opinion they're the best. So check them out, too. COMMENT & SUSCRIBE. Puh-leaze.
ICONS AT THE BOTTOM.
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I never used to be jealous.. then I liked you
&& now I'm jealous of just about every girl that you talk to, smile at, wave at
because in those seconds when you looked into her eyes..
I wasn't on your mind... && I can't bear it
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&& you make me laugh so easily, so freely..
I can really be me
and so I thankyou for giving me the best days of my life
so don't you worry;; you won't be forgotten.. my love for you will be with me
until the day I die .. 'cos you're truly
something special.
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I love you cause I could be dancing completely crazy
& instead of laughing at me, you'd be doing it with me =)
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if you want to be mine
tell me
don't wait until it's too late
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it's moments like these in life
that makes us wish we could stop time ;
rewind ; & do it all over again.
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everything happens for a reason,
sometimes things fall apart just
so other things can fall together.
but in the end, what's meant to be
Will always find it's way
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Dress to impress and never let them see you frown.
Cause there's people out there who would kill to see you down.
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i guess things happen for a reason
tears eventually fade & one day,
everything will be exactly how its
suppose to be. moving on is a
process. you have to promise
yourself that you're really ready
to let go
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Everytime someone asks me if I am okay,
it's just a reminder that I'm not.
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When you look at me, it's like you're secretly
trying to tell me not to give up hope. But I
want you to know something: I almost have.
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He's not what
You think he is
He seems like the
Worst guy you'll know
But then you meet him
He makes you smile
He's got the sweetest laugh
He's the guy that will
Never leave your head
Even though you think
You're over him
You're not
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Cause love just leaves you bruised
And I've got the scars to prove it
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Yeah, I talk to other guys
I laugh with other guys
&& I hug other guys
But none of them
will ever mean half as much
To me as you do.
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And I know I said I needed some time
alone, and I know I never seem to pick up
the phone. And though you will see me with
someone else; you were always the one.
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I knew you were something special right from the start.
I knew it by the way you suddenly stole my heart.
Everything i say is completely true;;
I wanna spend forever && a lifetime with you
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For him I'd smile when he's happy,
kiss him when he's sad .. try to be the
perfect girl & calm him when he's mad.
Hold his hand to make him strong &
say he's right when I know he's wrong .
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so make me laugh
like you're so good at doing.
pull me to the top of the world, and maybe,
for a minute, i won't worry about f a l l i n g
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Why is it everyone looks at him &
doesn't see how wonderful he is?
Cause I saw it the first time
I laid eyes on him. I don't think
I knew it then, but I guess I was falling in love
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You want to know what makes me
love you more than I loved him?
It's cause when he got me I was perfectly unused,
I was fearless & a hopeless romantic.
When you got me I was battered & bruised,
afraid of the world, & cynical about love..
yet you didn't leave. <3
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We act like we're just friends,
& maybe we are, but the other day
I got a little excited, because for the
first time in awhile, it seemed like we
were way more than just friends.
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find the one you can be yourself in front of.
you can smile, you can cry, you can scream,
you can kiss, you can hug, you can fight &
make up by the end of the night and would
still be absolutely crazy about each other<3.
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& i pinky promise
when we're old
we're gonna be best friends
chasing each other in nursing homes
with our motor scooters
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[ life isnt easy. ]
love hurts. boys lie.
friends stab. people die.
parents yell. you always try.
you`re never good enough.
& you don`t know why.
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Go ahead, go out with her.
Doesn't phase me a bit.
But don't come crawling back,
Complaining when things
Don't go right for you..
You had your chance with me,
& I'm long over you by now.
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so maybe you're not the prince charming that belongs in my happily ever after, maybe all these dreams & wishes i've had forever about us being together, were never meant to be. maybe, just maybe, i don't need you like i thought i did. & actually for once i'm perfectly fine with all of that..
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in all honesty, it's been a while since we had
a reason left to smile.
hello sunshine, come back into my life.
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sun will shine no matter what i do
sun shines bright now with you
moon shine bright reflection in your eyes
a finer place she could not find.
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The sky glows
I see it shining when my eyes closed
I hear your warnings but we both know
I'm gonna look at it again
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i'm making myself so nervous,
trying to be so perfect.
because i know that you're worth it
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If you wanted ME happy,
why did you leave?
It's like you never saw it...
but my heart was on my sleeve
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After I wake up from dreaming about you,
I have the biggest smile on my face,
then it quickly fades away,
cause I realize that it was just a dream,
& you're not really mine.
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He said "This is lust minus the passion"
She said "We are a trend minus the fashion"
He said "This is life minus the living."
She screamed "Here’s my heart, minus the giving."
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Just another Good-Night Kiss;; Robbed of all it's passion
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So I picked up a paper, it was more bad news
More hearts being broken or people being used
Put on my coat in the pouring rain
I saw a movie it just wasn't the same
'Cause it was happy and I was sad
It made me miss you oh so bad.
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im gonna smile
when i wanna cry
act happy
when i wanna die
, laugh out loud
when i'm feeling blue
. & i wont let it bother
me when i see
her with you
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she looks in his eyes and asks herself "how am i going to get over this one.."
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and there I go again,
believing in something that is probably
never going to happen...
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Boy, I feel sorry for you. There was a girl
that would have done anything for you. She
may not have been the prettiest or the
smartest girl alive .. but I can guarantee you,
she would've given you the world
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don't talk to me,
don't smile at me,
don't even look at me...
because im not going to let
myself fall for you again x3
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you never know who your true friends are..
until tears are rolling down your cheeks;
the true friends are the ones,
who are there to wipe the tears
&& hold your hand;
when everybody else just stands around
wondering what happened to you.
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& its like this--she was my best friend
i still love her to death, and i'd help her
out with anything.. but things arent the same
anymore, and i miss it more than anything
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i have this feeling, its driving me crazy.
its telling me not to give up on us.
& that if i poured my heart out to you
everything would be alright but then theres that litte doubt, that makes me shut my mouth before the words come out.
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The telephone number I got for you says nobody’s home.
The best thing I can think to do right now is leave it alone.
& you had an apology in your mailbox since last July,
its funny when you find the words to say, you find no reply.
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I guess I always suspected that we never had a chance.
But you cried out words that told a different story.
And im a foolish girl, I dwell on every
Single thing you fucking say.
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Just give it up girl, he'll love you then.
You just want a kiss but he wants you to undress.
Give up girl, romance is dead.
You want to cuddle, he wants to go to bed.
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I need some sleep; it can't go on like this. I tried counting sheep,
But there's one I always miss. Everyone says I'm getting down too low,
Everyone says you just gotta let it go, You just gotta let it go.
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The sky's screaming in the dark,
setting off the car alarms.
So, take it as a warning sign or
maybe just for peace of mind:
when you’re scratching at your scars,
I’ll remember who you are.
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And sometimes she felt so numb
that she would slice into her skin.
And sometimes she felt so lost
that she would open her scars again.
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It's true;; romance is dead. I shot it in the chest, then in the head.
Don't you recall the things we said that night?
Don't you remember what we shared?
It shouldn't have, but it happened.
&& I fell in love much more than intended.
[[ * This one is so perfect/fitting it almost made me fall out of my chair. =/ * ]]
i know he doesnt wanna be with me
he wants to be with her. so i'm not
going to interfere. i'll just sit back &
watch my whole world disappear
[[ * This. ALSO. Made me fall. Only. I probably will interfere. Or try to. * ]]
Your smile is as faint as the lies you tell
and your eyes dont sparkle anymore,
ever since you left me, for that little whore.
[[ * This made me fall. TWICE. It's perfect. * ]]
Do you ever think about me?
Do you ever cry yourself to -sleep-?
In the middle of the night when you're
awake are you calling out for me?
Do you ever reminisce? I can't believe
I'm acting like this. I know it's crazy how
I still can feel your kiss
I am so scared... scared that I won't ever love anyone like this, that I won't ever find someone who can make me feel so complete yet at the same time be the one who's leaving me feeling lifeless... And you'll never know how it feels to have the one person who means everything to you - make you feel like nothing.
It's agony. Complete, excruciating agony. It's like your heart has been ripped out of your chest and stomped on and you can't breathe.. you don't want to eat, you can't function. It's.. it's the most intense pain that you'll ever feel and the worse part is there's no way to relieve it. It's unyielding merciless torture and you know, that it's yours for life
Teardrops fall from those pretty little eyes
kind of hard to move on when you only told lies
she’s breaking down, everyone’s fading
it’s been so long and she’s tired of waiting
didn't wanna want you ;
didn't wanna need you so bad.
didn't wanna wake up & find
that i was falling so fast.
didn't wanna need you :
didn't wanna need anyone.
now look what you've done.
It took me by surprise,
when I saw you standing there.
Close enough to touch
breathing the same air.
You asked me how I'd been
I guess that when I smiled
and said, "Just fine."
Oh, but baby I was lying.
I wish you could see the pain inside.
I wish you could see the tears my heart cries.
I wish you could see that you killed me inside,
but you can't so my pain is undefined.
I'm a sucker for the sweet talkers.
The ones that treat me right.
The ones that call randomly or to just say goodnight.
The ones that pull my hair back loosely behind my ears.
The ones that challenge me & make me face my fears.
Never make someone your priority
when to them - -
you`re only an option.~My stero is blasting. My eyeliner is beginning to
smear. I can barely hear. My tears are forming
in the corner of my eyes, so just shut up and let
me slowly slip.
~I'm so frustrated with him right now. He knows..he knows how much I like him, he knows I'd do anything just to keep him around. But I'm beginning to stand up for myself & learning just cause I want something, doesn't always mean I need it. I might get hurt in the process of drifting from him, but I'm saving myself from the hurt I will be feeling when he leaves me again for her. I'm becoming the person I always thought I could be.
We met.
We became friends.
I trusted him.
We flirted. I fell for him.
He flirted with her.
She ruined everything.
I know everyone says it`s just a stupid crush.
but somewhere beneath everything, I feel that
he`s truly worth everything I`ve went through.
.
I remember the first time
that I really looked you in your eyes,
and I swear I almost fell.
[[ * Gasp. PERFECTION. Maybe because he reminded me of Michael. * ]]
You can't describe the feeling to anyone..
not even your best friends. Because the rush
that you get around him, is more than
anyone could ever explain.
I'm the girl, the one who always loses.
The one with the fake smile
and the girl who seems to be so strong
but continues to break.
That girl who's always there and
seems to have no problems of her own.
The one who holds back tears until she's off the phone...
that girl that is in love with a guy who doesn't care.
He's the one thing worth holding onto. No matter
how long you two go without talking, he will always find
a way back into your heart. No matter how hard
you try to forget him, you can't. It's the little
things that mean the most, but break your heart
at the same time. Just wishing he thinks about you...
just the small thought of maybe. Just maybe
there might be an "us" gives you the strength
to hold on that much longer. You never realize how
much you love something until you lose it. And
you're one of the lucky ones if you get it back.
It's eating at me like cancer.
I need to know the answer,
It's a simple yes or no,
should I love you or let you go
And I'm afraid.
I'm afraid that I might never talk to you again.
And I won't feel the same about anyone
the way I feel when I'm with you.
I'm afraid that you'll find someone else
and feel different for some other girl.
And I'll just be an old school memory.
She's the type of girl
that can be so upset
but still look at him & smile.
I keep your picture saved on my phone
because I know it's the closest I'll ever be to you.
I refuse to look in the mirror.
I refuse to see my face,
Red and tear streaked,
As my world falls out of place.
I refuse to look in the mirror,
To see the hurt in my eyes,
The shaking of my body,
As I resort to silent cries.
I refuse to look in the mirror,
The pain in my heart spread like an infection,
And I witness it all,
All through my reflection.
I refuse to look in the mirror,
To see that last teardrop fall,
I refuse to watch the failure,
As I give up on it all...
what hurts the most, was being so close.
& having so much to say.. & watching
you walk away. & never knowing what
could have been. * x3
you're flirting with disaster in case
you didn`t realize it. =)
Isn't that enough
any body can make you smile or cry
but it takes somebody special to make
you smile when you already have
tears in your eyes
just don't care
people say im a bad influence
i say the world's already fucked up
and im just adding to it
shatteredmemories copy
She knew she had to be cautious, when speaking
to him again, for she had her heart on the line. &
with simply one wrong move, & she could surely
find herself falling for that boy all over again.
&& it's that feeling
one look is all it takes to kill me
so come on darling
stare at me.
I beg to differ with all your pointing fingers.
And second guessing, my second chances.
Because you're whats been keeping me up at night.
& you think of what you did & you hope to GOD he was worth it.
it's crazy
all you have to do is say my name
and i find myself falling in love
all over again
And tonight there you are holding her close to your heart
And I try not to look, but when I do
I can't seem to breathe
~He kissed me like he meant forever
& we were too damn young to know any better
There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to say
don't cry to me, if you loved me,
you would be here with me..
~She Tells herself that inside;; Tonight is the Night she will Finally Pretend to be happy. She held her head high;; With a big smile across her face.A split second later she looked down and saw her wrist && knew All hope was lost.
~And I know I said I needed some time
alone, and I know I never seem to pick up
the phone. And though you will see me with
someone else; you were always the one.
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I can't believe you said, "I love you"
& I can't believed; I thought it was true.
But still, after all this shit, I still find
myself chasing you.
what can i do now?
just sit and wait for you to decide
you really do need me?
no, i'm going to prove it to you.
my-oh-my
you've got a smile that could knock down buildings
she has no fear
she'll do anything for a good time..
but when it comes to him ;;
she's weak & scared.
Yeah, I talk to other guys
I laugh with other guys
&& I hug other guys
But none of them
will ever mean as much
To me as you do.
I knew you were something special right from the start.
I knew it by the way you suddenly stole my heart.
Everything i say is completely true;;
I wanna spend forever && a lifetime with you
For him I'd smile when he's happy,
kiss him when he's sad .. try to be the
perfect girl & calm him when he's mad.
Hold his hand to make him strong &
say he's right when I know he's wrong .
at first, you think it's great you're
talking to him again, but then you
start talking about things that
happened before, bringing back old
memories. &then you realize how
much you really miss him. &then you
get to thinking you really want him
back. but then you remember, he
doesn't need you like you need him
& it hurts.
WHEN YOU'RE THIRTEEN, BRUISES HEAL EASILY.
SOME OF THEM, ANYWAY.
BUT THAT NIGHT, I FELT PAIN THAT I KNEW WASN'T GOING AWAY
there's always going to be that one thing you hate but can't change.
the one mistake you can't take back.
&& that one memory you'd give anything to have again
Scatter me across the sky
I'll shine all night
And just like a star I'll fall for you.
Baby if you want me to
I'd do anything for you
Just say the word and I'll give you the world
Yeah, but that's not good enough.
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when your throat starts to clench
& tingle & your heart gets so warm
the heat travels through your body,
when your stomach starts to feel
those unforgiving butterflies that
spark the instant flow of tears. that's
the worst pain you'll ever feel. that
is your heart breaking.
k0m1bc
so when you think of me,
i hope you regret everything you said.
and i hope you think about how
i did nothing but care about you,
while you did nothing but hurt me.
we went from strangers tolovers && everything in between
you don't do it on purpose but you make me shake
now i count the hours til you wake
with your babies breath breathe symphonies
come on sweet catastrophe
lepro
~boy look around ;;
cant you tell she adores you ?
dont you see the pain she is in ?
cant you realize that
you`re the one putting her through it all ?
strange
this was my fate, giving in to your lips, to your eyes
i should have known it would come back to haunt me.
crooked smile, the reflection in your eyes
That shows my weakness for beautiful mistakes.
something that'lI know you've seen before
i'm not the first. set the trap...i'm falling for it every time.
told myself I wouldn't miss you
but I remember what it feels like
beside you
th_neverturnout
The reason we hold on to
memories so tightly is because
while everything else changes
they will always be the same
faces
The only good thing about this is
that I won't have to see you're face
everyday and look into those eyes and
just have to turn away.
After all is said and done, it's just that
easy for you to move on?
you know what it's like getting up every morning?
feeling hopeless, feeling like the love of your life is
waking up with the wrong girl, but at the same
time hoping that he still finds happiness, even if it's
never going to be with you
th_thpirate
I'm fine. I mean, not that I'm over it, but
little by little it's getting easier to pretend it's
easier, which means easier might be right
around the corner.
~the feelings that are the most painful, are the ones that
nobody can explain, no quote could describe, & no
tears or smiles could make go away. they're the ones
that hurt the deepest. the ones that last the longest
& take forever to forget
~Kill Hannah
you mean so much to me. and i love you
with everything i have. But things have changed
Between us. You have her now and im still
sitting on the sidelines, missing you. If only you
could see how much you're hurting me. Would you
just give me another change? Cause baby
Your all that i need.
th_MCR1
When you`re the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I`ve missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly, that there`s no
where else I could be but here in your arms.
Looking in the mirror, fixing her hair, music so loud, she just dosn't care
~
Is it terribly pathetic,
that his smile
gets me everytime?
th_way
Her mirror's cracked.
Her make-up's smeared.
All her hope is trashed.
So with one last breath,
She uttered the words,
"I knew we'd never last"
I was blind and foolish
But I was just a girl.
So kiss me with your lies
And promise me the world.
torn up photos and lonely nights
cursing, crying and drawn out fights
make up sex and a brand new start
broken promises for broken hearts
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and tonight, darling ;;
I won't sleep.
I'm going to try my best
and prevent those
dreams of you.
th_fabcadba
you left a stain
on every one of my good days.
it's sweet talkers like you
that make girls fall in love and fall apart
welcome to broken hearted airways
thank you for crashing and burning with us today
she's banged up. mentally and emotionally.
literally and metaphorically. but every day
she walks outside with a smile on her face
because that's who she is..
i think he already does
I Could tell everyone how depressed I am,
Let them listen to my problems,
Put sad away messages up and cry to everyone.
But somehow, telling them I'm fine is so much easier than explaining it all.
So, I'll sing to all the songs on the radio,
Dance in my Victoria's Secret panties in my room,
Blow bubbles with my gum and never show how much that jerk hurt me.
bestnworst
her mom calls her Sunshine,
because she always had a smile.
let me tell you something,
ive seen your daughter in an alleyway,
drunk on tequilla & slitting her wrists.
she's a mess
better left unsaid
the police in New York City,
chased a boy right through the park.
in a case of mistaken identities,
they put a bullet through his head
sheo
x-o-x-o-x-o
Every one of these meant something to me. They fit how I'm feeling right now and I know theres tons of girls out there feeling the same way.
I get like 244 footprints. No comments. Come on, please?
Ah Well. Macho Love. I'll update when I can.
I did this. On my thigh. His initials.
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Sunday, October 15, 2006
Well. Havent updated in a bit. Sorry. I still need to get this site up and running. These will probably be pretty depressed. I got dumped. I still love him. =/ Well. The first few of these might be happy/love-ish. Because I saved them on a document before I got dumped. But yeah. Whatever.
Tear me off a piece of blanket
Keep me warm & we can make it
Here's my heart I'll let you break it
Touched your skin & I can't take it
Safe_by_magicpoppet
sunny days seem to hurt the most.
i wear the pain like a heavy coat.
i feel you every where I go
i see your smile, i see your face
i hear you laughin in the rain
i still cant beliveve you're gone.
[This was dedicated to Michael Crump. This song is. My God Brother. But it kinda fits for Derek too. ]
You know you're in love when you see that someone & your heart flutters, your stomach gets butterflies, & the rest of the world disappears.
Tonight I'm wearing my best smile
Hope this time is worth your while
I'll be the best mistake you'll ever make.
[defected]
you wrapped your arms around me,
pressing your body against mine,
& in that moment of perfection
i knew we were meant to be..
& i never wanted you to let me go
[misses]
I can't remember a
Fall ever feeling so right
not a rockstar
and it's beginning to get to me
that i know more of the stars and sea
than i do of what's in your head
his collar
barely touching in our cold bedI'm all ears && I'm all scars to hear you tell me, "Boys like you try too hard."
oh doctor doctor
of course she's going to say she's
happy for you, and flash
that smile you used to love
but look into those eyes;
and baby, you broke her.
it's funny how a girl with
bleached hair, fake nails,
knock-off purses, an unnatural tan;
can complain that
she can't find a real man.
everybody told us we're madeforeachother
but i guess everybody doesnt have a say in this.
stop planning your life & let it plan itself
quit trying to find the perfect boy, let him
find you. if you dont want drama, then dont
talk shit. things are only as complicated as
you make them
fall apart
I promised myself i wouldn't risk the
chance of getting hurt again, but for
some reason when im with you it all
seems worth it <3
back door
I want someone who won't care that
I never wear shoes,
that I'm incapable of staying still,
that I can't grasp the concept of cleaning
& I refuse to be lady-like.
Someone who realizes that half the decisions I make, I regret
and everything i knew
came crashing down
when that boy smiled..
so make me laugh
like you're so good at doing.
pull me to the top of the world, and maybe,
for a minute, i won't worry about f a l l i n g
perfect would be ; cuddled up
on the couch with you watchin '
finding nemo & you tellin me`
you'll always come & find me
Why is it everyone looks at him &
doesn't see how wonderful he is?
Cause I saw it the first time
I laid eyes on him. I don't think
I knew it then, but I guess I was falling in love
i want a boy ... who would shove ice cream in my face. who would wrestle with me. who shows me off to his friends and family. who treats me with respect. who would call me at four in the morning, to tell me he can't stop thinking about me. who sings to me, even if he can't. who could break my heart but would never dream of it.
.. & i`m scared that i`m gonna walk
out of this room without you ever
realizing how much you really, truly
mean to me<3
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he's the kind of guy that makes
you love your name --
just because of the way he says it<3
i just wish you would knock on my window
in the rain late at night && say
"baby, im sorry, i need you". <3
i only want three things:
- eyes that won't cry
- lips that won't lie
- and a love that won't die<3
I look at you
&& motherfuckingassholeihopeyoufuckingdie
comes to mind
&& baby lets prove them wrong
Cause' we know we're in love
you've always been the habit she could never
break. the habit she never really wants to break
someday your gonna meet someone who drives you mad
who your gonna fight with & laugh with
and do insane things for & someone who turns your life upside down
people listen to songs that
were popular in their time period.
there is going to be a generation
where grandparents are going to be
listenting to rap and emo.
every day i wonder
why he saw me
when a thousand other
girls saw him
When I`m around you, you drive
me so crazy. But whenever I am
away from you, you're all I think
about, and I just can barely wait
till the next time I see you.
don`t use excuses & don`t ask why
its just a breakdown, it happens all the time
so get outta my face & don`t even try
you wanna help me ? just let me cry
He asked, "Are you sad?"
And she was quiet, hesitant, unlike herself -
until she shakily shook her head "yes".
And he said nothing,
but ran his hands up her back
and turned her to face him,
pressing his nose against hers
looking softly, hardly breathing,
understanding, not knowing,
not even loving, just comprehension,
comprehension of what she needed:
The hands that brushed her spine
and the hair out of her face
the pressure of his body
and the fact that just then,
he was her friend.
And she felt more than his skin
and he, more than hers,
and he held her like he held the world.
It was my nerve to think that I was better
than this. Really, I was just part of the plan.
It's so easy to lose yourself in what you want
to be. Really, I just kept hoping you'd get lost in me.
She's So Scared to Get Hurt
But It's So Hard
Not To Fall <3
&& i love the way you laugh at me when I do something completely stupid just to see you smile at
It's like you wanted to see how bad you could hurt me
& how many times you could make me cry before I finally got mad.
silly boy. silly stupid simple
boy. you could destroy me
i dont regret the things i did
i regret the things i didnt do
....when i had the chance
There's always gonna be that guy,
that no matter what happens between you two,
no matter how long you go without talking,
you just never stop loving him
You want to know what makes me
love you more than I loved him?
It's cause when he got me I was perfectly unused,
I was fearless & a hopeless romantic.
When you got me I was battered & bruised,
afraid of the world, & cynical about love..
yet you didn't leave. <3
I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go.
Every night I go to bed dreaming of the moment I get to see you again; the moment when months without you are erased by a single kiss, the moment when all my tears are dried by a single smile, the moment when hearing the sound of your voice means seeing you at the same time. Knowing that the moment I dream of will eventually become a reality is what keeps me going.
In life we learn a lot of things.
Which movie theatres have cup holders,
which classmate is most reliable to cheat off of,
how to give and take advice, how and why to love,
which roads harbor hidden cops, times to laugh or cry
and which towns have your bank's branch.
Among the most important things we learn is this:
just because we argue doesn't mean there's no love and
just because we aren't related
doesn't mean we aren't family.
& Im just scared of never hearing
your voice again..
don't leave me now
my memories are more than i cant take tonight
and god showed me how,
i'm supposed to trust in things beyond my sight
so teach me how to kneel when i don't know how to feel
and show me where you are
when my faith can't reach that far
I lost my way, a little bit, this year.
But, lately it's been better. You know, um,...
it's pretty amazing how temptation
can be silenced by a ray of hope.
But, when the face to that hope is a boy's face,
I guess, for me, hope comes with trust issues.
and i wanna be the girl that saves him.
the one that he'd be absolulty lost without.
i wanna be the one who makes his life worth living.
The radio plays a love song.
I smash my fist right through the dial.
Here's to the broken hearted.
A generation born in denial
Sweetheart, you can't bullshit me. See, i've lied to myself enough to know when someone else is doing it. So, let's try this again, and how about the truth this time.
He's surrounded by
Millions of girls
I just wanna be the only one
He cares about
i look in your eyes and baby
you make me realize you're the
one i've been waiting for all this time
Just another pretty face
In a room full of whores
There's always another
Wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say
Let's go back
We both know it wasn't
supposed to end this way.
I thought we had something special,
I thought we were more than friends,
then you let go & forgot to let me know
Theres this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is..
Sometimes I think i know her & sometimes I
wish i did... there is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and
goodbyes... but when shes looking back at me i can tell that
this girl...
shes hurting inside
You kiss a hell of alot better then you listen.
Maybe thats why I can't get enough of you.
It's true when they say old habits are hard to break.
But you'll always remain nothing but my most tempting mistake
When you smiled you had my undivided attention,
when you laughed you had my urge to laugh with you,
when you cried you had my urge to hold you,
and when you said that you loved me,
you had my heart forever.
I was made this short to fit
perfectly in your arms
She's only happy in his arms
and the world is so perfect when
their lips are thrown together
I liked it when my fingers were entangled
in yours & my head was on your chest
listening to your heartbeat it made me
feel safe like at that moment, nothing
bad could touch me
Hearing "I love you baby" from
anyone else, just wouldnt be acceptable
in case you failed to notice,
in case you failed to see,
this is my heart bleeding before you,
this is me down on my knees
Sometimes I catch myself wondering where you are,
and how you're doing;; I don't think
I'm ever going to let you go completely.
some day youll see that you made a mistake
and by the time you wake up itll be too late
cause i will have moved on and found someone new
someone who loves me the way i used to love you-
I do this to myself, I cause myself this pain, I’m so tired of trying where there is nothing I ever gain, I cry myself to sleep, I make up stories just so I can forget & maybe leave the past behind, but it never goes away, it always creeps back into my life making me feel like all I have left is to die, people always say try hard, dont give up, but it seems to me like my best is never enough, I’m sick of getting my hopes up, sick of praying for things to change when nothing ever happens & this problem remains, I always say, one last try & after this I'm through & whatever else happens, its over, its just too much.
youll never know how much I miss you... you
wont see it in my face... youll never know that
ill never find another guy that could take your
place... because i'll be smiling when I see you..
no my tears won't ever show... i will always
love you... but youre never gonna know <3
sometimes, no matter HOW LONG or HOW HARD you`ve loved someone
they will never love you back…& sometimes, you have to be ok with that
& he doesn't even realize
the little things he does
that break her heart
shes the type of girl who tries
not to like you, but in the end
just falls for you even harder
isn't it amazing that he's the only one
who can truly break your heart...
& doesn't already realize that he already has.
didn't wanna want you ;
didn't wanna need you so bad.
didn't wanna wake up & find
that i was falling so fast.
didn't wanna need you :
didn't wanna need anyone.
now look what you've done.
i hate when i get so frustrated.
everything just goes wrong at once,
& i try so hard to fight it.
but the tears, they always come.
i'm so scared of falling, cause once i do,
it's fight after fight to get back up.
it could take days, months, years even.
i don't know if i have that kind of strength anymore.
please, don't let me fall.
i wish i could be close to you,
& feel your every touch.
'cause the sky won't heal the way i feel ;
heaven knows i've wanted it so much.
i could be a thousand miles away from you,
on the perfect caribbean vacation, drinking a
strawberry smoothie, wearing a bikini, and sitting
in front of the ocean. and baby,
you'd still be the first thing on my mind.
when your hands touch mine its magic;
when your lips meet mine its romantic;;
when your body meets mine its forever*
baby, youve got me up against the wall
so kiss a little harder, grab a little tighter
because tonight; i'm all yours.
should be out in that driveway stoppin' you
tears should be rollin' down my cheek
and i don't know why
i'm not falling apart like i usually do
and how the though of losin' you
is not killin' me.
so maybe we're not soul mates
maybe we're not meant to be
maybe we're not like two peas in a pod
&& maybe we arent the perfect couple
but i'm still not giving up
i guess i never thought
anyone would ever make
me smile, laugh and capture
my heart as fast as you have.
there is always going to be that one awkward
moment when you walk by that person & remember
all that you once had.
everyone in the world could have told me
he was going to break my heart..
but there's just some things you have
to find out on your own.
believe in love and lust and
sex and romance. i dont want
everything to add up to some perfect
equation. i want mess and chaos.
i want someone to go crazy, out of
his mind for me. i want to feel
passion and heat and sweat and madness.
i want it all.
i'm somewhere between giving up
& hanging on to see how much
more i can take.
for every little tear we cried ..
for all the [ crazy shit ] we tried
for staying true through odds & ends
no one can replace my best friends <3
She doesn't care if you call her &
wake her up in the middle of the night.
She hates arguing, but you know she's good at it.
She's terrified of the dark,
but when she thinks of you, she smiles.
She laughs at your jokes even if they're dumb.
She loves the way you look at her,
& she wouldn't change that for the world.
[[from all the crazy pictures;;]]
[[to the hilarious recordings on cell phones]]
[[from fighting over hott guys]]
[[to pairing up the perfect couples]]
[[from laughing until we literally cry or pee or pants]]
[[to being there for each other when we really do cry]]
[[::best friends forever;;]
There`s only so much pain, a teenage girl`s heart can take.
and you my dear, have exceeded the limit
she doesn't know who she is anymore.
she can only think about him these days.
she doesn't have a clue what he's doing,
but it's hurting her horribly and it won't go away
you don't have to be together
for him to break your heart.
I've learned that goodbyes will always hurt,
pictures will never replace having been there,
memories--good or bad will always bring tears,
and words can never replace feelings.
and all the feelings that i thought were gone
came rushing back to me all at once.
i tried to smile && hide how i felt but then
i realized..... i'm not gonna get over this one....
A song can take you back
instantly to a moment, a place,
or even a person. No matter
what else has changed in you
or the world, that one song stays
the same, just like that moment
i'm not the girl i used to be.
i got to admit, a lot of shit got to me.
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
and your memory and how every song
reminds me of what it used to be.
and to be completely honest
you're not like the rest
& promise to go slow
there's no need for us to rush
we have no where else to go; cause
this bed could use a secret &
these pounding hearts could keep it
teardrops fall from those pretty eyes
it's kinda hard to move on when you only told lies
she's breaking down, everyone's fading
it's been so long & she's tired of waiting
tonight it's "it cant get much worse"
vs. "no one should ever feel like this"
i want to wear your baseball hat,
sit next to you at our high school football game,
and, have your arms wrapped around me,
knowing that nothing can take this feeling away.
Burning pictures turn to ash
speed this up so we can crash
teenage romance will never last
oh heartbreaker, kill me fast
Even though you think at this
very moment he couldn't possibly be thinking of you,
he probably is.
At this point in my life
I'm starting to realize
who [REALLY] matters,
who [NEVER] did, and who [ALWAYS] will.
once you get everything straightened out
& you begin to enjoy life, something happens
it happens because there has to be some kind
of event that hits you in the face & makes you
realize it's not all gonna come easy. you have
to work at love & dry your tears. friends will
come & go ; and guess what? there will be
others. not every relationship will be
enchanting & perfect, & if its meant to be
it will always find its way
Basically i just wanna be the girl he gives his hoodie to wear
& cuddles up next to me when its cold;
i want him to come up behind me
& wrap his arms around my waist catch me off guard
&& whisper; " you look beautiful.
what a brave little girl ;;
instead of adding to the drama like everyone else,
she decided to be different && not burden
the rest of the population with her problems ;;
she knows that in this world,
she's going to have to save herself
when I'm near you all I can think about
is how it feels to have you in my arms
what its like to have your lips brush mine
how the warmth of your body keeps me up at night
and I never want to go to sleep
Ever notice the only boys we complain about
Are the ones we care the most about?
have you practiced this before?
because it seems like you have.
you have such a way,
of breaking a poor girl's heart
I Love You,
I've Loved You
All Along
i don't wanna fall for him again.
i don't think I can take the pain.
i don't wanna have these feelings
if he doesn't feel the same.
i don't want my heart to jump,
when i haven't seen him in awhile.
i don't wanna see him grin,
if i'm not the one making him smile.
i don't wanna reach out,
every time i see his hand.
i don't wanna try to explain
if he'll never understand.
i don't want tears in my eyes
every time i see his face.
i don't want my heart to be empty,
if he's the only one that can fill the space.
i don't wanna have to smile at him,
when i really wanna cry.
i don't want him to wave hello,
if he really means goodbye.
i don't wanna get played,
as a result of his little game.
but all he has to do to get me back,
is simply say my name.
This time, this place, misused, mistakes, too long, too late, who was I to make you wait?
in every girls life there's a
boy she'll never forget &&
a summer where it all started
perfection with every breath
divine with every kiss
a spark with every touch
falling in love every day
I'm a soldier, these shoulder's hold up so much, they won't budge, i'll never fall or fold up, i'm a soldier, even if my collar bone's crush or crumble, I will never slip or stumble, i'm a soldier, these shoulder's hold up so much, they won't budge, i'll never fall or fold up, i'm a soldier, even if my collar bone's crush or crumble, I will never stumble...
With the lips of an angel
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
Besides,
even good girls have secrets,
ones even their best friends must guess.
who do they turn to on lonely
moon-shadowed sidewalks?
I'd love to hear them confess.
Tell me you've had trouble sleeping,
that you toss and turn from side to side.
That it's my face you've been seeing
in your dreams at night.
Tell me that you wake up crying,
and you're not sure exactly why.
Tell me that something is missing
in your life, in your life.
Let's face it Juliet was a whore
&& Romeo was desperate
but they still made the best love story
the paramedics say;
isn’t it a shame? such a pretty girl
did such an ugly thing
Sori`m hopelessly hopeful
that you`re just hopeless enough
but we never had it at all
The heart may freeze or it can burn, the pain will ease if I can learn. There is no future, there is no past, I live this moment as my last. There’s only yes, there’s only this. Forget, regret or life is yours to miss, no other road, no other way. No day but today.
Standing on the rooftops, wait until the bomb drops, This is all we got now, scream until your heart stops, watching every sunset, we’ll listen to your heartbeat, all the love that we found.
May this sting in your heart.
Live as long as you do.
A painful reminder
of all that we've been through
burning pictures turn to ash;; speed this up so we can crash;; teenage romances never last;; oh heartbreaker;; kill me fast..
but baby here i am,
bangin' on your front door.
my pride spilled on the floor,
my hands and knees are bruised,
and i'm crawlin' back to you.
beggin' for a second chance
are you gonna let me in?
i was runnin' from the truth,
and now i'm crawlin' back to you.
young and beautiful
what every teenage girl dreams to be.
but while they`re stuck on looks..
im stuck on..
you and me.
" So I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face
Not this fucking wreck
That's taken its place "
I'll watch you as you kiss her, i'll watch you as i cry, i'll watch you go to bed with her...i'll watch you as you lie.
So i say thank you for the scars and the guilt and the pain. Every tear i've never cried has sealed your fucking fate.
Fuck the feelings, fuck the touch, fuck the memories, they hurt too much..
So suck you're so called pity down. Hey, thats not so bad is it? So take your cold, cold heart and drown. Dont forget to take deep breaths while you go down.
take this razor
and sign your name across my wrist
so everyone will know
who left me like this
&& I'm sorry if my eyes don't sparkle anymore,
I'm sorry if my smile is not quite as bright,
but, baby, you destroyed me
I woke up surprised and disappointed
to find out I was still me,
Last night should've killed me.
Took a shower couldn't scrub it off
Tried to scream, I could only cough
I can't trust myself to be my own friend.
It was the first time I cut that deep;
that close to the line between life and death.
and it sorta scared me and sorta
in a weird sick way
made me unbelievably happy.
Just because you love him more than you love yourself,
Doesn’t mean you should hold on.
Its killing you.
I can see it in your eyes.
And hear it in your voice.
Calm and steady.
But inside you’re screaming so loud
my ears are shattering.
Yesterday i tried not to cry
last night i wanted to die
this morning i didnt know what to do
cuz i just wanna be with you..
When you start thinking about him
& how he makes you laugh
& how he makes you feel when your around him
you realize that you care about him
more than you thought you did.
Chase me through the dark.
Ready, on your mark.
First to reach the stars wins a broken heart.
Just For The Record:
You're Still My Everything
she's so glamorus
in that heart broken
shattered spirit
dead on the inside kind of way
i've got my headphones blaring so loud that it hurts
but i'm beyond caring
because all im trying to do is forget you
Hey, Mr. Danger, won't you give me a drag?
Hey, Mr. Shallow, won't you take me to bed?
I'm cheap & I'm easy
& I'll show you how it's done
Hey, Mr.Heartbreaker, wanna have some fun?
I know I'm being used,
That's okay man cause I like the abuse.
I know he's playing with me,
That's okay cause I got no self esteem
N0 y0u didn’t break my heart
Y0u helped me to fill it up
& start over ;; WiTH0UT Y0U
I saw you & your new girlfriend the other day.
I expected her to be so much more than she was.
I check out her style & the way she smiled,
the way she moved, and the thing she said.
They way she looked at me was like "I got your man."
And I was thinking "No, you have my whole world."
smile so the tears won't fall.
laugh like you don't hurt at all.
fake it so he'll never know;
that you still haven't let him go
Don't put words in my mouth,
I've got plenty to say.
Don't tell me how to live my life,
I do things my own way
of us unprepared.
we were all a little worried, we were all a little scared.
there were times we felt alone, times we felt sad.
but it took times like those to realize what we had.
Remember when truth or dare
Consisted of eating bugs,
& the only holding hands you did
Was with your friends
When "getting some" meant
Stealing the cookie jar
& boys didn’t matter
[cause they had cooties]
Yea those were the days..
Cory: She kissed me!
Topanga: And you moved away? What did you do to stop it?
Cory: You're right. I said, "Kiss me, baby-sweetie, kill the relationship with the person I care about more than anyone in the world, and make me miserable for the rest of my horrible life." That's what I said.
Remember I will be there
when your life goes hectic & wrong
I'm always here to help you
I've been here all along..
thewayyoumakemesmile
i haven't done that in awhile<3
Best friends,
You fight. I fight.
You hurt. I hurt.
You cry. I cry.
You jump off a bridge;
I'll get a paddle boat &&
save your dumb ass
I'm not ready to make nice.
I'm not ready to back down.
I'm still mad as hell and I don thave time to go round and round.
Its too late to make it right, I probably wouldnt if i could
cause I'm mad as hell.
Cant bring myself to do what it is you think i should
Letters start with ABC,
Music starts with DO RE MI,
Numbers start with 123,
Baby love starts with you and Me..
Girls are like phones..
We love to be held and talked to,
but if you press the wrong button
You'll be disconnected!
that's cute-- how you thought i would always
run back to you && be your rebound. but baby
i've got news for you-- my world is still spinning
round && you're not about to get in its way
what is sexy? sexy is standing in the rain as you
push me up against the hood of your car; tearin'
my shirt as you kiss me with the intent to never
stop. what is cute? cute is young and inexperi-
enced. cute is holding hands in the car & kiss-
ing at the red lights. what is passion? passion is
knowing what you want and stopping at nothing
until you get it. what is love? love is the balance
of all these things, in your mind, heart, body, & soul.
i dont know where i stand
with you && i dont know what
i mean to you, all i know is
that everytime i see you all
i want to do is be with you
Remember I will be there
when your life goes hectic & wrong
I'm always here to help you
I've been here all along
&&The worst feeling in the world is wondering how things;;Could of been. Would of been. Should of been. && people ask if i believe in forever,
i just sit back and laugh....
honey the way my life is going,
i don't even believe in TOMORROW.
LIFE IS A MIXTURE;
of sunshine 'n rain.
Laughter 'n Pleasure
Teardrops 'n Pain.
SO when clouds hide the sun
&& your skies are gray...
Remember, im only a phone call away.
&& its killing me to know you without having the chance to h-o-l-d you
Baby I know I was dreaming of you again last night
Because when i woke up
My pillow was soaked in tears
shes thirteen . a drama queen looking
through her magazine && everyone
thinks she has everything, but deep
inside she's crying, she get so tired
of trying..
today was just one of those days where
everything i did reminded me of you.
every song i heard some how related to you.
i hate days like today because they
remind me of the one thing i don't have
It's amazing the things you realize
when you lose someone you get mad
at yourself for not saying the things
you could've a million times you take
for granted the days spent doing nothing
when you could've been with them. anyone
can be taken at any time in our lives but we
always wait until they're gone to say the
things we never had the courage to before
sometimes i just lie in bed
and think about you,
look out my window...
and start to cry,
turn up my music
loud enough so no one can hear me
s.c.r.e.a.m.
well, summer's gonna come.
its gonna cloud our eyes again.
no need to focus when theres
nothing that's worth seeing.
so we trade for liquor for blood,
in an attempt to tip the scales.
i think you lost what you loved
in that mess of details.
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Do you want to know why I love Bong so much?
I used to like blahblah because of his looks and stuff.. it was never the talent.. but Bong is special, he is different. I admit.. from the start, it was because of his looks. But after finding out more of him.. I realized so many amazing things of Bong. He created all the hit songs of Bigbang. Lies, Last Farewell, Haru Haru. He debuted in the entertainment industry since a very young age. Look at his success now.. its incredible for a age of 21. & his love for his members.. he wrote Look at me Gwisoon for Dae sung as his birthday present and it was a hit song too. Well, he also wrote Strong Baby for Seung Ri! Strong Baby is number 1 on many charts now! Oh.. he was on Arena as "Arena's Top 8 Men Who Have Shined In 2008". He is the youngest in them.. Recently, anti fans says that Bong is always stealing the limelight of Big Bang.. eg, standing in the middle of photos, wearing something unique during performances.. BUT HE DESERVES IT. He spend most of his free time composing songs! Without Bong, Big Bang won't exist. A new group can never succeed without hit songs.. and Bong composed all of them excuse me. He is the best leader. I always thought that the eldest gets to be the leader (almost all idol groups are like that). Bong is not the eldest. Tabi is. But its absolutely fair for him to be the leader....... his works proves it all. Last but not least.......... his birthday is on the 18th August.. mine is on the 15th August......... Heeeeeeee :D
