Sunday, May 06, 2007

I try to be content, but life would
be so much easier if i were prettier.

2
"if you don't like what you're getting,
change what you're doing."

3
i'm telling you this because you didn't ask.
i've got it all here, growing like a tumor
in my throat. i'm telling you this because if
i don't, i will choke on it. everbody knows
what happened but nobody asks.

4
We laughed when they told us we wouldn't want to leave.
We cried when they told us we had too.

5
"Tell me my dreams are unrealistic
Because I'll tell you,
Yours aren't big enough."

6
I'm not that little girl anymore.
I've grown up; I've become something
everyone thought I would never be.
But here I am, look at me. This is me.

7
You're either in love or you're not in love.
There is no "I think" ; no in between.

8
This is going to be weird and awkward at first.
I'll force a smile & You'll laugh, but this
is going to take getting used to.
We're going from "us" to "you" & "me"
& we're going from lovers to best friends.
& Maybe this will work out fine.
Or maybe we are meant to be,
we just have to keep on trying.

9
If you see me walking with someone else its
not because I love them,
Its because you werent there to walk with me.
If I fall in love with someone else,
its not because I wanted to,
but because you werent there to catch me

10

Cause the way I see it,
the more people that hate me,
the less people I have to please.


11

it's been too long, and i say i'm over you.
we both know it's a lie; you love me too.
and we'll keep running back to each other.
because bad habits are hard to break.

12
you may have chemistry with her
but you have history with me.

13
No, it's not okay. It's not okay.
I am not that girl, I am not the one
who cries and falls apart & calls her
ex-boyfriend to come and save her.

14
What hurts more? Thinking you should hate him or knowing that you don't.

15
Some people are easy to get over, they only take a week
or two, but sooner or later, you'll find the one, who has
changed everything about you, and no matter how hard you try,
you can't find the words to say goodbye.

16
I want to say "I miss you".
I want to say "I still love you".
I want to say "I still want you".
But no matter what I say...
You'll have nothing to say back.

17

Four years
in high school;
four years to learn who we are,
practicing
for who you want to be.
Now we're done & all going our separate ways.
Don't forget what we taught each other;
never
give up, you can do it


18
There's a fine line between lover and friend;
reality and pretend;
hello and goodbye
smile and cry;
what you wanted and what you got
being together and not.

19
You might think of me as just some girl,
but I want you to know that I`m the one girl
that took one look & fell hard for you.
harder than I have ever fallen
for anyone in my life.

people don't change,
they just become more
of who they really are.

2
she's wishing that someone could notice
the insecurities behind her smile
& the tears behind her eyes.

3
She`s never been one to wait around ;;
she`s always moving & dancing & running.
But for some reason, with him?
She`s patient. She`ll wait.
She`ll wait for no one & nothing, except him.

4
Sometimes you forget to tell someone how you really feel,
& then eventually, you don't have a chance to do it anymore.

5
Fake a fucking smile because sooner or later, it's gonna be real.
So I'm going to smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect,
act like it's all a dream, & pretend that none of this is hurting me so maybe
I'll actually start to believe it.

6
The words 'I love you' and 'I miss you' no longer have a meaning.
They are used so often & apply to just anyone. People usually remember the moments &
actions that people take to show the meaning of 'I love you.' Words are just there to illustrate
what is happening; the true meaning is in the actions.


7
Love me without fear,
Trust me without questioning,
Need me without demanding,
Want me without restrictions,
Accept me without change;
Desire me without inhibitions.

8
Dont be close to someone who makes you happy;
be close to someone who cant be happy without you.

9

We all honor heroes for different reasons.
Sometimes for their bravery. Sometimes
for their daring. Sometimes for their goodness.
But mostly we honor heroes because at one

point or another we all dream of being rescued.

Of course, if the right hero doesn't come along,

sometimes we just have to rescue ourselves.


10

this is why you should never
get your hopes up. this is why you
should see the glass as half empty.
so when the whole thing spills, you
aren't as devastated.

11
Doubt me and I'll prove you wrong.
Tell me what to do and I'll tell you off
Say I'm not worth it and watch where
I end up
. Call me a bitch and I'll show
you one. Screw me over and I'll do
it to you twice as bad.
i used to be a strong girl. but alot has changed.
alot has happened, and ive been through so much more than any person should have to go through.
and you know what? i finally broke. everything around me crashed,
and i just went right with it.


You think you're so tough right?
But you know that when I come around,
I'm your biggest weakness

2
I had you, and you had me..
I thought we were perfect,
I thought we could be. You were the best thing I've ever known,
so why did you leave me here, all alone?

3
Behind every "great man" is a woman rolling her eyes

4
she doesnt know whats right
& she doesnt know whats wrong;
she only knows the pain that comes from waiting for him so long.

5
We live for the people we like
and die for the people we love

6
Meeting you was fate
becoming your friend was choice
but falling in love with you
was beyond my control

7
The greatest pain
that comes from love
is loving someone
you can never have.

8
Who's really in love with you?
the popular girl who
says she loves you so much?
or the average girl
who watched you from day one
& would do anything to be with you

9
your friends should always
come first, but real friends
would never make you choose

10
The truth is I gave my heart
away a long time ago,
my whole heart, and I
never really got it back
{Sweet Home Alabama}

11
Its easy to believe someone
when they tell you exactly
what you want to hear

12
Boy, I miss your smile.
but I miss mine,
even more

I have come to realize that he's just a guy,
a special one maybe, but he's not mine.
I don't need to do things to make him

love me again. If he wanted to, he would.


2

You’re never prepared for the

moment that changes your life.


3

Sometimes, I still stare at you, amazed and

absolutely enchanted. Even though I’ve held your

gaze a thousand times, when you turn to me and

give me that silly grin, you still make me blush.


4

If you've never loved and lost, then

you're either the luckiest person

in the world, or the loneliest.


5

As badly as I want to be with you,
a part of me that knows that if it's not happening,
then maybe it's just not meant to be

6
It really kind of sucked to be close
to someone for so long & then suddenly
not be anything anymore.
It felt good talking to him again.

7

I was crying and screaming and trying to

push you away but you just held onto me

tighter. And for the first time in my life,

I knew what it felt like to have somebody care.


8

Being brokenhearted is
like having broken ribs.
On the outside it looks
like nothings wrong.
But every damn breath hurts

9
Don’t ever lose yourself in someone
cause when you lose them, you’re going to
be lost when you need yourself the most

10
If we’re perfect for each other,
& if we’re meant to be with each other,
we will be with each other.
Maybe not now, or tomorrow, but later,
& I can promise you that.

11

I know in the back of my mind, that life would be

so much easier if I never talked to you again.

If I shut you out of my life and moved on, I could

finally get over you... but you're the only thing

that makes me happy, whether it's right or wrong.

And I don't have the strength to give up on that.


12

You never know what you're made

of until you've been broken.


13

Something’s gotta give me butterflies,
something's gotta make me feel alive.
Something’s gotta give me dreams at night,

something's gotta make me feel alright.

I don't know what it is,

but something's gotta give.


14

I feel like I’ve been unhappy for so long.
I need to be free, I need to be alive.
It’s now my turn to feel again.

I quit. I'm over you. I fell so hard. I was
always there when you needed to talk to someone.
Yeah so basically I`m tired of being just a "friend" or
chasing you. So if you want me, I`m here. but I`m done wasting
all my time
on someone who doesn`t care.

I'm not stupid. I just lack common sense.
I'm not a poser. I just like all kinds of clothes.
I'm not miss popularity. I just have a lot of friends.
I dont ignore you. I just dont give a shit.
I'm not a bitch. I'm just honest.I'm not insecure.
I just dont trust people.




5
And if i'm not what you want.
Then dont act like i am.


6
smile, its the second best
thing you can do with your mouth.=)


7
i don't wait by the phone like i used to.
i don't hope for kind words you might
say. you don't prey on my mind like you
used to but you can still ruin my day.


8
oh, i want you
i won't deny it
but i won't let you
take my heart,
break my heart
one last time.
no i won't


9
The best way to behave is not to.

10
Who knew;; I would care this much.
Who knew;; It would hurt this bad.
Who knew;; It would last this long.
Who knew;; It would change my life.

11
Dont stay. Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities. What you
were changing me into. Just give
me myself back and dont stay

12
I said you were nothing to me,
which is a total lie because right now
you're pretty much everything.

13
cory: why didn't you call her?
shawn: because i don't know what to say to her.
cory: How about HELLO?
shawn: but it would come out 'Hey, i want to have your babies.'
(boy meets world)


14
i've been falling like the rain,
but you have your umbrella in my way.
i had the sun in my hands,
until you said you liked the rain.


15
We should get jerseys
Cause we make a good team
But yours would look better than mine
Cause you're out of my league


16
I'm not who you think I am.
in fact, my disguise is so thin
I'm surprised you haven't seen
right through me.
I'm the girl of your dreams

masquerading as your best friend.

I keep my hopes high and my jeans low.

18
if they can put man on the moon,
why not put all of them up there?

19
You know your b.e.s.t friends
when you can push each other
down the || stairs ||
& wrestle until you
pull each others hair out
& still laugh until you cry


20
you don't even have to say a word..
silence is good enough for me just as
long as you're here

21
Friends; we should really call them Fris
because the term Friends implies that friendship has an end.

22
You'd kill me if you had the chance;
but bitch, I was born to shine.


23
I don't want to be just another girl to you.

24
You say I'm a coward for giving up on love
& I say you're a fool for giving in to it.


1. During a girl's lifetime;
She's going to find three boys.
The boy that she loves,
The boy that she hates,
& the boy she can't get enough of.
& it's gonna turn out to be
The same old stupid boy.

2. and since I've been with you,
I don't even need mirrors anymore
because when you tell me I'm beautiful,
I don't care who else thinks I am

3. If a boy loves you, he won't care how tired he is,
how much homework he has, or how late it is. He'll talk to you.

4. And ultimately,
He's going to find out:
How you chew,
How you sip,
How you hum,
How you dance,
How you smell at every point in the day.
The fact that most of your friends are shallow.
That you hate sitting in an aisle seat,
How you sometimes can't seem to listen,
How you get hyper when you travel,
How certain games
Or shows make you really happy,
How you get cranky because you're too stupid to remember to sleep,
How you do'nt like the way you look in most of your pictures,
How you can't get off the phone when you're late,
Because you do'nt want to sound like you care,
How you have no ability to save receipts.
He's going to know all of it;
Everything about you,
He's going to know.
And he's still going to love you.


5. Admit it; you only want me when you can't have her

6. I cried because you chose her over me, but then I laughed because she's ugly

7. i'm mad at myself, not you. i'm mad for always
being nice, apologizing for things i didn't do.
i'm mad that i got attatched. i'm mad that i depended
on you and you wasted my time. i'm mad for
thinking about you and wishing for you and
mostly for not hating you, i should, but i can't

8. i'm always my happiest when
i'm singing in the shower,
laughing out loud with my girls,
or just thinking of you <3

9. so basically, im gonna go all third grade on your ass and double dog dare you to fall in love with me.

10. Sometimes you wait your
whole life for something
&&amp;amp;amp; before you know it;
he's standing right in front of you
.

11. You want to know what makes me
love you more than I loved him?
It's because when he got me,
I was perfectly unused.
I was fearless, and a hopeless romantic.
When you got me,
I was bruised and battered.
I was afraid of the world and cynical about love.
And yet, you didn't leave.

12. I hope one day you'll realize
how lucky you were to have someone
love you the way I did
and how stupid you were to let it go.

13. never listen to anything a guy
says because for all you know
he could be telling another girl
the e x a c t same thing.

14. You were my cure
& I was your disease
I was killing you &
you were saving me

15. If you see me walking with someone else its
not because I love them,
Its because you werent there to walk with me.
If I fall in love with someone else,
its not because I wanted to,
but because you werent there to catch me.

16. He isn't my boyfriend; but I love
his hugs, his smile, his advice, his
love, his kindness, and the times
we laugh together. I guess I fell
in love with our friendship

17. Count by twos;
When you get to five
I'll stop loving you

18. I never used to be jealous...then I liked you.
Now, I'm jealous of just about every girl
that you talk to, smile at or even wave it.
All because in those seconds when you
looked into her eyes, I wasn't on your mind

19. perfect would be cuddled up on the couch,
watching disney movies, & you telling me
that you'll always be my prince charming

20. & even though I know it's not true,
I can't help but hope that every time
you smile, joke, or show off, that you're
doing it for me.

21. Please don't act like you care.
You don't care.
I know you dont. You've watched me destroy myself
too long now. If you really cared, you would have
tried to stop it by now.


& it's like when i thought you liked me,
everything in my life just fell into place,
but now its like no matter how hard i keep it together.
When you walk into the room i crumble.



keep your friends close .. your boys closer ..
&& your enemies as far away as possible

6

love
is like .....
dominoes <3
one wrong move and everything ...
you worked for is gone


7
Of course she's gonna say she's
happy for you & flash that famous
smile. But look into those green
eyes & baby, you broke her.

8
sometimes when I see you in
the halls & we act like nothing
is going on.. I just want you
to push me up against the
locker & kiss me.

9

So talk down to me again
remind
me how
pathetic I am
& how perfect you are.

10
We're friends, real friends.
& that means, no matter how long it takes,
when you finally do decide to look back,
I'll be here.

11
I'm holding onto a dream that won't come true.
Wanting you to want me the way I want you.

12
Can you look me in the eye, and tell me you're happy now?
Can you kiss me, and tell me you feel nothing?
Are you happy with her? Or is it just another lie?
We're not over each other, and that's what scares you.

13
A good friend will sit && talk to you
about a boy you like,
but a best friend will blurt out
"she likes you && wants to bang you"
right to his face.

People complain,
they complain life isn't going their way,
they don't have the boy of their dreams,
they don't have the perfect grades,
they don't get along with their parents,
and how they hate this girl.
well life doesn't always go your way,
Deal With It.



2
sorry that i ever loved you, sorry that i cared,
sorry that we've taken for granted the love we shared;
sorry for the waiting, sorry to waste your time,
sorry if i'm not worth it, you don't have to be mine;
sorry for mistaking something i thought was true,
sorry if you don't understand why i do what i do;
sorry for my feelings as if they're not enough,
sorry if we can't work through all this stuff;
sorry if i'm cramping your lifestyle or getting in your way,
sorry if i don't say the things you want me to say;
sorry if i don't measure up to what you want me to be,
sorry i can't be enough to make you just want me;
sorry for apologizing, but i don't know what else to do,
sorry if my dreams only consist of me and you;
sorry i ever met you, sorry i'm not enough for you,
i'm sorry i love you the way i do...How do i know i have a crush on you?
I get butterflies in my stomach when i talk to you..
How do i know i like you?
My eyes -sparkle- at the mention of your name..
How do i know I love you?
I spend every moment thinking about you & wishing i was with you..
How do i know you feel the same way?
I don't...& that's what makes love so s c a r y ..

5
I didn't get what I wanted,
so I just took what wanted me.
you’re amazing and kisssable
you’re lovable and sweet
you thrill me every minute &
sweep me off my feet.
you’re charming & disarming
desirable and true.[ you ]
inspire and impress me &&
that’s why I love you.

6
have you ever wondered if
your ex was thinking about you?
Not because you want them back,
just because you want them to miss you.

7
Every girl seems to have that boy that
wakes her up in the morning simply to get
a glimpse of him walking down the hallway,
even if his fingers aren't linked in hers.

8
There's only now
There's only here
Give in to love
Or live in fear
No other path
No other way
No day but today...

9
I know that I should just let go,
walk away, and not look back. But,
I don't think I could handle knowing
that you wouldn't care if I did.

10
Holding the truth in is almost
as hard as speaking it.

11
I love it when you ask me if I'm okay,
because we both know that I'm not.
But I think it's really nice that you're still
wasting your breathe for me.

12
We keep on saying goodbye
but we can never seem let go.

13
Justin Timberlake didn't bring sexy back;
I've been here the whole time!

14
And when they broke up, it hit her harder
than anything has ever had before.
But she never showed it;
she kept a smile on.

15
And I hope the next town you run to
has a girl that looks a bit like me;
with the same bright eyes & huge smile.
But she won't have the touch I have;
she won't have the love I had.
You think just anyone can send chills up your spine?


16
Dont you know how much it hurts
when I see you walking past me & not towards me?

17
T-mobile is jealous because my sidekicks are better

I traced our names on a fogged up window
& watched them fade to nothing,
just like we did ♥


2
I'm sick of being pushed around.
I'm sick of having my heart ripped out
then thrown to the ground.
I'm sick of falling & never being caught.
I'm sick of holding on when holding on
is all that I've got


3
the girl who seemed unbreakable ; broke
the girl who seemed so strong ; crumbled
the girl who always laughed it off ; cried
the girl who never stopped trying ; finally quit


4
I'm losing you
little by little
day after day
and what kills me.
is you still think everythings the same.


5
&& it broke my heart
to watch you ask her to dance.
....to our song.

6

Think of how different it would be,

if you never met the one person,

who changed everything


7

It doesn't take strength
to hold a grudge
it takes strength to
let go of one.

8
Its hard to pretend you love
someone
when you don’t.
But its harder to pretend
that you don’t love someone
when you really do.

9
Its better to lose your pride to
the one you love then to
lose the one you love
because of your pride

10
I may not be strong enough to
block out the rumors and lies,
but I’m smart enough to
remember that that's all they are

11
You see that door?
I'm letting you walk out of it,
out of my life forever.
I'm letting you go because I trust you.
Come back if you love me.

12
I wanted you to tell me the reason
why you said you loved me?
and he said how about you guess
and I said did you say it because you meant it or
did you say it because you knew I would believe it?
you said both..


13

it kills me to know your in the same room
but you wont even talk to me.
its just time i realize i dont mean anything
to you and i never really did

14

i hope someday you'll find my quotes, all my words,
and read them all. i hope you'll know that there all
about you and when you read them ; i hope that at least a single tear will
roll down your handsome face.

15
Can you look me in the eye, and tell me you're happy now?
Can you kiss me, and tell me you feel nothing?
Are you happy with her? Or is it just another lie?
We're not over each other, and that's what scares you.

16
& Unlike other people, she'll never say she never loved you.
That's pathetic. She loves you more than anything.
She's not gonna lie. She cares too much.
and she's definitely not going to leave.
Because in her eyes, he's worth it all.

17
He could hurt her more times than she can count,
and she will still always love him.

18
The only people that could hurt you;
are the ones that you love, because
if it wasn't love -- you wouldn't care

19
you always know they're going to be
with someone else, but deep inside there's
a little part of you that likes to pretend
that they're waiting for you. it's when you
see them with someone else, that you're
forced to grow up and stop playing pretend.

20
I find myself searching for apologetic songs that I wish he would play for me.

21
I love you and I dont want that to end.
and I said I love you2 and I wont let it end..
then you said good job your
listening to the same song as me!