飛輪海 - 小小大人物
one.
she was the girl who always carried
around a camera to capture the
memories because she was always
afraid that people might forget them
two.
there should be a statue of limitation on heartbreak.
a rule book that says its all right to wake up crying,
but only for a month. that after forty two days you
will no longer turn with your heart racing, certain
you have heard him call out your name.
three.
love is when you cry but you still want him
its when he ignores you
and you still cant stop thinking about him
its when he loves another girl
but you still smile && say you're happy for him
love is when you want to let him go,but no matter what
that boy is the only thing on your mind
four.
They say, when you meet the love of your life, time stops, and that's true. What they don't tell you is that when it starts again, it moves extra fast to catch up.
five.
when great love is rejected, something inside you dies and all you can do is runaway and meet the person that you will love second most.
six.
The one thing I hate most is saying goodbye.
It’s never been easy for me. I mean, how do
you approach the concept of goodbye?
Goodbyes are all different. Some are for a day.
Some are for a month. But others are forever.
& the concept of forever is hard to accept.
It’s like, hey, I’m never going to see you again,
goodbye. It doesn’t feel complete. But I think that’s
what goodbyes are. They’re incomplete & you
honestly don’t know how long the goodbye will last.
It’s a part of life. A part of life i could do without.
seven.
i'll captivate you if you'll let me. i can hold your interest with my perverted sense of humor and strange ways. i'm a figure of intrigue while roaming the streets with my comrades. i'm terribly self conscious, but i try to overshadow it with my better qualities. i criticize others to no end, including myself; i'll never be good enough to meet my own standards. i'm ruthless. i lie, i steal, and disobey. i live for the simple things but on my own terms. i'll try not to dissapoint you.
1.
Maybe I wasn't asking you to love me, maybe I was asking you to understand, because for so long I've been hurt and for so long you've ignored it, and maybe it is bad timing, but maybe, I don't care. I've been here all along just waiting, waiting for you to notice, waiting for you to care. Waiting for you to say that you've been waiting too, and you haven't and maybe you never will or maybe you're afraid to. But it all hurts the same, and in the end, I'm the one that's left broken and when I lay down to sleep, I'm still the one crying, so screw the bad timing. I've loved you then, like I love you now, like I probably always will
2.
i'm falling apart in your hands again
3.
You did it to me, I did it to you...What the hell did it prove? Only what we both know, that we care about each other
5.
And then we just clicked again...we talked again like we used to, we called every night, we hung out like it was no big deal when we really knew it meant everything. And for that certain time, it was like nothing had changed, it was just like it should be. But as I look back on the memories I realize that we have changed, in great ways. And I guess that's not so bad, because that's what makes these times so incredible
6.
The more things change, the more they stay the same. I'm not sure who the first person was who said that. Probably Shakespeare. Or maybe Sting. But at the moment, it's the sentence that best explains my tragic flaw, my inability to change. I don't think I'm alone on this. The more I get to know other people, the more I realize it's kind of everyone's flaw. Staying exactly the same for as long as possible, standing perfectly still... it feels safer somehow. And if you are suffering, at least the pain is familiar. Because if you took that leap of faith, went outside the box, did something unexpected... who knows what other pain might be out there, waiting for you. Chances are it could be even worse. So you maintain the status quota. Choose the road already traveled and it doesn't seem that bad. Not as far as flaws go. You're not a drug addict. You're not killing anyone... except maybe yourself a little. When we finally do change, I don't think it happens like an earthquake or an explosion, where all of a sudden we're like this different person. I think it's smaller than that. The kind of thing most people wouldn't even notice unless they looked at us really close. Which, thank God, they never do. But you notice it. Inside you that change feels like a world of difference. And you hope this is it. This is the person you get to be forever... that you'll never have to change again
7.
It started out like any other summer, every single joy and fear, that's how we found each other and we found ourselves.
Then show me something special. That I don't already know. Cause otherwise there's no reason for you to say & every reason for me to go.
"So keep on breathing on. Keep that sweet heart of yours beating."
With all the pain you caused me, a shot of morphine would be nice. But I'll settle for an "I love you."
"Now, I'm looking up at you from fields of white flowers. You were so proud of me. I'm so proud of you."
I'm coughing up my time each drag's a drop of blood, a grain, a minute of my life.
let them say we're crazy. i dont care about that. just put your hand in my hand, baby. don't ever look back.
"i've gotta burst you out of here somehow. i've never seen your heart this tired. i've nevers een your spirit held down."
He said, "It's not that I dont' love you anymore, but it would be much more accurate to say that I never loved you in hte first place."
"Well, it's got to be strong to touch my heart through it's shell, & i'll wait for it to come."
"Cause I need you like the dragonfly's wings need the wind. Like the orphan needs home once again. Like heaven needs more to come in. I need you here like you've always been."
"You feel the pain teaching us how much more we can take. Reminding us how far we've come. let hte pain burn away from our hearts. We have time to start all over again."
-Copeland
How far woudl you go to be satisfied? Everything that you long for, & wanted so bad. It all seemed to take over your world. Nothing in this life is ever free. & I'm sure you heart it a billion times but still, there's something haunting you. It's questioning the aire you breathe, it's questioning the truth. You want to find a substance, you want to find a truth. YOu want to find something absolute in a stone cold world. I guess it's easier said than done, but there's a life that goes beyond. All I can do, is share what I have, & give it to you. Everytime you walk away, I will still be the same. That's a choice to respect, & a choice I accept but I'll still be here. I'll alwasy be here.
