Rina's entertainment notebook.

him : don't let them get to you
her : how can i not?
him : well just don't, please.
her : why?
him : because no one hurts my girl, no one

boy and girl on the phone
him : you know my bed's pretty comfortable
her : oh rad :]
him : yeah but it's missing one thing
her : what's that?
him : you
her : ugh no i told you --
him : no not like that! i just need to lay with you,
i just need to hold you in my arms

him : you know i was just kidding right?
her : yeah of course ....
him : you don't sound like it
her : oh.
him : ugh you don't get it. i'm always
just messing with you. i could never
say that to you and be serious. i love
you and i don't want to screw this up

Her: Have you ever just wanted to cry
Him: Ummm…I guess
Her: like really just wanted to fall into someone’s
arms and cry even if it’s just to be in there arms?
Him: I don’t know why
Her: because that’s how I feel about you.
Him: no you don’t
Her: How do you know?
Him: Because if you were in my arms,
I wouldn’t let you cry.

her: ohmygod boy, didn't your elementary teach
you to keep your hands & feet to yourself at all times?
him: yeah but not when i have an absolutely
beautiful girlfriend
her: okay, then what'd they teach you to do?
him: show her how much i love her

[ girl and her boyfriend at the movies ]
him: oh shoot.
her : what?
him : those girls down there gave you nasty looks
her : ha sweet, i hate them anyways
him : no, i don't care. i'm gonna go down there and hit every one of them
her : no DON'T!
him : why?
her : because. that means you've left me. and i don't want you to ever, ever leave. you can't leave.
him : okay. i won't leave you
her : say it like you mean it.
him : i won't leave you

him : here come sit on my lap
her : okayy.
him : do you trust me?
her : of course! why would you ask?
him : okay. just asking
[ boy acts like he's gonna drop his girlfriend ]
her : omg no quit you're gonna let me fall
him : no i won't. i'll never let you fall

her : if i fell, would you help me up?
him : no.
her : that's rude.
him : no you don't understand.
her : then explain it.
him : baby, i would never, ever, let you fall

her : i can name 5 girls who are prettier than me
him : do it
her : well.there's brandee,mallory,taylor,angie,katie
him : well that's your opinion
her : then what's your opinion?
him : you're stunningly beautiful, and i love you to death

him : i miss you
her : yeah i miss you, too
him : no listen baby i miss you
her : yes babe i miss you too
him : can't you see what i'm saying?
her : no?
him : i need to see you right now!
her : why?
him : cause i never want to spend a minute of my life without you by my side, ever again

I`m not sure what i`m thinking at this point. On
one hand, i still care about you so much. I really
do love you and i want things to be okay .. On the
other hand, i don`t think we`re really meant to be
after all. things were always so hard for us and
you never seemed to care as much as i did. but
maybe there`s a chance it could still work out ..
maybe if i just tried a little harder it could happen
just the way i wanted it to .. i know i should just end
this right now, but i can`t live with the uncertainty.

you went & broke me more than once.
in yet i was still here everytime you came back;
that has to say something about how much you mean to me.

& in the end; all that waiting. hurting. confusion. questioning;
paid off. i wouldn`t go back & change a thing because it`s
worth it.. without a doubt. you are enough proof to know that
i should never give up on something i truly believe in.

mistakes happen & then we have nothing left to do but live in regret..
even though we all know that`s not how it`s supposed to be. life is
about living in the moment. yes; the past will come back & haunt you
but if you take a step back & think about it.. what got you where you
are now? that mistake. people overlook their regrets and mistakes
everyday but you shouldn`t. there`s alot more to it than meets the eye.

she's that girl;
you know, the one with all that
make up on? but shes just trying
to cover up who she doesn't like.

We spend our whole lives searching for all
the things we think we want..
Never really knowing what we have.

She`s beautiful; but she`ll never admit it.
music makes her world go round, literally.
pearls & jeans are her trademarks.
she`s afraid of being alone & she`s obsessed with coffee.
when she smiles, her whole face lights up.
& her heart`s been broken many times
by a guy who doesn`t love her anymore.
& you know what?
she doesn't care.

Life's funny sometimes.
It can push pretty hard,
like when you fall in love
with someone but they
forget to love you back,
like when your best friend and
your boyfriend leave you alone,
like when you pull the trigger or
light the flame, and
you can't take it back.
Like i said, in sports,
they call this stepping up.
In life, I call it pushing back

if you ever slowed down
long enough to see
what's right in front of you
you might be amazed
to find out who thinks you're
beyond b e a u t i f u l

M o v i n g on
is simple, it's what you
leave behind that makes
it so difficult

if you keep chasing yesterday
x »» you're gonna miss tomorrow

the only thing harder than walking
away -- is never looking back.

If I could take back one thing
it would be the night I let you
out of my reach & into hers.

Have you ever wanted to ask a question
but you didn't cause` you knew your heart
would not be able to handle the answer?

There's just something about him that made
me like him. Ever since the day I met him
there was something about him that made
me go absolutely crazy for him.

relationships are like glass;;
sometimes it's better to leave them broken than to hurt yourself trying to put them back together

What is life I just don’t get it
what’s the point? Why should we
live it? If no one really cares
and were all going to die one
day then what’s the point of the
pain and the heartache? What’s
the point of life,, why do we even live it?

I`m not the best & I admit that.
I make mistakes, but I learn from them.
My past has given me struggles beyond what anyone knows.
I keep a lot of things bottled up inside of me
cause I don`t want to get hurt; I won`t let myself.
but there`s one thing I`m certain of;
I`m better than her. not cause I love you more,
but cause I`ll give you everything you`ve been looking for.

dont waste your time worrying about boys;
boys will come and go.
don't waste your time caring about the people who don't like you;
chances are, you dont like them either.
don't waste your time worrying if people are talking about you;
you affected their lives, they didn't affect yours.
waste your time with your friends;
live for the moment,
laugh often, be immature, do anything, and everything.
if its something you will regret in the morning,
sleep late and when you wake up,
laugh about it with your friends,
because your friends are what matter the most.
and when you have your friends ------» you have everything

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Your first love.
You know who I am talking about because I bet you read the words "first love"
& that one boy came into your mind.
There is nothing like that first boy you were so afraid to lose,
the one boy that you knew it was love despite what others said.
The one boy that changed your expectations and the one that you compare all the future boys in your life too
because deep down inside you know that he was the one that set the standard for love



The moment i looked
over, my heart dropped,
because i finally realized
that's what i wanted

It breaks your heart to see the one
you love is happy with someone else,
but it's more painful to know that
the one you love is unhappy with you.

She doesn't know what's right
& she doesn't know what's wrong;
she only knows the pain that comes
from waiting for him so long.
She doesn't count the teardrops
that she's cried while he's away,
because she knows deep down in
her heart he'll be back again someday.

i've never fell so hard for someone in
such a short period of time. and even
though i promised myself i wouldn't risk the
chance of getting hurt again for some reason
when i'm with you, it all seems worth it.

You hear people talking about love like it's
just something you say, something you fall in
and out of over night. If only they knew about
how you can get stuck in love & how once
you're stuck you can't get out, even if the
other person feels differently about you.

shes waiting on you because she wants the perfect boy
one that in all of the human world doesnt exist
but she waits anyways but she hopes that hes there
and can mend her broken heart

i want someone to say "i love you" and mean it
a guy i can be myself around & not be afraid to share my dreams with
i want someone who will tell me i look beautiful everyday even when i look horrible
a guy who will fall in love with me for my laugh, smile & my personality
but i only want that if its you.

losing the person you love
is like having your heart broken every single day.
he's still the last thing you think about before
you go to bed, and the first thing you think about
when you wake up. every day. i mean, you still
have dreams about him, y'know, him and you

just having conversations, like you used to.
and it seems so real that you wake up in the middle
of the night, just thinking he'd be there like usual.
but then your like, 'shit, he's not here anymore.'"

she sits on her bed and takes a deep breath
no one told her letting go of someone
would be this hard

Walking down the halls,
each one of you on opposite sides,
ignoring each other and looking away,
you know it shouldn't be this way.

darling,
you better open up your eyes and see that girl, patiently waiting for you.
she's the only one worth your time.
she's the only one that really cares.
so grab hold of her before she silently slips away.

To LET G0 isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore.
It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret.
Letting go isn't winning, nor is it losing. It's not about pride .
It's not obsessing about or dwelling on the past.
It isn't about loss and it's not defeat.
To let go is to cherish memories but overcome them.
Letting go is having the courage to accept change,
the strength to keep moving.
LETTING GO IS GROWING UP

Story of my life:
haven't you heard?
I love him & he loves her.

In life, you have two loves:
one who changes the way you see yourself and the world;
and the other who puts you back together after you’ve lost the first.

&theres those occasional nights
where you just breakdown &
cry because you know things will
never be the same again

& as she stared into her reflection in the mirror,
she wiped away her tears as she whispered to
herself, [ he was all i ever wanted ]

All teenagers knew this was true.
The process of growing up was
Nothing more than figuring out
What doors hadn't yet been
Slammed in your face.
For year's her own parents
Had told her that she could
Be anything, have anything, Do anything.
That was why she'd been so eager to grow up –
Until she got to adolescence and hit a big, fat wall of reality.
As it turned out, she couldn't have anything she wanted.
You didn't get to be pretty or smart or popular just because you wanted it.
You didn't control your own destiny; you were too busy trying to fit in

You've never really lived if
there isn't anyone you'd die for.

It's not that I believe everything happens for a reason...
It's just that I think that some things are meant
to be broken, imperfect, chaotic.
It's the universes way of providing contrast, you know?
There has to be a few holes in the road... It's how life is

my parents always tell me to enjoy life now,
because when i grow up,
i`ll have to deal with all the hard things...
like working and paying bills.
but for some reason,
that sounds so much easier than studying

&& she doesnt know what
she wants anymore, all she
knows is who she wants,
and thats the boy who
doesn't
want
her

it's not what i feel for you, it's what i don't feel for anyone but you.

this is your life, right now.
it doesn`t wait for you to get
back on your feet.

&& He doesnt know how much
i've cried over him. & how much
i need him But now its too l a t e

They say you can't live
Without love.
Yeah, well oxygen's
More important.

I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy,
I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry,
I’m going to let you go in style,
and even if it kills me- I’m going to s m i l e.

((we)) often ignore those who [[want]] us
&& c r a v e f o r t h o s e w h o d o n ' t

yeah, i'll be fine
i've got the ipod on shuffle
& my girls on my side
..at this rate, i'll be over you in no time

She blows big bubbles with her gum.
& laughs when they pop all over her pretty face.
She dances in her victoria secret's underwear
She takes crazy pictures
&& posts them on her myspace
&& to her friends..she's a star.
Because she realized that life
Is way too short to be crying
over the asshole that broke her heart

&& we jump around like
we`re on drugs . && we
scream at the top of our
lungs. we can`t get any
dumber but that`s what
makes us best friends.

everyone says we're like the girls next door.
you all must have really weird neighbors.

Laughter, lies and stupid fights.
they're my best friends. my hearts. my life

You and me..we will be together forever
Nothing will separate us
Not the liars
Not the gossipers
Not the haters
No one
Me and you forever

sometimes you gotta try your hardest
[[ n o t t o c a r e ]]
no matter how . much . you . really . D0....

one day you will love me like i loved you.
one day you will think of me as i thought of you.
one day you will cry for me as i've cried for you.
one day you will want me and i won't want you

I've realized what life is about
its about hanging on
when your heart has had enough
its about giving more when
you feel like giving up.

this isnt a perfect world; people do get hurt.
you smile when you feel like crying --- you
act like your ok when' your falling apart
inside and you let go... you move on' even if
u dont want to cuz theres
[ nothing else u can do]

And I want to be there for you
I do but I can't do this anymore.
I can't keep being your second choice
not when you're my first.

here's to the guys who love us,
the losers who left us, and the
lucky ones who get to meet us (;

he's got everything i've
ever wanted in a guy. he
can make me laugh, i
can't stay mad at him for
long, he knows what to
say to cheer me up,
and he's got the prettiest
blue eyes to fall in love with

i can see it in your smile
you're the only one for me

i love it when he compliments me.
because for the first time, i'm able
to believe it when he says how
beautiful i look

everytime he teases her, she trys
to scoot over, away from him. but
each & everytime, he pulls her
back, closer to him. because he
can't not be close to her. because
there's something about her that
he's absolutely crazy about

it's so hard to trust people,
because i've been hurt so
many times. but this time's
different. i have no problem
trusting this boy with everything
i've got, because he's been there
since day one

JUST LIKE IPODS,
hearts are played around the world.

everytime we're gonna hang out,
you always say " what do you wanna do "
and i always say i don't care.
and just so you know, i say i don't care,
because as long as i'm with you,
anything works

i've been there since day one
and i plan on being there until
the day i die

when you smile ....
i get reminded of why
i love you so much,
each & everytime

this feeling ... is absolutely
amazing. i have no other words
to describe it by rather than
i've never felt it before &
i never want to with anyone
else

my life's not over...
its just underconstruction

basically..
i just want to be the girl
he gives his hoodie to wear & cuddles up
next to when its cold, i want him to come up behind me
wrap his arms around my waist catch me off gaurd
& whisper you looka B E A U T I F U L

&&* he's the first kid
that has ever made me
[ this ] confused about
..anything.

he's the one i'm scared to lose.
The one I can't walk away from.
He's the one my heart melts to.
The one that shines in my heart.
He's the one I love, cherish &
adore. The one that..
I can’t live without.

&& my friends all say how they see a change in me
// when he walks into the room\\
that I just have this glow to my smile and a twinkle in my eye

&& i luv all your imperfections...
like how you sometimes say the craziest things
or that you can be scatterbrained
that ur too lazy to do your work even though ur smart
and that you dont know how bad i want you to say
t h o s e f i v e l i t t l e w o r d s...
w/i/l/l/y/o/u/g/o/o/u/t/w/i/t/h/m/e//?

the only people that could hurt you;
are the ones that you love, `cause
if it wasnt love -- you wouldnt care.

i find myself glancing in your direction
during class. and it makes my heart
jump all over the place when i catch
you staring right back.

when you can't stop smiling after you talk
to him and you still get butterflies in your
stomach, & that huge smile across your face
everytime you see him , that lets you know he
will always mean something to you.

remember when we were little & the
biggest decision we had to make was
to either go on the swings or the
monkey bars during recess. or how the only
fake people we knew were barbie & ken.
or how the only way our friends could
disappear was in a game of
hide & seek. & the only drama that
happened was when your best friend
stole your cookie at lunch

it`s that tragic story of a shallow boy,
with the girl who sees way too much in him,
the story of the boy who turned her down
cause she just wasnt pretty enough,
and the world spits in her face telling her
she`s not good enough day after day, and everyday
she paints on a smile and pretends she`s fine...

i like the whole |[single.party.fun]| thing
but sometimes i wouldn't mind the whole
|[kissing.holding hands.his love]| thing

"you can't be just friends
with the boy who makes you a klutz
in his presence; who causes you
to stumble over your words.
you can't be just friends with the
boy you fell completely head over heels for."

Of course, I think other guys are cute.
But every time I see a cute guy I remind
myself of how cute you are. how much I love you
how sweet you are. how you can always brighten up my day
&&& suddenly, that other guy doesn’t look so good anymore

nobody's afraid of the dark, it's the things that they can't see is what their afraid of.

I’m sorry;; I really am
because this time I can
tell I really screwed up
and I lost something amazing

And every time I even think about
it my heart starts throbbing I just
wish life could be easier and everything
would go my way because if it was my

Choice I would just go back in time and
make him mine.

You get hurt you feel pain
but no matter what
you always stay strong because
you know everyone out there would
love to see you hit the ground

She’s a teenager
she will hate herself
she will go crazy over guys
she will fall in love at the wrong
time and she will cry because
of it. But she is a teenager
and just like the rest of us,
she will stay strong and
keep that fake smile

crazzzyy?? Hell yess.
Bittchhyy?? Slightly.
Best Friends?? Forever.

i know you well enough
to know you'll never
love me

All she wants is for one guy to not be afraid & say,
"Yeah I love you, what are you gonna do about it?"

best friends, wow.
they are truly amazing.
sometimes you
get in fights, but the
rest of the time you're
together, you can't
help but laugh.
and, a lot of the time,
it's about nothing.
that's why i've
decided that my
best friends are
the best. because
when i'm practically
in tears, they get me
laughing so hard i cry.
and half the time, it's
about the dumbest stuff.
so thank you ladies

yah know, i've always
wondered what my life
would be like if you weren't
in it anymore. and then i
realized, it wouldn't. my
life would not be worth it
anymore if you weren't in it.
so do me a favor, and don't
leave

you've brought out the best in me.
no one's ever got me smiling like i do,
and no one's ever made me feel the way you do.
i don't know how to explain it, but i'm
in love with you

you do the funniest things to me.
and i don't think you know you're doing them.
like when you smile, it makes my heart skip
about 5 1/2 beats. and when you kiss me
like that, oh baby. and this isn't me complaining,
i'm telling you to keep doing it

sometimes i really think " wow, he's mine?! "
because i didnt' ever think i could have a love
like this, something so strong. but you've
proved me wrong. you've showed me that
i can believe in myself, and that i can love
until i can't ever love again. thank you so,
so much

this feeling's like no other,
i don't know how you do it
but please, please don't stop

i'm always like " oh my gosh,
he's the only one i think about "
but i never really realized, that
he could be thinking about me
just as much

i know it's love. don't tell me what i'm feeling
is not love. because when i first wake up, all
i wanna do is talk to him. and during the first
4 hours of the day at school, all i can think about
is how happy i'll be when i get to see him after lunch.
and when i get home from school, the first thing i
do is call him. and before i fall asleep at night, i
listen to songs that remind me of him. call me
obsessed, i don't care. i call it " i've never been
happier in my whole freaking life "

it's crazy how much it changes,
when best friends go to falling in
love. i mean, i never thought that me &
him would be the ones kissing &
hugging. but it happened. &, really,
he's the only one i've ever wanted
anything like this with

he held me tight, like he was afraid
i was going to leave. but honestly,
i wasn't. i wasn't going anywhere

when he kisses me, i can tell how
much he loves me. you don't kiss
someone like that for no reason,&
you don't touch someone the way
he does for no reason, either

he won't admit to anyone he's falling in love.
but he doesn't have to. because even his best
friends tell me " wow, you've changed him "
and they don't mean it in a bad way. and when
they walk away, i think to myself " wow, he must
really care about me if even they realize it "
and then it makes my day all over again

i've never felt anything like this before
and i doubt i can, ever, ever again

this is possibly the worst thing ever.
i've fallen in love with the most amazing
person ever, and i don't know how to
tell him. it's not just a simple " oh i love you "
because it's not like that. this is
the deepest, truest love i've ever
had. so it's not that simple, i've got
to let him know, but i just don't know how.
because no hugs, kisses, or i love you's
will do it. there will never be enough

i hate people who throw around i
love you like it's nothing. because
it's not. saying i love you is just like
taking your first steps. it's important
to the people you share it with, &
everyone's so happy when it happens.
so do me a favor and don't tell someone
you love them unless you mean it.

he doesn't feel like he tells her
he loves her enough. but it's hard
because everytime he tries to work
up the courage to, he can't. because,
in his eyes, he doesn't deserve her.
she's so beautiful and everyone likes
her. but what he doesn't know, is that
the only person she really wants is him
and she thinks she doesn't deserve him

I’m not saying I have nothing, I’m not saying I’m gone completely, it's just sometimes it's all a bit too hard to handle; sometimes I feel like it's too much. I’m not going to do anything stupid because I know that it will get better; it has to, right? Otherwise there wouldn't be anyone who has lived past their teenage years. But for now, just for now, it hurts.

Hold my hand
Brush the hair off of my face
Whisper in my ear
Hug me when i`m cold
Offer me your jacket
I don`t care how you do it,
just show me that you care

you care about Him, more than
your life. because lets face it.
He makes your life worth living.

you give me enough reasons to stay
and baby i'll never, ever leave

you've proven to me that
love doesn't always hurt. that
sometimes, it's just the
person who makes it hurt.
and you've proven to me
that you're not like that.
and you won't ever be

i love you for who i see in you.
not for what you look like, or
if you're the smartest kid. i love
you for who i am when i'm
with you, and how you make
me feel. i love you for how
easily you can make me laugh.
but more importantly, i love
you for loving me when no
one else will

baby, you say you
love me and i'm yours
forever. cause there's
no one else i'd rather
be with, no one else
i'd rather have

my hearts yours. do
with it as you please,
but promise me if you
do decide to break it,
you'll still remember me

i don't want to be perfect.
i definitely don't want golden
pipe curls or long eyelashes.
i want the hair with some split
ends, and some side bangs.
i want my own blue eyes, &
my own face, not some plastic
to hide behind. i also want my own
body, not the ones in the magazines.
and i definitely don't wanna be,
just another you

you've got to be kidding.
me, like your boyfriend?
why would i do that? when
i've got all i've ever wanted.
seriously here, check yourself.
because i don't have your taste
and thank god, cause i'd have
some ugly men :]

shopping is like love. no matter
how much you try to satisfy your
hunger, you can't get enough. &
even if you could, you wouldn't
want to. and also, it's like having
your favorite store. sure, you shop
in others, but you've always got
that favorite you run back to

i don't need a 5 page long paper
to explain the way i feel about you, &
i don't need a huge quote. here
it is ;; i love you, you're amazing,
you've made me happier than i've
ever been, and if i ever get the
chance to make you feel the
same way, i'd do it in a heartbeat

she knows how he makes her feel.
he knows how she makes him feel.
& they both lay in bed at night, thinking
" why can't i be with them? "
& they'll never know, how bad they
need each other. how bad they hunger
for each other's love

Trust; it takes years to build up
and only seconds to destroy

she would've gaven you the world.
but you didn't let her. you didn't even
give her a chance to prove how much
she cared about you. how much
she wanted you next to her.
and that's all she'd ever wanted

life isn't like a movie.
you can't pause at a part
cause it's just too good.
but live your life because
one day it'll fast forward,
and you don't know when
it happened and that'll be
so many years of your life
that you didn't truly live

& one day you're gonna realize
how much i loved you. the day
you throw away our relationship,
it'll hit you. you'll realize " wow,
she really did love me, didn't she? "
and then pretty soon you're
gonna realize " wow, i really
do love her "

friends. wow.
where to begin?
you've been there
from diapers to
heartbreaks. i can't
ever thank you enough.
you've been there for me
more than my own mom.
and to me, that's a true friend

wait for the guy who
respects your decision
to wait for marriage, not
the guy who's saying " you
would if you loved me ".
wait for the guy who
takes you out to dinner,
and pays, not the guy
who says " oh um i
need you to pay cause
i forgot my wallet "
and wait for the guy
who says " i love you
so much " and means it
not the guy who says,
" oh yeah you too "
when you say it first

yah know, i've always
wondered what my life
would be like if you weren't
in it anymore. and then i
realized, it wouldn't. my
life would not be worth it
anymore if you weren't in it.
so do me a favor, and don't
leave

how are me & her any different?
we both talk about nothing but
everything at the same time, we both
spend hours in front of the mirror,
and we're both good at math. oh,
well i guess i know one thing that's
different.
[ i actually cared about you. ]

you dont get it,do you?
its like you dont even notice
sure,im quiet;but im dying inside
my heads screaming " i hate you! "
but my hearts screaming,"shut up
i love him "

you're the greatest friend i've ever had.
but somedays i'd just love to run up
to you and plant a kiss right on your lips.
the only issue with that is that you'd know
i like you

everyone's always like " you deserve him "
and " oh you 2 are perfect for each other "
yeah? well if i " deserve him " then why
don't i have him?

the world is gonna throw us a million
reasons why this isnt gonna workout
between us. but im armed with one `'
reason why it will

nothing's as beautiful as this
baby please let it last forever

come on baby, we aren't young forever
so hug me as if it was your last chance &
kiss me like you've never been kissed

sure, having a single best friend is great.
but i'd rather have 5 close friends. why?
because i know how getting left out feels.
and because it hurts so bad, i never wanna
let it happen to anybody else

i'll never be able to get enough of you
because your love is so sweet & addictive,
it's got me coming back for more

he held me tight, like he was afraid
i was going to leave. but honestly,
i wasn't. i wasn't going anywhere

it's not just a crush anymore.
it's not the " ohh but he's sooo
cute " yah know? it's the "
oh geez girls, he's so amazing
and i think i just may love him "

i wouldn't say i'm the normal
teenage girl. i don't take life
way too seriously, & i don't
try to make a big deal out of
nothing. i always tell my friends
& family what they mean to me
& that's what's important to me.
not falling in love everyday or
having 25 best friends. so no,
i guess you could say i'm not
your average teenage girl. but
honestly, that's just what i want

everyone has their own defininition
of best friends. well, here's mine ;;
best friends means 2 people who
share the same heart. it means that
they won't ever leave unless you ask
and, even if you ask, they probably
still won't. it doesn't mean it's the only
friend you have, but it does mean
forever.

i love him so much. & quit asking
me why, because, well, i'm not
sure.

he means so much to me. wow,
we were just friends as first. who
would've thought we ended up
like this? i mean, we went from
telling each other our relationship
problems to cuddling and talking
on the phone for hours at a time.
wow, it's funny how things change.
but it's even funnier when it's
everything you'd ever wanted
with him

she'd noticed something different about him.
before, when she smiled at him he'd just look
away. and before, he didn't tell her he loved
her as much. now, when she smiles at him,
& looks away, she catches him smiling to
himself. and now, he tells her how much he
loves her,everyday. because they can't live without
each other. even if they wanted to, they can't

i have the most amazing friends on earth.
and don't try to argue, cause you're wrong :]

& she cries to herself, silently
cause she's just another teenage
let down

if i have you, and nothing else,
i'll be okay. because you were
all i've ever needed

nobody said love was easy.
nobody said you get out alive.
but nobody, nobody said
it hurts this bad

i feel something with you
that i've never felt before.
i can't explain it.
but baby, whatever is,
please don't stop

best friends forever,
means forever.
not " oh let's bail
when you do one
little thing wrong "

so basically,
i've decided.
you're basically,
kind of, simply
amazing

you know, life never
really is 100% fair. so you've
just gotta suck it up, shut your mouth,
quit complaining & live everyday to it's fullest

you know you're comfortable in your own skin
when you can finally throw your head back,
and let out a real,genuine laugh at yourself. that even
if you wanna look good, you don't care what
people say how you're looking that day. and
how no matter what happened in the past, it
doesn't affect what you're doing in the present.
and that's just when you know

and he's the kind of guy who stays on the phone,
even if you're not saying anything, just so he can
make sure your fine. the kind of guy who you
can't stay mad at him longer than 10 minutes, the
kind of guy who looks at me a certain way and he
knows it gets me everytime, and the kind of guy
who makes sure i know how much i mean to him

i absolutely cannot wait
until tomorrow. why you
ask? well, cause i get
fricken sweeter each
& every day =]

we're so close you
just may hear my heart beat.
but baby don't worry if
it skips a few beats.
it always does that
when you're around

you know that feeling
you get when you're about
to perform a solo at a band
concert. or when you're about
to serve game point in a volleyball
game? you know, that shaky,
scared feeling? well that's how
it feels everytime you smile
at me

i've never met someone
quite like you. & if i do,
ever,ever again. it'd be
a blessing

you were always just my
best friend. you were the
one who helped me with
my boy problems. but now
you're the boy. you're the
one who gives me my problems.
but i love you so much


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