Rina's entertainment notebook.

& let's be crazy and act stupid,
but just promise me that
we'll always do it together

There's not one boy in this town
that makes me feel like he does.

I'm ready to be the girl I used to be.
The one who never cried,
never got mad about dumb things,
& the one girl who would never
worry about being in love.


& I'm not so sure how he does it ;
But when I'm in his arms,
I feel like the prettiest girl on the planet.
It feels like everything is going to be okay
& there's nothing to worry about at all.


Now you say it's all a lie
you called me beautiful 'cause you were high
you never really meant a word you said
I think we'd be better off if I was dead.

youre just jelous
because we can act like total
immature idiots in public
&&people still love us....

i'm just another silly teenage girl.
who keeps her hopes too high, && her jeans too low.
who lives by quotes, && can't ever seem to say
the right thing at the right time.
just another pretty girl, looking for herself
in a big bad world.

Someone asked me,
Why do you like him so much?
But before I could even reply,
My best friend put her hand
Over my mouth and said,
Don't even get her started.


when i tell you i love you,
i dont say it out of habit, or to
make conversation. i say it to
remind you that you're the best
thing that ever happened to me.

The dirty looks,
the jealous stares..
the best part is ;;
you think I care.


Unlike her, I was there for you through the tough times,
when you actually needed a best friend. maybe it doesn`t
mean anything to you anymore, maybe it never did.
but it meant a lot to me, you meant a lot to me & you still do

Because you`re the kind of
guy who`d laugh at me
when i fall ; but help me up &
whisper 'it`s okay, i still love you.

it`s the kind of crush where i
just finished putting up my away
message && about to walk out then
door when he signs on && suddenly
whatever i was gonna do..doesn`t
matter talking to him does

I wonder when i pass by does his stomach do a flip?
does he get nervous?
does he ignore his friends, just to look at me?
does he wait to see my smile?
does he get sweaty palms?
does he think to himself ... "oh gosh here she comes"

&& don't we all hope for a boy, who,
as we smooth and tug at our clothes,
will grab our hands and smile and ask us,
"now, what the heck are you trying to fix, beautiful?"

I want you to look at me
like you’ve never looked at anyone else
I want you to look at me
like I have something other girls don't

im getting into you , because
you got to me. in a way words
can't describe

don't challenge me.
i will prove you wrong.
nobody deserves to be hurt

You will never know how it feels to have
the one person who means everything to you,
make you feel like you're nothing


& he was something
worth tripping over
I just didn’t know I
would fall this hard


immature is a word used by
people who don't know how
to have fun.


i just wanted to let you know,
you always bring out the best in me

So when you start to miss me remember
you were the one that broke my heart.
You were the one that made me cry.
You were the one that turned your back
& you were the one that let me go.

&& I just wish..
I was one of those lucky girls.
Who had a man to give her the world.
&& never had to build up the courage
to tell a guy how she felt about him
cause she'd already know...
that he felt the same way.

Just a friend, thats all i've ever been to you.
oh just a girl who wants to be the center of
your world & i ain't got much to offer but my
heart and soul. i guess thats not enough for
you to notice me; im just a girl and i guess
thats all i'll ever be to you.i try to smile when
i see other girls with you acting like it's all ok
but you dont know how it feels to be so in -
love with someone who doesnt even know.


she blasts her music over her parent's screams,
losing herself in the melody.
she feels like a runaway trapped in her cell.
she covers her pain but hopes someone can tell.


You assume that I'm fine, but you don't know how
to read between the lines. I swing from moody & callous
to giddy & humorous in naught point-one second. That's
not because i'm easy going or feeling guilty for being
off-hand with you. It's lack of confidence & self esteem.
It's trying to fit in & trying to hide the scars at the same
time. Maybe i'm doing a good job; & that's why you don't see

I didn't know that, it was so cold and that you needed someone to show you the way..


we've been through it all ;;
the "teen drama", the boy problems,
the fights that lasted minutes ;;
the fights that lasted weeks or even months,
the days where we nonstop laughed over nothing,
the nights where we cried because nothing was going right,
&& even sometimes when we had to remind
each other our friendship would never end
over a stupid fight



Life would be so much more
interesting if people randomly broke
out into happy songs in the middle
of a crowded street just like
Broadway



In a few years, I'll be off to college.
High school will finally be over. I won't get to
see him everyday like I used to. My best friends
& I will go seperate ways and we'll be lucky if two of
us stay in touch. Nothing will be the same, instead everything
will be new. I won't have a house to come home to everyday.
No siblings to scream at. Just alone, in a dorm far away
from home. The people I've loved for the longest of times
will be just another memory added to my photo albums.

Have you ever had a dream that seemed so real
that when you woke up, you didn't know what to believe?
What would you do if what you always thought was true wasn't?
And what you thought wasn't true?



I hope you choke on every word you spoke
when you were screaming at me.
And realize how many times I've tried,
but that's wishful thinking.
All I want is an apology for what you did
and how you treated me.
Get me far away or as least as far as this car will take me.

in the movie of my life, i wish i could pause it.
i'd hit rewind, and i'd make you honest


so, brown eyes, i hold you near
cause you're the only song i want to hear,
a melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

what you wanted couldn't hold us now.
what we needed all came crashing down.
down, with the lies and coverups.
down down, to the lovers and fees.
down now, cause you never experienced.
this is the side that i'll never believe in.


sometimes the truth is just a lie,
and sometimes forever runs out of time

why does it seem so long ago.
it all moved so fast.
a girl with no solution.
yeah, you had me.
but i knew it couldn't last.



decided to steal the sun from the sky.
long live the day i decided to fly.
there are names across the sea.
only now do i believe.

and as i sit here and cry i wonder does anyone care?


The words
"I Love You"
can change a life.
They have definately
changed mine.

as soon as i saw your smile
i knew you were the only one



she saw his face and wondered how she was able to make him hers.
she refuses to let him leave her sight.
he's everything that she could ever want

maybe this is all we'll ever be
or maybe this is all anyone could ever hope for.
you're making me believe
we're the real thing.

why do i love him so much?
he understands me.
knows when i need to hear him say "i love you"
knows when i have to cry to him
knows that i need my space sometimes
understands that i don't want him out of my life
reassures me that he'll always be here for

i'm putting everything on the line for you.
because if i don't end up with you,
nothing in the world will make up for it.




promise me forever
i can't imagine anyone else by my side.
you're the only person i can picture
waking up to every morning.
i love you.


her + how was your day?
him + i was sad today.
her + awww why were you sad?
him + because you didn't talk to me at all today and i thought you were mad at me. and i never want that.


my mind wanders as i'm trying not to fall in love with you.
'cause everytime i wake, i ponder on my mistakes of what i said.
it is always my esteem that i sure lose,
playing those stupid games as i always end up chasing you.


i've got him in my head
at night when i go to bed
and i know it sounds lame
but he's the boy of my dreams

tell me the words to say
to make you come back
and work me like that
and if it matters i'll rather stay home
with you i'm never alone
don't want to wait til you're gone
let me be, just don't leave me



him + i love you.
her + i love you more.
him + you can't love me more.
her + why not?
him + because i love you with all of my heart and you can't love me more than that

now only heaven knows
how i really feel inside
i try my best not to let it show
but late at night, in my room
i think of you and start to cry


i remember the moment i first looked in your eyes
and seeing nothing looking back at me
it was then i realized
that even though you were there
your heart was long gone

he said, "god baby i love you so much. i don't wanna ever lose you." she argued, "then why won't you ask me out?!" he held her close and said, "because i don't even want to break up with you

I know there will never be a time when you`ll feel the same..In that moment, I felt my heart break. & I thought, 'I can`t live without you..I don`t want to live without you' & then it slowly crept into my mind that no matter how bad I wanted or needed you, it wouldn`t matter. Somehow, & very painfully I was sure, my life would continue. With or without you..Right?
^^ HAHA those heartbroken silly girls.. this is for you..

Sand between my toes, laughing with my best friends,
flirting with the cute boys, not a worry in my mind.
Got a brew in my left hand & a cig in my right,
& I`m thinking "wow, I could get a call saying I had
one more day to live & that would be okay."



at one point I was so weak ;; i missed you so much & i missed what we had. one simple song made me break down & cry, but now I can honestly say I`m over you. sure, I still think about you, but I`m not crying anymore. I`m so strong now ;; even though it bugs me when i see you with other girls, I`m finally over you. have a great life, stranger



silent cries inside her heart
day by day they`ll tear her apart
she tries to run, but it`s all the same
loving the one that causes her pain
she`s said forever ; she`s said goodbye
tried to be strong, but can`t answer why
she`s danced with the devil, slept on a cloud
but the crying inside has gotten too loud.
she hides it so well & no one will know
she knows it`s now time, time to let go
from a distance she`ll kiss him goodbye.
she'll let go of her heart, but they know
she'll be back..she`s unable to part.



Weather or not you want too ; you can`t erase me..you can`t erase what we had & you can`t erase the fact that I`m always going to care..if something hurts you, it`s always going to hurt me

Does a hero know she`s a hero if no one tells her? Do you know a hero no one else knows? A hero doesn`t have to save a busload of kids from certain disaster. Or score the winning point in the big game. A hero can be anyone who inspires you, anyone you look up to, anyone who cheers you on, makes you better than you were before ; just as they made themselves better than they were before. Do you know a hero? Tell her. Then tell everyone.

The first time you fall in love,
it changes your life forever, &
no matter how hard you try,
the feeling never goes away.
[ Nicholas Sparks ; The Notebook ]



Love -- doesn`t mean
you`ll never break up or fight ;
it means you`ll always get
back together & make it right

When you feel you`ve found that one special person,
never let them slip away cause once you lose them
they may never come back & you`ll have lost the
greatest thing that you ever had.




A school paper should be like a miniskirt.
Long enough to cover everything,
but short enough to keep it interesting. =)



Mirror Mirror on the wall,
who's the biggest fool of them all?
It must be the girl who can't stop crying,
or maybe it's the girl who kept on trying.



she's pretty and she knows it
she's confident and she shows it
she's got you and she's loving it
while i just sit by the sidelines
just wishing i was her.



& I'm not so sure how he does it ;
But when I'm in his arms,
I feel like the prettiest girl on the planet.
It feels like everything is going to be okay
& there's nothing to worry about at all.





&& i love you, forever
until death do us part|
til' the e n d of time
you'll be in my h e a r t



&& right when he told
Her who he likes,
She was crushed,
And he didn't even notice.


we go to school for thirteen years
&& the one thing they never teach us
is how to say good-bye





today was just one of those days
where everything i did reminded me of you.
every song i heard some how related to you.
i hate days like today because they remind me
of the one thing i don't have.


i've sat here so many times
sitting with the phone in my hand
wanting to call you, but i dont
i know nothing will be the same.


I said you were nothing to me,
which is a total lie because right now
you're pretty much everything.