Rina's entertainment notebook.

I’ve never understood why people insist on saying things like,
"there’s plenty of other fish in the sea."
My mom actually said that to me, you know, after I was dumped by the person formerly known as my boyfriend.
There’s me crying my heart out and all she was offering me by way of consolation was a fish metaphor

I live in notes & photographs & everything I’m
holding back, but you're the words that weren't
enough. You remind me of a song I used to love

Never let a guy know that you like him,
because then he knows that whatever he does you're still going to love him
and he is going to mess with your heart until it breaks in half.

You left me here, broken and shattered.
Now not knowing what to do you used to be my guide and now you’re gone and I’m lost

I've learned that guys make the best friends.
My best friend is a guy and I can tell him anything.
Except for the fact that I'm absolutely crazy for him
I always leave that part out of our conversation
(Very true.... I'll get the guts eventually...)

It was real wasn’t it?
I know we were just two kids,
But we really loved each other


All the doors are closing I'm trying to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day,
The day you slipped away


I'm afraid of not having enough time. Not enough time to understand people, how they really are, or to be understood myself. I'm afraid of quick judgements & mistakes that everybody makes. you can't fix them without time. I'm afraid of seeing snapshots instead of movies..



Don't Fall Into The Trap Of Pretending
Everything's Okay When You Know It's Really Not.

And The Record Won't Stop Skipping,
And The Lies Just Won't Stop Slipping.

If you obey all the rules
You’ll miss all the fun

Here’s a toast to those
Who know me all too well

Saying you're my best friend would be a lie because you're my sister till the day I die

Never been loved
Never been found
No one’s ever been around

For once instead of
Telling me reasons
Why I shouldn’t cry
Actually pay attention
To why I am

Maybe one day I'll look back and smile,
but the problem is,
I'm afraid I can't make it that far down the road.

Girl: Do you really love me?
Boy: Of course I do.
Girl: I wanna hear you say it.
Boy: I don't have to.
Girl: Why not?
Boy: Because...
Girl: I just want to hear you say it in words.
Boy: I can't...
The girl started to cry softly and said:
Then you don't love me...
The two continued to walk in silence. They
reached the girls home.
Girl: Why?
Boy: Do you really want to know?
Girl: (hesitantly) Yes.
He hugged her gently, kissed the tip of her nose
and whispered in her ear,
"Because three words are not enough..."

i wanna be his favorite hello <3
&& his hardest goodbye

want to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even when her heart was broken.... and the girl who could brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own...

what hurts more? thinking you should
hate him or knowing that you dont?

calling someone ugly
doesnt make you prettier
calling someone fat
doesnt make you skinnier
calling someone a bitch
doesnt make you nicer
talking shit about someone
doesnt make you better

Over 25% of Human Genes are the same as those of a banana. Get over yourself

I don't want to be that girl that stares at you while you're not looking... I don't want to be that girl that gets jealous if you talk to anyone else... I don't want to be that girl that cry’s every night because she wants something she can't have but I am, so I guess that I have to live with it.

E V E R Y D A Y
is like a fashion show
if you are not wearing
the latest && greatest
trends then you are
known as a dork with
absolutly no fashion
sense what-so-everr
and if you have one
badd day it will haunt
you for the rest of
Y O U R L i F E

A best friend could never be better your my world my strength -- what holds me together.

Every woman should have four pets in her life, a mink in her closet, a jaguar in her garage, a tiger in her bed, and a jack-ass who pays for everything.

little boy: "do you want to give me your heart?"
little girl: "w e l l d o y o u l o v e m e ?"
little boy: "of course i love you"
little girl:"well how much do you love me? is it
an m&m's worth of love,
and if it is then what color m&m, i dont want to waste my heart on a
boy that only loves me as much as one of those
yucky yellow m&m's he hasta love me at least
a red or blue..green maybe&brown at the least"
little boy: " i love you a (thousand) red m&m's "

No mater how ugly you think you are, that special person that loves you believes that you are the most beautiful thing on Earth and nothing can ever change that.

The biggest hug, the sweetest kiss, the cutest quote, the deepest poem, the best love song ever heard, the prettiest sunset, ;; none of these things compare to just one look in your eyes

I'm perfectly fine with being his friend. In fact, I love it. I just have this incredible urge to kiss him that doesn’t go away and this feeling that we'd be perfect together.

don't spend a lifetime of
becoming good at something
you don't love to do

i try to fool myself. i try to <3
pretend that i want someone else
but deep down, i know that <3
i have always wished for you and me

Love is too strong of a word
to be said too early <3
but it has too beautiful of
a meaning to be said too late

Ive been hit where it H.U.R.T.S
in the most ((sensitive)) parts
yah sure guys have balls
but Girls have [..Hearts..]

The other day my friend was talking to me about the one I love
And how we were so meant to be...she swore on her life
That he loved me back.
Right then and there i started crying
I don't want her to die <33

letters start with
ABC
numbers start with
123
love starts with
you & me

take NOTHiNG BUT photos
leave NOTHiNG BUT footsteps
&& kill NOTHiNG BUT time.

This ain't burger king... you can't a.l.w.a.y.s have it your way

guys are like roller coasters...they either make u sick to your stomach, or give u the ride of your life!

you didn`t break my heart honey
..you sorta like crushed it __

& whenever i think about you, i wish you were here.
so, i could punch you in your face for being an asshole.

Guys only act like dicks
to make up for the ones
that they don't have.

&& sometimes i smile
just to keep people from asking
W h a t s W r o n g ??

you live.
you breathe.
you laugh.
you cry.
you scream.
you suffer.
you die.
& somewhere in between -
if you're lucky - you fall in LOVE

YOU ONLY WiSH
you could flirt like i do

&& there i was ;;
at a party with a like billion people
and all i could do was stare at just one ;;
| h | i | m |

& it's kinda amazing
how one person
can make your worst day
absolutely perfect

you can talk behind my back..
you can tell everyone my secrets
you can think you hurt me
but you only prepared me
f o r l i f e *

I may not be
the prettiest girl
the smartest girl
the richest girl
the coolest girl
but i do know that i am thee luckiest
because i have freinds like you..

i LOVE iT
when you make me
. l . a . u . g . h .
even though i dont want to
. s . m . i . l . e .

i l o v e y o u l i k e
a fat kid loves cake
a skater loves his board
a surfer loves the ocean
a dog loves his bone
a rock star loves his gutair
l i k e y o u l o v e h e r

Without |[ blonde moments]|
life would be so dull

Best Friend- Somebody i can call
at 3 in the morning;;
hyterical in tears..
&& she says " i'll be there in 5 minutes "

B- being there to catch us.. if we just so happened to fall..
E- expert at giving advice
S- Super Sweet.. even when its " that time of the month "
T- toataly mine.. AND MiNE ONLY!!
F- funn to hang with
R- really trustworthy
I- i WiLL LOVE THEM FOREVER!!
E- exciting to be with
N- never a dull moment
D- DANG!! i so toataly don't deserve her
S- SO FiNE && ALL MiNE

i hold the knife
so close to my neck
about to cut myself,
but then i think about
x_o_x_you_x_o_x
and i put the knife down...

And the closest I've ever came to death...
is laughing till I cant breathe with my best friends

if middle school has this much drama
i don't even want to think about what
---> high school is going to be like ..

W E F L i R T
all the time, i just
don't know if you are
really interested, or
you are just playing
G A M E S ..

i want a boy to come up behind me
&& grab my waist just to catch me off guard
&& whisper in my ear "baby, i love you"

If I had a snowflake for everytime I thought about you ..
we would ---->>N E V E R have school<33

friendship isn't just about talking about guys,
keeping secrets, & makeup. friendship is
about two people, connected at their heart,
people who cannot live without each other.
(( friendship is forever )) x3

life is full of secrets and && lies,
so when you get screwed over,
----->>dont be s u p r i s e d *

prep is the new pimp don`t go solo grab a polo
you don't gotta holla , just pop your collar
get with the program it's what it's all about.

&& he's the color
in my black & white world

I thought i knew who you were,
maybe you changed,
or maybe I never knew you in the first place?

find a guy who doesn't care if u laugh loudly,
chew with your mouth open, sing off key,cry
at the movies, or act like an insane person...
&& all it does is make him love you even more

Life is too short to wake up in the morning
with regrets. So love the people who treat
you right, forget about the ones who don't
and believe that everything happens for a
reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it
changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd
be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

&& In the end it won't matter
how tan you got, how many
shoes & purses you had. which
parties you got to go to. What
matters is looking back &&
saying that was fun.

L0VE is looking into his eyes and forgetting about the world around you.
It's feeling his kiss hours after he's gone.
It's seeing perfection when he's standing beside you.
&& realizing that you'll never be able to find another guy that compares to him.

its funny how the people that complain the most
about drama, are the ones that cause it...

best friends can see the truth
in your eyes while the rest are
fooled by your smile & laugh.

&& when everyone is telling me i`ve changed ;;
the truth is i really havent
i`ve just stopped living my life their way.

When you can`t stop smiling after you
talk to him, and you still get butterflies
in your stomach, & that huge smile across
your face everytime you see him .. that lets
you know he`ll always be something to you.

I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name on my hand but I washed it the next day. I wrote your name on a piece of paper but I acciedenatally threw it away... I wrote your name in my heart and forever it will stay!

i wish i could say that i love him
but i cant say i do. its lust, not love
& its something i've always dreamed of

best friends are supposed
to take the knife out of your
back .. not put one there ..

you don't have to smile, you don't have to like
my style. i don't care what you think, just as long
as you know i ain't no game. so don't play with me.
just watch what you say when you're talking to me
`cuz i don't wanna break out that side. you don't
have to use my name in your conversation. we
don't have to agree & you don't have to like me.
it's all right with me. but as long as i'm around,
you better respect me.

if you get a chance . take it
if it changes your life . let it
[ NO EXCEPTiONS . NO REGETS ]

i still remember the things you said;
they replay back in my head. & your
smile you used to send my way is with
me all the time. i remember all the things
we did, back to the first time we met. the
memories are all i have left; how could i forget?

You know when you start out friends,
and every little joke is hilarious.. Then
everything he does annoys the hell out
of you. Then finally, one day, you look at
yourself and think, "F*ck, I fell in love."

Choose to love ;; rather than hate.
Choose to laugh ;; rather than cry.
Choose to create ;; rather than destroy.
Choose to persevere ;; rather than quit.
Choose to praise ;; rather than gossip.
Choose to heal ;; rather than wound.
Choose to give ;; rather than steal.
Choose to act ;; rather than procrastinate.
Choose to grow ;; rather than rot.
Choose to pray ;; rather than curse.
Choose to live ;; rather than die.
-- The Greatest Miracle in the World --

SEX ;
- MADE BY MEN
- PERFECTED BY W0MEN.

Emotion is my middle name. I lie in bed and listen to the rain, put happy thoughts inside my head, but I find instead the hurting words you said

I've never been the kind, to ever let my feelings show, and i thought that being strong, meant never losing your self-control, but i'm just drunk enough, to let go of my pain, to hell with my pride, let it fall like rain from my eyes, tonight i wanna cry- keith urban

& the only reason i hold you so tight
is because im afraid to lose the best
thing that i ever had. never leave me.


: isn`t it funny --» how when u want
: it the most u can`t have it? & when
: u have it u don`t care, && once u lose
: it You'd do anything to get it back...

Dear girl,
I think its time for you to let go of him. He has hurt you & me too much.Just let the memories fade. Its time to leave him behind... I know it will be hard but its for the best, trust me. Remember always follow your heart & everything will be fine.
Love always,
your heart

Life is like a rose <3 beauty comes with thorns

GUYS ARE LiKE MASCARA .. THEY RUN AT THE FiRST SiGHT OF EMOTiON

¦ As time goes by
¦ and my feelings grow stronger
¦ to be in your arms
¦ I can't wait any longer
¦ Look in my eyes and you'll see its true
¦ day & night my thoughts are of only you
'- - - - - - - - - - » <33

·loved· isn't a word
there is no past tense of love
if you love someone,
you'll always love them..
no matter what..

if i got 3 wishes i`d give back two. |xOx| my onli wish
was |xOx| to be -»(with you)*

theres only [ one ] rain cloud in the entire
sky - and it's raining on me. [ 0Oxo ]
somehow__ i`m not surprised // - eeyore

If you say something [h e]
May break (( y o u r )) heart…
But if you say nothing…
[y o u] might break (( h I s ))…

Relationships are like glass.
Sometimes it's better to leave them broken
than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

as tha rain p0urs d0wn -
tha tears drip down miie
face & my hearts rips in
2 iits then ii realize i
need u more than ever-»!

if youu really love someone, >DiSTANCE< won`t matter.

i never [ stopped ] feeling for him
i just - stopped ___ letting it show //

embrace you inner dork .. cuz lifes 2 short 2 be cool

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[ kiss ] me in the rain
__ no - one is watching baby [ OoxXo ]

baby take my [ hand ]
and - promise - me you'll
// never let ___ gO ||x


// lets be nothing » i heard it lasts__ FOREVER -

they ignore eachother & look the
other way ; but they both know
deep down inside, that it wasn`t
supposed to end this way

Sometimes you have to go down the WrOnG path,
In order to find the -r-i-g-h-t- one.

I live in a world of people pretending to be something they’re not.
But when I talk to you, I’m the girl I wanna be


she waits for him to - say // i love you //
but he tells :: no more :: __ LiES

We were both standing out in the rain,
& I told you to look at all the raindrops.
You did & I told you,
Those are all the tears I’ve cried for you


I like being a blonde. It’s easier when people don’t expect much from you.
^^--(Paris Hilton)--^^

drowning in the drama
lost in the lies
trapped by the currents
of life caught in the rip tides


KNiGHT & SHiNIN' ARM0RY0U ARE THE PRiNCE Y0UR KINGD0M CAN BE C0MPLETE JUST MAKE ME Y0UR PRiNCESS


They read you Cinderella
You hoped it would come true
That one day your Prince Charming
Would come rescue you
You like romantic movies
You never will forget
The way you felt when Romeo kissed Juliet

MY HEAD IS SAYING "WH0 CAREs AB0UT HIM?; AND MY HEART IS SCREAMIN'.. I D O

Have aNoThEr drink & drive yourself home - -»
I hope theres iCe on 'aLl the roads
& you can think of me when you f0RgEt your seatbelt;;
and [aGaIn] when your HeAd goes through the windsheild

- -» they were right when they
said love is the `slowest' form
of suicide ;; because his lips
are laced with cyanide` .. 'and __i'm so a d d i c t e d to his kiss!

Shoot for the moon
because even if you miss
you'll land among the stars


Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes...just be an illusion."

People always ask me
'what makes you like him?'`
But i dont want to tell them
because if they understand,
they would like him too.

Sometimes you'll forgive someone simply
because you still want them in your life

never slap a guy
if he does A n Y t H i N g
___to deserve a slap
just give him an all out beating

i think to myself...
why even t r y
if he'll never be
[[ m i n e ]]

In a girls life :-: there will.. always be those [three] guys::
-the one she l o v e s - the one she h a t e s -
and the one she cant get - e n o u g h - of but in the end they are all the same guy...

He knows I still care and thats
exactly why he doesnt

here is [always] gonna be, That one person you wish you could be with, Even after knowing, That person doesnt want to be with you.

I heard you talk of her that day
And saw the smile on your face
For a second in time
I wish Ii could be
The person you were smiling about.
& im slowly getting attached to you.

So the elephant says to the camel "Why do you have two boobs on your back?"
The camel replies, "That's a pretty stupid question coming from someone who has a dick on their face."

If I was drop dead gorgeous, perfect, and could have any guy in the world, I would still pick [ YoU ].

you're the only one that makes me
draw stupid hearts in the margins
of my paper <3

She was happier than ever - lying there
in his arms _ her fingers linked with
his she looked deep into his eyes `and
whispered [ perfect fit ] then he
kissed her they were c o m p l e t e l y
in love`____ .. and then she woke up.

he looked at me with those
[e Y e S]
and my heart
M e L t E d .. <33
you cant tell me thats not real ..
cuz i FeLT iT

i'd say that
was your
best line ever,
too bad i
fell for it...

it may sOund crazy.. & it may nOt sOund
riight, but i still miss talking tO yOu & i miss
hearing from yOu. i just wish things were the
same.. but it`s like everything has changed ..
except fOr the way i feel abOut yOu babe..

|| every night || I dream that I’m in your arms…

my mommy told me I could be anything I want to
..& I wanna be his girl

the other day i prayed that when youu lied to me that the sky
would change colors; and when youu said youu loved me ;
i saw a full rainbow.

your hand will always be my favorite one to hold

Wasted phone calls and saved IM conversations...
saying "i love you" with only me meaning it. so
many hugs && kisses, all the hand-holding and
smiles... it all dissappeared when you told the truth.

Now you glare at me...
behind my back
and i hear what you whisper...
and i hear you when you laugh...
you're expecting me to play your game...
but i wont because you seeunlike you...
i'm not a fake

it’s like we’re more than
friends but less than lovers
No. I won't find any one else. I gave up the world. For you.



do you realize that when people say
"you've changed" it's only because
you stopped living life... their way

i wish i was pretty when i smile...
just like, that girl

the scent of your cologne
still lingers on my clothes

i've tried different ways but
it's all the same. at the end
of the day i have myself to blame

you still look at me the way you used to,
that must mean something...right?

when friends kiss they are no longer friends & not
yet lovers... they are just something in between....


i feel like i've lost everything when you're
gone, left remembering what it's like to
have you here with me. i thought you
should know you're not making this easy
i never thought id be the one to say
please dont, well, please dont leave me<|3

she finally lets qo of her fake smiLe
as she looks in the mirror watchinq
the tears slowLy roLl down her face
and she whispers "i don`t want to
be me anymore .."

just when you least expect iit, uu start thiinking;
about how he makes youu laugh 'and how you feel
when you're around him and then you realiize that after ;
all this time you care about - him alot more then you thought you did

you can't hide behind y0ur make-
up .. it runs with the tearsz .. you alway`s know they`re gonna be w someone
else,but deep inside, theres always a part of you
that like`s to pretend that they`re waiting for you
it`s when you actually see them with some1 else
you`re forced to grow up & stop playinq pretend*

its just not the same when you wake Up
in the morning witH a smile on your faCe
wen you know you lied yourself 2 sleep
just to make it better.. -? itS one of those
nights when i want to sleep foreveR

its that coulda been shoulda been finding yourself
on the outside looking in `' giving up feeling stuck
mad at the world cause you're down & their getting
up mad at yurself because you shouldnt be givin up

if you saw thinqs from my point of view you'd_*
think twice about the shit you thought you knew
i don't believe in many thinqs - but i do believe iN
you , i never trusted anyone - but SomeHow i<3
* trust * you

break down, and cease all feeling ..
burn now, what once was breathing
reach out, and you may take my heart away<3

i feel like i've lost everything when you're
gone, left remembering what it's like to
have you here with me. i thought you
should know you're not making this easy
i never thought id be the one to say
please dont, well, please dont leave me<|3

0N MY KNEES` SCREAMiNG AT THE CL0UDS
TEARS FALL FR0M THE DARK SKY
HATE iS A F0UR LETTER W0RD BUT [ L0VE iS A F0UR LETTER *Lie ..

if i had a s h o t g u n
yu know what i'd do?
--i'd p o i n t that shit
straight at the sky - -
and s h O o t *heaven
on down for you<33

I know im made of mistakes,
disapointments and failures
but i promise you there`s a
part of me that is actually
worth <3 keeping

I dont want to be something to everyone
I just want to be everything to someone .

A little girl with nothing wrong, is all alone
eYes wide open always hoping for the
sun.. and she'll sing her song to anyone
that comes along. Fragile as a leaf in
autumn ; just fallin to the ground... <33

Theres this girl in the mirror, i wonder
who she is, sometimes i think i know her
and sometimes i wish i did. There is a
story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbyes
when shes looking back at me i can tell ..
x______________ shes hurting inside.

teardrops fall from those pretty eyes
It's kind of hard to move on when you're only told lies
She's breaking down, everyone's fading
It's been so long and she's tired of waiting

I know it`s bad for me, I know i shouldnt
but i still cant help myself. i drag that blade
across my skin every night.. I hoping that
this time it will be enogugh..
that this time it will all finally be over..

Im so tired of pretemding everything is ok ,
my tears are starting to show
and my smile is slowly [(fading away)]

am i crazy for wanting you baby
do you think you could want me too

i see you and all those feelings i thought were
- g o n e - are really just as strong as before

it's always the person you want
that you're better off - without<3

i don't care what people think of me,
the people i care about no the real me
and that's all that matters - Paris Hilton

i wish i could capture how beautiful
you are; just so i could show you,
[ you're simply stunning ]

s m i l e like you m e a n it <3

waking up from this n i g h t m a r e ;
hows your life ? what's it like there ?
is it all what you want it to be ?
does it hurt when you think about me
and how b r o k e n my heart
it's ok to be a n g r y and never l e t g o '
it only gets harder the more that you know
when you get lonely, if no one's around `
you know that [i'll catch you] when you're
f a l l i n g d o w n .. ? <3

maybe she won't find out what i know;;
you were the last good thing about this part of town

...so bury me in memory

every step that i take is another
[M i S t A k E] to your heart <3

its just something that happens as'
you grow up, you realize it is less
important to have more friends +
more important to have real ones*
-- Laguna beach

if you go then ill forget you. when you are gone
i wont miss you. im sorry thats the way i learned
to deal with a broken heart and broken promises

meeting you was f a t e .. becoming
your friend was a choice - but falling
in love with you i had no control over <3

you make me smile in that special kind of way
i fall deeper in love with you every single day
it's never gunna end were meant to be together
* j u s t . m e . & . y o u . b a b y . f o r e v e r

i can't live without you, can't breathe without you
i dream about you, honestly tell me that it's over.
cause if the world is spinning and i'm still living
it won't be right if we're not in it together, <33 *.

ive waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true so i will not
hide it's time to try anything to be with
you all my life ive waited this is true<3

all i ask is that you forever remember me
as the girl who loved you most

sometimes love needs a second chance ...
... because maybe it wasnt ready the first time

you`ll never know what you mean to me ..

when he's not around ' there's some
thing missing in my smile
im broke & you can`t fix it.

caring for someone is never a mistake <3

hush baby dont talk so much just wanna
feel your touch everything will be okay
if we do it my way

as long as you're alive and care,
i promise i will take you there,
and we'll drink and dance the night away <3

its only a chapter in a guys life
`but in a girls * [ its the whole book ]

and im feeling nervous, trying to be so perfect. . . .
cause i know your worth it, your worth this yeah <3

said, i promise to never fall in love with
a stranger your all im thinking of, i praise
the Lord above.. for sending me your love,
i cherish ever hug, i really love you

you put a dart through my dreams through
my heart and im back where i started again,
never thought it*

lately, i've been thinking so strangely about the clouds
& how they seem to slowly fade away, yeah... maybe
some day we will find a way to [disappear] just me & u
on silver lining dreams would end *

this time its over. im keeping my heart.
im gonna be strong and not fall apart ..
itll get better, ill no longer cry. in a couple
of weeks, i wont want to die, i wont want
to go back, ill be able to sleep. it wont
hurt so bad, and it wont feel so deep
the way you =====<3===== make me feel
with such ;; mixed emotions

i need to forget everything i ever
felt inside,my feelings,my thoughts
and all there was..cause i can't get
hurt if [ [ i just don't care ] ]<3

every drawing that i drew was
NEVER ever as [ cute ] as you *

theres no one around,
but me and you * and no one
has to know anything about it.

everytime i look at you, my heart is jumping <3


And I wake up today
Still smiling in the air
Wish dreams could be so great *

i can't really explain it im so into you.

the smile on my face . . .
- the twinkle in my eyes -
[[ the daydreaming i do ]]
. : is all because of you : .

youve got me right where you want me <|3

such rage that you could scream, all the stars right
out of the sky and destroy the prettiest starry night
every evening that i die // atreyu <3


i want to be in his arms and be the one he holds
close to him // i want to look him in the eyes and
tell him that he`s my [ e v e r y t h i n g ]____xOx

if only i had one wish i'd want a million
trillion lifetimes that i could spend with
you falling in love with you again and again

if i tell you i love you , can i keep you forever ?

why do the good girls always want the bad boys?

most girls who wonder how drama starts...
are usually the o n e s who C A U S E it


ive always held back what you meant to me .. maybe
its because im afraid of what you`ll say back ___<|3

people are gonna talk so you might as well
give `em somethiing to .t a l k. about

because for me it's always been you. always.
& i've tried to fight it, i've tried to deny it but i
can`t. your undeniable <3

i dont know whether i should move on or move in..
maybe a part of me is fine with never knowing <3

promises are just lies
with pretty ribbons
tied to them

will youu be mine for valentine's day? <3

i never had no one i could count on ;;
ive been let down so many times

does it hurt when you think about me.

i guess im wrong for falling in love
but your still the one that im dreaming of
i guess it's you that i want to hold on to
but your holding on to someone else

no one said to live you had to be
[pretty] so here i am ugly as can
be & no one notices that i'm alive


it 's just my heart // go ahead and break it
i swear.. the best thing is listening to someone`s heart beat
and knowing it`s beating like that -- [ because of you.. * <3 ]



save me from the nothing i've become ..

this is easy as lovers go . <3

..she needs to hear she's beautiful.

no i can't find the words 'cause i lost
them the minute they fell out my mouth
& it's love and i'm in it <3

i cant promise i can stop you
... from having problems
but i can promise you that
....you will never
have to face them alone <3

`i wanna make you see the possibility of all that we'
can be for all eternity and when you fall in love, yea
really fall in love.. well.. i wanna be the one ____*

* i could spend my life
in this sweet surrender,
i could stay lost in this
moment f o r e v e r<3


a neglected flower
simply dies; but one
that is_ kept_ with
thought, * seems to
hold_ its _ beauty

i fall asleep with you all around me, the only place i know i am safe, it might seem like a dream, but it's real to me * i'd be lost without you<3


it's the pretty things
[that we're always breaking]

You give me that feeling * in my stomach like when you drink hot choclate on a cold day and warms every part of your body right to your toes baby you make me toes warm<3

here comes the rain again..
.. falling from the stars *

and i don't feel right when
you're gone away
& so what if your friends think i'm crazy..<3
i wasn't trying to impress those boys anyway

i know i'm made of mistakes,
disappointments, & failures
but i but you there's a part of me
that is actually worth keeping <3

it's strange but it's true i can't get over the way
you love me like you...but i've got to break free

stupid cupid stop pickin on me <3

throughout a girls life, she'll kiss a lot of guys, and i
promise you she'll forget almost half of them, she'll
remember a few but there will be that one guy, that
one moment that she'll remember for the rest of her
life. you were that guy, that one kiss, that one moment

secret crushes are the best kind <3

'cause if you want love, we'll make it..

ONCE UPON A TiME
..can happen anytime*
true love doesn't have
a happy ending becus
true love doesn't end

sometimes things happen & we dont really
know why; sometimes things happend nd'
we cant help but cry...but when you can`t
put up with it any longer you just have to '
hold on because what doesn`t kill you will
only make you s t r o n g e r




i'm waiting for you.
whoever you are. please.
find me. soon.
if only i had one wish
i'd want a million trillion lifetimes
that i could spend with you,
i'd fall in love with you again and again



it's even harder to speak
when everything you say
just comes out wrong<3

so kiss me like you did*

I wont forget everything that you put us through. Every night, I see you there. Everyday, I hate you. I've learned that crying can't carry you back to me.

My heart bleeds no more, now, it's been turned to stone.

The bright light beams from her
eyes like broken glass. . . Or a
broken heart, who would have
guessed?

Powerless I stand. A tarnished blade, cutting through, pushed into my vein...Blood still stains my hands.

Burn your bridge &&
wear your heart out on
your sleeve.You know
you can't ever fool me.

How can I say "I love you" back? You never made me happy.

As my legs start to shake, I feel nothing.
I wanted you, I needed you. But you weren't there.

You've laid yourself to sleep. I never said this wouldnt hurt. You gave up everything. I never said I'd give it back.

I hate you && everything
we once were.

&& N0W MY ST0MACH WILL FEEL SICK F0R S0ME0NE ELSE.

I'll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine.
Maybe when you find out that I'm dead, you'll realize
what you did to me.

I'll cross my heart and lie to you.

&& if my lungs still let me breathe
would you still be there for me?

SMASH MY HEART INT0 DUST
SUFF0CATE MY MIND.....TEAR
AT ME FR0M THE INSIDE.


do you know what it's like,
to be around so many people
& yet feel so alone?

i know i made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life
but the biggest one yet was letting myself believe
that the guy who hurt me the most, wouldn't do it again.

&& i guess they fell apart
like everyone always knew they would.

It's boys like you that make me think I'm better off home on a Saturday night, all my doors locked up tight I won't be thinking about you, baby....

What happens when the one guy you know is right for you,
is with the one girl you know is wrong for him?
LAGUNA BEACH *

So hold me tight & promise you won't ever let me go.

After all this time you'd think I wouldn't
feel the same ; but time doesnt stand
for anything bcos my feelings for you
haven't changed one bit...

a laugh is when a smile has a orgasam

the truth may hurt me
but your lies kill me

its not that i want
to be the only girl
in your life. i just want
to be the only girl that
matters

best friends are totally aware of how retarded you
are ;; but still manange to be seen with you in public

what you know doesnt hurt you.
its the suspicions that fuck it all up

the world is gonna throw us a million
reasons why this isnt gonna workout
between us. but im armed with one `'
reason why it will - -boy meets world.

you can only get stabbed in the heart
so many times before you r e a l i z e
it hurts and get up and walk away

i hate the fact
that you say you
miss me...but you do
nothing about it

Don't put words in my mouth,
I've got plenty to say.
Don't tell me how to live my life,
I do things my way

you should never regret anything becuase every little detail of your life is what made you into who you are in the end `'

when you touched my hand
the sun got brighter then
trusting you i closed my eyes
& felt our love begin.

i think you should put a condom on your head . . . because if you act like a dick, you mite as well look like one too.

&& she still wastes hours turning herself into something she`ll never really be *

by the worlds standards..
we will never be perfect.
but for some reason, with
you.. i feel perfected*

cant find your knife?
why don`t you check my back

You can't just sit back & see what happens
You gotta get out there and do it..

someday ur prince will come ; mine got lost and was to stupid to ask for directions

what does it feel like to be the most beautiful girl in this room?

she cries herself to sleep
so that she could dream of him
and dedicates every tear
to every time he made her smile

drama is like reality TV shows
it's interesting the first few times
until there's just so much of it
it makes you wanna turn off the TV.

I'm mad at myself not you. I'm mad for always
being nice,apologizing for things I didn't do,
I'm mad that I got attatched...I'm mad I depended
on you and you wasted my time. I'm mad for
thinking about you&wishing for you&mostly
for not hating you, I should, but I can't.

Find that guy who doesn't care if you laugh too much
chew gum with your mouth open, sing horribly, cry at
the moives or act insane when you two fight && all it
does it make him love you even more <3

She's just your average girl
feelings too strong&hopes
too high, expecially for a
boy like him...

Maybe he's the one you WANT. But, maybe he's not the one you need.

It's boys like you that make me think I'm better off home on a Saturday night, all my doors locked up tight I won't be thinking about you, baby..

people say 'why do you still love him?'
and honestly. i dont know. but
theres just something about him and
i just cant let him go

If he's the first person you look for when you walk into a room
he might be a little bit more than just a "friend"

she laughs at my dreams
but i dream about her laughter
strange as it seems
shes the one i`m after - *Click Five *just the girl*



You are going to learn something from life every day. And make mistakes, And you'll make good friends and Mr. Feeny will probably teach you every grade you're ever in. And maybe someday you'll fall in love with a woman as wonderful as Topanga. How would you like that?
* Cory, Boy Meets World*

Shawn: Well, love is the most rare and precious thing in the whole wide world.
Topanga: Have you ever fallen in love?
Shawn: Five times a day <3

those notes you've wrote me, i've kept them all

best memories, best times, theres a thing called best friends- - <3

Jesus died for me. So i live for HIM <3

I don't believe in email.
I'm an old-fashioned girl.I prefer calling and hanging up..
"Lose one friend, lose all friends, lose yourself."



him: i can't wait to go to sleep
her: tired?
him: nope
her: oh..okay..
him: i just love my dreams
her: oh what are they about?
him: you

& right there for a moment,
i f o r g o t that you don`t
love me anymore . . . -- Tim Mcgraw

there's heroes & legends.
heroes get remembered,
but legends never die.
F0LL0W Y0UR HEART ..
iT`LL NEVER G0 WR0NG.
--THE SANDL0T <3

i am in love with you. you set me free. i can't do this thing called life without you here with me because i'm dangerously in love with you <3

we've been through it all ;; arguments and fights, but the feeling we get when were together is just right.<3

we were both so normal, that
is, until we met each other<3

When you’re curious, you find lots of interesting things to do. And one thing it takes to accomplish something is courage. <3 Walt Disney

you know, when it works, love is pretty amazing. it's not overrated. there's a reason for all those songs --SARAH DESSEN <3

even though in my mind we’ll never
be together, my heart keeps saying
never say never.
Mr Turner: I guess when you're young,
first impressions are everything. Sometimes
you miss who a person really is..

so douce yourself in cheap
perfume - it's so, so fitting;
of the way you are ...
Y0U CAN'T C0VER iT UP`*

Best friends are totally aware of how retarted
you are - && still manage to be seen with you

||. for the past hour, i've been sitting here typing,
backspacing, writing, erasing, editing, revising,
scratching. i just want you to know, pouring your
heart out really isn`t that easy .||

& in the end.. peter pan stole tinker bells
wings; so she would never leave him

Older Sheryl: People say that it cant work, black & white;
well here we make it work, everyday. We have our dissagreements,
of course, but before we reach for hate, always, always remember the Titans.
REMEMBER THE TiTANS <3

lets drive into the sunset, sing love songs.
we`ll make unkeepable promises
&& swear we'll never love anyone else.

when i'm kissing you the whole world disappears. it's just me and you connected. there is no right or wrong. there is no up or down. there is no day or night. just you and me and this beautiful oblivion. i wish i could stay there forever..

i don`t want to like him anymore & i just can't, im
obviously not good enough & im not gonna sit
around waiting until my chance -until i am good
enough for him... so im just over him ; but there`s
seriously something about him that makes me like
him so much since i met him there was something
about him that makes me go - -crazy over him <3

And in case you were wondering,
you are like a ((sunset)) to me
You’re all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
and you sweetly retire as the *stars* chase you away

fake girls get all dressed up all goody goody
but when my girls & me go out were lookin cute in
sweatpants & a hoodie

allie: why didn't you write me? WHY? it wasn't over for me! i waited for you for seven years! and now it's too late.
noah: i wrote you 365 letters. i wrote you every day for a year.
allie: you wrote me?
noah: yes. it wasn't over. it STILL isn't over!

& every time you speak her name
does she know how you told me
you'd hold me until you died, till
you died. but you're still alive

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& i wait in anticipation of the
tears streaming down my cheeks

How do you cope when
The one you love is with somebody else
And there's nothing you could do about it
- -How To Deal*Frankie J

i guess that to some extent you get used to being alone.
you get used to not expecting phone calls and having
nothing to do at night. you don`t expect to turn around
to open arms any longer. the small sounds of him have
been replaced by silence. your thoughts echo through
your head, with no one to share them with, all in all,
being alone isn`t terrible, it just hurts like hell....

lets drive into the sunset, sing love songs.
we`ll make unkeepable promises
&& swear we'll never love anyone else.

when i'm kissing you the whole world disappears. it's just me and you connected. there is no right or wrong. there is no up or down. there is no day or night. just you and me and this beautiful oblivion. i wish i could stay there forever..

i don`t want to like him anymore & i just can't, im
obviously not good enough & im not gonna sit
around waiting until my chance -until i am good
enough for him... so im just over him ; but there`s
seriously something about him that makes me like
him so much since i met him there was something
about him that makes me go - -crazy over him <3

the hardest thing about
growing up is that you ;;
have to do what's best
for you, even if it means
breaking someone's heart.
including your own <|3

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eventually, ONE of TWO things will happen ::
[+] he'll realize you`re worth it
[-] or you`ll realize he isn`t. . .

i`d rather be a BiTCH than a H0E cus` then i`d be recognized for WHAT i do ;; not WH0 i do

it`s not that i`m gettin` ova yooh
//i`m juss gettin` used to tha pain//

the W 0 R S T way to miss someone
is to have them sitting right next to you,
knowing you can NEVER have themm..

one broken heart
one "letz just be frenz"
can cause a girl to be afraid
to ever love again..

sHe`S CraZy AbOuT yOu
jUsT OpEn yOuR EyEs <--*

Love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed, to those who still believe although they've been betrayed, to those who still need to love, although they've been hurt before, and to those who have the courage and faith to build trust again.



i wanna feel like an angel. i want to
fly on a beam of moonlight. i wanna
see heaven from the inside. i wanna
feel just like JULiET.

have you ever realized that when ..
people say you`ve changed
it`s just because you`ve stopped
living your life .. their way

BEiNG HAPPY
doesn`t mean that everything is perfect.
it means that you`ve decided to look beyond
the imperfections

I can't handle all this pain
all we ever do is fight anyway
why we even tried, i haven't got a clue
with hearts involved..
there's way too much to lose. ((aint that the truth))

you said ud never hurt me
u'd never make me cry
boy i must admit
you tell a
:+:p e r f e c t l i e:+:


when she cries, the makeup runs from
her eyes & she spills the truth about
how she feels inside

watch it,
cause he'll take it
and wont give it back
He will talk to you for hours,
then never call back
He will tell your special,different and true,
then he takes your heart
and breaks it in two

you have been there through all the years
phone calls . girl talks . boys and tears
counting on you until the very end
just three little words `*' my bestest friend

I only have two words for you: I’m done.
After everything I’ve done for you,
every 2nd, 3rd, 4th & 5th chance I gave you,
& yet you still break my heart. Everytime.
But it’s over now. Finally,
I have realized that I don’t deserve this & honestly,
you don’t deserve me.
Yeah, I still love you & I probably will for a long time,
but I can’t stay here anymore. It hurts to much
I guess this is moving on

be yourself - do what YOU love - tRY nEW thinGS -
make new friends - say what you think - be a BiTcH! -
- tAKe cHAnCES - tell the truth - say i LoVe YoU<3 - faLL iN lOvE..
beCause eveRYonCE in a whilE...u just gotta live life...

((i may n0t' alwayz feel liike.
Smiling but i alwayz--» will))

Being Lonely..Isn't The Worst Feeling..It's Being Forgotten By Someone You Can Never Forget..

It's all fun and games until your DAD finds out.<~~~((found that out the hard way))

getting high meant swinging at the playground. the worst thing you could get from boys was cooties.mom was your hero and dad was the boy you were going to marry. your worst enemies were your siblings. race issues were who ran the fastest. war was a card game. life was simple and care free, but what i remember the most was wanting to grow up....

you never lose by loving. <3
you always lose by holding back



Jealousy is the best compliment
When wealth is lost, nothing is lost; when health is lost, something is lost; when character is lost, all is lost.
You cannot achieve the impossible without attempting the absurd.
You know you’ve made it when people you don’t even know hate you.

It’s time to let go
It’s time to move on
It’s time to say no
I’ve gotta be strong
I wish things were the same
I wish they were like they were
I can tell through your actions
That I cant compare to her

You might just think of me as some girl
But I’m the girl who took one look at you
And fell harder for you then I've ever fallen
For anyone in my entire life

Boys are nothing but secrets and lies so when you get screwed over don’t be surprised

Here's my philosophy on dating. It's important to have somebody that can make you laugh, somebody you can trust, somebody that turns you on... And it's really, really important that these three people don't know each other...

Her heart finally told her to stop wasting her time.

Hopeless romantics are only hopeless in the eyes of those who don’t believe in romance

The only thing harder than walking away
Is never looking back

Just so you know ,
the only thing I really want is to see him again...
you know, hear him sing off key,
watch him roll his eyes at me when I steal french fries off his plate.
I guess what I’m trying to say is I’m crazy about him.

Because that’s what people do...
they leap and hope to god that they can fly because otherwise we just drop like a rock,
wondering the whole way down...
"Why the hell did I jump?"
but here I am, falling and there’s only one person what makes me feel like I can fly and that’s you.

I want someone who loves me more than he loves sports
or at least someone I can love more than candy and Chinese food.
Someone to become my new favorite...
not just my favorite person...
my favorite everything.


I’m glad she’s with you... because now I’m not the one getting hurt.

You may have created my past
And screwed up my present but
You have no control over my future

Sometimes the two people
Who are meant to be
Are the last ones to realize it

Boys will break your heart
Friends will betray you
Parents will seem too strict
And life will annoy you
But you should always remember
That there’s a purpose
For these things to be happening
To us... so keep your head up
And your spirits high
Because if you don`t life will just
Pass you by

Doors in our lives open and close all the time
but sometimes we’re too busy looking back at the one that closed to see the one that opened

I'm not gonna drink just to please the crowd.
I'm not gonna be a slut and sleep around.
I'm gonna say what I think and say it out loud.
I’m gonna say what I believe and I'm gonna stand proud.
I'm gonna be me no matter who I'm around!


Women aren’t meant to be tames
They need to run free until they
Find someone just as wild to run with

Your talking to the girl who has laughed, sobbed, loved, cried, smile, yelled, screamed, sang... and has lived through it all.

I’m at this point in my life
Where if I was underwater
I doubt I’d kick to get to the top

So here I am at one in the morning,trying to be all heroic & rescue you. But
the truth is, I'm the one that needs to be rescued..

Go ahead kiss her. And make sure you do it right when I`m looking



3 choices; You can give up, give in, or give it your all

It`s not the fact that I miss being your girlfriend I just miss being a part of your life

everything...
i mean romance, love, relationships ;
it all falls together perfectly &its incredible.
its at these moments no matter how depressingly few
& how far between makes growing up all at the same time worth it.



Oh we're so young but so desperate for attention.

If you talk, you better walk && back your shit up
If you talk, you better walk && keep your mouth shut


Here's the setting:
Fashion magazines line the walls
But now
The walls are lined with bullet holes

Well baby
we're just
a wetdream
for the
webzines.

She didn't choose this role
but she'll play it sincere,so
you'll cry...you'll cry

Have some composure && where is your posture?
Oh no no no... you're pulling the trigger all wrong...

Make us hit
Make us hip
Make us scene.

I'm the new cancer, never looked better. && you cant stand it.

Give me envy
Give me malice
Give me attention
Baby...
Give me a break.

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck than any girl you'll ever meet... Sweetie, you had me.

Please leave all overcoats and tophats with the doorman. And from that moment, you'll be out of place and underdressed. I'm wreaking this evening already and loving every minute of it.

Take a trip to the ladies room in vain
No, you just cant keep up with these fashionistas
Tonight you are the whispering campaign
To them your name is "Cheap." To them you
look like shit

So perfect you paint it...yet so manipulated.
So calm and so patient...yet oh so calculated.
So safe and comforting...this doesn't feel like flirting.

I wish I could tie you up in my shoes & make you feel upretty too.

It's like those guys you have a great second date with & then never hear from them again...I pretend they died.
--Sex & the City

I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head where I would impress you with every single word I said.



I can't just kiss a guy I've had a major crush on my whole life & pretend it doesn't mean ANYTHING.

I'll never get over the stupid feeling I get everytime you sign on...the one were i think MAYBE, just MAYBE you'll talk to me first.

I know we're not together but when I look at you, I know that's where I belong.

When people ask if I believe in forever I laugh and say,
"The way my life is going right now, I don't even believe in tomorow."

Do you know how much it hurts?...
To be standing there in your arms...
Feeling your heart beat next to mine...
Knowing that we can't be together?
Knowing that you're so close and yet you're still a million miles away?
It's KILLER.
My heart is so mixed up.
It rejoices at the very thought of you and cries whever you're not near.
And even though being "just friends" is perfectly fine...
I can't help it...
I want to be with you.

I wish you'd open up your big blue eyes & look the fuck around...
maybe you'd notice she's absolutely crazy about you.



It kills me to know you're online and you won't talk to me...
It's just time I realize that I don't mean anyhting to you...
and never really did.

In every Barbie and Ken relationship there's always a Theresa to fuck things up.

Even though I remind myself that we'll probably never be together...
I still won't let myself fall for anyone else.

How do you cope when the one you love is with somebody else and there's nothing you can do about it?
How do you deal with the fact that you had a chance but you chose to turn away?

You know you truly care when you have to try and convince yourself you don't.

Did you ever think that you're not scared cause it's not what you want?
Or is it exactly what you want...and that's what scares you?

I hate this feeling of wanting to be so much more to him but never having the ability to be.

I've learned that guys make the best friends.
My best friend's a guy & I can tell him anything.
Except for the fact that I'm absolutely crazy for him...
I always leave that part out of our conversation.


Smart guys open my mind
guys open my eyes, but only
sweet guys open my heart



You never know what you had till it's gone.



Aim for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars.



No matter how much you try, you can't turn away from the past.







You don't get a second chance to make a first impression.




There comes a point in your life when you

will realize who matters, who never did
who won't anymore, and who always will



everyone wants happiness no one wants pain ..
but.. you cant make a rainbow without a lil rain




dont try so hard ; the best thinqs in life will
come when you least expect them tO



If u don't stand for something you will fall for everything


When you feel like giving up just remember
all of the reasons why you held on

in life you can't get all caught up in [ wishing ] for something

that won't happen u just gotta move on to the next best thing

Being happy doesnt mean that everything
is perfect. It means that youve decided to
look beyond the imperfections



our deepest fear is not that we
are inadequate .. our deepest
fear is that we are powerful
beyond measure - coach carter



i'm not asking for - fOrever -
i'm just asking for a chance
the moment maybe temporary
but the memories are [forever]



and u cant fight the [tears] that aint comin

or the moment of truth in ur lies


letting go of someone special to
youu is hard but holding on to
someone who doesn`t even feel
the same is much harder.




Every new beginning comes
from some other beginnings end.



"I could be in a sea of people and still feel
alone, but then i think of you" - cinderella story


the feeling of belonging to your dreams


Tell her how you admire her always tell her you love her at all times*
when shes upset hold her tight*
Pick her over ALL the other girls you hang out with*
play with her hair*
pick her up tickle her & wrestle with her *
just talk to her*

tell her jokes*
bring her flowers..just because. *

Hold her hand & run..just hold her hand*
let her fall asleep in your arms*
Sing to her no matter how awful you sound*

get her mad at you,then kiss her *
give her piggy back rides*
push her on swings. *
Tell her she looks beautiful *

when she's sad, stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying nything.*
look into her eyes & smile =) *
kiss her on the forehead *
slow dance with her even if there's no music *
kiss her in rain *
and when you f a l l in love with her ... tell her




some mistakes are too fun to only make once



i regret every word that i said
to ever make him feel like he
was something s p e c i a l .

every girl wants a "Prince Charming" .. and while that may be nice and all .. i’m thinking that i’d rather have the guy that’s going to call me at 4am just to say hi and that he couldn’t sleep because he missed me .. someone who will stop by my house after just hanging up the phone .. because he wants to see how i’m really doing. because i said i was fine, but we both know i’m lying .. or the guy who will stay home on a Saturday night with me because i’m sick .. he’ll bring me my favorite kind of candy .. even though i can’t eat it because my stomach flips at the idea .. the guy- that one guy ... he may not be Prince Charming to anyone else .. but he’d be my hero .. my ‘knight in shining armor’ .. anyone who’d stay home on a Saturday night and hold my hair back while i puke .. that’s a hero .. and a true love.


BABY, iM SLEEPiNG T0 DREAM 0F Y0U && iM DREAMiNG 0F SLEEPiNG NEXT T0 Y0U.

Hey love, where you going to?
You're not sleeping anymore, you're just trying to.
Stay love, where you running to?
Awful happens all the time, don't let it kill you.

I'm not always as confident as I seem ... there are many nights and many days when all I want is to be held. I love being held. Always. Sometimes I don't want to talk about what is bothering me ... sometimes I just want a hug ... someone who will let me cry. I like when boys cry in front of me -- when people aren't afraid to show what they're really feeling. I don't like when people run from their true feelings because it doesn't do anyone any good. I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I am not naive. I know what it feels like to be completely broken and I am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt. "I know what it's like to see something funny and not laugh." I've been taken advantage of, used, and abused. My feelings have been blatantly disregarded. But I still believe that all people are good at heart ... and my trust in people has not diminished. To be completely honest, I hope it never does. Ever.

Pain

While youre at home
thinking about him...
you can be sure that
he's out having a
good time not thinking
about you.

"When I saw you going for her hand, I mean it's not like I wanted to be the one holding your hand, I just didn't want her holding it"

If only I don't bend and break
I'll meet you on the other side
I'll meet you in the light
If only I don't suffocate
I'll meet you in the morning when you wake

It's like when you are excited about a boy and you see a couple holding hands, and you feel so happy for them. And other times you see the same couple , and they make you so mad. Like, they've got the everything you've ever wanted.

i can see your sad, even when you smile, even
when you laugh, i can see it in you eyes, deep
inside you wanna cry ..because you're scared

Why do we find a need to trash talk other people in order to make us feel better about ourselves. Isn't that supposed to make us feel bad about yourself?

saying
"I LOVE YOU"
has nothing to do with
meaning it

Hurting meImage hosted by Photobucket.com [Click to visit ImageShack® for free image hosting!]

Yeah hes fine. But theres just something else about him.
Something that makes my head light && stomach tight.



the tragedy is how
you're gonna spend
the rest of your nights.


Guys are complete asses all the time. Girls just have a special week out of every month to finally have an excuse to be a complete bitch about everything.



sometimes i just want to know what it’s like to be you
i used to waste my time dreaming of being alive
now i only waste my time dreaming of you <3


most girls think that they can change a player - but the truth is, it’s not possible - the player that needs to be changed .. is the girl .. cause every player is on a mission to find that one girl that makes him lose his desire to play



Love is like a puzzle.
When you're in love,
all the pieces fit
but when your heart gets broken,
it takes a while to get everything back together.


MEN WANT A W0MAN IN PUBLIC
&& A FREAK IN PRIVATE.

im sorry

i’ve learned a lot over the last few months .. through fake smiles and unseen tears .. friends aren’t always forever .. love doesn’t always last .. happy moments go away fast .. so enjoy the things that go on now .. cause the good shit never lasts ...

if I go then I'm alone, but
if I stay then it will mean
waiting on my own...


I FEEL LIKE A BIG FAKER BECAUSE I'VE BEEN PUTTING MY LIFE BACK T0GETHER && N0B0DY KN0WS IT.

How do you cope when the one
you love is with somebody else
and there's nothing you can do
about it. How do you deal with
the fact that you had a chance but
you chose to turn away?



"Did you see my dad’s truck in the driveway when you drove up? It’s the one with the large crapper on top of it. It doesn’t say "Matthews’ Septic" on it, Kyle. It says "Matthews and Son’s Septic" on it. Look, if I don’t get into Maryland, my life is shit. Literally. . . And it’s not even my own shit."
--Matty, The Perfect Score



When I fall in love I take my time
There's no need to hurry when I'm making up my mind



"Wherever life takes you, big cities, small towns you will inevitably come across small minds. People who think they are better than you are. People who think that material things or being pretty or popular makes you a worthwhile human being. But none of these things matter unless you have a strength of character, integrity, sense of pride. And if you have these things, don't ever sell them. Don't ever sell out. So when you meet a person for the first time, please don't judge them by their station in life. Because who knows, that person just might end up being your best friend."

WISHwho can save me?remindercryinghave nothing to give

PLEASE BELIVE Y0U MIGHT STUMBLE && C0ME CL0SER T0 ME.

So what if I still like him &&
would do anything to get him
back? Doesnt change the
fact that he's over and done
with me.


Bitter and hardened heart
Aching && waiting for life to start

ISNT IT NICE H0W
IM JUST DYING TO
BE HER?

&&suddenly he's afraid of commitment
giving her that textbook line "baby, i've
been hurt before and i want to be careful
with my heart."

D0NT C0ME CRYING T0 ME WHEN PE0PLE START TREATING Y0U THE WAY Y0U TREATED ME.

One girl looking out her window
One boy walking down the street
He didn't know it at the time
But when she saw him her heart skipped a beat.

Sometimes I think you should put a condom on your head, because if you're gonna act like a dick, you might as well dress like one too.

There were a lot of good looking men..But then he looked at me.
Suddenly it seemed like everyone and everything had disapeared.

LiFE iS LiKE A BEAUTiFUL MEL0DY, 0NLY THE LYRiCS ARE MESSED UP.

I don't know what I`m drinking
Dollface
But if this is love
Pour me another glass

Theres a part of me that wishes all my dreams would come true, and another part that hopes one day I will wake up and be over you.

one more time
i have crossed the line
now you won't be mine
anymore

Life's Cycle
At age 4 . . . success is . . . not peeing in your pants.
At age 12 . . . success is . . . having friends.
At age 16 . . . success is . . . having a driver's license.
At age 20 . . . success is . . . having sex.
At age 35 . . . success is . . . having money.
At age 50 . . . success is . . . having money.
At age 60 . . . success is . . . having sex.
At age 70 . . . success is . . . having a driver's license.
At age 75 . . . success is . . . having friends.
At age 80 . . . success is . . . not peeing in your pants.

Theres something I should get off my chest
im losing my mind && my lifes a mess




Forgiving is not forgetting,
it's letting go of the hurt.

It could be so simple but you'd rather make it hard. Loving you is like a battle & we both end up with scars.

you got take some chances,
you got risk it all.
you got close your eyes and jump
cause it might be worth the fall

The only time I walk away is when I'm pushed too hard.

I'm sinking slowly, so hurry hold me
your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on

When hell intertwines with earth, only the young are safe. When the drunk abuse the innocent even Satan seems anodyne. And when your body becomes immune to the worst in life, greatness is only a step away

Too young to die
& too old to believe
in promises

I am the mess you chose, the closet you cannot close, the devil in you I suppose

never regret anything because at one
point it was exactly what you wanted

Let's Get These Teen Hearts Beating. Faster, Faster
So Testosterone Boys And Harlequin Girls
Will You Dance To This Beat, And Hold A Lover Close?

Well, She's Not Bleeding On The Ballroom Floor Just For The Attention.
Cause That's Just Ridiculously On. Well, She Sure Is Going To Get It
Here's The Setting ;;
Fashion Magazines Line The Walls Now, The Walls Line The Bullet Holes

Raindrops On Roses And Girls In White Dresses
And Sleeping With Roaches And Taking Best Guesses
At The Shade Of The Sheets Before All The Stains
And A Few More Of Your Least Favorite Things.
Inside, What A Wonderful Caricature Of Intimacy

Talk To The Mirror, Choke Back Tears.
And Keep Telling Yourself That "I'm A Diva!"
Oh And The Smokes In That Cigarette Box On The Table,
They Just So Happen To Be Laced With Nitroglycerin.

Swear To Shake It Up, If You Swear To Listen
Oh, We're Still So Young, Desperate For Attention



When You're Left With Only A Bullet
I'll Bring The Trigger And A Promise To Pull It
I'll Be The End Of Everyone Who's Ever Entered Your Life
And Taken Pieces Out Of It.

I Know Forever Isn't Long Enough To Forget
The Faces And Places That Played Out Your Tragedy.

Latley, i've been down on my knees. not looking for a miracle just a reason to believe

i just wanna fade right out of myself
like when shadows disappear in twilight
and it's getting so much harder to accept
the fact that i am stuck here
i can't hide from my own eyes



this might be a waste of time
but theres no one else i'd rather waste my time with

& i'm tired of pretending I dont care...
because you're all that matters...
& i'm tired of watching you get hurt...

I've been done with you for so long now;
I hardly remember what color eyes you have

watch me fault her
your living like a disaster
she said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes all over

i use to think i had it "good"
but i was totally misunderstood..
i had it "perfect



& she didn't know it at the time..
but she was falling in love.. just to fall apart

your eyes still give me a reason to breathe &&
midnight conversations still mean everything to me.

ransom notes keep falling at your mouth
mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut outs ;;
speak no feeling no i don't believe you
you don't care a bit you don't care a bit

We scream our insecurities but mutter our apologies, and that's why this world will always be so wrong.

And from this moment on we will live our lives
With open hearts and open eyes



You can illustrate a life in romance. But, I can show you something so much more than words.



thoughts of you
dance around in my head
to songs we use to call ours

you come over unannounced.
silence broken by your voice in the dark.
i need you here tonight
just like the ocean needs the waves.



And the picture frames are facing down
I'm running from the truth
Distorted images of you
And you'll insist that you were right
When the facts show you were wrong

You're trying to warm my heart
But you freeze my blood.
There's ice inside my veins.
I'm only dying to watch your face when I turn away



Shes a wound inside my head
It hurts to see what you've become
If it were me and I were you
I'd run away too.



Siren siren, don't do this dance in my ear,
At this point I've already lost him once
I do a deadly dance and all I've asked for so little
I've already lost him once.

Here it goes again,
Put on that deserving tone
and don't forget that this was all your fault.
It's breathing down your neck,
you know you've got to let this go.
You're such a reck and now it starts to show.

can't you see i want you by the way i push you away <3

stay with me
share all your secrets tonight
we can make believe
the morning sun never will rise
come and lay your head
on this big brass bed
and we'll be alright,
as long as you stay with me

don't judge me tomorrow
by the way i'm acting today

'cause i'm not here to be around
and be that girl that you forget about

and in the end
everyone becomes the people
they promised they would never be.

but you look so good it hurts sometimes

You talking to the girl who has laughed,
sobbed, loved, cried, smiled, yelled,
screamed, sang, and has made it through it all
Heres to you, my best friend, Just wanna say
I miss having you around --

&& he placed his head next to her heart,
&& whispered..
this is my new favorite song

You've got no self control, no meaning in your makeup.
You are the reason for the broken hearts you've made up.
You've got this process figured out.
You're not so picture perfect,
You're not so picture perfect,
you're not so picture perfect now.

When I touch a burning candle
I can feel no pain
And if I touch a knife
It's all the same
Although I have no heart
I can still feel it breaking
I know i might be dead
But I still have tears to shed
-Corpse Bride

& you wrote me those love songs
with no endings.
such pretty lips
spoke such cruel words
poison me.
make the endings

it was real wasn't it?
we were just two kids,
but we really loved each other

In my memory I wrote you down in ink
I never wanted to erase your story
Even with the tragedy it brings.

disturbing rusty knives in
these countless attractive letters
with the directional diagram
of a guilty heart
"insert knife here"

Stop pretending everythings okay
You & I both know you'd take it
All back in a heart beat & some
Times I find myself wanting the
Same thing.

When I fell to the floor tonight
I was so scared.
I was so terrified.
Then I saw you and I promised
Myself that if I could just get up,
I’d walk over to you--
I’d tell you how much I need you

You're the kind of person who makes me punch you, then hug you; scream at you, then laugh; hate you, but love you -- you confuse me but in a way that makes perfect sense to me.

the key to individuality is to get rid of that
"I'm afraid of looking stupid" line of thought..

Something about the way you looked at me made me think for a moment that maybe we were meant to be.

It's like I can't breathe, but I'm running anyway. --by me

& you know what I really like?
That crooked grin of yours,
when you're trying real hard to hold it in,
but it just sneaks through.

all these girls that talk
they're all the same
they smile in your face
and throw dirt on your name.

When she smiles...you know something's missing because her eyes don't shine like they would if he was here.

Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The trouble-makers. The round heads in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules & they have no respect for the status-quo. You can quote them. Disagree with them. Glorify, or vilify them. But the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward & while some may see them as the crazy one, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world are the ones who do.

do what makes you happy
be with who makes you smile
laugh as much as you breathe
and love as long as you live

"A woman's heart is a deep ocean of secrets" --TITANIC

But I guess it's always been that way, wanting to be loved... to find someone that makes your heart ache in a good way. -- One Tree Hill

It's like I want to push you off of a building, but still run down to catch you.

If it comes from the heart the decision is never wrong.

Over the years I've come to learn that things don't always last forever, there's no such thing as perfect, and you'll get hurt by the ones you would never want to be hurt by, but the important thing is finding the person who will love you with all your mistakes.

I don't forgive people because I'm weak, I forgive them because I'm strong enough to understand that people make mistakes.

Forget everyone who's jaded. Cause they don't matter and I don't care.

There are at this moment 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men at war with good. And some are good struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls. And sometimes, all you need is one.. --One Tree Hill

All that matters is you being happy & the person who helped you get there.

I don't know where I am, I don't know where I've been, but I know where I want to go.

Keep making up these fantasies
That make my heart soar
You and me together
Happier than ever before.
But then theres this moment
When I realize its not true
And you'll never love me
As much as I love you.



You know what? Go date all those girls.
go date whoever your little heart desires.
because eventually when you're done
with all those girls and you find out none
of them really loved you, you're going
to think about me, and how much I loved
you. You never even gave me one chance,
one little try, and you're going to want a
try. But you know what? I’m not going to
w a i t a r o u n d



i know you`re probablly thinking
OH NO SHE DiDN`T!
but i just so totally did.


Do you ever ask about me?
Do your friends still tell you what to do?
Every time the phone rings do you wish it was me calling you?
Do you still feel the same or as time put out the flame?
i miss you...is everything okay?



When I see you with her it brings tears to my eyes. I always thought you'd be right here by my side. Through thick and thin, helping each other out. I thought we were in love, without a doubt, but now that you are gone, I realize it must not be true because you are with her and I must be old news


I saw the heartache coming.
At least this time I wasn't oblivious to everything.
I must be getting better at this..which is really sad


It's Y0U. You mean everything to me..
you are the first into my head in the morning
when i wake up, my last thought before i go to bed,
you smile at me in my dreams, when you're sad
i feel sad & when i see your true smile,
i feel incredible like there is no other thing
around & all i can see is you..


when i first layed eyes on you,
i knew you were different than the rest
we hung out everyday & i was falling for you
you made me feel so special
& i never want that feeling to go away
& i hope that its safe to say, you feel the same way



There's no point in trying to talk to
you. I've tried to have a conversation
with you but all that comes out is the
empty feeling in my stomach and it
makes me realize that you will never
feel the same way about me as I do
about you



rain outside my window pouring down.
what now? youu`re gone, my fault. i`m sorry
feeling like a fool `cus i let youu down. now,
it`s too late, to turn it around. i`m sorry for the
tears i made youu cry/ i guess this time, it really
is goodbye.



Another dead end street
Another love gone wrong
Another shattered dream
Always the same old song


You && I never had it easy, we had to work so hard
&& every time it feels like we're going to make it
That’s when it all falls apart but, I'll take my chances with you





& as she stared into her reflection in the mirror,
she wiped away her tears as she whispered to
herself, [ he`s all i ever wanted


well it may be that we will never meet again
in this lifetime
so let me say before we part-
so much of me is made of what i learned from you
you'll be with me like a handprint on my heart
and now whatever way our stories end
i know you have re-written mine
by being my friend-
who can say if i've been changed for the better
but because i knew you...
i have been changed for good



im falling for you
and im sure it shows...
so break my heart like it's nothing new
you haven't even done it yet and everyone already knows


&& i just wanna talk to you
my broken heart just has no use
i guess promises are better left unsaid
?



but in the crowd,
i caught a glimpse of your eye
everything freezes, i'm in an old photograph
i'm back from the start
caught a glimpse of your eye
everything freezes
& i'm ready to give you my heart



she wants to give up now
falls to the ground
no one to catch her
she falls to pieces.


i just met you but i’ve known you my whole life. your that boy that never left my dreams, you’re the boy that always gave me hope after a bad relationship, you’re the boy i never thought i’d find… but here i am starring you in the face & i have no clue where to begin.


I'm bouncing off the walls again.
I'm looking like a fool again so go ahead,
take a picture,
and hang it up so you can tear me down

The Scars, will last forever
But nothing compares to the pain
That put them there


And the Sad thing is
even tho all this has happened
i still miss him
whyd he do this to meee



want someone who wont care that i never wear shoes
that i incapable of stayinq still '
that i cant qrasp the concept of cleaninq..
& i refuse to be lady-like
someone who realizes that half the desions i make .. i'll reqret
and i have the riqht to over-react at any qiven moment..
i want someone who knows im completly insane'
and they wouldnt want me -any other way-*




Every time i turn around I find my
heart in pieces on the ground.


so today was TERRIBLE and i dont even wanna
talk about it all im saying is im never
going to be good enough for him.

aS tiMe goeS bY , wE leARn thAt thE oNe PeRsoN whO wAsnT suPposEd toO LEt yOu dOwN probaBliE wiLL, & the oNe peRson thAt yOu neVEr thOugHT wOuLd bE theRE foR yOu- wiLL bE. yOur goinG to havE figHts wiTh youR friEndS- youR goiNg toO loSe soME of yoUr frieNds, yOu maY eveN faLL in lOve witH onE of youR frieNds. yOu wiLL eventuaLLy LosE somEonE yOu lovE-aNd lovE somOne yOu nevEr thaugHt yOu'd finD- yoU'LL bLame a neW lovE foR thiNgs aN oLd onE diD- thE oneS yOu meaN the moSt to wiLL aLwaYs be theRE, evEn thOugh thE oneS thaT meaN the mOst tO you maY not aLwaYs bE theRe.





for the last time
take a good hard look
IM NOT OK






you can see it in her eyes ..
deep inside she wants to cry





you watched my heart.
hit the ground.
and you didnt even atempt
to pick it back up again.


MY HEART iS NEiTHER CRACKED NOR BROKEN
JUST A LiTTLE BRUiSED FROM WORDS LEFT UNSPOKEN


the gun is in her mouth
her finger on the trigger
tears slide down her face
not because these are her final breaths
but because she's unable
to tell you she loves you
one last time..


broken promises and dreams noone hears her when she screams ©


if you’re gonna hate me…

hate me for who i am ;; & not for who

they tell you i am





why cant you come to realize that she loves you? you’re all she talks about, dreams about, wishes for, cries for. she loves you. she needs you. lord knows she wants you. hold her hand, kiss her lips & let her know she is cared for…. all she’s ever wanted was you. all she needed was you. she thinks your worth it, even though your not. truth is… your just another boy.



im breaking my heart tonight,

so i can show you whats inside



so here i am at one in the morning,

trying to be all heroic & rescue you

but the truth is im the one that needs to be rescued


i want a guy that loves me enough

to go to any limits to get to me





sometimes she just wants to sleep all day

because her dreams are the only thing that keep her hopes up



“you grow up & it gets harder to believe in things like soulmates, & destiny, & magic. things that came so easily when i was younger”


the only good thing about getting your heart broken

is that after a while there nothing left to break


ima tryina get dr.phills number for advice
" i need you "


i don’t think you understand…

i would do anything to get you to look at me

the way you look at her


well its getting colder & you’re getting distant

& i just keep thinking that i never meant for it to be like this


its guys like you that make me think

im better off at home on saturday night

with all my doors locked up tight

i wont be thinking about you baby


do you know how hard it is for me to sit behind you in class everyday… all i think about our all those times you brought a smile to my face, all the love we had for eachother, how we would get into stupid little fights but by the end of the day it had been resolved with a kiss, and woah baby that kiss… that kiss is one i will not be able to forget for the rest of my life.


when you think about it, your life can be exactly like one of those frustrating movies where you sit there the whole time ;; yelling at the screen “tell him you love him you idiot!” … but no matter how hard you try you can never seem to get the words out.


we can pretend. I'll pretend
that i'm happy & you can
pretend that you always cared


shame on me for kissing you

with my eyes closed so tight…



wiping the tears from her eyes ;;

some days she feels like dieing

& some days its not worth trying

she gets so sick of trying



there are some people who meet that somebody, that no matter how hard they try they just cant stop loving them. i wouldn't expect you to understand that, or even believe it… but trust me there are some loves that don't fade away through time. & maybe you could say that makes them crazy, but in our minds we all want that kind of insanity, someone that will never let us go & will cherish you forever




does she treat you like you want? does she ask to take your hand? does she believe in all the dreams that we once talked about? when we danced to no music… i thought you said you would come find me, i thought you said you would be home by now, i heard you sing that you would come back here ;; so i wrote to remind you somehow


i play a role in a dream
of an over dramatic princess
waiting for her prince .
&& crying her eyes out



well, it was nearly all summer we sat on your roof
we smoked cigarettes and we stared at the moon
and i'd show you stars you never could see
baby, it couldn't have been that easy to forget about me


last night i had a dream that i went to
the beach & fell in love.. & i woke up this
morning & there was sand in my shoes &
a sea shell in my pocket


No matter how ugly you think
you are - - that special person that
loves you believes you`re the most
beautiful and irresistible thing on
earth and nothing can ever change that.





Sometimes I lie awake at night and ask
Where have I gone wrong? ... then a
Voice says to me, 'this is going to take
More than one night

All you can do is keep looking forward to a day where absolutely nothing goes wrong.

Never say things
Can`t get any worse because
Life will prove you wrong
Don`t think you can
Handle everything on your own
Because no one is that strong
After awhile you get sick of caring
And your too hurt to fight
And sometimes no matter what you do
Things will never be right

Well I don’t know but I’ve been told
You never slow down, you never get old
I’m tired of screwing up, tired of going down
Tired of myself, tired of this town

Don’t cry when the sun goes out of your life because your tears will prevent you from seeing the stars.

Some people can't believe in themselves until someone else believes in them first

If school is practice for the future, and practice makes perfect, and no one is perfect, then why practice?

Sometimes I wish he would just walk right up to me and kiss me... without a care in the world.

The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want.

I’m scared that I’m always going to end up alone. I’m scared that I’m always going to be the friend... someone’s sister... or confident never quite someone’s everything

I want to be the reason
For the smile on your face
That one girl in your life
That you can't replace

It’s like taking me to the tallest mountain
And showing me the world and saying
"That’s what you can’t have"

Turn around, walk away, make it easier
No one’s forcing you to stay
You stole my past, I want it back
Don’t let the door hit your ass
I hope she makes you cry
Screw hello. You had me at goodbye

When I see you sad
With your head down low
She obviously didn't
Know what she had
She was a fool to let you go

I don’t want to like him anymore & I just don’t. I’m obviously not good enough & I’m not gonna sit around waiting until my chance, until I am good enough for him...so I’m just over him but there’s seriously something about him that makes me like him so much since I met him, there was something about him that makes me go crazy

Lately, I've been remembering all the good times we had together, you have no idea how much that scares me because I know if I forget all the bad times, the time you broke my heart, all the nights you made me cry, I know if I forget those times, I'll fall in love with you all over again, and I know my heart can't take that.

You wanna know what I see in you
An asshole who broke my heart

Take chances.. A lot of them. Because honestly, no matter where you end up- and with who, it always ends up just the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are... you learn and grow with each choice you make. Everything is worth it. Say how you feel- Always. be you, and be okay with it...

Your whole life is about to change in a way that will never be the same again. You’re opening a new chapter & you have to give a proper goodbye to the old one. You don’t want to miss these memories. Even the sad ones because you’ll never get them back

You have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you got, and remember what you had. Always forgive, but never forget. Learn from your mistakes, but never regret.

If I’m just going to be another name in your book do me a favor and cross me out.

Cupid works for the devil
Be suspicious if he cries
You know sex is usually good
But it’s not always right
Chocolate is a band-aid
And no matter what they say-
Shoes don’t stretch
And men don’t change

I never let the actions of another
Make or break me. I never let
A single person shake me because
Honestly, I don’t give a fuck
Who hates me.

My daddy, he is grounded like the oak tree
And my mom, she is steady as the sun
Oh, you know I love my folks
But I keep staring down the road
Just looking for my one chance to run

I’m leaving you because you never asked me to stay.

I wanna be the girl he’s scared to lose

It hurts to breathe without you because every breath I take proves I can live without you

If I was a mistake I hope I was at least your favorite one.

Love is for the fool wise enough to take a chance.


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Saturday, October 15, 2005



i want to get to a point where no matter what happens, no matter how long we go without being together, no matter how many fights we get into, that all we need is a kiss & suddenly we remember why we love each other . <3

all the little things that annoyed you so much
are the things you'll miss the most.

i think i noticed when things started to change. the hugs were quicker, the phone calls were shorter and weren't every night. we didn't hurry to the place where we said we'd meet.. the i love you's felt more like a forced, daily routine, and really had no meaning. when we saw each other, the smiles weren't as bright, or as big. our thoughts weren't only of each other. we seemed uninterested, we felt unloved. we had too many doubts.. i think i noticed when things started to change.

i'm not saying i don't want you..
`c a u s e b e l i e v e m e , i d o .
i'm just not going to chase after you.

i still like you. not enough to want you back, but just enough to hurt <3

a boy and a girl stood in line
for his favorite rollercoaster--
the girl studdered in fear.
her fear of his. as she glanced
at the boy with watery eyes she
managed to say "i cant do this."
he put his hand on her cheek and
smiled. "i promise you, if you
fall out--ill go with you."

& everytime a boy breaks your heart
you'll move on & find a new one & you
think; maybe this boy won't be like the rest.
but in the end he lets you down just like
all the others, leading you to think all
boys will break your heart <3

you`ll pull out your "dick" and expect me to fuck it.
here`s two valuable words for you.
SUCK iT.

Its not often that I get to talk to you but
when I do I know that it will be a day that I
will remember and a night that I will go to
sleep smiling remembering our conversation...

I loved him and it was mutual.... he loved himself too.

i know he doesn`t wanna be with me
he wants to be with her, so i'm not going
to interfere .. i'm just going to ( sit back)
and watch my whole world disappear..

She's lying in bed at 3 AM
wondering why she beleived him for so long
tears run down her face
as she picks up the phone
and dials the number she knows by heart
but when he answers her voice is frozen

love is 3/4 dream and 1/4 reality;
problems usually arise when you fall
in love with the dream and not the reality.
you find true love when you fall in love with both.

I guess you could say
I miss you a little.
A little to much
A little to often
A little more everyday.

not all scars show
not all wounds heal
sometimes you can`t
always see the pain someone
feels.

15 THiNGS THAT WilL MAKE Y0UR PARENTS G0 CRAZii
1. Moo when they say your name
2. Pluck someone's hair out and yell "DNA!"
3. Wear a sticker that say "I'm retarded"
4. Hold their hand and whisper to them, "I see dead people..."
5. Try to swim on the floor.
6. Give yourself a swirly.
7. Run around with a lampshade on your head yelling "THE SUN, ITS DYING!"
8. Have nervous spasms at spontaneous moments.
9. Snort loudly when you laugh, and then laugh harder.
10. Run in circles.
11. Pretend to beat yourself up.
12. Super glue your finger up your nose.
13. Lay face down and chant like an indian tribe.
14. Switch the light button on and off for a while. Then say, "Ohh! I get it!"
15. When you shower or bathe, yell "I'm drowning!"

i was awake almost all night thinking about what went wrong..
maybe him and i could have worked things out? maybe its was
meant to be that we broke up? or maybe just maybe i’m doing
what i told myself that i wouldn’t.... regretting that i let you go...

& she smashed her rear view mirror
because shes not looking back anymore

wanna know the similarity between you and air?
i cant live without youu. i need you

They asked me to describe myself..
so i said "I'm 14 and i have green eyes..
and i like a boy and if you ask him, he
wouldn't know what color my eyes are..

when i wanted you, i was afraid to lose you,
now that i have you, it seems like i am afraid to want you

FAKE is the new trend..
&you're all the FUCKiNG RAGE

she said: "you're a loser."
he replied: "but i'm your loser."

you're the only one that makes me
draw stupid hearts in the margins
of my paper <3



I want your arms to fall into mine
when nothing is going my way.
Look me right in the eyes and say
"baby everything's gonna be okay"
.. now that's exactly what i need.



I don`t wanna leave, but we both know sometimes

it`s better to go. somehow I know we`ll meet again

not sure quite where and I don`t know just when. just

know youu`re in my heart until then.



“Summer romances end for all kinds of reasons,

but when all is said and done, they have one thing

in common. They are shooting stars ---a spectacular

moment of light in the heavens-- fleeting glimpse of

eternity, and in a flash.. they're gone...."

The Notebook*



&& all I need right now is for you to wrap me up in your arms, look me in the eyes && tell me you won't ever give up.



Sometimes we just don’t appreciate those people who really care for us until they leave us, until we lose them, then we regret. Outer beauty doesn’t matter; it’s the inside that counts. It's better to tell someone how much you love them rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them. You'll regret it.



A boy sits in his room.

With unseen tears running down his face.

Not about to end any time soon.

He sits on his bed, and reaches under his pillow. He pulls out that hidden notebook with the pages filled. Page by page he rips them out, the memories of her, good and bad. The only person he ever loved was this girl. He kept tearing at the pages, trying to let the feelings go, trying to forget the girl who just

s h a t t e r e d his heart into pieces.



I want you to remember the feel of my hair. And remember the scent of my perfume I always wear. Remember my laugh and how sweet our kisses used to be. Remember the way that you used to love me.



Life is about trusting your feelings & taking chances... losing & finding happiness... Appreciating the memories & learning from the past & realizing that people always change.





I've made the most important discovery of my life.
It's only in the mysterious equation of love that any
Logical reasons can be found. I'm only here tonight
Because 0F you. You're the reason I am. You’re all
The reasons I am. - - A Beautiful Mind <3



&& Even though that photograph
of me and you doesn't go with the way things are now,
I still wish I was back in that picture...
With you ... In your arms.



It's just how she lives...loving all the wrong people and wishing all the wrong things. Tear stained cheeks are just her style & wearing her heart on her sleeve is nothing new. Everyone knows she's tired of not being able to breathe, her big fake smiles, her false laughs.But still she seems almost p e r f e c t. She's not super model material. She doesn't have any great talents. But still she loves another with all she's got. She's trying to figure out who she is...&& she is beginning to love herself..what a lovley girl.





have you ever went to sleep wishing that when you
woke up you'll be in the emergency room hearing the words
she isn't going to make it



Im not depressed I just hate everything. Im not a horrible person; I just let everyone down. Im not an outcast; everyone just hates me. Im not in love; I just constantly think of him. Im not a cutter; I just have to slice my wrists. Im not a mistake; Im just not supposed to be here. Im not suicidal; I just want to die



all the scars. not to
worry she says theyre
little notes to remind
her of how much you hurt her



and as i got deeper and
deeper in lies i finally
started to realize its
not suposed to be like this



Look at her smiling look at her laughing With that gleam in her eye You would never know that her body has razor marks To help her breath



i haven't taken a breath since we last touched, and suffocating has never felt this good

when he kisses you, he isn't doing anything else. you're his whole universe and the moment is eternal because he doesn't have any plans and isn't going anywhere. just kissing you, and it's overwhelming

We're making out inside crashed cars
We're sleeping through all our memories
I used to waste my time dreaming of being
alive now I only waste it dreaming of you

and he said:
you're cynical and beautiful
you always make a scene.
you're monochrome delirious
you're nothing that you seem.
i'm drowning in your vanity
your laugh is a disease.
you're dirty and you're sweet.
you know you're everything to me.
& i want to tear down at your defenses
till there's nothing there but me.
you're angry when your beautiful
your love is such a tease.
i'm drowning in your dizzy noise
i wanna feel you scream.

for 0NCE I wish
I was the girl who
would turn around &
walk away from the guy
that really loved her & have
tears streaming down his face



..& her eyes screamed the saddest
apology the world had ever seen.



it`s crazy how youu think
youu actually meant sumthing
to someone and then they just
turn around and prove youu wrong



youu know how it is
when youu don`t want
to miss them, but youu
want them to miss youu